quail

Li Bai was woken up by choking on his own vomit.Those things forced him to start coughing in his dream. It was very violent, and his nose and throat were acrid. In fact, it was nothing, just stomach acid and spoiled wine.After getting rid of Luo Ping'an, he made a bet with himself that he wanted to go back to the lower class of Qidi Science and Technology Building. He drank half a bottle of Erguotou for courage, and sprayed a lot of perfume on purpose after drinking.It's a souvenir he bought in Morocco. The low-quality and strong rose note is at least sweet and can suppress his wine smell.

The wine has been left for several hours until now, but it produces a kind of bitterness that reaches the root of the tongue, or...is it bile?Anyway, like medicine.Sleep was terrible, and the bitter suffocation was even worse, eventually driving him out of the dream.

When waking up from a nightmare, the whole body is often sweaty. There is no one around Li Bai. He grabs his collar to help him turn his weight to the side, so that he can spit out the things that are blocking his throat. After vomiting, his head is still dizzy. Didn't have the energy to lift it up.He yelled vaguely on the spot a few times, but he never heard an answer.The roommate wasn't snoring either.He was really the only one left.

He was still drunk.

Eight forty-six.

Li Bai sees a dream on the disc of the watch - the double image is the countless situations where Yang Jian left, and none of them turned back.

He also heard his fragmented breathing that was harsher than the old bellows. The airflow in the trachea was still blocked. After a few minutes of slowing down, his mind was able to think a little bit, and he finally recovered his breath. He stumbled up and saw the pink sponge under him.

what is it.

Oh, the sleeping pad I bought earlier.

Why are you lying on it?

Young cut.

It can only be him.

But now that Yang Jian is gone, it has also been vomited dirty.The line of sight flickered back and forth, not very clear, the cushion was a large fluff of powder, and the stain seemed to continue to spread, getting bigger and bigger.Li Bai rushed to the pool to wash his face, held the water in his hands, rinsed his mouth several times, and came back to hug the mat, trying to push the dirty piece into the pool to rinse.He had just lifted a corner, when he suddenly heard a crisp and small sound, something slipped from the cushion to the ground, and rolled into the pool of bitter water.

This is... a nightmare come true.Li Bai's wine sobered up immediately.He hurriedly fished it out, it was the ring, his ring, he stabbed his ring finger desperately with his eyelids open, and Yang Jian took it off again.It turns out that Yang Jian doesn’t want it, together with him, Yang Jian doesn’t want anything—Li Bai has to admit that this is true, and the only thing he can clearly recall about what happened before falling asleep is this ring. Lost here together.

He turned the faucet to the maximum, put his palms under the water column, rubbed, rubbed, scraped and grinded, the gemstone was as hard as a needle, and it hurt his fingertips, but it still couldn't be washed clean.Is it because the house is too dirty? Li Bai bit the ring in his mouth again, not letting the house touch it, washed the mats, mopped the floor, and went to the public toilet outside the studio to rinse the mop three times.He even wiped down the refrigerator and the stove, and he was not lazy every time he washed it, twisting the old rag into a hard stick.But the time still passed so slowly, it didn't arrive at 09:30, how could it take until twelve o'clock.

No, it's [-]:[-], that's what it says on the wedding invitation.

Then he saw himself in the mirror.

Li Bai suddenly realized that the dirtiest place was here.He, a little bacterium, is really ugly now.He gave up the idea of ​​cleaning the ring "clean" and stuffed it in his pocket like a normal stone.Then he wandered around in the kitchen, and saw a white medicine bottle next to the induction cooker, diazepam tablets, he picked it up and shook it.Squatting in front of the trash can, he saw the layer of shattered glass on the bottom of the bucket again, the pieces were quite big, it didn't look like it was dropped, why is it still red?

Taking out a small piece, Li Bai sniffed it and licked it, it was blood.

The pain also came along with the fishy smell, from the tip of his tongue to his heart, Li Bai threw the glass back into the bucket and laughed twice, tears came out of his laughter, what did Yang Jian do?Put him to sleep, is it to pinch the glass behind his back and go crazy?

Do you have to crush the cups?

Now that you keep him here, what do you want him to do?

