The school grass said I was scum to him

Xu Changpu was sitting in the living room. The living room of the Yan family was very large. One wall of the living room was a floor-to-ceiling window. The curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were drawn high. It seemed that the sky outside was not very good. It was gray and the vegetation in the garden was shivering in the cold wind. Listless.

My sister-in-law wrapped old clothes on several trees in the garden for the winter.

He didn't know why Yan Su was found by his mother?

He has never been in contact with Yan's mother, and he doesn't know what Yan's mother's personality is. He thinks that Yan Su blatantly said that he likes a boy...

will be beaten.

Maybe Yan Su is being beaten right now, and when Mother Yan comes down later, maybe even herself will be beaten too.

Xu Changpu has always disliked communicating with people, and he hates talking to elders even more, especially elders like Yan's mother who were kind to him before. When he talks to his mother at home, he always skips word by word.

What he was going to face now was his classmate's parents, and this classmate's parents were nice and reasonable to him. If the other party blamed him for leading Yan Su astray and wanted to beat him up, he wouldn't fight back, and it wouldn't be right if he didn't fight back.

This kind of relationship is the most difficult to deal with.

For the first time, Xu Changpu felt that the matter of interpersonal relationship was more difficult than sorting out comprehensive examination papers.

He clenched his hands tightly, his fingertips turning white from the effort.

He thought, when Yan's mother beat him up because he openly said that he liked him, would he fight back, or not?

At this time, Yan Bo saw Xu Changpu's tightly clasped hands, turned around and poured him a glass of boiled water, put him in front of him and said, "Drink some water first, and the disaster will come down immediately."

"Ah?" Xu Changpu was stunned for a few seconds, then realized instantly that the scourge was Yan Su.

"Drink some water first." Yan Bo said.

"Thank you." Xu Changpu reached out to pick up the glass of water. Because he was absent-minded, the glass of water tilted and a few drops spilled on the sofa. He quickly took out a tissue to wipe it off: "I'm sorry."

Yan Bo smiled: "It's okay, don't worry."

Xu Changpu smiled apologetically, he wasn't really worried, he was afraid that Yan's mother would beat him later, and he couldn't help reflexively fighting back.

After a while, Mother Yan's figure appeared at the stairs, and she walked down slowly.

I didn't see Yan Su.

Xu Changpu suddenly thought that when he was very young, his father was still there, and the happiest thing at that time was that he and his father sat on the sofa with his mother to watch dog-blooded brain-dead dramas. The young master of the rich family fell in love with Cinderella, but the parents of the rich family did not agree. He would beat him severely when he returned home. meet his son.

Not seeing Yan Su, Xu Changpu was very worried, don't be beaten up by his mother and locked up.

He used to be a person who had nothing to do with himself, but now that Yan Su didn't come down, and thinking about the possibility of Chinese parents accepting their son's homosexuality, he felt that Yan Su was over.

No, I'm done too.

He lowered his head, as if someone had poked his spine. He didn't like to talk in the first place, and now he couldn't organize words in his mind.

"Calamus." Yan's mother shouted, her voice was urgent, as if she would slap her in the next moment.

Hearing the words, Xu Changpu looked up at Yan's mother, squeezed her hands tightly, thought for a while and said, "Auntie, don't get me wrong, I have nothing to do with Yan Su, he...he lied to you."

Yan Su, who was going downstairs at this time, paused: I wiped it, the bed is already on the bed, you tell me it's okay?

Yan's mother: "..."

Don't you really love my son?

Yan Su quickly ran downstairs in three steps and two steps, and said to his mother: "I chased him, and he hasn't agreed yet. But he is about to agree, you say you respect me, don't be a feudal patriarch. "

Yan's mother vomited blood, and she didn't say a word. How did she become a feudal patriarch?

Because she was once persecuted by her mother, Yan's mother did not want to persecute her child. As a high-achieving student studying abroad, she was taught to respect people.

Seeing that Yan Su was fine, Xu Changpu didn't have a bruised nose, swollen face, crooked eyes, or missing arms or legs, and he felt relieved.

The breath that had just been relieved was lifted up by himself again.

Because wealthy parents generally don't blame their sons, but blame the other party for being shameless.

Many TV dramas his mother watched acted like this. Xu Changpu didn't know what to do. He lowered his head slightly. not human.

Yan Su looked at Xu Changpu's slightly lowered head, took his hand and said, "Let's go, let's go to your home to make up lessons."

"Huh?" Xu Changpu didn't react.

Yan Su didn't know why Xu Changpu was like this, so he said, "What's wrong?"

Xu Changpu glanced at Yan's mother and shook his head: "It's okay."

Yan's mother smiled: "I'm sorry about today's incident, and I will come to my house to play more in the future."

