I am the strongest brain in the entertainment industry [Rebirth]
Chapter 78 Will You Let Me Down
Sensing Huo Huaibei's warm lips touching the corners of his own, Shen Zhinan's eyelashes trembled, his heart beat slightly faster, and even his breath became hot.
But reason told Shen Zhinan that he couldn't do this.He was pressed obliquely on the sofa, and the two bodies were tightly pressed together. There was no space gap for Shen Zhinan to move.
He struggled to free one arm, trying to push Huo Huaibei away.
Before he could move, Huo Huaibei got up by himself, arranged his clothes, and was still sitting next to Shen Zhinan.
"What are you doing!" Shen Zhinan was angry.
Huo Huaibei looked at Shen Zhinan with a serious face and a sincere tone, "I just want you to take back what you just said."
Take it back, take it back, won't you say it well when you take it back?
Is it necessary to take it back?
Shen Zhinan wiped the corner of his lips with his hand, and gave Huo Huaibei a look, "I think I've made it very clear."
"No, I don't agree." Huo Huaibei quickly refused.
"This matter is not up to you to decide." Shen Zhinan's attitude was also very tough.
Although he felt that Huo Huaibei's explanation was indeed reasonable, there is still a word in the world called fate without a share.
Obviously, in this relationship, Huo Huaibei did not give him enough sense of security and trust. Although Shen Zhinan himself did misunderstand their wrong behavior, Shen Zhinan is the one who chooses in this relationship, not the one who is chosen. One party, he has the right to choose to continue or stop.
When the relationship went wrong, he already felt tired, so he didn't want to let himself sink.
"Zhi Nan," Huo Huaibei's voice suddenly became gentle, and he stared at him sadly, "Don't you think it's unfair for you to treat me like this?"
Those eyes were full of pleading, Shen Zhinan tried his best not to look at it to avoid softening his heart, "There is nothing absolutely fair or unfair about this kind of thing."
"But," Huo Huaibei's voice was a little anxious, "I was sentenced to end before I started, don't you think it's too cruel to me?"
Huo Huaibei knew that he was wrong, but he felt that he was like a criminal who committed theft and was sentenced to death all at once, which made him painful and puzzled.
"Actually, you've already discovered it." Shen Zhinan didn't answer his question, but said calmly, "I actually like you a little bit."
Huo Huaibei nodded. When the two people began to have a so-called heart-to-heart bond, they actually had feelings for each other.
It's just that Huo Huaibei didn't seize the opportunity.
Shen Zhinan tried his best to keep his voice indifferent, "It's too late now, I don't like you anymore."
"I don't believe it," Huo Huaibei said decisively, "I don't believe it, if you didn't like me, you wouldn't have brought me up at all, if you didn't like me, you would have pushed me away when I kissed you just now. "
Having been exposed by these tiny actions, Shen Zhinan suddenly found that he had nothing to refute Huo Huaibei's words.
Yes, he did have some hopes for Huo Huaibei in his heart, but when he faced Huo Huaibei, he would think of those things in his mind, and the only thing left was ending.
"I know I've made you feel tired." Huo Huaibei's eyes were a little pitiful. "So many things happened before our relationship started. I'm really sorry."
"Really." Huo Huaibei repeated.
With reverent eyes, she took Shen Zhinan's hand, and before he could react, she placed a light kiss on the back of his hand.
"Zhi Nan." Huo Huaibei's eyes were deep, and what he said was extremely serious.
"I'm already in my 30s, but occasionally I still look like a kid in front of you."
"I know that what a mature man should learn is to bring people a sense of security, to make the people with me feel at ease, and to feel that I am a trustworthy and reliable person."
"But do you know? This is the first time in more than 30 years that I have been attracted to someone. I will unconsciously pay attention to your every move. I want to help you solve all difficulties and accompany you when you are sad. To comfort you by your side."
Shen Zhinan was stunned. In fact, he had never heard Huo Huaibei talk about his inner thoughts, because people of this age had undergone turmoil and precipitation over the years, and generally they would not confide their innermost thoughts easily.
