his tongue-in-cheek guide

But Lu Lanqiu didn't know that Fang Qi's predicament when he was young was far more than these.

When the phone rang, Lu Lanqiu didn't care, she just thought it was a wrong number, and when Fang Qi hurriedly dressed and went out, Lu Lanqiu realized that things might not be as simple as he thought .

Fang Qi walked all night.

Lu Lanqiu didn't dare to follow rashly, so she could only keep a lamp by herself, and took out a book to read.

But until dawn, Fang Qi still did not go home.

Lu Lanqiu had no choice but to go to school together with their schoolbags.

After arriving at the school, Fang Qi still didn't show up. It wasn't until near noon that Fang Qi appeared at the door of the classroom with a scar on his face.

The geography teacher was completely speechless: "I said Fang Qi, you went to be a thief last night and people scratched you, didn't you?"

There was another burst of laughter in class, Fang Qi didn't answer, just stood there in a daze, with a cold and stubborn expression.

Lu Lanqiu found out that the scars on Fang Qi's face were indeed fresh, with freshly solidified blood, it looked really shocking.

Not surprisingly, Fang Qi was fined to stand.

After Fang Qi met Lu Lanqiu the day before, this person's attendance rate improved a lot the next day. Although he was still not in the mood to study, at least he was able to stay in the classroom safely for a class. , although sleeping silently in the last row of his own, this is already the biggest change Fang Qi can make.

But today, Fang Qi was not only late again, but it was not time for school to end in the afternoon, and he didn't know where he went.

Fang Qi couldn't be found, the mission couldn't go on, Lu Lanqiu expressed a headache, and when he was about to pack his things, Fang Qi came out from nowhere.

The wound on his face should have been roughly cleaned, it wasn't as scary as it looked in the morning, but he was still very sleepy.

Lu Lanqiu frowned: "What's the matter with you, what happened last night?"

Fang Qi shook his head, expressing that he didn't really want to answer: "It's hard to explain, can you help me go to the coffee shop for two hours today?"

Lu Lanqiu thought for a while and said, "Then can you let me go to the hospital with you?"

Fang Qi was stunned for a moment, with a troubled expression on his face: "Do you really want to go?"

Lu Lanqiu nodded.

Fang Qi frowned, looked at Lu Lanqiu, seemed to be considering the pros and cons, and finally said: "Then let's talk first, don't be scared."

Lu Lanqiu nodded: "Deal."

The coffee shop where Fang Qi worked was two blocks away from the hospital. When Lu Lanqiu went there was crowded, he hurried towards the hospital after get off work.

This time, when he approached, there was no space distortion again. I wonder if Fang Qi is willing for someone to touch this memory.

This hospital is not big. The trees downstairs grow very well in early summer, with lush greenery at one end. When Lu Lanqiu passed by, there were tiny petals falling down. It is really a suitable place for recuperation.

Follow the room number given by Fang Qi to the second floor. It is said that his mother's ward is the place closest to the stairs.

I don't know if this counts as seeing the parents, but Lu Lanqiu suddenly had the idea that Fang Qi had also met Lu Heng, and even though it was only Su Heng's clone, he had met his mother-in-law.

Thinking of this, Lu Lanqiu felt a little nervous for no reason.

The door of room 206 was right in front of his eyes, and Lu Lanqiu was afraid to open the door to go in for a while, but when Lu Lanqiu was still struggling with the door, a loud noise pulled him back from his wild thoughts.

"As I said, let me die! You are the only ones who are sick! Why don't you let me die?"

Following the woman's loud scream, an enamel jar was thrown out of the ward, rolled around in the corridor, and finally rolled to Lu Lanqiu's feet.

Whose family is so active when sick?

Lu Lanqiu silently picked up the enamel jar. Most of the fragile glass and ceramic products were almost destroyed by the drop, and there were only a few that were resistant to falling.

Lu Lanqiu cautiously pushed the door open, almost bumped into someone head-on, took a closer look, who was it if it wasn't Fang Qi?

Fang Qi was obviously stunned when he saw him. Lu Lanqiu noticed that Fang Qi had a few more scars on his face that he had just healed today. The most serious one was the wound on his forehead, which seemed to be hit by some blunt object. , still slowly oozing blood.

No way……

Lu Lanqiu lowered her head silently, looking at the enamel jar in her hand, the surface was still intact, there seemed to be a few dented places, it looked like a jar that had been beaten for a long time.

He raised his head and looked at Fang Qi again, the young man snatched the container from his hand, turned around and walked back, saying: "By the way, close the door when you come in."

Lu Lanqiu had no choice but to turn around and close the door.

This is a very ordinary three-person ward. There are two empty beds outside, only a pale woman half lying on a bed near the window. , a head of dry and dull long hair, hanging lifelessly on the side of the cheek.

She is no longer young, probably because of the perennial illness that has wiped out all her confidence and enthusiasm for life, but Lu Lanqiu can still see from her eyebrows that she should have been charming and beautiful.

The woman glanced at Lu Lanqiu, she didn't seem to care, she just stared at Fang Qi and said angrily: "Speak up, why don't you talk? You know I'm hopeless, why don't you let me go back? Are you rich, Fang Qi?" ?”