Xu Changpu hesitated for a moment, then nodded: "Okay."

Yan Su took Xu Changpu's hand and walked outside.

At this time, Yan Qi's voice sounded: "Calamus, where are you going, are you going home? I'll see you off."

Yan Su turned his head, "None of your business."

Yan Bo was afraid that Yan Su would start a fight if he didn't leave, so he pushed Yan Su and said, "Let's go, I'll see you off, if you have somewhere you want to go, just let me know."

When Yan Bo was driving, he apologized to Xu Changpu and said, "Don't worry about Yan Qi's words. Our family's situation is a bit complicated, so don't mind too much. Just pretend he doesn't exist."

Xu Changpu: "It's okay."

Yan Su said indignantly: "He's just crazy. He treated you like this today to disgust me on purpose. It's been like this since I was a child. He will grab whatever I like. From now on, just ignore him and just treat him like air." Same, I often treat him as air at home."

Xu Changpu said "hmm".

"Er Yan, stop for me." Yan's mother shouted.

Yan Qi ignored him, and walked towards the door, Yan's mother held Yan Qi when Yan Qi was about to walk out of the door: "Are you willing to disturb the whole family if you have to disturb the peace?"

Yan Qi turned his head and looked at his mother coldly, as if looking at a stranger: "I like him too, why can Yan Su like him, but I can't?"

Yan's mother said angrily: "It's all right if you fight with him for a toy. I'll ask him to give it to you and buy him another one. As long as you can accept this family again, as long as you can reintegrate into society, I will do anything for you." Okay, from childhood to adulthood, when did I not let Xiaoyan let you in? You can never see what he has, you want everything, some things can't be given up, calamus doesn't know you at all, he is a little Classmate Yan, he likes Xiaoyan, there is no need for you to put an irrelevant person in just to antagonize Xiaoyan."

Yan Qi turned and went upstairs, leaving his mother behind.

Yan's mother shouted from behind: "Er Yan, in fact, you also know that it was my responsibility and your father's responsibility back then. Xiao Yan was still young at the time, he didn't understand anything, all the mistakes have nothing to do with him, you can't accept everyone , This is all my fault and your father's, why do you always target your brother?"

Bang—the door shuts.

Yan's mother shut her mouth when the door slammed.

"He has been like this since he was a child, and you can't explain it clearly to him for a while." Yan's father finally put down the document in his hand: "If he can listen to it, he won't be at odds with our family all the time since he was a child. , He doesn't hate Xiaoyan, he hates everyone."

Yan's mother glared at Yan's father: "You should think of a way? He doesn't listen to what I say."

Father Yan: "First cut off his source of income. Without his source of income, he won't be able to achieve anything."

Yan's mother froze in an instant, listless.

Father Yan patted his wife on the shoulder and said, "Honey, what did you say to Xiaoyan just now, he and that school bully..."

Yan's mother: "He said he likes calamus, what can I do, stop him from liking?"

Papa Yan chuckled, and then said, "I like it too."

Yan's father has always been an optimistic person. He is different from Yan's mother's optimism. Yan's mother grew up in adversity, but he grew up in prosperity. He was born with a golden spoon in his mouth. In his family, there are several brothers, and it is not his turn to worry about the family property. He lived a life of a dude every day until he married a wife and had children. The second son was kidnapped and sold.

His optimism has created his attitude towards life-satisfaction.

He doesn't have big requirements or expectations for his children, he just hopes that they can all go well.

Yan Bo drove to the downtown area, where it was relatively crowded, and there were many food streets in the alleys.

Yan Bo saw that the traffic jam on the viaduct was severe at this time, so he said to Yan Su and Xu Changpu, "I'll find a place to park and go down to eat something."

Yan Su said in the back seat, "Okay."

He didn't eat breakfast in the morning, and he didn't eat much for lunch because of his second brother. He was really hungry.

When getting out of the car, Yan Su quietly sent a message to his brother, saying: praise me more in front of Calamus later.

Yan Bo looked up after reading the news, and saw Yan Su looking at him with expectant little eyes.

Yan Bo made an OK gesture.

Xu Changpu walked slowly towards the elevator entrance.

Yan Su deliberately lagged behind a few steps, walked to Yan Bo's side, and pushed his brother: "Remember to boast to death, I'm shameless."

Yan Bo laughed: "One hundred yuan."

Yan Su: "Are you still my brother? Is there anyone who cheats my brother?"

Yan Bo smiled: "There is one thing that my mother never asked me to tell you, for fear that you would be sad. In fact, you picked it up in the big trash can outside the house."

Yan Su: "You still paid for the phone bill."

Yan Bo: "You are an unwanted bonus for the last prize in the shopping mall."

