i want your pheromones

Qiao Jin stared at him blankly, his eyes were empty.

Lu Jianzhou didn't bother to press him, so he hung up the phone and called Professor Fu, "Did you answer Ling Yi?"

"My mother will take her back to her mother's house tomorrow, so I will pick her up. Qiao Jin is not at home?"

Lu Xianzhou felt relieved, and said with a sigh of relief: "It's okay, I didn't see Ling Yi when I got home, so I thought the two of them hadn't come back."

"I thought he told you and made you worry, sorry."

Lu Jianzhou glanced at Qiao Jin and asked him, "When you came to pick up orders this afternoon, did you notice that something was wrong with Qiao Jin? For example, emotional fluctuations."

"No." Professor Fu thought for a while and said, "Wait a minute and I'll ask Ling Yi."

After a while, he said, "Lingyi said that Qiao Jin took her to dinner and heard your voice, so... where did she go?" He asked Lingyi again, she was still young, so she said no There were too many things out, so I guessed according to her words: "If you deposit something, you signed it. It may be a lawyer's office. The order said that it was left by the mother-in-law."

Lu Xianzhou reacted almost instantly, Yang Qin.

He left something for Qiao Jin.

"okay, I get it."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Qianzhou took Qiao Jin's hand and wanted to hug him, but found that he flinched and pushed him repulsively to prevent him from approaching. The back of his hand was full of scars.

He forcibly picked him up, and almost fell when he passed by the room where he carved puppets. The puppets he regarded as treasures were all smashed, broken arms, crystal beads fell out of the puppets' eye sockets, and the carving knives and tools could be thrown away. everywhere.

These things are his treasures. Lu Xianzhou also saw that the puppet head rolled down on the ground was very similar to him. It was a gift he planned to give himself, and there were a few scars on his face.

What Yang Qin left for him must have had a big impact on him.

Lu Qianzhou walked across the room and took him back to the master bedroom and put him on the bed. He released some pheromones to ease his emotions, but soon found that he was not just out of control.

As soon as Qiao Jin sat on the bed, she shrank back, curled herself into a ball to prevent him from approaching, and did not look at him.

"Joe Jin."

Lu Xianzhou released some pheromones to try to control his thinking, but then found that he was resisting, his forehead was sweating during the exam, and he was almost suffocating in pain.

Lu Qianzhou didn't dare to release it anymore, he quickly held back the pheromone, and patted him on the shoulder lightly. He thought that his hard work during this time would lead to a more and more healthy Qiao Jin, but it was not the case.

He had always been there, only willing to let himself in, and now he suddenly closed the door to prevent him from entering.

Lu Qianzhou reached out and touched his pocket, found out the phone and searched for any files such as recordings, then went out to the engraving room and saw a smashed recording pen on the ground.

He picked up the wreckage, and it was so damaged that, apart from Qiao Jin's own words, he probably wouldn't know what was recorded here.

Lu Qianzhou picked up the doll that was similar to him on the ground and went back to the room. Qiao Jin still sat silently, as if he was a carved wooden figure.

He sat on the edge of the bed, shaking his puppet head at Qiao Jin, "Guess who I am?"

Qiao Jin looked up, and suddenly shrank back violently, "Don't look, don't look!"

Lu Qianzhou didn't expect him to react so strongly to the puppet, or to react too aggressively to his own face, so he hurriedly threw him aside, pulled him into his arms and patted his back to comfort him: "Okay, okay, don't look at it."

Qiao Jin breathed heavily, every breath seemed to be on the verge of death, and he desperately absorbed it.

Lu Qianzhou's heart constricted, and he wanted to press him but was afraid of pushing him to a worse situation, so he had to softly coax him to sleep first, calm down and talk about it tomorrow morning.

"Okay, I'll get you some water to wash your face, and you..."

As soon as Lu Xianzhou got up, Qiao Jin grabbed his wrist, and the strength he didn't know where he staggered and fell on the bed, hitting the back of his head on the puppet's head, and staring at him.

"hiss……"

Qiao Jin pressed him down and leaned down to kiss him crazily, more like chewing than kissing, biting Lu Xianzhou's lip, and feeling even more frantic when he tasted the smell of blood.

"Qiao Jin." Lu Qianzhou felt that something was wrong with him, and grabbed his wrist to pull him up, but he bit him even harder.

At this time the phone rang, Lu Qianzhou tilted his head and said, "Qiao Qiao is obedient, please let go of me first, please answer the phone." He reached out to fish for the phone, but he immediately knocked it down.

"Don't pick it up, don't pick it up!"

"Okay, don't answer." Lu Xianzhou ignored the ringing mobile phone on the ground, hugged him to comfort him, Qiao Jin covered his ears and screamed: "Don't ring, don't ring."

He is now like a little beast that bares its teeth when touched, and has no idea which point makes him unhappy. Even if Lu Xianzhou has been with him for so long, he only faced better times. That time when he was scared that the estrus came early, Ning Lan could still comfort her.