In short, if you sit down or lie down on the ground again, you will die.Li Bai pinched his nose and walked through the bedroom filled with Simmons with collapsed springs, and walked to the work room.There are no windows in this room, and the lights are not turned on, only the indicator light of the main computer is still flashing.Li Bai stared at it for a while, as if it was a living creature, conveying something to himself.He lit a cigarette, sat down at the computer desk, and began to try the password.I've tried it for twenty times, but I didn't succeed, and the phone was about to be locked, when the door rang, and a person who smelled like meat buns, humming a song, entered the door of the workshop, bumped into Li Bai, and was caught off guard by the screen. With Yinglan's face, she stepped back a few steps like a ghost.

"You didn't go?" Li Bai took off his cigarette and looked at him.

"...I'll go in a while." The man pushed up his rimless glasses.

"You know the password," Li Bai gave him the chair, "open it for me."

The rimless glasses opened the chandelier, and the eyes behind the lenses were full of confusion.

"Okay." Seeing that the chair was still empty, Li Bai picked it up and threw it on the table. He was almost stopped by the rimless glasses.The monitor was saved, but the interface was opened by a string of passwords, and so was the mailbox.Think about it, what's so special about work computers, work mailboxes, and shared passwords?Who is he, Li Bai, who only knows Yang Jian's email method, so what's so strange about it.While browsing, Li Bai dusted himself with cigarette ash. He saw that his last five emails were lying in the trash can intercepted by the system one by one. As for the first two emails?It was probably deleted from the recycle bin, and ended up with a dead body.

Haha.

You can say "so it is".

What did Yang Jian think.Are you afraid?

Are you disgusted?

Are you thinking about never getting in touch with each other?

No wonder, Yang Jian took it for granted that you shouldn't come back.

Maybe some deadly contagion was in his mail.The mail is like this, and if I reappear, isn't it the effect of the plague god?

Li Bai was not sad, and if someone asked, he could even stand up unswervingly and announce it loudly.Because a bacterium is a single-celled organism, it won't be sad, squeezed in this petri dish, soaked in tears, bitter water, dirty air, just now alone, and now splitting rapidly-too ​​many, He stood up, silently returned to the mirror, and saw his own deformed colony.

Li Bai left that studio, before the roommate who had the invitation.Until he got out of the elevator, he looked like he was ready to go away, and then he got into an empty taxi, his face turned cold, and he didn't take off the big tool bag on his back, "Master, go to the Shunfeng at the east gate of Peking University. .” After speaking, he held the egg-filled biscuits he had just bought from the stall downstairs and began to chew.

With two sausages and two eggs, he needs to be full.

During the ten-minute drive, he was expecting to be killed all the way, but he didn't.When he got out of the car and crossed the road without looking at the traffic lights, he took out the ring from his trouser pocket and threw it casually, and was swallowed by the busy traffic. All parties honked their horns and fought hand to hand at the intersection, but he still didn't stab him to death.

Li Bai thought, there is no other way.He approaches, he stands in front of it.At first glance, it is a private space, and even the holly wall at the entrance of the garden has been carved with the word "囍" in uneven and regular patterns, which is so delicate that it is eye-popping.Showed the tool kit to the security guards, and pretended to be pitiful, claiming that he was from the make-up team, and was called in temporarily to help. Li Bai walked in openly, and saw that the garden was even more magnificent, and the stone road was paved with gold paper , Not only "Happy on the treetops", even the koi were all replaced with pure red.

Hiding behind a Huangshan rock, Li Bai once again saw his otherness.However, even if he is out of place, it is not that difficult to go in. He just wants to go in and have a look. He has swayed his neck outside a few times, but he still hasn't learned much inside.The entrance of the hotel is not difficult, there are no security guards, no sign of the bride and groom, there is only one Yang Yuqiu wearing a white cheongsam, standing alone next to the big porcelain vase, looking at the sky with arms folded, looking like a ghost, whoever passes by her No response either.Are you not welcome here?Should you take your medicine, or have you taken too much?Li Bai thought viciously, he threw his backpack behind the stone, put it in the pocket of his jeans, and mingled with a group of familiar guests, watching them hand in their invitations and money.

safe and sound.

Where is Yang Jian?The golden hall for weddings is the one with the farthest depth. Li Bai walked a long way, looking around, but when he saw a shadow that looked like Yang Jian, he slipped into one of the halls as if someone had stepped on his tail. Behind the marble columns.Not only to hide, but also to squat.

