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Luo Pingan said: "Yang Jian, fuck you, Mom, I quit this job."

Yang Jian asked: "What did he do today?"

I looked at the time, it was already four o'clock in the morning, it should be said that it was yesterday.

"I went out at six o'clock in the morning and went to the morning market. I bought a bag of goldfish and took it home. There was only one in the bag." Luo Pingan was annoyed. When I arrived at Tsinghua Ximen bus station, I ran wildly behind him. When he got on the bus, I squeezed up too, wouldn’t it be worthless? Okay, I took a taxi, and I followed like a thief. In the end, this guy took the bus to the Olympic Sports Park I went. The Bird’s Nest Water Cube has not been completed yet. He visited in advance and walked around the construction site and the park seven times, seven times! Let’s just say it, I thought he would take a taxi home, but who knew that he would go straight back, on foot! There must be more than 20 kilometers, and at this point, he can easily go upstairs. Your brother is really annoying, and I am really I can't walk anymore, I have to go home and sleep all day!"

"You'd better go back and watch at dawn, or don't go now."

"He has such a big brain, I don't, he can't do anything wrong! If you are really worried, you can take care of him yourself," Luo Pingan said angrily, "Anyway, don't fuck me! I don't want to do it!"

Yang Jian turned off the main computer and swallowed two sleeping pills with cold boiled water. He didn't dare to sleep until he received the call. He said, "500 yuan a day. You want to do it."

It was dawn soon, and after the bank went to work, the 4000 yuan from Yang Jian's call was credited to the account on time, which was an appointment for eight days.Luo Ping'an had no choice but to continue to stay downstairs in the Peking University apartment building, staring at it from time to time, enduring the anguish, aggrieved, and boredom caused by wasted time, and prepared to act upon hearing the news.Yang Jian's request was: Stop him before calling the police before looking for him, and call him every night to summarize the situation of the day if there is no accident.

Luo Ping'an asked at the beginning: "What do you mean by what happened?"

Yang Jian explained: "Self-mutilation, suicide, being asked for trouble."

Luo Ping'an felt troubled: "The first two... I can't see what people are doing in the house?"

Yang Jian actually said: "Then you go upstairs to the door to listen to the movement."

Luo Pingan humiliated: "I'm not a watchdog!"

But he went anyway.He was lying in front of the anti-theft door, always on guard against the screams coming from inside. He felt that this was nothing but laborious work, and he was also worried that the door would be pushed open, or that neighbors would pass by, and he would be regarded as a suspicious person and sent to the police station in the end. .

The reason for being so righteous is that he felt that Yang Jian was very, very, very pitiful.Yang Jian took the initiative to ask him for help, and this kind of miracle through the ages really happened.How did the free-spirited man who led a large group of them wander from the west city to the east city to eat, drink, have fun and pick up girls, and the crazy guy who was riding on his waist and could turn back and smash his troublesome arm and knock out half of his teeth, how did he get to Haidian? Did it change after college?After graduating from university, the whole person is lifeless.What was the crime?It can be seen that being too educated is not a good thing.

But now Yang Jian is actually even more downcast than he thought—worrying that a person can't make a phone call when he's in such a perverted state. The reason he gave is that he doesn't have a landline at home, and his mobile phone may be broken. Bar.

There is no way to come over and see for yourself, the reason is that meeting is very dangerous.

Luo Ping'an also asked this question: "Who are you really messing with? In the past few years, you, an old man, have been acting like a good young man who learned from Lei Feng all the time. What kind of trouble can you do?"

Yang Jian did not deny it.

Luo Pingan asked again: "I heard that you mean...someone is chasing you? I know you two are related. If you can't handle it, they may even sit with him? What kind of fucking Hong Kong movie plot is this!"

Yang Jian said, "Almost."

Luo Pingan became angry at once: "Tell who it is, we have so many brothers, although you abandoned us-but no one wants to call you Brother Sheng until now! Beat him to death, the big deal is to go in and stay for a while Year!"

But Yang Jian smiled: "I can't beat it."

