I am not worthy

Huo Yi taught Bai Yan the piano for half an hour, told him that he could use it to practice anytime, and then went to work.

It was Bai Yan's first time learning the piano seriously, and he wished he could play the piano all night long.Fortunately, when the piano room was built here, sound insulation was considered. Once the doors and windows were closed, there would be no loud noise from outside. Otherwise, if Bai Yan practiced the piano in the middle of the night, the neighbors would definitely sue him for disturbing the people.

Like a child who got a new toy, Bai Yan couldn't stop playing, completely forgetting the time.It wasn't until Huo Yi finished the work at hand and took a shower that he heard the sound of the piano in the piano room, so he came over and knocked on the door, opened the door and said to Bai Yan who was practicing the piano:

"It's time to go to bed, practice is not a matter of a day or two, take your time, I will teach you slowly."

Bai Yan stopped embarrassingly, feeling a little carried away.

He built the piano, walked slowly to the door, bowed his head and apologized to Huo Yi like a child who did something wrong, "I'm sorry, I won't do this again in the future."

After taking a bath and changing into pajamas, Huo Yi no longer looked like an elite when he was sitting in the office. He leaned against the door frame with his arms folded, his mouth was smiling, and his posture was a little lazy, "Don't always apologize, how can you be so stupid?" There are so many mistakes for you to make. What's more, you are so obedient and obedient, even if you want to make mistakes, you don't necessarily make mistakes."

After finishing speaking, he raised his hand and rubbed Bai Yan's soft black head.

Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, then raised his head, the smile on the corner of Huo Yi's mouth has not dissipated.

Huo Yi didn't let go of his hand, and frowned, "Why do you look like you're about to cry, and I didn't scold you." His voice softened a bit, and he rubbed his hand on the top of Bai Yan's head, "Okay, Go take a shower, you have to go to work tomorrow, and I will teach you when you get home from work."

Fearing that the tears gushing out of his eyes would be seen, Bai Yan hurriedly lowered his head, and slowly clenched his hands hanging by his sides into fists.At this moment, he really wanted to throw himself into this man's arms, wanted this marriage to last for a long time, wanted to stay by this man's side forever, wanted to love him openly.

But no, as early as the first day, Huo Yi told himself very clearly that this marriage was just an exchange of benefits, it was temporary, and he would not fall in love with him.

In his heart, there is a real lover, that person, not himself.

Almost exhausting all his strength, Bai Yan suppressed the eagerness to move deep in his heart, and cut off the flower of delusion that had just grown.

—— Between him and Huo Yi, it is impossible.

Bai Yan once again warned himself in his heart, and said hoarsely, "Well, I'm going to take a shower now."

He stuck to the other side of the door, trying not to touch Huo Yi's body, and walked past Huo Yi, his back looked a little like he was running away.Huo Yi watched and shook his head, feeling emotional in his heart.

It seems that the training of Bai Yan has a long way to go.

After taking a hasty shower, Bai Yan went to bed and got ready for sleep.It's just that what happened today had a big impact on him, he couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard he tossed and turned, and the images related to Huo Yi came back and forth in his mind.

The way he smiled gently at himself, the way he pushed the cart beside him, and the way he rubbed his head with his hands when he lowered his eyes.

Like a flashback in a movie, it clearly appeared before his eyes.Suddenly those images all disappeared, leaving only the last fragment.In the picture, Huo Yi's expression was indifferent, and his eyes looked alienated. He stared at himself, like a sentence, and said word by word:

"I will not fall in love with you."

Bai Yan opened his eyes suddenly, panting heavily, and broke out in a cold sweat, like a fish leaving the water.

Is... have you dreamed?

The room was dark, there was no noise, and everything was silent.

Suddenly, there was a "knock knock" sound outside the door, which was especially clear on such a night.

"Bai Yan, are you asleep?"

Huo Yi's voice?

At the beginning, Bai Yan thought he hadn't woken up and had auditory hallucinations. When Huo Yi's voice came from outside the door again, he immediately shivered and woke up completely.

Huo Yi's voice was clearer than before, and he seemed to be hesitating, "Bai Yan, are you asleep? The air conditioner in my room is broken, can I have a night with you?"

Bai Yan opened the door of the room, and saw Huo Yi standing outside with a bit of embarrassment on his face.Bai Yan only took one look before turning his head away - because the Huo Yi in front of him was naked from the upper body, with only a pair of shorts underneath.

Even though he wore so little, Huo Yi's forehead was covered with sweat, and even his back was wet with sweat.

"It's like this——" Huo Yi rarely felt a little embarrassed. If it wasn't too hot, he really didn't want to disturb Bai Yan, "The air conditioner in my room suddenly tripped, and the whole room is like a steamer. It’s too hot to sleep, so I want to sleep in your room for one night. I’ll get someone to fix it tomorrow, can you endure this night?”

Huo Yi is afraid of heat, so he can't sleep without an air conditioner on such a summer night.He knew that his request was a bit embarrassing, so even if he refused in vain, he would not blame him.It's a big deal, if it doesn't work, he will go out and find a hotel to deal with it for one night.

Seeing that Bai Yan lowered his head and remained silent for a long time, Huo Yi thought he was unwilling, and was about to leave in disappointment, when Bai Yan in front suddenly stepped aside,

"You, you come in."