ABO number one taro ball

Fu Yaozheng couldn't recover from the word "enemy" for a long time.

The person who softly begged himself to stay and have breakfast with him a year ago now defines their relationship in this way.

If words can hurt people, he has been pierced by these two words now.

Two hours later, Dr. Zheng came out of the ward, holding two scales in his hands. The paper was not flat, it seemed to be crumpled and then flattened again.

"It was extremely difficult for me to get Mr. Xiao to cooperate with the diagnosis process." The doctor spread out the two psychological scales that were almost torn up by Omega, and said: "The information obtained from the scales and oral inquiry can be initially diagnosed as bipolar disorder. .”

"...What?" This was a completely unfamiliar word to Fu Yaozheng. His eyes moved to the two pages of paper in the doctor's hand. But he could still recognize it, it was Xiao Naiyu's handwriting.

"Let me explain to you this way. The mood swings of healthy people fluctuate around a certain baseline. They rise when they are happy and sink when they are low. This forms a wavy emotional floating line. This is a normal emotional expression. But two-way emotions For patients with disorders, their emotions go beyond the normal range of emotions, and they will go directly to two extremes: extremely depressed, and want to commit suicide. Mr. Xiao has shown extremely strong suicidal tendencies more than once, and has even taken action. Judging by his injuries, he didn't give himself any room."

"The other extreme is extreme excitement. Even if you only sleep for three hours, you will be hyperactive, your eyes will glow, and your emotions will be inexplicably high. Don't think this is a good phenomenon. This kind of situation will consume a lot of emotional substances in the patient's body, which will aggravate the disease. Depressive symptoms. His emotions manifest as a slanted straight line that goes from bottom to top and then falls rapidly, and he has lost the ability to control his emotions, and he will be manic, irritable, impulsive, and throw things."

The doctor said: "In layman's terms, this is manic depression, which is what we used to hear about bipolar disorder."

"..." Fu Yaozheng asked dully, "You said he was suffering from depression?"

The doctor nodded.

"How is it possible?!" Alpha found it extremely ridiculous, and he retorted: "You don't understand his character at all, he usually loves to laugh, he has people he likes, ideals, and the belief in living, how is it possible Have this kind of disease that can be light/sick at any time?!"

Dr. Zheng sighed softly: "Maybe he used to have all the things you said, but now, he has no lovers but enemies, and his ideals have long been destroyed by online public opinion. The belief in living, I think, should be that baby. That was the last straw. When the child was gone, he started committing suicide, Mr. Fu, don't you understand the cause and effect relationship?"

Fu Yaozheng froze in place, the doctor's understatement made him realize that Xiao Naiyu, who was gentle and loving to laugh, had been silently strangled, and his "enemy" was also one of the murderers.

"When Mr. Xiao gets better, I will arrange for him to go for further examination." Dr. Zheng said solemnly: "I must remind you that his behavior is considered severe bipolar disorder. If you choose to take care of him personally He, I'm afraid it will take a lot of effort. I have seen many family members like this, and I went crazy after taking care of them in the end."

"so?"

"So, you can send him to a specialized psychiatric facility, where there are professionals."

Dr. Zheng clearly knows that Fu Yaozheng and his patients are only in the care/support relationship linked to money. He talks about how much he loves him, but he usually ignores it in this situation. Moreover, he wants an upper class person like him to condescend. It seemed impossible to take care of a mentally ill person who could go mad at any time.

Fu Yaozheng remained silent, walked to the front of the ward, gently pushed the door open a small gap, and saw that Xiao Naiyu had been hypnotized to sleep.

No matter how noisy he is when he is awake, he still looks obedient and quiet when he is asleep.

He curled his hands and said hoarsely: "I want to take him home."

-

Ten days later, Xiao Naiyu was secretly taken home.

The reason why he had to pick him up secretly was because there were reporters squatting at the gate of the hospital every day. Fu Yaozheng knew that the limelight hadn't passed yet. In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, and for the sake of Xiao Naiyu's mental state, he could only be conservative. Choose to pick up Omega home late at night.

It was already late at night when we returned to the original house, it was the end of autumn, and the temperature in the night dropped a lot. Xiao Naiyu was wearing a beige plush coat, like a quiet little white bear. Fu Yaozheng hugged his When he was at the waist, he could still feel his thinness.

When Xiao Naiyu was in the hospital, he was obviously hostile to the person next to him. As long as this person showed any intention of getting close to him, he would immediately resist violently, throwing a water cup, pulling out the needle/head and refusing to take the medicine.But after leaving the hospital and the familiar environment, he suddenly became obedient, acquiescing that the man got out of the car with his arms around him.

He restrained himself instinctively in an unfamiliar environment to achieve self-protection.

Fu Yaozheng saw that it was hard for him to resist him anymore, so he just wanted to hug him more, when he left the ward, when he was in the car, and he was reluctant to let go when he was in the elevator. When he arrived at the door, he put his arm around Xiao Naiyu and the other Start pressing the combination lock on the door.