Luo Pingan choked, and he began to yell at the receiver of the mobile phone, calling Yang Jian a coward, a coward, and now that his fists and feet are soft, his brain is not normal, and Yang Jian is not angry; Luo Pingan continued to scold, going deeper and sarcastic, saying He became the son-in-law of Chenglong, but he still wanted to keep the moonlight in his heart, so he waited to coax the man back to hook up with him one day, saying that he cheated on the child and now he cheated on the girl. It's not because he thinks that they can't get up to the grade and embarrass him, saying that sooner or later he will stumble, such words as ruthless and unrighteous, but Yang Jian is still not angry.

He only replied: "I don't want to coax you back."

According to the past, he would definitely grab Luo Pingan along the signal and beat him up until he changed his words and begged for mercy. Luo Pingan talked so much, and he was expecting him to do so.

Because in Luo Ping'an's view, if he did this, he would be alive, and if he did this, he would still be Yang Jian.

But now Yang Jian didn't even have a superfluous excuse.

Having said that, in just a few days, Li Bai's life is really not rich.He went to supermarkets, parks, hospitals, and returned to Dongfang Hairdressing to work for a few days, but he was not kicked out. He also met friends at an ice cream shop called "Haagen-Dazs" in Double Elms. , according to Luo Ping'an's words, is a "little bitch in a luxury car".

Yang Jian knew who it was as soon as he heard it, and Li Bai had received the notice from whom he had traveled all the way back to Beijing. He already knew it in his heart-after trying on the wedding dress that day, he found the guest list and looked through it from beginning to end. again.

It was his negligence before, but there was nothing he could do about it. Of course, Boss Li's old friend had to invite him, and it was Deng Deng who was by his old friend's side. Deng Deng saw it and told Li Bai.

Is it fate?

Yang Jian thought it was ridiculous, whatever it was.There has always been more than one thing against him.

It's not bad, at least there are people who talk to Li Bai and dig ice cream balls.It's good to have such a person.

The eleventh came as soon as it was said, and on the second day of the holiday, Luo Ping'an notified on the phone: Li Bai's goldfish died.

At around ten o'clock in the morning, Li Bai went downstairs with a large spherical fish tank in his arms, squatted under a walnut tree, buried it, emptied the fish tank, and threw it into the trash can.

I never went out after that.

At about two o'clock in the afternoon, a big wild cat with a yellow back and white claws dug up the newly filled pit and took the fish away.

Yang Jian said, you can level the hole again.

Luo Ping'an knew that he didn't want Li Bai to be sad when he saw the fish gone. He felt contemptuous of this woman's benevolence in his heart, and wished Yang Jian a happy birthday sourly. He said that it should have been a few days ago, but this day he just Come to think of it, anyway, you won't feel lonely if you are busy arranging the wedding with your fiancée, right?Getting married at just 24 is really urgent.

Yang Jian was still extremely calm, and said "thank you" to him, at most he said "you are almost done".

On the third day of the holiday, Luo Ping'an brought new information. Li Bai went out, dressed seriously, as if he was looking for somewhere, with a strong purpose, but he didn't get anything.He recounted every place Li Bai had been to, saying that he was a Mission: Impossible spy with double stalking, but Yang Jian didn't say anything.On the fourth day, Luo Ping'an urgently received an urgent message at noon, panting on the phone: "He is looking for your wife!"

Yang Jian said: "I know."

Because what Li Bai visited the day before was nothing but Li Li's dormitory, apartment, friend's house, and the restaurant where they had dinner together.

He thought about it, but finally didn't interfere.Li Bai wasn't looking for him, so why should he stop him?How could Luo Pingan stop him if he didn't show up?Besides, Li Li's whereabouts are always unpredictable, and the wedding is only a day away, so even Yang Jian is not sure where she is going now.

Li Bai probably returned without success.

But Luo Pingan said again: "He found it."

Only then did Yang Jian get nervous, and blurted out: "Have you got the knife? Stop it first and tell me where it is!"