Sure enough, it was Yang Jian, holding Li Li in one arm, surrounded by a group of bacteria clustered in the center, probably alumni, they were talking about their alma mater, Li Li was so amused, he covered his mouth and patted Yang Jian on the shoulder.Yang Jian also laughed, very unrestrained and hearty.

Li Bai closed his eyes and covered his ears.Too caught off guard, the man's red eyes came into sight when he grabbed his collar a few hours ago.Is this the same person?Li Bai couldn't figure it out.

It was Yang Jian who asked him if he could have some dignity, as if his humbleness was also a pain in his heart.

It was also Yang Jian who walked here, passed him without looking sideways, and hugged a woman who cheated on the day before the wedding with the spring breeze blowing on his face.

Love turns out to be so scary.

Li Bai was terrified, and after Yang Jian walked away, the horror did not diminish in the slightest.Imagining himself as a pool of germs would make him feel better in the crowd, so he slowly moved into the golden hall at the end of the corridor, not wanting to be seen by Yang Jian, but also wanting to be closer to that person, he chose the front row and the closest person. An empty table on the edge, sitting at the table early.It can't be said that he was deceiving, after all, others were also deceived by him, and people were quickly added to the table. There were a few unfamiliar faces, who did not doubt him, and nodded politely to him. The old classmate who cut it - that "Lin Daiyu" was found by his partner, they should be more friendly, knowing that the two of them broke up, they both comforted and explained, saying that you are only 20 years old now, and you can meet many people There were so many people that Li Bai didn't know what to say, so he had to smile with them.

He is obviously not sad!He shouldn't have shown a look of ashes, right?He just thought it was a little strange - thinking back just now, he suspected that the Yang Jian he met was a fake, so he had to stay to confirm.Fortunately, the progress was very smooth. Li Bai quietly hid in the crowd. After all, no one suspected that someone would come here to plot evil without being invited with such a face.

He didn't think anything wrong, he didn't know how to eat any dishes, if someone chased him away and said there was no room for him, he could squat on the ground.Sometimes he could catch a glimpse of Yang Jian's shadow from a distance, busy making arrangements, still in the same way as before, with the familiarity of everyone, he would tell himself, it's too far away, you're misreading.Finally, it was early twelve o'clock, and when there were only a few minutes left before the auspicious time, no one rushed up to chase him away. To Li Bai's surprise, Yang Yuqiu came back and was assigned to this table, the two tables near the middle , she didn't have half a place.

It turns out that we are almost the same.Li Bai smiled at her.

Yang Yuqiu didn't nod, didn't agree, and soon developed into not daring to look at him, burying his hair and texting and calling with a pale face, but no one seemed to answer. "Sister," Li Bai folded his hands into a loudspeaker and spoke softly, "My brother is ready to go on stage, right? I'm sure I don't have time to answer your call?"

"Xiaobai..." Yang Yuqiu put down his phone, trembling his lips.

"Hush," Li Bai blinked, "here we come."

The time was indeed up, Yang Jian appeared on stage on time, and Li Bai's gaze avoided all interference and focused on him.He didn't notice himself, didn't even look this way, Li Bai knew that Yang Yuqiu was whispering and chatting with his neighbor as if nothing had happened, and his poor acting skills were trying to cover up the embarrassment just now, Li Bai also knew.

But he didn't care.

Holding on to the last bit of hope, he wanted to see if it was Yang Jian who was standing on the stage.

Soon he got disappointed.As much hope as you have, you can get back as much as you want.In this hall covered with flowers, which seems to be made of petals, a man stands at the end of the flower path, waiting, and waiting, the worldly happiness has nothing to do with Li Bai! ...But he has such a face, which was painted in hostility and pain in front of Li Bai a few hours ago; he still has such black hair!It has never lost its shape, and once lingered between Li Bai's fingers.

This is impossible, right?Li Bai threw the melted wedding candy on the ground, brother, don't smile like this, don't put away your thorns and hug her like this, don't write invitations with your relativity ink, don't accept all this meekly, don't be obsessed , don't swallow it, don't believe it, don't swear you don't love her!

Don't be like me.

But the hug still happened, and next, it was the ring, and the kiss.