When he pressed the first number, he seemed to remember something, turned his body slightly to block Xiao Naiyu's sight, and then pressed the four numbers "0824" on the door.

Although the house was under Xiao Naiyu's name, after the incident on August 8, Fu Yaozheng changed the door code in a rage, and also changed the four numbers that disgusted Xiao Naiyu: 24—— —Lin Chishu's birthday.

After he pressed the password to unlock the lock, he was inexplicably relieved, and secretly wanted to find a chance to change the password back, but he couldn't remember Xiao Naiyu's birthday for a while—it wasn't that he couldn't remember, it was him During the past year when Xiao Naiyu was treated like Lin Chishu, he never paid attention to this person's real birthday.

He was so guilty that he subconsciously turned his head to look at Omega, who just stared blankly ahead, not noticing anything strange about him at all.

The fluke in his heart turned into great guilt for the person in front of him, and he took Xiao Naiyu's hand and said softly: "We're home, Naiyu."

Xiao Naiyu blinked slowly, but did not respond.

It wasn't until he was led into the house and smelled a strong smell of rotten roses that he felt resistance.

He raised his eyes and looked around. The vase on the living room table and the potted plants on the balcony were full of roses, but the red roses in the vase had decayed, and the flowers on the balcony were also withered because of the season. trend.

There is also a pot of roses that are not clearly withered on the piano, and beside the piano, there is a framed photo, which contains a person's back.

Xiao Naiyu suddenly stopped in his tracks. Looking at the piano, he recalled the feeling of being forced that night, the sounds of begging for mercy mixed into the random music, and these terrifying sounds crawled into his ears like poisonous snakes. , he covered his ears in horror, trying to block the sound of the piano, but another memory pierced into his mind with force:

"The clothes you wear, the watch you wear, including the decoration of the room, are all in the style that my brother likes!"

"He just imagined you as my brother, and then absorbed that poor peace of mind from you to anesthetize himself!"

"You are just a substitute for my brother from the beginning to the end, a living 'figure'!"

.....

"Xiaoyu, Naiyu?"

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

"What's the matter with you?" Fu Yaozheng pulled his hands covering his ears and comforted him like the doctor ordered: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, no matter what sounds you hear, they are just hallucinations, you just need to listen to my voice ,OK?"

Xiao Naiyu came back to his senses, and his eyes focused on the person in front of him.

Look, he puts on a look of concern for himself, acting so genuinely.

The godless eyes suddenly became dark, he raised his hand, and slapped this hypocritical person hard.

Snapped--

The crisp slap was especially harsh in the late-night living room. Fu Yaozheng was slapped so that his head was tilted, and his right cheek was numb for two full seconds.

It is no exaggeration to say that it was indeed the first time he was slapped in the face when he grew up so big.

Xiao Naiyu pushed away the stunned alpha, turned around and picked up the vase on the table, and fell to the ground together with the withered rose inside.

boom--

The vase was torn apart, the fragments were crushed on the withered petals, and the splashed glass shards almost flew into Fu Yaozheng's face.

"......"

Omega walked to the piano without stopping for a moment. He didn't like everything on it. He raised his hand and neatly pushed down the pot of red roses. The flower pot hit the keyboard of the instrument, and there was a sound of frustration The sound of the piano - like the roar and whine of a suppressed soul.

When he picked up the photo frame, with tears in his eyes, he tilted his head and glanced at Fu Yaozheng, which was mixed with the purest hatred. The next moment, he slammed the photo frame to the ground, and there was another crisp sound. , the glass photo frame was smashed to pieces, and the photos inside were exposed to the air alone.

The figure in the music hall is still elegant, but not enough to make people get lost in it.

Fu Yaozheng stood on the spot with his slap-marked face on his face, he didn't intend to bend down to pick up the photo for a long time.

After a long time, he took two tissues from the table, approached Omega cautiously, and wiped the tears on his face.

Xiao Naiyu smashed all the "memories" in this house with his own hands, and he was the only one who cried in the end—his dream started here, and when the dream was broken, it became a complete tragedy.

He was exhausted and had no strength to resist.

Fu Yaozheng hugged him, without blaming him, only giving in very gently: "If you don't like it, just smash it, smash it."

"I don't like this house!!!" Xiao Naiyu couldn't control his emotions at all.

There is always one advantage of this disease. Without the restraint of reason, the disgust that has been hidden in the heart for many years can finally be shouted out loudly and unscrupulously.

"If you don't like it, you can't live here. Let's move to a villa, okay? There... there won't be roses there."

"I don't like you either!!!" The same hysteria.

"..."

Fu Yaozheng hugged him even tighter, fearing that he would lose him—in fact, he had already lost it, but he refused to admit it.

"You have to like me... Naiyu, I beg you to like me like... like before."

Xiao Naiyu's energy was exhausted, and the whole person quickly fell silent again, and the tone of his voice dropped to freezing point, the words he said were cooler than the autumn wind blowing in from the balcony:

"...can't do it."