Fang Qi didn't speak, but silently put the enamel jar that was just thrown out back on the bedside table, turned to the woman and said, "You can eat when you've had enough trouble."

As he spoke, he served rice from the insulated lunch box next to him.

"Who made trouble with you? I said I'm not going to live, you don't understand? Why did I raise a thing like you, you waste, I won't let me die if I can't be cured, what's the use of giving birth to you ?”

The woman roared hysterically, her movements were a little too big, and she broke away from the neckline of her blue and white striped hospital gown, revealing half of her chest, which was wrapped in thick gauze, and there was faint blood oozing out, which should have The arc is sunken, like a deformed piece of land.

For a moment, Lu Lanqiu felt that she must have gone to the wrong room.

Fang Qi clenched the edge of the food box tightly with the hand holding the rice, it was obvious that the young man was trying his best to control his anger.

"The rice is here for you. You don't have to eat it. Anyway, a bottle of nutrient solution is only a few hundred yuan, so you can lose if you want." After the young man finished speaking, he pulled Lu Lanqiu who was stunned to the side and walked outside.

Lu Lanqiu didn't speak, and could only walk outside with the young man. Before closing the door, he vaguely saw the woman covering his face and crying bitterly.

Lu Lanqiu decided that it would be better to say hello when he left.

"You see, this is the truth that I don't want others to know, are you satisfied?" Fang Qi sat on the bench in the corridor, looking at Lu Lanqiu with a handsome expressionless expression.

Lu Lanqiu didn't answer, but looked at Fang Qi's forehead, the place where it was just broken was still slowly bleeding, Lu Lanqiu took out a pack of medical gauze from his body and covered Fang Qi.

This is what he asked for at the school infirmary before he left.

When the wound was touched, the young man subconsciously hid for a moment, but was grabbed back by Lu Lanqiu mercilessly. His pair of phoenix eyes looked at him with rare sharpness, the young man became honest immediately, and obediently let Lu Lanqiu handle the wound.

"It stands to reason that you should be disinfected with alcohol before bandaging you. Cover you first to prevent secondary infection, and then go to the doctor for some iodine disinfection."

The young man lowered his head and didn't answer, looking at Lu Lanqiu's earnest order.

"Lu Lanqiu."

"Ok?"

"You will definitely be a good doctor in the future."

Lu Lanqiu's heart skipped a beat, and she looked up at Fang Qi: "Now you haven't even divided classes into arts and sciences, how do you know I'm going to study medicine?"

Fang Qi shrugged: "I don't know, I don't know why at that moment just now, you appeared in your mind in a white coat with a cold and admonishing face."

Lu Lanqiu didn't speak, and looked at Fang Qi after finishing the work in hand, with a much more serious expression:

"Breast cancer?"

Fang Qi listened, without raising his head, he hummed.

"How many operations have you had?"

Fang Qi smiled wryly: "It's been three times, and it relapsed every time. She was quite active at first, but she didn't want to care about it these two times. Go to this hospital for recuperation first, and wait for the situation to improve before doing the fourth operation."

Lu Lanqiu didn't say anything, she was afraid that Fang Qi's mother's breast cancer had already spread, and there was a possibility of systemic metastasis in the next step.

He paused, and then said again: "She... seems to be not in a very stable mental state."

Fang Qi glanced at the ward, and sneered: "There are good times and bad times. It's like this after the second surgery recurrence. The psychiatrist came for consultation and said that she had mild depression. When she was well, she was no different from a normal person. When you get sick, you throw things and beat people.”

"Then last night..."

"It's probably because I didn't come to accompany the bed last night. She turned on all the lights in the corridor in the middle of the night. After the patient's family persuaded her, she started to throw things. The hospital had no choice but to call me." Fang Qi was a little tired. Rubbing between his brows, he said, "I started yelling when I came here, but in the end I had no choice but to beat half of Valium before I fell asleep." Then she leaned back on the chair.

Lu Lanqiu noticed that Fang Qi had dark circles under his eyes, and it seemed that he also stayed up all night.

He has seen many patients and their family members suffering from illness. Disease is like a protracted and tragic war. Often before the war is over, someone has already surrendered first.

The most desperate thing is that after the war, there will be countless challenges.Fang Qi was still so young at this time, so naturally he still had the courage to fight against fate.

Lu Lanqiu found that even if he appeared by Fang Qi's side at this time, there was still nothing he could do to change it. Fang Qi's mother was doomed to die, and this was just Fang Qi's memory.

He was still thinking, when suddenly his shoulders sank, and he turned his head to see that Fang Qi had fallen asleep while sitting here chatting.

"...Let me rely on it for a while. I spent a whole night of tossing around last night. I still have to listen to the old witch's nonsense today. I haven't even closed my eyes for a while..."

Fang Qi said vaguely, he was so sleepy, he didn't seem to realize that the two of them were still in the hospital corridor where people came and went.

Lu Lanqiu blinked and said nothing, she adjusted Fang Qi's head silently and placed it on her lap.

The two sat in the corridor for a while, and the family members of the patients who passed by from time to time recognized Fang Qi, talked softly and walked away.

Lu Lanqiu ignored them, but reminded them to speak softly.