Do I need a reason to love you?

For a long time after that time, Han Junwan resisted not going to see Zeng Chenxi again, not because he didn't want to see him, nor because he was hiding like he was in the first semester of his freshman year, but...he hoped to find out first. Know exactly what to do to make yourself like Zeng Chenxi and at the same time become better and better, become a very good Han Junwan, maybe in the future there will be a slight chance that he can be worthy of such a good Zeng Chenxi!

It's just that the ten-day period is indeed too difficult. In the past, it was fine if I couldn't find someone and wanted to meet him, but now I know where that person is, but it's still difficult to meet because of my inner entanglement. Said he did it himself!

So, when the No.15 day finally arrived, Han Junwan couldn't bear it any longer, and secretly ran to the place where he was staying before after get off work. After coming out of the building, it can be considered that the pain of lovesickness has been relieved.

But why is he unhappy?

Wait, did I read it wrong?Why was the gloomy air just now replaced by a calm smile?

To say that the clouds are light and the wind is light seems to be an understatement, but the smile on his face is obviously smug!

Just as he was wondering, he saw Zhang Ya who was slowly approaching Zeng Chenxi not far away. In an instant, all the previous ignorance disappeared!

Sure enough, do you like Zhang Ya that much?I'm not happy if I don't see it, but I immediately smile so proudly when I see it, like a child!

"Only when a person faces the person he likes, will he show the childishness in his heart"

I don't know who told him this sentence, but this sentence fits the situation so well.

A few minutes ago, the joy and excitement of seeing the person who had been thinking about him day and night, was now replaced by disappointment and helplessness.

Han Junwan smiled wryly, turned and left.

Naturally, he didn't see Zeng Chenxi's unhappiness when he was disturbed by Zhang Ya's sudden appearance because of the complacency and excitement that he caught a glimpse of him from the corner of his eye after leaving.

Han Junwan, who had been hurt many times long ago and still wouldn't lose his mind, but he would get hurt every time, found that Zhao Yunfeng had already prepared meals when he returned home, and seeing his unhappy appearance when he came back, he didn't say anything, First, I went to the kitchen to add a new bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks.

Han Junwan sat down on the dining chair opposite Zhao Yunfeng, and smiled gratefully at his roommate.

"Okay, don't force yourself if you can't laugh, why are you pretending to me?"

Zhao Yunfeng really can't understand Han Junwan's picture. I'm obviously unhappy but I still have to be polite. I rubbed his short hair with some distress before sitting down again.

"Going to find him?"

Han Junwan: "..."

Why did he have the illusion of facing Peng Chang at this moment? In the past, when he was unhappy, Peng Chang could always tell the reason straight to the point.Thinking of this, I couldn't help blurting out,

"Why do you look more and more like Peng Chang?"

"Huh?" Zhao Yunfeng was taken aback by the words, thinking of Peng Chang, the first time in his life that he saw the same-sex relationship, and it was also the first time in his life that he heard about the roommate in the corner, thinking of the three people's love affair before graduation At the party, Peng Chang was so drunk and crying, he couldn't help asking,

"Junwan, actually... I think Peng Chang is pretty good, not to mention tall and handsome, he is really good to you, I have nothing to say, I'm not exaggerating, I don't think my parents treat me like Peng Chang treats you so good"

Han Junwan felt a little uncomfortable when he heard it. He didn't know how good Peng Chang was to him, but it was too good, and he had nothing to repay this kindness!

"If I hadn't met Zeng Chenxi, I wouldn't have liked boys"

The implication is that even without Zeng Chenxi, he wouldn't like Peng Chang!

Perhaps, without the appearance of Zeng Chenxi, he would have graduated, married a wife, and had children to live an ordinary and warm life like most men in accordance with his parents' ideas, instead of being like this now, knowing how confused the road ahead is, knowing That person was so unattainable, but he still plunged into it as before, no one wanted to get out, and no one could pull it out.

Zhao Yunfeng didn't want to say anything more, and felt that his words seemed to make Han Junwan, who was already unhappy, even more depressed, so he picked up the chopsticks and handed them to him.

"Okay, let's eat first, it will be cold in a while"

This meal was not only tasteless for Han Junwan, but even Zhao Yunfeng, who has always been big-hearted, felt a little depressed. Within ten minutes of eating, he regretted countless times why he mentioned "Peng Chang"

But wasn't it Han Junwan who mentioned Peng Chang first?

After dinner, the two big men nestled on the sofa and watched the football game. During the period, they occasionally discussed a few words. Although they were all innocuous football topics, Zhao Yunfeng noticed that Han Junwan seemed to be in a better mood.

Naturally, "the mood is better" is just Zhao Yunfeng's feeling. In fact, Han Junwan's mood is not much better. After many days of frowning, when he saw Zeng Chenxi and Zhang Ya's different reaction today, he felt completely relieved. The whole person was crushed.

"I'm going to wash and sleep first, I'm a little tired today"

After a simple wash, he returned to the room and lay on his back on the bed. Han Junwan looked at the ceiling, and for the first time in his life, thought of the words "completely give up".

When Peng Chang pulled him on campus and told him that Zeng Chenxi couldn't fall in love with a boy, he didn't give up, he just wanted to hide first and figure out his own mind; it was the first time he boldly and actively pursued Zeng Chen When Xi asked what it meant to him but was told that he only liked girls, he never thought of giving up, and even had a faint thought in his heart to change something for him; When he couldn't find him, he didn't think about giving up, he only wanted to find him and get close to him; when Zhang Ya first appeared in front of him and told him that Zeng Chenxi already had her as his fiancée At that time, he still didn't think about giving up, even though the diamond ring on his middle finger was very eye-catching.

But now, he wants to give up!

It was not because of Zeng Chenxi's dislike and avoidance of him, not because of Zhang Ya's fiancée who appeared suddenly, but just the undisguised smile on Zeng Chenxi's face when he saw Zhang Ya's appearance.

That's love, love that I've never seen on Zeng Chenxi's face!

Do you want to give up?After five years of liking, you still have to give up after all, right?

I haven't decided whether to take that step yet, so I'm about to give up?

"ding ding"

The ringtone of WeChat interrupted Han Junwan's already chaotic thoughts. He frowned and picked up his mobile phone to find out if it was some important information.

"Peng Chang will come over the day after tomorrow, let's have a meal together."