Li Bai watched all this with tearing eyes, his tinnitus continued, and two lines of tears flowed down his face.All the pain and cold, all the dark and sticky huddled night, entangled in his heart for too long, were dug out in an instant, and exposed to the sun under the new couple.The sun told him, no one wants these things, no one wants you.But he didn't want anyone to ask for it, did he?He wanted to ignore them, to bury them until he died, but he failed?The dug holes were left unattended.

Where did the lonely ghost get into that body and squeeze Yang Jian away... He couldn't convince himself to continue thinking like this.All of this was so real that he couldn't help but hate it.

"Wait a moment!"

He was startled by his own voice, and for a moment, everyone looked at him, but he still stood.

"Brother, I don't have any other intentions today," he walked towards Yang Jian, grabbed Yang Yuqiu's hand, and heard himself saying, "I just want to ask, why do you and your sister leave me behind every time?"

Yang Jian looked at him quietly.

Stepping up the steps, there were only a few steps away. Yang Yuqiu wanted to break free, but Li Bai slammed him so hard that he staggered.Li Bai moved the corner of his mouth and pulled out a smile: "I've always been troubled by not knowing."

"If you have anything to say, let's talk about it later." Yang Jian said.

He didn't even move a step, and his arm was next to the bride's, shoulder to shoulder, and he just frowned.

Wow.Li Bai thought.

Frown, you've always been too good at frowning.

"Xiaobai, let's go down, Xiaobai, let's not do stupid things." Yang Yuqiu acted like coaxing a child, in full view, she winked at Yang Jian and then at Li Bai, pulling him down with all her strength , "Be obedient, I know you listen to your brother the most."

This sweet voice, this kind of gentle and innocent tone, it's really fast enough to enter the role... Li Bai's smile deepened, and he wanted to vomit.

"I don't! What did I do wrong?" He knew that Yang Yuqiu could no longer hide in his seat alone, so he simply shook off her wrist and didn't have time to treat her. He just looked straight at Yang Jian. When I heard the unfamiliar words, I suddenly realized that I was really thinking this way, "You didn't take me with you when you escaped from my hometown, and let me be tortured by that old guy in the countryside for nearly ten years. Yes, it seems like they don’t even know me, my brother is getting married, I don’t have an invitation card, and my sister didn’t talk to me at the table just now. Why? Is it because I’m not your biological child?”

Yang Jian was still very quiet, with his chin slightly tucked in, he stared at the pull in front of him, with a hint of thoughtfulness.

Li Bai was about to be overwhelmed by his silence, and the more he was about to be overwhelmed, the angrier he became, "Brother, why don't you talk?" He pushed away Yang Yuqiu who was trying to hug him, and took another step forward, "Today is On the big day of your wedding, do you think I have humiliated you in front of your wife? Just like before, you thought I was too young and refused to take me away, right? "

"No, it's not Xiaobai like this," Yang Yuqiu leaned forward again, and she was still replacing Yang Jian with those beautiful words, "You are our younger brother, and your brother and I have always thought so. You go, there is no way, Yang Toufeng is watching you too closely..."

"Yes," Li Bai smiled sadly, and said loudly, "He picked me up because he likes me! He also passed on my exclusive handicraft. They all said that I am good at handicraft, but brother, are you satisfied? No matter how good I am, I’m just a poor barber, don’t you think so?”

Yang Jian seemed to be moved at last, he wanted to get closer, but was held tightly by the bride, which made Li Bai completely lose the idea of ​​stopping.

"You know, I ran away as soon as he died. My first thought was to come to you. I have no money. I don't know where you are. I went to work. The place where I live is full of hair washing rooms. I was with a group of prostitutes. Girls live together, you don’t know that.” Li Bai turned his hands behind his back, and took small steps lightly, as if measuring how far he was from Yang Jian, quite playfully, “I go to work during the day, I don’t know who will use me The bed was covered with long hairs that were caught by men. At night, across a curtain, the woman next door was screaming at the cigarette butts burned by whores. , it’s ugly, so as not to be said to be a woman and be targeted by them. At this time, I still miss you..." He laughed, walked to a position close to him, and then gradually retreated. A child, "So don't be dissatisfied with me, brother... When you saw me coming, did you dislike me?"

"It's inappropriate for you to say these things now." Yang Jian said suddenly.

