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"Haha, if you say that Yang Jian is not good, you will be impatient with me, right?" You Lili laughed, "But he is my boyfriend, not an ex-boyfriend, so I can say that about him. Whether you admit it or not, He is indeed such a person! He himself knows it very well. I also kindly remind you that even if one day I am gone and you finally have a chance, you can only stick to him like a dog's skin plaster, and you will be broken by him. There is no way, he is a great expert in hurting others, you will never be happy."

Li Bai's hands paused, and he saw his shiny silver scissors, the sharp blades were only an inch away from that neck.It doesn't take much effort if it's only an inch.He raised his eyelashes again, facing the eyes under the false eyelashes.You Lili wanted to see his face change color and his brows filled with anger, what a boring game it was.In the end, he just touched the blade cherishingly, and continued with the work in hand, letting the broken hair slide down his wrist, this is the feeling he enjoys the most at ordinary times.However, at this time, it was unavoidable, only the other one had already cut the blade on the skin, and then stabbed it in, making his hands dripping with blood.

Li Bai can see that hand, and he can also see himself.

"Hey, seriously, aren't you cheap?" You Lili crossed her legs again, and said slowly, "If you like such a person and don't admit what kind of guy he is, then he will like you?"

It doesn't matter.Li Bai saw the other self pull out the knife, and he said, "Whether cheap or not, I don't care." Then he felt the overlap, and the phantom just now was no longer visible.

You Lili seemed to be getting more angry, and she babbled a lot, all gays will get AIDS, all gays will be kicked out of school and can't find a job, it's like some kind of upset vent, but Li Bai's expression is Like not listening.He found that Faye Wong's cassette was put at the end, and after looping the pirated cassette many times, the last song "Man in Dream" was his favorite. "I seem to have been in love with you." The lyrics are really sad.

Finally, when the cutting was finished, Li Bai's sense of hearing returned to the human world.You Lili calmed down at some point, looking a bit self-indulgent, still watching him coolly blowing and combing his hair, and every move in the glass.After that, Li Bai opened the manual and put it on the side of her head to compare with the mirror. I have to say that the hairstyle he cut was almost exactly the same as the model. You Lili hesitated to speak repeatedly, but finally said nothing.

"It's so beautiful." Li Bai smiled, and the tips of his hair slipped from his fingertips. He said it very sincerely.

You Lili raised her eyebrows, but couldn't hide her surprise.

But Li Bai took off the apron, bent down and wiped off a little hair residue on her shoulders with a towel, and said softly in her ear, "I'm talking about hairstyles. You're still ugly."

After he finished speaking, he put the towel on his shoulders and walked to the front desk. You Lili followed, her high heels stepped on the tiles on the floor loudly, and she really couldn't calmly counterattack when paying the bill, which probably meant that she Go to the library to find Yang Jian, you don't know, Yang Jian will study until [-]pm on weekends, but all you can do is serve me here in a humble manner.Li Bai felt more and more boring, and said to her, thank you for your patronage.

After sweeping the ground, Li Bai locked himself in the staff bathroom and began to wash his hands meticulously.From elbows to fingertips, he had to clean the hair that he touched just now. He washed it three times nervously, and by the fourth time, Deng Deng pushed open the door that was always locked and leaned against the door frame. Shang said: "I have seen it, thanks to you, you can finish cutting it for her, isn't it disgusting?"

Li Bai glanced at the guy who had been peeking at the side just now, and said, "It's so disgusting that I feel like throwing up my fingers."

"It's a good thing you didn't eat lunch," Deng Deng grinned, "Come on, the skin will peel if you wash it again. In fact, the more aggressive and unreasonable her mouth is, the more painful she is now. What is this called? It's called bluff self-comfort , she felt more and more that she had no chance of winning, like a child bickering."

"That's why I feel very boring." Li Bai washed off the soap between his fingers and wiped his hands on his pants.

Deng Deng took the lollipop back into his mouth, let him out, and said vaguely: "Don't worry, your brother will definitely break up with her soon!"

Then stay with me?Li Bai thought silently.You Lili failed to stir up his anger, but succeeded in making him sad.Yes, falling in love with someone is a sad thing, he has been discovered long ago, I like Yang Jian, I like it very much, I like it very much, the cup in my heart will overflow every night, flooding in my dreams Disaster.But no matter what, he couldn't imagine the pronunciation of the four words "I like you" in Yang Jian's mouth, let alone love, and he was even more afraid of seeing Yang Jian's tired eyes after hearing this.

All he could remember was the silhouette he saw on the screen before being pushed down by the police last time, and he could roughly imagine Yang Jian and himself squeezed naked on the same bed based on this.Just like this, his heart was about to jump out of his body, and his chest hurt a little. He suddenly felt that Yang Jian didn't need to forcefully love himself, and he didn't need to be his boyfriend to satisfy his dissatisfaction. For a realistic dream, as long as you are willing to grab his back like that, cling to him, just once, that's enough.

If there was only one time... Yang Jian would not be brought into a real "dead gay" by him, would he?You won't get terminally ill, you'll be treated differently, and you won't be able to find a job worthy of your ability.Li Bai is indeed easy to be satisfied. It is enough for him to have a place to curl up and dream. Although he would like to hide Yang Jian in the ground, plug up all the holes for light leakage, and only turn on a light when he is around, so that Yang Jian can live every day. I can only see him alone, and don't even come to snatch the ants.But I also know that this is wishful thinking, it is unethical, and I feel at peace because there is no hope.At the same time, he has a deep fear of destroying what he has now.

