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That night Li Bai dreamed that he also became a student. From No. [-] Middle School to Peking University, Ping'anli to Zhongguancun, he was always in the same class as Yang Jian.The dream was very detailed. He really was a bad student. He slept in class and hung out after class. After finally listening to a lecture, he opened his schoolbag and couldn't find the textbook.Yang Jian is also a bad student, more exaggerated than him, sitting with him in the corner of the classroom, the desk is always empty - even in his dreams, Yang Jian often disappears.

But his grades are much better than Li Bai's. When the list was released, his name was at the top of the list, while Li Bai's name had to be bent down to find it at the bottom of the wall.So he had a reason to laugh at Li Bai's stupidity, saying that people need to look at their brains, while sitting cross-legged on a ping-pong table with a cigarette in their mouths, teaching Li Bai, who was lying next to him, to do his homework.

The content of the homework was quite eccentric. The only question Li Bai remembered was: How many albums did Faye Wong release in total?

He got the wrong answer, and Yang Jian drew a big red cross. Li Bai felt ashamed. He thought it was because he had never bought an album in an audio store, and only listened to the pirated cassettes in the store. In the past, Ben I bought it at a street stall for ten yuan a pack.

As for why the homework was written on the ping-pong table, Li Bai didn't know. Maybe it was because he and Yang Jian were both homeless?It is said that dreams are reversed, but in this respect, this dream is quite realistic.Indeed, he never had even the slightest impression of going home, he only remembered that the dust on the ball table would stain his homework, and Yang Jian's blue and black school uniform pants.He and Yang Jian were walking on the side of the main road, and the feeling of wandering was familiar. There was a sunset in the sky, and they were both carrying schoolbags, so they should be going home, but none of them had reached the end of this road.

So being admitted to Peking University is a miracle that can only appear in dreams.On the day of reporting, Li Bai floated in mid-air and saw himself shuttling through the corridors of a tall building. The sun floated in front of his eyes, shaking up and down, left and right. He met many people he knew, including his bosses in Nanjing. , including Ben, Ah Zhong, Deng Deng, and of course Yang Jian.

In fact, this is Yang Jian's dormitory building, the one where he often goes to Room 331 to do voluntary work. Yang Jian is quite a landlord, holding a roll mat and telling him, if you find it too hot, we can sleep on the roof.

Li Bai could hear himself laughing.Smile and say yes.However, in the end, this period of empty-handed and empty-minded student years ended in a brawl on the playground. There were many people around, and the plastic track was bright red. Yang Jian stood alone in the middle of the crowd, as if to say, you will forget Did you kill me?His whole body was a vague shadow, only his blood flowed unstoppably, much redder than the runway.

Li Bai knelt on the ground and woke up crying.

Woke up to find myself lying on a strange bed.

The room was extremely dark, and the thick curtains were drawn so that there was no gap at all, making people feel like they were stuffed at the bottom of a sack.Li Bai sat up all of a sudden, in a daze, he propped himself up on the bed to realize that his right hand was wrapped in gauze, smelled the smell of medicine, he tried to make a fist, and remembered the piece of glass from last night.This is not a neat bed, the other half of the bed is empty, the creamy white quilt is raised, and there is still warmth inside.

Then, Li Bai saw Yang Jian took off the shirt beside the pillow, half-sleeved, white with light gray stripes, he would not admit his mistake.He grasped it tightly with both hands, staring at the light fabric wrinkled under his fingers, then covered his face with it, and gradually regained his breath.

The shirt was wet with tears, and Li Bai realized that his face must be in a mess now. When he was pulling out a tissue, he glanced at the desk calendar on the bedside table, with the words "Wanhe Hotel" printed on the lower left corner.

He widened his eyes - so this is in a hotel?

It turns out that the hotel room looks like this.

Li Bai heard his "thumping" heartbeat very clearly, and also heard the sound of water coming from the closed door on the side of the entrance.That should be the bathroom, it's only past eight o'clock, Yang Jian has never lacked self-discipline, and he always woke up earlier than him in the small rental house before, so he couldn't see that person half asleep in the early morning Waking up.While feeling depressed, Li Bai found that his clothes were still on, and he lay back on the bed stiffly, and he began to think carefully.

... I can't remember the cause and effect last night. In short, he drank wine without any future, but there was a shallow layer left in Yang Jian's glass. The beer tasted very astringent, even a little bitter, but the man hugged him Rubbing the little nail on his earlobe with the nape of her neck, opening up a small corner for him amidst the laughter and noise, watching him drink quietly, her gaze seems to be filled with honey.

He was drunk not long after drinking.

The last impression was that Yang Jian said that he was too weak to drink, so he lifted him up and supported him, his palms were under his thighs, warm and stable, the tip of his nose rubbed against his temples, and he could still smell the dry blood.Then those annoying human voices drifted away quickly, and in a daze, Li Bai saw the empty Chang'an Street at night, saw those colorful lanterns emitting cold light, seemed to have seen the ***?

Yang Jian carried him to this Wanhe Hotel.