Wow!Li Bai's heart was pounding, as if he had taken a stimulant, and finally returned to his soul?This ashen brow, this expression of boredom and rejection of everything, is the same person as the one in the early hours of this morning.

"Sister knows that you have been wronged a lot." Why did Yang Yuqiu come to join in the fun again, "Let's go down and talk slowly? Don't do things that you regret!"

"Haha, sorry!" Li Bai couldn't stop laughing.

Yang Jian finally approached him, but still said coldly: "Listen to her."

"Listen to her? Who is she to me?" Li Bai snapped, "I want you to beg me!"

"..." After two steps, Yang Jian stopped and stared at him, "I beg you."

Li Bai was stunned, his shoulders shrank, he didn't allow himself to do this, he had to go on! "Oh, you begged me, you begged me too, doesn't it feel good to beg? What did you do when I begged you?" He didn't even dare to make his voice lower than before, like that, just It will reveal his retreat, he has already pulled out his heart full of retreat, held it with two hands, and showed Yang Jian the hole in it, but Yang Jian didn't seem to want to look at it anymore, just now his voice As soon as he fell, he also called his name, is it enough for him to stop, then he will show everyone whether he is wrong, and whether he can stop, "I am standing here today to let everyone See clearly, you two are the same as me, we are the same kind of people! Neither of us is higher than the other!"

After saying this, Yang Yuqiu was no longer obsessed with pulling him away, and hid in the corner and squatted with his back facing the seats.Look carefully, it is sobbing.You finally know how to be shy?But I can't do it anymore, Li Bai thought, and turned to face the audience, with no tears on his face, nor the crazy smile just now.He frowned slightly, and said word by word: "Everyone should have heard that I am their younger brother, but I was adopted. I was originally an orphan. So my surname is Li. Yang Yuqiu, my sister, originally called Yang Ping, and your official groom today, Yang Jian, who fled from his village to Beijing 15 years ago, when I was only five years old, Yang Jian was eight years old, and Yang Yuqiu was 13 years old? Then we lost contact."

"I had a hard time in the village. Yang Toufeng, the father of the three of us, became me alone. He was a barber and a lunatic. He said he loved me and that I was his most important son, but But his love hurts me. My hands and body are all scratched by scissors. There are also brooms, wooden boards, and bamboo strips for weaving rafts. I can recognize the wounds from them! After beating me, He just drank and cried, said sorry, said he only had me left, then finished the bottle, locked me in the woodshed and beat me again. If I dare to ask why, it would be the third time. But I guess Brothers and sisters are also living a hard life. They ran to Beijing at such a young age, alone and helpless, what to eat and what to do? Where do they live?"

He looked sideways at Yang Jian, shrugged his shoulders frankly, "Look, we are all poor children."

"..."

"Brother, do you have anything to say?"

"You want to make me suffer, you have achieved your goal," Yang Jian grabbed his wrist, lowered his head, and lowered his voice, "Let me go."

"Why?" Li Bai was puzzled, and eagerly held him back with the other hand, "Brother, why do you think this way. I don't want you to suffer at all. On the contrary, when I came to Beijing, I saw that you were living a happy life." Very good, I am so happy to be able to go to Peking University with such talents. On the contrary, it is you who make me sad every time."

He felt the strength on his wrist, Yang Jian grabbed him like another piece of driftwood, so good, Yang Jian finally stopped smiling.Yang Jian finally didn't just frown.Satisfied, Li Bai turned to the guests and continued to state: "Guess, how did my sister and brother live so well in the first few years? Where did they get the money? You don't know, I'm afraid my brother do not know either."

"My sister worked part-time for me to go to school! Okay, I said it myself, are you satisfied?"

"No, no, you're going to be a fool when you talk about your sister, don't be like this, really," Li Bai lowered his eyelashes, and looked at Yang Jian's shiny shoes, "I know, my sister must be very holy and selfless in your heart , but brother, she did not work to earn money, she made a greater sacrifice for you. If there is anyone in the world who loves you more than me, it is her. "

With a bang, Yang Yuqiu fell to his knees.

Li Bai looked at her, and knew in his heart that this feeling of being unable to stand up and even raise his face to speak, he could easily recall it.