"But this is the first time I like someone so much," Huo Huaibei repeated, "Sometimes I think, you are younger than me, our age difference is so much, will you despise me? "
"I don't have any special charisma, and I occasionally get angry in front of you. Do you think I'm annoying?"
"So when I first discovered this relationship, I could only hide it carefully and not let you know."
Shen Zhinan remained silent. He never thought that the proud son of heaven who had always been in the clouds would have such troubles.
"At my age and my position, I actually don't like things that are out of my control. My feelings for you are like this. I can't control them, and I don't know what you think. The only thing I can do is to have courage. Confess to you, and at the same time be prepared to respect your choice after being rejected by you."
"In terms of relationships, I've done very badly," Huo Huaibei began to self-reflect, "I'm like a brat with no sense of propriety, which has caused both you and me trouble."
Huo Huaibei uttered all the words in a snappy manner, like beans poured out of a bamboo tube.
In the end, Huo Huaibei's voice was hoarse, even sad, "I still like you now, if you still have the slightest feeling for me, can you give me another chance?"
Shen Zhinan lowered his head and said nothing, the scene suddenly fell silent.
It is almost dusk now, and the dusk in the sky outside the window is a warm orange color, which spills in large swathes through the balcony and windows, as if it has dyed the whole house with color.
Huo Huaibei looked at Shen Zhinan's side face, orange light and shadow scattered on Shen Zhinan's face, Huo Huaibei could even see the fine hairs on Shen Zhinan's face.
If it was before, Huo Huaibei must have thought it was cute.
But now he is in such a mess, he is not in the mood at all.
He just wanted Shen Zhinan to speak, and to say the word he wanted to hear from his mouth.
The long silence made Huo Huaibei's last hope shattered. He lowered his eyelashes and his throat tightened, and his voice was hoarse again, "I know what you mean, I won't pester you again in the future."
After speaking, he got up from the sofa, silently wanting to leave this heartbreaking and embarrassing place.
The corner of his clothes brushed over the sofa, and his footsteps were silent.
"Wait a minute." Sitting on the sofa, Shen Zhinan suddenly spoke, and stretched out his slender hand to grab the corner of Huo Huaibei's clothes.
Huo Huaibei's footsteps stopped, and he immediately looked back at Shen Zhinan.
"Will you still disappoint me in the future?" Shen Zhinan tugged at the hem of his clothes, lowered his head and asked calmly.
But Shen Zhinan's inner world was not as calm as his own tone. When he fully understood Huo Huaibei's inner thoughts, he felt that he was indeed being unfair to Huo Huaibei.
Moreover, a person's life is actually very short, so let's let go of the past and give each other a chance to start again.
I hope Huo Huaibei will not disappoint him.
Huo Huaibei did not answer immediately, but squatted down, squatting in front of Shen Zhinan and raised his chin, so that his eyes met his own.
"never."
He heard Huo Huaibei say this to himself.
"Then let's try." Shen Zhinan pursed his lips at him.
Huo Huaibei took his hand, as if a lost precious treasure was found, and stared at Shen Zhinan's face very seriously, "I love you."
Shen Zhinan suddenly couldn't help but wanted to hug Huo Huaibei, and then he really did.
Without too many intimate movements, Huo Huaibei squatted on the ground, Shen Zhinan sat on the sofa, stretched out his arms to hug Huo Huaibei, his embrace was warm and strong, which made Shen Zhinan feel at ease.
He shouldn't let himself down.
Now that the two have reconciled, Huo Huaibei doesn't want Shen Zhinan to live in Zhang Qi's house anymore. One is that Zhang Qi's house is too far away, but Huo Huaibei doesn't want Shen Zhinan to share a room with any man except himself.
Originally, he wanted Shen Zhinan to live with him, but Shen Zhinan didn't want to, so he gave up. After all, they had just started, and they could take their time in the future.
In the end, both parties made concessions. Shen Zhinan moved out of Zhang Qi's house, but instead of going to Huo Huaibei's house, he moved back to his own home.
When the two of them went downstairs together, the elders were still playing chess. When they saw the two of them going downstairs together, they greeted them cheerfully, "Come to play two games?"
