Celebrity House [Anna]

Being watched by Karenin like this, Anna felt as if she had been stung by something, and wanted to jump up and run away immediately, but if she did, it would embarrass herself.

"I don't want to be just your perfunctory object, and to be honest, that just feels wrong," Karenin said, then corrected his statement.

"No, not some, but very, honestly, I don't want it to be like this at all."

Anna raised her eyebrows. She felt that she couldn't hide the feeling of fear in her heart when she looked at Karenin again.She doesn't want this, strongly doesn't need to.

"I'm sorry if I made you feel that way."

It is very easy to say an apology, just like in that family, in order to maintain her pitiful status, she made herself outstanding, became their well-behaved adopted daughter, and became a responsible elder sister.

In fact, she is very clear that if Karenin said these things to her when she first came here, she would have a thousand ways and emotions to deal with it, because before that, Karenin , is nothing more than an ordinary person who can be replaced by anyone, and at this moment, what he represents is not just a symbol of nothingness.

With a natural dissatisfaction expression, Anna didn't say anything more.

"I'm sleepy." She said in a calm voice, expressing that she didn't want to continue talking about this issue, because she was afraid that if she continued, she would show timidity.

"Then go to bed," said Karenin, with no emotion in his voice.

The lights went out, and the surrounding darkened.

Even though they were so close now, it seemed to both of them that they were thousands of miles away and unconnected.

Breathing at the same frequency, two people who couldn't fall asleep, neither of them wanted to talk until their bodies were exhausted, and when they were drowsy, Anna heard a whisper.

"Only you will be my wife. It's not accidental, it can only be you."

Anna didn't move, her back was still facing Karenin, but she hugged Seryozha like a miniature version of him.

That night, Karenin's long-lost illness reappeared.

He woke up in the middle of the night.

Although he took Dr. Cullens' advice to heart, there were some things that could not be done knowingly, and if they did, there would be no more trouble.

The dream was very messy, and there was even a part where he dreamed that his wife had cheated, a complete nightmare, vicious and rude.

Karenin would not believe that Anna would cheat.

He is fully aware of his wife's charm, and many young nobles have flattered her before, but this will not affect anything at all.Because he trusted his wife completely, even Count Vronsky didn't really take it to heart.

But he still had that dream.

Dr. Cullens said that dreams are usually a reflection of people's thinking activities, which means that they may not be specific and comprehensive, but they are the epitome of your subconscious mind, which means that at certain times, he does have that kind of subconscious thought.

Karenin would never allow himself to be in that situation, so he turned and looked at his sleeping wife.

Maybe Seryozha was a little attached to his mother in his life, but he fell asleep alone since he was a child, so he didn't have any habit of hugging things to sleep, and Anna herself was used to sleeping alone, so maybe she hugged Seryozha at first , but now she has loosened up, and she is curled up in a less generous posture.

"The curled up sleeping position shows that this person is very insecure. Maybe some people are geniuses in disguise, and anxiety will make people's sense of self-control drop."

Karenin had talked about this with Dr. Cullens to study some things.

"She wasn't like this before." The voice came to Karenin's mind.

But soon, another voice refuted it forcefully.

"You haven't really gotten to know your wife."

Karenin, who has always been good at debating based on issues, could not refute this time.

Maybe he could figure out a centralized way to exonerate himself, but he didn't.The instinct of a politician was dueling with another secret friendship, and the latter won, illogically and naturally.

That secret friendship overflowed tenderly in the second half of the night because it couldn't be stopped.

Karenin gently raised his hand and stretched out Anna's curled body.

When he saw the other party frowning slightly, he gently touched the other party's arm with his fingers, from the forearm to the palm of his hand, and when he wanted to leave, he was quietly held .

Karenin was a little surprised, he was surprised by Anna's great strength.

But not long after, he acquiesced to the matter.

Anna's face didn't stretch out, but whenever Karenin wanted to withdraw her hand, she would hold him very firmly.