"Stop talking," Yang Yuqiu's long hair fell from his shoulders, the wavy curls of her hair brushed against the carpet tremblingly, and her white cheongsam knelt and wrinkled, "Xiaobai, don't talk anymore... Sister, please, it's all My sister's fault..."

Li Bai acted as if he didn't hear, and his smile was still innocent and cruel: "My sister is only 13 years old, she can't find a job, and she has no money to spend, but she wants to support her younger brother, so she became a thief! Isn't she smart? She said it was No way, it’s this kind of reason again, but when you think about it carefully, it’s true! Yang Toufeng didn’t teach her crafts, and she doesn’t like reading, either.” Shaking his shoulders, he took his time, enjoying this kind of comfort. Yang Jian felt that the pincers became tighter and tighter, "Later, my sister grew up, and I didn't know what kind of side job she developed. Anyway, it must be a quick job. She, like her brother, looks so nice."

The audience was stunned and there was no sound.

Li Bai glanced quietly, unloading so many suffocated words, his whole body should be light, he really wants to fly!Why didn't he feel relaxed... because Yang Jian caught him.

So safe, so...comfortable.If Yang Jian were to break his wings and let go of his two hands now, he would use them all to help.

However, this time he seemed to be wrong, his hand was indeed loosened, and the pain in the next second was not his imaginary wings, but the left cheek that had not yet fully smiled, the rough touch of gauze... mixed together There is also the buzzing of the mind.Sure enough?Why doesn't Yang Jian use his left hand?Li Bai touched his face with tears streaming down his face, it was greasy and swollen...

Yang Jian's anger.

Did he anger Yang Jian?He finally got rid of Yang Jian's annoying old man with a smile on his face?

Is it all because of him?

"It hurts." He tilted his head and looked at it.

Yang Jian let him look, his eyes were fixed on his injured hand for a few seconds, and then he really looked back at him, his gaze was as deep as a black hole, absorbing all the light, and it fell on his face.

"Sister ran away?" He pointed to the audience again, "Going over there, did you see it, do you want to chase it?"

Yang Jian still couldn't take his eyes off it.

Yes, just look at it like this, this is you, looking at a certain place with special concentration, no one knows what you are thinking.No one knows when you stop.At least you never chase anyone.Li Bai smiled sincerely, and the smell of blood filled his mouth. He thought it would be ugly to show his teeth, but the pursed smile could no longer hold back the pleasure in his heart.It's all broken, and you can't fight well, so let's do it to the end and let them see what is true...!Thinking of this, he dragged Yang Jian in, closer than any second before, hugged his whole body tightly, opened his mouth, and his teeth collided with each other.

It was a kiss to death.

Yang Jian was too tight in his arms, as if he was about to spread his huge wings and fly away from him at any moment, so Li Bai had to give up all his energy and strength.How does the audience scold, how does the bride run away, what does he care about them?He is no longer a bacterium, he is alive now, he is three-dimensional, he has a lip ring and a new tongue nail, he is eager to show Yang Jian...

It's also amazing, the lips and tongue that can say so many harsh words are so soft and hot when kissing, Yang Jian didn't hug him back, but he didn't push him away either, after the kiss was over, Li Baitong blushed and lowered his head Wiping his lips, his pure white cuffs were blushed, but Yang Jian was kissed until his face was covered with blood and tears, and he looked at him silently, still expressionless and motionless.

"They...are going to run away, don't believe them," Li Bai pressed against his ear, rubbing his earlobe, this sentence is mysterious, but extremely soft, with a little hoarseness that is common after kissing, just like Whispers between lovers, "I'll always be here and never let you go alone. I'll 'love you to the end'."

"Brother, you still like me, don't you?" He raised his voice again, like praying, "You just opened your mouth."

"When I was doing your hair, how could you say that you don't want to contact me again?" This sentence is the dream of a small animal. It has been too long, he is tired, and he is watched by everyone. He leans against Yang Jian's chest. Willing to drop a cage from the sky, "I'm so sad, I won't believe it at all. In fact, you are still willing to meet, you can't forget me, right bro?"

As he spoke, he stretched his arms, trying to hug Yang Jian tightly, but seeing the man nailed there, he suddenly said, "Xiaobai, let's go."

"Before I start hating you." Immediately afterwards, this sentence brushed his ears.