"No, sir." Huo Huaibei shook his head with a smile, his tone was full of tenderness, "We still have things to do when we go home."
Shen Zhinan touched Huo Huaibei and motioned him not to talk nonsense.
"Going home? Is Xiao Shen leaving?" an old man asked. Almost all the people in the community knew the basics, and they also knew that Shen Zhinan was a friend of another young man in the community and had come to live for a while.
"Well," Shen Zhinan nodded, "I'm going home."
"Hey, you just showed your skills today. Originally, the uncles were secretly planning to play two rounds with you tomorrow." Uncle Li smiled, "I'm the lucky one."
Huo Huaibei glanced at Shen Zhinan, and smiled at the elders, "We will come back when we have nothing to do, and then let him play chess with you."
"Okay, let's go, remember to come back." The men all said happily in unison.
After getting into Huo Huaibei's car, Shen Zhinan was sitting on the co-pilot, and just about to fasten his seat belt, Huo Huaibei leaned over and said in a magnetic voice, "I'll do it."
Shen Zhinan knew that he wanted to feel this kind of sweetness when he just fell in love, so he let him wear his seat belt, and he also enjoyed it.
Although it is a very small thing, I can feel that I am loved. The love that is so full that it is overflowing is reflected in the details of every fragment.
When they went upstairs, there was no one else in the elevator, only the two of them, Huo Huaibei took Shen Zhinan's hand.The elevator wall in the elevator is made of metal glossy material, which can vaguely print the figure.
A mirror image of the two of them holding hands together appeared in it.
After getting out of the elevator, Huo Huaibei walked in front of Shen Zhinan. When he reached the door of Shen Zhinan's house, he glanced at the door and suddenly felt something was wrong.
Immediately turned around to stop Shen Zhinan, touched his nose guiltily, "Why don't you come and live with us, we have a new chef, cooking is very good..."
Seeing Huo Huaibei's expression that was not quite right, Shen Zhinan stepped past him, looked at the scattered locks in front of his house, turned his head and sneered at Huo Huaibei.
Huo Huaibei: "..."
"No, listen to my explanation..."
But reason told Shen Zhinan that he couldn't do this.He was pressed obliquely on the sofa, and the two bodies were tightly pressed together. There was no space gap for Shen Zhinan to move.
He struggled to free one arm, trying to push Huo Huaibei away.
Before he could move, Huo Huaibei got up by himself, arranged his clothes, and was still sitting next to Shen Zhinan.
"What are you doing!" Shen Zhinan was angry.
Huo Huaibei looked at Shen Zhinan with a serious face and a sincere tone, "I just want you to take back what you just said."
Take it back, take it back, won't you say it well when you take it back?
Is it necessary to take it back?
Shen Zhinan wiped the corner of his lips with his hand, and gave Huo Huaibei a look, "I think I've made it very clear."
"No, I don't agree." Huo Huaibei quickly refused.
"This matter is not up to you to decide." Shen Zhinan's attitude was also very tough.
Although he felt that Huo Huaibei's explanation was indeed reasonable, there is still a word in the world called fate without a share.
Obviously, in this relationship, Huo Huaibei did not give him enough sense of security and trust. Although Shen Zhinan himself did misunderstand their wrong behavior, Shen Zhinan is the one who chooses in this relationship, not the one who is chosen. One party, he has the right to choose to continue or stop.
When the relationship went wrong, he already felt tired, so he didn't want to let himself sink.
"Zhi Nan," Huo Huaibei's voice suddenly became gentle, and he stared at him sadly, "Don't you think it's unfair for you to treat me like this?"
Those eyes were full of pleading, Shen Zhinan tried his best not to look at it to avoid softening his heart, "There is nothing absolutely fair or unfair about this kind of thing."
"But," Huo Huaibei's voice was a little anxious, "I was sentenced to end before I started, don't you think it's too cruel to me?"
Huo Huaibei knew that he was wrong, but he felt that he was like a criminal who committed theft and was sentenced to death all at once, which made him painful and puzzled.