In other words, Yang Jian's concern was already too much, not enough, it was so much that he couldn't do without it.

Li Bai stood back in front of the mirror again, looking into the small eyes of the Bodhisattva, and picked up the movement that was interrupted more than an hour ago.The smell of alcohol is very strong, but it still feels cold. The punch machine is something from the store. Today, it's [-] o'clock to get off work. Li Bai feels that he has to hurry up.

Deng Deng came up again, curiously watching the unpacking of the hole puncher.When it was nailed into Li Bai's left ear like a stapler, and two tiny drops of blood came out, he jumped back and hid far away, "You really know how to do it yourself, you are not afraid of shaking hands!"

"Aren't I shaking?" The earplug fell off the punch and remained in the hole like a tiny stud.Li Bai dipped a cotton swab to wipe off the surrounding skin, disassembled a new machine, and used the same method to stud a piece in his right ear, this time there was no bleeding.

Deng Deng applauded: "Brother Bai is amazing! Is it really painless?"

"I don't feel it." Li Bai looked at the time and went to the front desk to get his bag.

"But they said that if you don't use gold or silver earrings to plug them in, the back will become inflamed, and the pain will be so painful that you can't sleep."

"I'm not afraid of pain." Li Bai returned with his bag on his back, straightened his hair again, and used a comb that You Lili had never touched.He is telling the truth, the pain in the body is the least thing to be afraid of, it's not that he can't feel it, it's that he won't reject it long ago, and he won't instinctively hide.He practiced this kung fu when he was about ten years old. If he was given a ball of hay to lie on, he could fall asleep no matter how painful it was.Before leaving, Li Bai suddenly became in a good mood, because he thought that You Lili might have arrived at the Peking University library by bicycle, and then he was triumphant, and found that he was in vain. Yang Jian just found a job as a tutor, teaching mathematics, physics and chemistry to a junior high school student who is about to fail at the end of the semester, and this afternoon is the first day of work.

This is what he said to Li Bai yesterday when he was eating noodles with fried sauce.

They also made an appointment to have a good meal together after get off work.

He wouldn't say a word to You Lili.

So Li Bai smiled and said to Dengdeng who was eager to try, if he was afraid, he would wait for me to come back to help you fight, making Dengdeng feel that he had taken the wrong medicine.Then he took the bus and transferred to the subway, crossed half of Beijing city to Yongdingmen, found the high-end residential area according to the string of addresses written in the dictionary, squatted at the door and chewed bubble gum, waiting for Yang Jian to get off work.

At 05:30, he arrived on time and watched Yang Jian, wearing trousers and a short-sleeved shirt, carrying a black briefcase, walking towards him like a real teacher.Li Bai rushed forward to mess up the neat and straight ones, and then raised his face to show his ears. Yang Jian just avoided the wound and rubbed the auricles, and did not comment on it. I went to the bookstore with Yang Jian again, and sat among a group of students to sort out the test papers of the junior high school student. Yang Jian ticked off the key questions, and Li Bai cut them out and pasted them on the notebook.The two tossed around late, missed the last train, and simply watched a horror movie with low ticket prices and low popularity, and even bought couple seats for a discount.

Li Bai had never seen this kind of film, so he thought he would fall asleep, but at the beginning, his hairs stood on end, and he felt no sleepiness at all.He pretended not to be afraid, and when encountering a horrible scene, he just closed his eyes silently, and grabbed Yang Jian's hand beside his leg—there is no armrest in the middle of the lover's seat.Who knows, when Yang Jian went out halfway, Li Bai couldn't hold on any longer. He couldn't block his ears if he covered his eyes, but he felt that the protection of a layer of eyelids was not enough if he didn't cover his eyes. There are no more hands to hold.Why did it take so long to go to the bathroom? It was definitely intentional, Li Bai kept thinking, he even felt wronged and resentful, and when Yang Jian came back, he felt that he would no longer want to talk to that person.When the heroine was strangled by the female ghost, he tried to turn his back again, put his face on the back of the chair and covered his ears with his hands. This is good. Li Bai felt angry at his stupidity, and the ghost would attack him from behind again. .He was indeed attacked, and before he had time to be afraid, someone pinched his neck and pulled up his collar, and turned back to the chair to sit upright.

With a technique that was all too familiar, Yang Jian put him down and sat down beside him again.

Breathing became smooth suddenly, and there was a small box on his leg. Li Bai hesitated for a while, and was defeated. He knew that he couldn't ignore Yang Jian.Carefully, he groped along the twelve edges to make sure that he was not hallucinating, so he opened it to look.With the paleness reflected by the grimace on the screen, he saw clearly what was in the box.

It is a pair of pea-sized stud earrings, simple oval shape, opaque red stone on the front and silver white on the back. Take it off and weigh it in the palm of your hand, with a delicate and solid weight.

"What is this?" Li Bai asked stupidly.

"It's agate, but it might be fake." Yang Jian narrowed his eyes lazily, watching his reaction, "Silver is real, I don't really want to see your rotten ears."

Li Bai raised his face, his eyes were moist, he stared straight at Yang Jian, speechless.

Yang Jian seemed a little uncomfortable, turned his face straight, watched the ghost and the protagonist vomit blood together, and said: "It's not expensive. I didn't expect to pay a salary for the last class, so I bought it by the way."

"No." Li Bai said suddenly.

"What's wrong?" The protagonist started running again, the ghost started chasing again, the screen was flying like dogs and dogs, Yang Jian was baffled.

"It's not agate," Li Bai grabbed his hand, and pulled him towards him, "It's red beans!"