I am not worthy

As if to prove that he was "useful", Bai Yan eagerly kissed Huo Yi after saying those words. His kiss was disorderly but full of careful ingratiating.

Huo Yi didn't move, closed his eyes, and tasted bitterness in his mouth.He held Bai Yan's face and looked at him with the most affectionate gaze, "Yanyan, I didn't want you, I just wanted to tell you that I like you. You are my wife, and I will love and love you in the future , not like before—I did something wrong before, it was wrong, I won’t treat you like that again in the future, don’t be afraid, okay?”

His consolation didn't have the desired effect, Bai Yan was like a stray dog ​​that was picked up and thrown away, he was helpless and hopeless, even a little bit broken.

Bai Yan grabbed Huo Yi's arm and kept shaking his head, "No, I don't deserve it, I don't deserve your love, I only have a useful body, just be your tool. You don't have to like me, just like my body is fine. , I will satisfy you well, if you don’t believe me, you can try it now.”

As he spoke, he wanted to undress himself again, Huo Yi hugged him violently, pressed his head on his chest, and held him tightly in his arms, Bai Yan couldn't move, and he didn't move for a while.

Where Bai Yan couldn't see, Huo Yi's eyes turned red for a moment, he hugged Bai Yan tightly, and closed his eyes in pain.

What is more regrettable than wronging and wronging someone you really love, that is, this wronged person has been destroyed and turned into a person without confidence and dignity.

If he knew that what he did to Bai Yan would cause him such great harm, Huo Yi wished he could go back to the past and kill himself who abused Bai Yan back then.

But now that the damage has been done, he can't go back to the past, and only he can personally make up for the sins he created.

It was he who personally destroyed Bai Yan's personality and made him completely lose himself, so he wanted to help Bai Yan find himself again.No matter how difficult the process is, he will never give up.

Because, this is what he owes Bai Yan.

Huo Yi brought Bai Yan to the piano room and played a piece of music for him.Bai Yan was trembling at the beginning, but when the piano sounded, he miraculously quieted down, as if he had been comforted by the sound of the piano, and the restless eyes of Yu Xi Dujia, who had been terrified all along, also changed, becoming much more peaceful.

Seeing Bai Yan's reaction, Huo Yi was overjoyed instantly, and played more attentively.At the end of the song, Huo Yi waved to Bai Yan, "Yanyan, come and sit beside me, what do you want to hear, I'll play it for you again, okay?"

Bai Yan looked at Huo Yi and walked over slowly.Huo Yi suppressed the joy in his heart, took his hand and pulled him to sit beside him, Bai Yan obeyed his movements obediently, without any resistance.

Huo Yi turned sideways to Bai Yan, lowered his voice to be gentle and seductive, "Yanyan, I'll play, and you will sing, okay? Just sing your favorite song "Stockholm Lover"."

Bai Yan opened his eyes and looked at him quietly, without any reaction. The light in his eyes when he heard him play the piano before had disappeared, and he turned into that dull wooden puppet that seemed to have no soul.

A soreness rose in Huo Yi's heart, he managed to control his emotions, and continued to coax the person in front of him with a gentle and childlike tone, "Do you want to hear me play the piano?"

Bai Yan's eyes lit up, and he raised his eyes to look at him - does this mean that he likes it?

Huo Yi was overjoyed suddenly, his voice became more gentle, and he asked cautiously: "Then I will play and you sing, how about it?"

Bai Yan looked at him, and opened his mouth after a long time. Huo Yi couldn't control his heart beating wildly, and couldn't suppress the joy on his face. The singing of words.

However, such a good mood didn't last long, and was even extinguished just after it emerged.

——Bai Yan didn't make a sound.

Seemingly losing the ability to sing in an instant, Bai Yan opened his mouth a few times but didn't make a sound.It could be seen that he really wanted to sing, whether it was because he didn't dare to disobey Huo Yi's order, or because he liked it, he wanted to sing it.

However, he couldn't make a sound.

"I, I... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Unable to sing, Bai Yan's face changed with anxiety, and he began to apologize habitually, for fear that Huo Yi would be angry.

But Huo Yi, who heard Bai Yan's apology, felt indescribably uncomfortable.Whether he wants to admit it or not, because of what he did to Bai Yan before, Bai Yan lost the ability to sing - he can speak, but he can't sing anymore.

Seeing that Bai Yan was getting scared again, looking at himself nervously, Huo Yi quickly adjusted his facial expression, suppressed the great disappointment in his heart, and comforted him softly: "It's okay, it's not your reason, we won't sing today, How about I play the piano for you?"

Under Huo Yi's repeated reassurance, Bai Yan gradually calmed down.He listened to Huo Yi playing the piano, and turned his head to look at him from time to time, as if to confirm that he was really not angry, so that he could feel at ease and continue to sit and listen to the piano.