Luo Ping'an's usually fiery tone was a little slow at this moment, "Wait, why can't you hold a knife... No! Your brother didn't go to the fire."

"What is he doing?" The phone was hot, but Yang Jian was still afraid of hearing the answer, just like these days, he actually resisted listening to everything related to Li Bai.He seemed to have been torn in half by himself at some point.They hate each other, beat each other, helpless.He suddenly felt that what Luo Ping'an said was right. He was a coward, a coward, and his mind was indeed not normal.He was sick of himself like this.

"Don't, don't worry, this...the situation is a bit complicated now, and I don't know what to say," Luo Pingan lowered his voice, "You should be mentally prepared and don't lose your temper later. First of all, we are at the Hilton Hotel in Guang'anmen. Your daughter-in-law went in with her arms around her. Your brother got a black car and has been following them for a while. He came here from the graduate student apartment to watch them go in. After staying for a while, I suddenly squatted in the middle of the sidewalk and laughed wildly. I hugged my belly and laughed for several minutes. I was really happy. Then, there were many people watching... I just came back to my senses, I have to save him ? I passed."

"you--"

"Fuck, he saw me."

Is it a coincidence, or a mistake?Luo Pingan finally angered Yang Jian.Yang Jian ignored his comfort to the cuckold on the phone, and yelled at him without giving him a reason.He was worried about Yang Jian's mental state, and Yang Jian was also worried about Li Bai's. The difference was that Yang Jian failed to find the person, but after he lost Li Bai, he managed to find the person he was looking for downstairs in Li Bai's apartment.

"Didn't come back?" Luo Ping'an asked.

The man who was going to be the bridegroom's official at dawn was smoking a cigarette with his head up. The fifth floor, the eastmost suite, every window was dark.

"Where can you run to..." Luo Pingan couldn't hear the response, so he pushed his shoulder again, "Hey, didn't you ask me to stop you if something happened? Laughing on the street like a madman together is not an accident? Do you think he is really happy? Oh, or you blame me for not being quick enough to inform you of the delay!"

Yang Jian glanced at him.

Luo Pingan was irritated by this glance, somewhat guilty, and he became more and more stinging: "It's not me who slept with your wife, why are you so fucking angry with me, I don't know why! I'm the one to let people see, your little one Are you upset when you see light in your mind?"

"stop fighting."

"Hey, just shut up if you tell me. When did I, Luo Pingan, be like that? If you drank too much or something," Luo Pingan sneered, "Wake up! If someone is really chasing you, it will be over if you appear here Exposing the family members is no different from going up with you!"

"It will be over soon," Yang Jian said softly, "It will be safe in a few days."

Cicada fell to the ground between the two of them with a slap, but couldn't fly after a couple of thumps. Yang Jian looked at it, and it was completely quiet after barking a few times.

"Yang Jian, it's so fucking unlike you. You're shy and shy, hiding downstairs and talking nonsense, who can move you?" Luo Pingan stepped on the cicada, lifted his collar, and spit furiously, " I don't understand what you mean by safety or not, and I can't tell whether you care or not. Why are you dragging me as a middleman for cats and mice? If you really feel that you hurt people so much that they don't want to live, you Just tell him don’t die! Come here and have a good time, now you can either slap your ass and leave, or sing a song that the moon represents my heart for the upstairs to hear, it’s better than slapping yourself here!”

Yang Jian still listened quietly, his face was expressionless, but the cold air on his face was about to freeze. After listening, he directly threw Luo Pingan who was still pushing and shoving to the ground. Hand, paused in front of Luo Ping'an as if frozen, then got up silently, and threw most of the cigarette on him.

Mars flew around.

He went by himself.

care?not give a damn about?This is a feeling that is too personal, and most of the time, life is a mess of neglecting the other. Private feelings are far less important than people think, and there is not so much time for people to experience, distinguish, and reminisce.

As for love?What is its definition, does it exist or not, the person who asks this question must be very idle.I am afraid that only one tenth of the people in the world are qualified to think about it, because they are really living, and the remaining [-]% are just living, just being driven forward by one thing after another.