What is the hotel for, sleeping?Of course not all.But for Li Bai - he doesn't know what kind of state he will be in after a night of spring night, but he knows that like himself now, nothing happened last night.

Sniffing, Li Bai used his toes to hook back his canvas shoes with the soles up beside the bed, stepped on them with bare feet, and dragged them around the room.The carpet was very soft. There was a TV in front of the big bed. The screen was not too small, but he didn't know how to open it, and he didn't dare to move it for fear of breaking it.There is a plastic bag on the dressing table next to the TV, containing iodine, ointment, and unused dressing materials.A large round mirror reflects them, as well as Li Bai himself.

He looked at the dull and gloomy appearance of this person in the mirror, combing his hair expressionlessly, and he was already sure that the night before was peaceful.Li Bai firmly believes that lingering will make people radiant.But it's okay, it's okay, there is nothing to be surprised at all, if something really happened, and now he has completely forgotten it, wouldn't it be even worse?

But Li Bai touched his slightly swollen lips again in rapt attention, and in an instant, when the kiss happened last night, the dizzy feeling of congested blood all over his body still poured back into his body.

Everyone looks at them.But at that time Yang Jian had only him in his eyes.Yang Jian could actually smile when kissing, that tiger tooth really hurts when it bites.

If he was not paying attention, he would not be able to recover his soul, and the sudden movement behind him made him almost stagger.Li Bai supported the edge of the dressing table, hunched his neck and looked back, only to see Yang Jian with his upper body naked, throwing the bath towel for wiping his hair on the bed, picking up his shirt and putting it on, and carrying him to button it.

"Good morning." Li Bai said dryly.

"Are you sober?" Yang Jian glanced sideways at him.

At the same time, there is a refreshing mint flavor, and the dense water vapor is hot flashes, which makes people feel contradictory.

Li Bai suddenly became worried.

"Last night..." He thought about his words, "Did I go crazy with drinking?"

"No, just don't let me treat your wound." Yang Jian approached after saying that, opened half of the curtain behind Li Bai, and the room suddenly became transparent, "Other times, you are quite obedient."

"Because I think it will make us grow together." Li Bai blurted out.

Yang Jian stopped the movement of his hands, half of his face was illuminated, and the glistening water droplets were still hanging on the ends of his hair. He looked at him in the mirror, as if he really thought about it, and then he said: "If you need me Just cut it out."

Li Bai said wearily: "That's not okay."

Yang Jian smiled lightly, leaned to his side, took out the plastic bag on the dressing table, and asked, "Do you want to go to work?"

"I rest today."

"Then there's no need to worry." Yang Jian shook the bag, letting Li Bai stretch out his hand, then put the bag on his injured hand, tied the button at the end, and wrapped it tightly with medical tape, "Go take a shower."

Li Bai's reaction was still a little sluggish, he felt that he still had a lot to say, and he was dragged behind him like hell, but Yang Jian had already wrapped his hands for him, so he had to lock himself into the bathroom with difficulty.This was the first time Li Bai saw such an exquisite sink and such a large white bathtub, but he still chose to take a shower, because the floor was wet, and it was obvious that this was just used.

He also saw the watch that Yang Jian had just taken off on the sink.

The person in the mirror blushed, Li Bai could see it clearly, his heart was once again filled with anxiety, he couldn't take off his clothes with one hand, the more he took off, the more he could see his whole red body clearly.Li Bai called "Brother" subconsciously, but after hearing the response from the people outside the door, he said "It's okay" again.

what can we do about it?Li Bai squatted in the smell of Yang Jian, the world was already filled, and he felt confused about himself.

When he puts on his clothes and walks out of the door, he feels that he has turned into a turtle, shrunk in a shell for 100 years.Yang Jian was sitting on the sofa chair in front of the window, and came back from buying breakfast. Soup dumplings in paper bowls, sweet porridge with straws, and tea eggs tightly wrapped in plastic bags were placed one by one on the small round table next to the sofa. Li Bai likes to eat, but now he has no appetite.

So many words have become his tail, and he can't drag it anymore.

Yang Jian looked very brave last night.He had to be brave, too.

"We are all sober now." He walked up to Yang Jian in a few steps, tore off the plastic bag, and put the watch back on the edge of the table with a click.

"En." Yang Jian raised his eyes and waited for his next words.

"And this is not a whim on my mind." Li Bai gently took Yang Jian's hands, "Brother, stand up."

Yang Jian did so.

"I like to see you from this angle." Li Bai tried to breathe evenly, tried to smile, still holding those fingers, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Yang Jian resoundingly.

Kissed on the left cheek, leaving a small wet mark.

"Aren't you hiding?" After kissing Li Bai, he took a step back and turned his head to look at him, "You are so sober now. It's so refreshing."

Yang Jian, on the other hand, pinched Li Bai's lower lip without warning, and twisted it with his fingertips. "It's very clear," he said, "so I won't forget that at about 2004:8 am on August 24, 10, , that is, it imprinted halazi on my face."