"Actually, you've already discovered it." Shen Zhinan didn't answer his question, but said calmly, "I actually like you a little bit."
Huo Huaibei nodded. When the two people began to have a so-called heart-to-heart bond, they actually had feelings for each other.
It's just that Huo Huaibei didn't seize the opportunity.
Shen Zhinan tried his best to keep his voice indifferent, "It's too late now, I don't like you anymore."
"I don't believe it," Huo Huaibei said decisively, "I don't believe it, if you didn't like me, you wouldn't have brought me up at all, if you didn't like me, you would have pushed me away when I kissed you just now. "
Having been exposed by these tiny actions, Shen Zhinan suddenly found that he had nothing to refute Huo Huaibei's words.
Yes, he did have some hopes for Huo Huaibei in his heart, but when he faced Huo Huaibei, he would think of those things in his mind, and the only thing left was ending.
"I know I've made you feel tired." Huo Huaibei's eyes were a little pitiful. "So many things happened before our relationship started. I'm really sorry."
"Really." Huo Huaibei repeated.
With reverent eyes, she took Shen Zhinan's hand, and before he could react, she placed a light kiss on the back of his hand.
"Zhi Nan." Huo Huaibei's eyes were deep, and what he said was extremely serious.
"I'm already in my 30s, but occasionally I still look like a kid in front of you."
"I know that what a mature man should learn is to bring people a sense of security, to make the people with me feel at ease, and to feel that I am a trustworthy and reliable person."
"But do you know? This is the first time in more than 30 years that I have been attracted to someone. I will unconsciously pay attention to your every move. I want to help you solve all difficulties and accompany you when you are sad. To comfort you by your side."
Shen Zhinan was stunned. In fact, he had never heard Huo Huaibei talk about his inner thoughts, because people of this age had undergone turmoil and precipitation over the years, and generally they would not confide their innermost thoughts easily.
"But this is the first time I like someone so much," Huo Huaibei repeated, "Sometimes I think, you are younger than me, our age difference is so much, will you despise me? "
"I don't have any special charisma, and I occasionally get angry in front of you. Do you think I'm annoying?"
"So when I first discovered this relationship, I could only hide it carefully and not let you know."
Shen Zhinan remained silent. He never thought that the proud son of heaven who had always been in the clouds would have such troubles.
"At my age and my position, I actually don't like things that are out of my control. My feelings for you are like this. I can't control them, and I don't know what you think. The only thing I can do is to have courage. Confess to you, and at the same time be prepared to respect your choice after being rejected by you."
"In terms of relationships, I've done very badly," Huo Huaibei began to self-reflect, "I'm like a brat with no sense of propriety, which has caused both you and me trouble."
Huo Huaibei uttered all the words in a snappy manner, like beans poured out of a bamboo tube.
In the end, Huo Huaibei's voice was hoarse, even sad, "I still like you now, if you still have the slightest feeling for me, can you give me another chance?"
Shen Zhinan lowered his head and said nothing, the scene suddenly fell silent.
It is almost dusk now, and the dusk in the sky outside the window is a warm orange color, which spills in large swathes through the balcony and windows, as if it has dyed the whole house with color.
Huo Huaibei looked at Shen Zhinan's side face, orange light and shadow scattered on Shen Zhinan's face, Huo Huaibei could even see the fine hairs on Shen Zhinan's face.
If it was before, Huo Huaibei must have thought it was cute.
But now he is in such a mess, he is not in the mood at all.
He just wanted Shen Zhinan to speak, and to say the word he wanted to hear from his mouth.
The long silence made Huo Huaibei's last hope shattered. He lowered his eyelashes and his throat tightened, and his voice was hoarse again, "I know what you mean, I won't pester you again in the future."
After speaking, he got up from the sofa, silently wanting to leave this heartbreaking and embarrassing place.
The corner of his clothes brushed over the sofa, and his footsteps were silent.
"Wait a minute." Sitting on the sofa, Shen Zhinan suddenly spoke, and stretched out his slender hand to grab the corner of Huo Huaibei's clothes.