Before he had walked a few steps, Yang Jian received a call from Yang Yuqiu, asking him where he kept his dress, and told him to go home and pack up his outfit, saying that he would help him, but Yang Jian refused.The pick-up time was set at 07:30 in the morning, and the car from the wedding company agreed to wait for him at [-]:[-] under the TusTech building—he would rather organize himself in those three dilapidated studios than "go home."

Of course what he told Yang Yuqiu was that he was with Li Li and had a place to stay.

He wasn't going to sleep either, it was still a while before he had to bundle himself into a gown.The most difficult thing at present is, why is Li Bai laughing?After laughing, what corner did you run to?Is the phone really broken? Have you replaced it with a new one?Yang Jian was thinking all the way.Many times, when Li Bai looked for him all over the world, he probably walked on such a road.

The thought clung to him like a vine.

Yang Jian really didn't like this feeling.Too emotional, too weak, he is being threatened, and he sees signs of losing control.He didn't want to meet Li Bai, and he made many excuses, but now he was anxious to find Li Bai.All he wanted was for Li Bai to be safe and alive, otherwise he would never be able to escape this fog of guilt for the rest of his life, but he couldn't even confirm this.

After searching all the places he wanted, Yang Jian even went to Cuiwei to see Dongfang Hairdressing, but found nothing.

At about four o'clock in the morning, he returned to the technology building empty-handed, his phone was dead, he had to go upstairs to replace the battery, and then he could make a cup of coffee and set off again.Going around the flagpole, next to the doorpost on the first floor, he just got a little closer, but was caught by something on the ground.

It's not a thing, it can move. It turned out to be a person sitting on the ground, leaning on the doorpost.

The flood of drowsiness suddenly woke up.

The man was so frightened that he curled up, like a folded shadow stuck in the crack of the wall, his breath was wet and rapid, like rain, but suddenly jumped out of the boundary of the shadow, and stood in front of him.

With the light of the street lamp, Yang Jian's eyelashes were fixed, and he saw Li Bai's face.

"I fell asleep." Li Bai said.

"We still met." He said again, "I slept here for a long time, and woke up at about three o'clock? How come I fell asleep again."

Yang Jian remained silent, staring at the facial features.Hours of overwhelming mountains have turned to a second of silence.Li Bai, a ghost, penetrates everywhere and disappears without a trace, but at least this time he has not disappeared and is alive.

"It's so late, yesterday is over, happy October [-]th! Have you prepared for the wedding?" Li Bai said as if reading his lines, with a strange excitement in his body, looked at his watch, and his eyes jumped again When it came to Yang Jian, he was nimble and cunning, "But it's only been a few hours, brother, why are you still sloppy."

Sloppy... Sloppy?

That's you.Yang Jian continued to stare at him, as if he wanted to stare at him to the bone.you lost weight.Ringworm on the face.The lips were gnawed by yourself.I haven't cut my hair for a long time.You have three extra earrings and a lip ring, and the sweater on your body is mine.

But these fresh evidences are too lingering to say, and they are no longer his sentences.

"Or... You heard from your little follower that I went crazy again today, so don't worry about it, and find me now?" Li Bai blinked and asked again.

Yang Jian said, "I'll take you home."

Li Bai turned his head: "Why do you want me to see you?"

Because Luo Ping'an was driven away by me, Gao Jie made an appointment with me to collect debts last week, and he knew you were in Beijing.Yang Jian thought silently.But Li Bai said immediately afterward: "I don't want to leave."

"Look, your stubble is growing, your eyebrows are like grass, and your dark circles are scary! Are you going to get married like this? I have to do it for you. I have got so many handsome men and women. My own brother must be the best. The one you looked at," Li Bai said, picking up a big backpack from the corner where he was just now, and carrying it on his shoulder with a clang, he probably brought all the things he was working on, and he went to pull Yang Jian's cuff , so that you don’t have to wait for a response, “Actually, I made a bet with myself on whether I can wait for you here, bet on whether you are, and have something to tell me. Now, I seem to have won, so don’t judge me. I lose."