"Then it's guilty." Li Bai was forced to laugh, even if the excess saliva flowed from the corner of his mouth and rubbed against Yang Jian's hand, there was nothing he could do.He suddenly became very happy. Just now, life and death were in an instant, and the stone fell, unloading his burden, and did not hit him.

"Punishment in progress." Yang Jian also smiled, using more force in his hands.

"I will still kiss this level in the future." Li Bai held his wrist, begging for mercy with a nasal sound.

"Whatever." Not only did Yang Jian not let him go, but he pushed his thumb to the inside of his mouth, scraped his gums and teeth that were more dense than ordinary people, and propped up half of his cheek from the inside.Li Bai choked twice, but still held his knuckles softly, and was pushed down on the bed, he grabbed Yang Jian's forearm and whimpered, his eyes flickered, but it wasn't a distressed expression, "I don't want to let you be kissed by others again," he said vaguely, "but also...well, I don't want you to be my boyfriend."

"Is that so?" Interested, Yang Jian knelt on one knee on the edge of the bed, withdrew his fingers, and rubbed Li Bai from the tip of his nose to his hot cheeks.It was really a small face, and it didn't take much effort to rub it, but Li Bai seemed to have more effort than him, his ears were flushed, "Because you can be anyone's boyfriend, but you can only be my brother, His eyes also began to dodge, as if he was saying something stupid that he was ashamed to say, "If in the future, when I kiss you, you kiss back, it will be fine."

Yang Jian suddenly laughed, straightened his face, and stared at him intently, "It's no problem." Yang Jian said.

"Huh?" Li Bai was a little dazed.

"But I want to correct one point," Yang Jian suddenly bent down after speaking, pressed Li Bai's body tightly and at the same time squeezed Li Bai's hand that was not wrapped in gauze, and kissed him on the mouth just like last night, almost imperceptible. The breathing kind, after about ten seconds of kissing, he felt that the tip of Li Bai's tongue and fingertips were so weak that he propped up his upper body, "I think it's called kissing, it's called kissing, you can only say that like that It's Yinhalazi."

And then, he actually got out of bed directly, leaving Li Bai stuck there alone, panting heavily under the quilt, went back to the table and broke open two pairs of disposable chopsticks, turned around and said, "Get up and eat."

Sometimes Li Bai would admit to himself that what he said that day was insincere - he still wanted Yang Jian to be his boyfriend.Another brother, another boyfriend, he occupies them all, like an enclosure, and in the future only he can eat the grass on this mountain named Yang Jian, so he must be the most carefree goat in the world.

At the same time, he felt that Yang Jian had also noticed that he didn't expose his disobedience, and didn't define the relationship any more, but insisted on correcting his kissing skills.He didn't have a chance to make a fool of himself by saying the phrase "If you kiss someone else, I'll puncture your bicycle" that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time.Yang Jian must not be willing to be restrained... Li Bai thought to himself, if the tire of the bicycle broke, would Yang Jian carry it around the world to chase him, and then catch up, throwing it in front of him and saying, "You give me build"?Li Bai smiled unconsciously.In fact, this is where Yang Jian is so bad. Whenever people want to blame him in their hearts, they will laugh like fools.

Fortunately, once the day gets busy, people will be less cranky, and the back-to-school day will come soon. Li Bai went to the campus to help out a few times, and found that Yang Jian is good at everything. He has nothing to do. He will still be there At the corner of the stairs where you can hear the footsteps of your classmates, behind the spider plants on the balcony of the dormitory... any slightly hidden place, ask Yang Jian for a kiss, and then ride back to work, recalling the kiss.

Gradually, Li Bai thought more clearly. At least, he convinced himself that the title of "boyfriend" was not as important as he imagined. Yang Jian would devote more attention to him, and there were no new people around him. , They have been very good, that's enough, then don't think about those three words that were missed by your own cowardice.

But it is still inevitable to be reminded at unexpected times.

It was a day in early September. Li Bai was in the storage room with a backpack and earrings, ready to leave work. He was usually afraid that the pair of red agates would be discolored by the chemical ointment he had been in contact with all day long, or that it would be offensive if customers stared at them and asked questions about them. , so he wore other earrings at work, and he only wore the right one at that time, and the yelling of the lamp penetrated the thin wall of the barber shop.

What he shouted was: "Brother Bai, your boyfriend is here to pick you up from get off work!"

The store was still full of people, and Li Bai didn't think that some miracles would happen from the sky, so the conclusion he drew was just nonsense.Holding the satchel, he ran out while poking the stud at the left earlobe, "What are you talking about!" He frowned at the lamp.

Deng Deng had a mysterious expression on his face, and walked away humming a song. Li Bai confirmed that he had pressed the red bean firmly, and raised his eyes, but suddenly he couldn't move.Across a few chairs, a few flying scissors, some steaming water vapor, and some hair floating in the air, he heard the roar, saw the bloody dusk outside the glass wall, and a flaming motorcycle parked under the elm tree, Yang Jian was dressed in black, riding on it, with white smoke curling from his lips, smiling at him.