Huo Huaibei's footsteps stopped, and he immediately looked back at Shen Zhinan.
"Will you still disappoint me in the future?" Shen Zhinan tugged at the hem of his clothes, lowered his head and asked calmly.
But Shen Zhinan's inner world was not as calm as his own tone. When he fully understood Huo Huaibei's inner thoughts, he felt that he was indeed being unfair to Huo Huaibei.
Moreover, a person's life is actually very short, so let's let go of the past and give each other a chance to start again.
I hope Huo Huaibei will not disappoint him.
Huo Huaibei did not answer immediately, but squatted down, squatting in front of Shen Zhinan and raised his chin, so that his eyes met his own.
"never."
He heard Huo Huaibei say this to himself.
"Then let's try." Shen Zhinan pursed his lips at him.
Huo Huaibei took his hand, as if a lost precious treasure was found, and stared at Shen Zhinan's face very seriously, "I love you."
Shen Zhinan suddenly couldn't help but wanted to hug Huo Huaibei, and then he really did.
Without too many intimate movements, Huo Huaibei squatted on the ground, Shen Zhinan sat on the sofa, stretched out his arms to hug Huo Huaibei, his embrace was warm and strong, which made Shen Zhinan feel at ease.
He shouldn't let himself down.
Now that the two have reconciled, Huo Huaibei doesn't want Shen Zhinan to live in Zhang Qi's house anymore. One is that Zhang Qi's house is too far away, but Huo Huaibei doesn't want Shen Zhinan to share a room with any man except himself.
Originally, he wanted Shen Zhinan to live with him, but Shen Zhinan didn't want to, so he gave up. After all, they had just started, and they could take their time in the future.
In the end, both parties made concessions. Shen Zhinan moved out of Zhang Qi's house, but instead of going to Huo Huaibei's house, he moved back to his own home.
When the two of them went downstairs together, the elders were still playing chess. When they saw the two of them going downstairs together, they greeted them cheerfully, "Come to play two games?"
"No, sir." Huo Huaibei shook his head with a smile, his tone was full of tenderness, "We still have things to do when we go home."
Shen Zhinan touched Huo Huaibei and motioned him not to talk nonsense.
"Going home? Is Xiao Shen leaving?" an old man asked. Almost all the people in the community knew the basics, and they also knew that Shen Zhinan was a friend of another young man in the community and had come to live for a while.
"Well," Shen Zhinan nodded, "I'm going home."
"Hey, you just showed your skills today. Originally, the uncles were secretly planning to play two rounds with you tomorrow." Uncle Li smiled, "I'm the lucky one."
Huo Huaibei glanced at Shen Zhinan, and smiled at the elders, "We will come back when we have nothing to do, and then let him play chess with you."
"Okay, let's go, remember to come back." The men all said happily in unison.
After getting into Huo Huaibei's car, Shen Zhinan was sitting on the co-pilot, and just about to fasten his seat belt, Huo Huaibei leaned over and said in a magnetic voice, "I'll do it."
Shen Zhinan knew that he wanted to feel this kind of sweetness when he just fell in love, so he let him wear his seat belt, and he also enjoyed it.
Although it is a very small thing, I can feel that I am loved. The love that is so full that it is overflowing is reflected in the details of every fragment.
When they went upstairs, there was no one else in the elevator, only the two of them, Huo Huaibei took Shen Zhinan's hand.The elevator wall in the elevator is made of metal glossy material, which can vaguely print the figure.
A mirror image of the two of them holding hands together appeared in it.
After getting out of the elevator, Huo Huaibei walked in front of Shen Zhinan. When he reached the door of Shen Zhinan's house, he glanced at the door and suddenly felt something was wrong.
Immediately turned around to stop Shen Zhinan, touched his nose guiltily, "Why don't you come and live with us, we have a new chef, cooking is very good..."
Seeing Huo Huaibei's expression that was not quite right, Shen Zhinan stepped past him, looked at the scattered locks in front of his house, turned his head and sneered at Huo Huaibei.
Huo Huaibei: "..."
"No, listen to my explanation..."
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