I am not worthy

Bai Yan took care of Huo Yi personally, never letting anyone else do it, even at night he insisted on guarding Lin Mu himself.Xu Zhan asked him to switch with him several times and asked him to go back to the hotel to rest, but Bai Yan refused.

Before Huo Yi woke up, Bai Yan was worried that he would leave his sight.

At night, Bai Yan slept on the hospital bed next to Huo Yi. He lay on his side and stared at Huo Yi, and would wake up immediately if there was any disturbance.

In the middle of the night, Huo Yi had a fever, and Bai Yan didn't dare to sleep, so he stayed by his side to physically cool him down.

Huo Yi seemed a little overwhelmed by burns, and he didn't sleep well. He was yelling something while he was half asleep, and Bai Yan leaned closer to listen.When he heard what Huo Yi was yelling, he was stunned.

Huo Yi called his name.

"Yanyan, I'm sorry, don't go, don't leave me—"

He didn't know what he was dreaming of, Huo Yi's voice became anxious, and his hands frantically tried to grab something.Bai Yan's nose was sore, and the circles of his eyes were red, he held Huo Yi's hand to prevent him from moving and hurting himself.

"Yanyan... don't go... Yanyan..."

"I won't go, I won't go, I'll be here, here with you." Bai Yan lay beside Huo Yi's ear, assuring him over and over again, Huo Yi seemed to have listened to his words, and gradually calmed down Come down and sleep peacefully again.

He just held Bai Yan's hand and never let go.

Bai Yan let him hold his hand, lying on the side of the bed without leaving, he stared at Huo Yi's face for a long time without blinking, was fascinated by it, and fell asleep unconsciously.

When Huo Yi woke up, he couldn't tell where he was for a moment, turned his head slightly, and saw Bai Yan who was sleeping beside him, and the expression on his face softened instantly.

He remembered what happened before he fell into a coma, and vaguely remembered what happened when he was in a coma.Bai Yan has always stayed by his side to take care of him, and promised him that he would never leave again.

The corners of the mouth raised unconsciously, and there was a smile in the eyes.

Huo Yi looked at Bai Yan's sleeping face almost greedily, reluctant to blink.Looking at it, his hand involuntarily touched Bai Yan's head, stroking his soft hair.

In deep sleep, Bai Yan's eyelashes fluttered, and he woke up with his eyes open.As soon as he opened his eyes, he was facing Huo Yi who was looking at him with a gentle smile. He was stunned for a moment before he suddenly realized, and immediately shouted in surprise:

"Huo Yi, you're awake!"

Huo Yi looked at Bai Yan with a smile, his eyes focused, as if Bai Yan was his whole world.Under his attention, Bai Yan's eyes slowly turned red, and his eyes fell off.

Huo Yi became anxious immediately, and quickly comforted him: "Don't cry, I'm fine."

It’s okay if he didn’t say anything, but when he spoke, his voice was hoarse and weak, Bai Yan remembered the scene when he was shot and fell into his arms dripping with blood, the tears could no longer be stopped, and he threw himself into his arms and cried hysterically.

Even though he was crying, Bai Yan still remembered not to press on Huo Yi's wound, he grabbed Huo Yi's clothes with one hand, just like at that time, as if to gain a sense of security.

Since Huo Yi was shot until now, Bai Yan has been in shock all the time. Now that Huo Yi woke up, he vented all his fears.Huo Yi comforted Bai Yan at first, but when he saw Bai Yan was crying and trembling slightly, as if terrified, he sighed softly, hugged Bai Yan, and patted him on the back like putting a child to sleep.

"Okay, okay, don't be afraid of words, I'm fine, don't cry anymore."

Bai Yan burst into tears, venting all his fears and worries. When he came back to his senses, he found that he somehow slipped into Huo Yi's arms and lay on the hospital bed with him. Then he felt embarrassed and moved his body to want to He came down, but Huo Yi hugged him tightly.Bai Yan pushed his hands uncomfortably, and when he heard Huo Yi's muffled groan, he was too frightened to move any more, and asked eagerly:

"What's the matter, did you touch the wound? Let me have a look."

Huo Yi held down Bai Yan, "Don't move, let me hug you for a while."

Bai Yan stopped moving, and obediently gave him a hug.

After hugging quietly for a while, Huo Yi asked softly: "Yanyan, are you still blaming me?"

Bai Yan fell silent, do you still blame Huo Yi?He asked himself in his heart, but in fact, he was no longer blamed.Especially since Huo Yi almost lost his life because of himself, he understood a little bit more.

——He couldn't let go of Huo Yi at all. The reason why he broke up with Huo Yi before and didn't want to entangle with him anymore was because he was hurt too deeply and he was afraid.But Huo Yi's recent performance had already shaken his heart, and then this shooting happened.

While guarding the unconscious Huo Yi, Bai Yan told himself in his heart that as long as Huo Yi could wake up, he would promise him anything.

Huo Yi slowly let go of Bai Yan, touched his cheek with his palm, stared into his eyes and said affectionately: "Yanyan, I love you, I need you, can you come back to me? During the time we are apart from you, It was only then that I realized that I couldn't live without you. I made mistakes before, and I was sorry for you, and I will spend my whole life to make up for it in the future." He stared deeply at Bai Yan, and his voice was extremely soft.

"Just punish me and treat you well for the rest of your life, okay?"

After saying these words, Huo Yi stared at Bai Yan nervously, like a prisoner waiting for judgment.Bai Yan looked at him, clearly seeing the affection and anxiety in his eyes, and smiled slowly.

"Okay," he heard himself say.

Huo Yi was instantly ecstatic. If he hadn't been injured and couldn't move, he would have jumped up and hugged Bai Yan in circles.However, I can't do violent movements, but gentle ones are fine.

Huo Yi stared deeply into Bai Yan's eyes, his face moved closer little by little, and finally their lips pressed together.