Li Bai was stunned, his knees filled with lead, and he couldn't move half a step.As if he heard an unreadable spell, the smile on his face hadn't had time to solidify, and the heat from the two people's skins on his face hadn't cooled down, and tears fell down his face.What is Yang Jian talking about?Nothing to ask.How many times have I cried, who can count.Only tears smear bloodstains, a little reddish, dripping onto his milky white neckline.But Yang Jian in front of him actually raised his left hand, pointed his fingertips at his shoulder, and started to force him back step by step, as if he was too lazy to touch him any more.

Li Bai wobbled around like a tumbler who was too thin, and he kept shaking his head: "Brother, what are you talking about?"

Yang Jian said coldly: "I said, get out."

Li Bai's hind legs were empty for a while, and finally, he understood.But he doesn't understand!He can't understand!If he was a grasshopper, he would use every compound eye, staring like this, each one is filled with, I will kill you, I will kill you, I will kill you.

But Yang Jian remained calm, he didn't care, he didn't even go down the steps.Li Bai retreated from the high platform and the flower road.He returned to the crowd and turned back into a pool of germs.

A big bucket of cold water was poured down, and he woke up again.This is indeed Yang Jian.

oh.Don't forget, this is Yang Jian.

Now, the only way to look at each other is to look up.Li Bai bit his lip and nodded, "Okay, it's the third time... I remember." He lifted up the hem of his clothes and wiped the blood on his face indiscriminately, the exposed half of his waist was chilly, but even if he died here, It won't even shake.

Afterwards, he put his pockets on and slowly walked through the golden hall full of round tables, passing every pair of malicious eyes, and left without looking back.

Li Bai remained like this, walked out of Shunfeng, passed the luxurious blue and white porcelain vase placed at its luxurious gate, passed its garden with small bridges and flowing water, passed the Bentley motorcade full of flowers, and walked all the way along Zhongguancun South Street.So now... what's going on?The bride ran away, and the sister also ran away, the two most important people to Yang Jian—is that so?Yang Jian is now empty-handed, only his phrase "I love you to the end", such a beautiful sentence, is his curse.It seems that this is also the place where he threw the ring... sorry?can not say it clearly.He suddenly realized that when he was possessed, he was afraid of abandonment, and when he was really abandoned, he began to be afraid of forgetting.

But there is no need to be afraid now, Yang Jian will never, never, ever forget him.

Simply fantastic!Yang Jian, the **** Yang Jian, still looks like a ****... Don't fall in love, you are so angry that you are going to die, then be angry!Come here and beat me, teach me a lesson, it’s okay if you don’t come!Anyway, let him go!Recalling what I just did and said, I feel like it doesn't matter if it's a lifetime away.Li Bai has never been so carefree and free and easy, he almost laughed out loud, he walked fast, the cool early autumn wind was very gentle, blowing on his cheeks, but for some reason, he looked at the big sun in the sky, suddenly I don't like it.

Let's order something.

Rain and snow, hail, sandstorms...

Knives, wine, dead birds!

But October in Beijing is his, his, his, the sky is clear.

The sun is so cold.

Li Bai fled into the pitifully small green belt on the side of the road, and even tripped over the curb.The conventional holly tree couldn't hide him anymore, but he still sat by the gap and shrunk himself in as much as possible.

The leaves are still round, each piece is shiny, with little withered yellow, the moment his forehead touched, he was already tearing up.

Three days later, at seven in the morning, Li Bai received a call from Deng Deng.

"Brother Bai," the other end panicked, "it's over! This time it's really over!"

"Oh." Li Baijiu was still awake.

"Hey, you don't know yet! I was there at the wedding. I saw what you said and what you made. I have been trying to call you for the past few days but I can't get through."

"Okay." Li Bai closed his eyelids and smiled.

"Hey, cheer me up! I have something to tell you..."

"Then you just say it?" Li Bai lost his patience.

"Just yesterday, my boss was on the phone with that boss Li, and he heard...he heard," Dengdeng muttered, "you promise me to accept whatever I hear, wait for me to organize the language...just, your sister , No, your brother and his sister ran out halfway..."

Li Bai opened his eyes suddenly.

Hearing that Deng Deng had already suppressed his sobs: "I went to jump off the building. She jumped off the building, she died!"