At the beginning, Karenin just wanted to take out his hand, but later, it became a strange temptation, and he finally had to face it until the seventh or eighth time—he enjoyed being held by Anna. A feeling of dependence.

Because of this, he realized that Anna didn't need him before.

Maybe when he gave her her living expenses, she didn't feel that it was such a good thing, it wasn't need or dependence, it was just a sad fact...

This thought hit Karenin, and after a moment of silence, he stopped continuing that senseless behavior.

Karenin was lying on his back, with his fingers still held by Anna. He thought for a while, and then said nothing. He just closed his eyes and prepared to force himself to fall asleep. In the dark night, he slowly opened his fingers and stretched the other's body. Hand wrapped in.

Maybe he has thousands of reasons not to do this, not to fulfill that unconscious behavior, not to condone, but no amount of thoughts can compare to what is happening in his heart because of Anna's behavior at this moment, The illusion that he is being needed.

The so-called marriage, from calm, from self-confidence, to the current total overthrow, Karenin began to not understand the meaning of marriage.

With this in mind, Karenin fell asleep for a while at dawn.But it was only an hour, and he got up before Anna and Seryozha woke up.

After Karenin had washed, he decided to go for a walk in the garden.

Because of this timing, he originally wanted to monopolize the entire garden, but at the gazebo in the garden, he saw Skiva, like a big dog driven out of the house by its owner.

Karenin walked over and asked Skiva why he was here so early in the morning.

"I don't know what to do." Skiva said with some pain. He looked at Karenin and moved closer to him, as if he had found some light of hope.

"Alexey Alexandrovitch, you know, you must know, after all, you are so clever and brilliant!"

clever?Outstanding?Karenin does not deny this.

If it was before this, he would have had many ways to clean up the mess for Skiva, but from Anna, Karenin tasted a taste of frustration. Just ask, how can a person who has not even managed his own married life get it right? How to give advice to others?

However, Karenin glanced at Oblonsky. He would not let others know about it, so he still had to give Scheva a way to ease the tension between him and Dolly.

"Schihua, no one else can save your marriage. Your wife has the power to decide your bad situation."

"Of course I know. Everyone told me that I was sorry for her, and I blamed myself, but Alexey Alexandrovich, you are also a man. When facing a wife like Tao Li, you... . . . " Oblonsky complained, but Karenin stopped him by raising his voice.

"If you still have the slightest memory of your wife, you shouldn't do this kind of thing. Let your wife be humiliated and your married life will be stained."

Oblonsky opened his mouth in surprise, but couldn't find any words to refute.

Karenin realized that he was disturbed by emotions, he pursed his lips, and then his tone softened a little.

"Forgiveness from Darya Alexandrovna and a promise not to do it again."

"I tried to do that, but there was no way." Oblonsky fell into a kind of pain again, even mixed with a lot of sadness.He is like a child spoiled and spoiled by his mother. He is usually selfish and stupid, but once his mother ignores him, he starts to forget everything in the world.

"It's not Darya Alexandrovna's fault if you're not forgiven."

"Well, I know I deserve it all, but why can't I get a second chance and not be a hangman."

"I think Dalia Alexandrovina is definitely not a murderer. In fact, she is a good mother, and she is someone you can't do without." Karenin said solemnly, "Maybe she didn't do all the right things, and she bored you with the little things she reported to you, and you thought she had lost her looks and become worldly and petty, but it was because she took half of what you should have done You did it all, Skiva, and you're totally sorry for her."

Oblonsky could not refute Karenin's words, and in fact, knowing this made him feel the pain all the more at the moment.

"Things have already happened, and I can't turn back time."

"As long as you really realize your mistakes and recognize everything that Daria Alexandrovina has done, Skiva, you will be fine."

After his conversation with Oblonsky, Karenin no longer had the idea of ​​going around the garden.

He didn't intend to say those words to his brother-in-law, because if the stone has a spirit, it would be good to chant sutras to it every day.But Oblonsky is a stone, and the stone does not like or listen to the chanting, just as everything has its own place when it is born.

It's just that things are a little different from his prediction.