I had never seen this kind of hedgehog before, so I had to carefully hang up the phone and put it aside so as not to irritate him.

"Qiao Jin, do you know who I am?"

Qiao Jin looked at him with red eyes, opened his mouth but said nothing, but the tears fell more and more fiercely.

Lu Jianzhou didn't dare to act rashly, and slowly put his hand on the back of his neck to release a little bit of pheromone, coaxing him: "Be good, close your eyes."

Qiao Jin was probably tired too, so he closed his eyes while crying. Lu Qianzhou gently stroked his glands, letting his pheromones blend with him, and put wen on his eyes , feeling him wince.

"Take a nap when you're tired."

Qiao Jin gradually calmed down, and his breathing became more stable. Lu Xianzhou waited for him to fall asleep before slowly putting him on the bed, gently undoing his clothes to check if there was any injury.

The wrist was scratched by a carving knife, because it was not serious because of the sweater, the back of the hand was a little red and swollen, but there was no injury elsewhere.

Lu Xianzhou gave him the medicine and sat on the edge of the bed with a sigh of relief. He had never been with autism, because he was afraid of hurting Qiao Jin and didn't want to break the pillar in his heart, so he backed down as much as possible and tolerated Yang Qin.

Little did he know that raising tigers was a problem, so he should have resolved this matter early in the morning.

Lu Xianzhou called Dr. Shen and asked him if he knew any psychologists who had more experience in treating autism. He said yes, and sent a WeChat business card after a while.

Lu Xianzhou added a friend, and the other party quickly picked up and asked him what symptoms he had.

Lu Jianzhou briefly explained Qiao Jin's reaction. He was quiet for a long time, and the prompt he was typing continued intermittently for a long time before he sent a word.

"This is an expression of extreme insecurity."

Lu Xianzhou looked back and forth for a long time. He sent such a sentence in such a long time, but he missed something. He just wanted to ask and then the other party sent a long message.

"He rejects you while forbidding you to contact anyone, which means that you are the most important person in his heart. He subconsciously wants to monopolize you and let you belong to him alone, but at the same time your credibility has cracked again. , you'd better think about what you've done recently to make him have this distrust."

Lu Qianzhou turned his head to look at the sleeping Qiao Jin. Last night he was still nestling in his arms and said he liked him. He is at the company all day today. What can he do?

"According to your description, he is now in a vast ocean, and you are his only driftwood. If even the incumbent on you collapses, then he will only sink to the bottom of the sea."

Lu Qianzhou asked: "What should I do?"

"There is no exact and effective treatment for autism. You only have to be with him. It is best to find the crux of the problem, consolidate his awareness over and over again, and rebuild trust with him."

Lu Jianzhou's heart trembled, and he asked again holding his breath, "Is his behavior considered self-harm?"

"No, in fact, this symptom is considered very mild. You can understand this as normal people can separate sensibility from rationality, and then use reason to heal sensibility. But autism can't exactly sort out these two feelings. It’s a mess together, and they need someone to sort it out and tell him what to keep and what to throw away.”

"Since you want him, you must be prepared to take good care of him for the rest of your life. Once a child like him likes someone, he will do it wholeheartedly. I believe that until today, even if you let him die They will listen to you, but the price is the same."

Lu Xianzhou was silent for a long time, and said: "I know."

Only then did the doctor introduce himself, "My name is Lu Qingyan, and this is the address of my clinic. If necessary, bring him to me at any time."

Lu Qianzhou said, "Okay."

When normal people encounter bad news, they will instinctively use reason to resist part of the grief, but for people like Qiao Jin, this kind of blow is like a sharp needle stuck on a balloon.

There was no way he could fix it, the only way was to give him a new balloon.

Lu Xianzhou broke it into two halves in a minute, took time out to hold a video conference to explain things, and tried not to leave Qiao Jin's eyes. Every time he had a meeting, he would look at the screen hostilely and defensively.

Lu Qianzhou coaxed him: "Ning Lan is over there, don't worry."

Qiao Jin didn't believe it, until Lu Xianzhou winked and made Ning Lan turn the camera to face him, and said a few words to him, finally he believed it for a few days.

"By the way, the day after tomorrow is Jojo's birthday, what gift do you want?"

Lu Qianzhou asked him during dinner at night, but Qiao Jin still didn't speak. Since that day, he has been refusing to speak, sometimes a little repulsed, but within a few seconds he ran to nest beside him again.

"Your Teacher Fang has a performance recently, do you want to see it?"

When Qiao Jin heard Teacher Fang's three words, the chopsticks stopped, and the next second he reacted and threw them aside, "No! No! Mine!"

Lu Qianzhou didn't understand what he meant by "don't give or don't give." He helped him pick up the chopsticks and put them aside and held his hand to comfort him: "Okay, okay, don't give, don't give."

Lu Xianzhou's heart ached sharply, and he handed the chopsticks to him, "I'll take you somewhere after dinner, okay?"

Qiao Jin ate in silence without speaking, as if as long as he didn't irritate him, he was just a puppet without a soul.