Yan Su: "You are an abandoned baby abandoned by aliens who escaped from the earth."

Xu Changpu realized that he was walking too fast, and the two brothers Yan Su were far behind. He turned around and saw the two brothers talking there. He asked, "What's the matter? Aliens? Do you want to watch a movie? I know a movie." There's a new spy movie that's super good-looking."

Yan Su hurriedly walked to Xu Changpu's side, with a doting smile on his face: "Do you want to watch it? I'll accompany you. Wait a minute, I'll buy the ticket first, is this one?"

Yan Su happily bought the ticket, Xu Changpu nodded and said, "Yes, it's just that it's often a little long, like three hours."

Yan Su smiled: "It's okay, anyway, we are on winter vacation, so relax. Right, brother, you said that you paid all the expenses for us to play today, remember to buy tickets."

Yan Bo curled his lips: "Well, I bought it. I just asked my assistant to buy it. Where are you going to play?"

Yan Su: "We'll talk about it after watching the movie."

Xu Changpu followed Yan Su to the food court upstairs. The food court was very crowded, and many restaurants and hot pot restaurants had to line up seats. Because Yan Bo was a gold VIP card holder in many restaurants, they didn't have a lot of seating lines. There is a window seat near the river.

Xu Changpu was quite conflicted when the dishes were served.

That vase, he knew he broke it.

He didn't know how to apologize to Yan Bo.

Yan Su asked the waiter to cut the charcoal-grilled beef into small pieces. The beef was charred on the outside and tender on the inside. Various aromas such as black pepper and chili were mixed with the smell of beef.

Yan Bo smiled: "I don't eat beef. This char-grilled beef is for you two. It is the specialty of this store. One of my customers likes their char-grilled beef very much. Come, Calamus, eat more. I Brother, this person doesn't hurt others, and he's very fierce, and he might be prone to domestic violence in the future, so don't worry too much about it, just get used to it."

Yan Bo picked up a piece of beef for Xu Changpu.

Yan Su raised his head and glared at his brother: Is there such a thing as cheating on my brother?Didn't you tell me to praise me?Why do you want to hurt me?

Xu Changpu took a fork and took small bites.

Yan Bo smiled: "The doctor said that my brother was a little nervous after his car accident. This kid has been bad since he was a child. He never cared about his parents, and he didn't take the initiative to do housework. He was very skinny. He often scribbled on my documents when he was young. When he grew up, he became a school bully. He has no humanity. You said that as a brother, I treat him well enough, do you know? His happiest day is when I get my company dividends every month, and he will definitely He cheated me a fortune, from childhood to adulthood, I have been responsible for him..."

Xu Changpu's heart skipped a beat, Yan Bo was responsible for that vase.

Although he knew that even if he broke it, the Yan family's parents would not say anything, but he passed out at that time, and somehow Yan Bo was blamed.

He thought it might be because of Yan Su.

He apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I vaguely remember that I tripped over something that night and passed out. I didn't expect..."

Yan Bo smiled and said: "It's okay, it has nothing to do with you. I'm used to taking the blame for Yan Su. I've been taking the blame for Yan Su since I was a child. Don't blame yourself too much. Let's continue to talk about this scourge. You said, this guy has no advantages, but he has a lot of disadvantages, and he can't finish talking for three days and three nights. If you can stop the loss in time, I advise you to keep your eyes open..."

Yan Su couldn't take it anymore, and gestured an ok gesture to his brother, implying that the 100 yuan a piece was a compliment and a deal.

Yan Bo smiled: "Keep your eyes open and look at Yan Su. In fact, he is more loving. As long as he treats you sincerely, he will want to treat you with all his heart and soul. Don't doubt this... He usually honors his parents at home, Respect the elders, often do housework, and sign the documents for me if I am too tired. Being a school bully is also to uphold justice. I am afraid that I will not be self-motivated. On the day my dividends arrive, I will work tirelessly to spend all my money for me... ..."

Xu Changpu was stunned: "Isn't that what you said just now?"

Yan Bo smiled and took a mouthful of seashells: "I was just joking with you just now, my brother is the only one who knows best, really, Calamus, a scourge like my brother... No, there are not many good men left, you Hurry up and start."

Yan Bo talked endlessly, Xu Changpu listened puzzled, he didn't know why Yan Bo told him so many things about Yan Su, he even told him how he learned how a dog sucked his poop in the garden when he was a child. This is to prove Yan Su's cuteness. According to Yan Bo at the moment, Yan Su is unique and good in the world, which makes Xu Changpu wonder if Yan Su drugged his brother.

After a meal, Yan Bo quietly sent a text message to his younger brother, saying: 108 messages, you owe me 10800 yuan.Remember to transfer my account.

Yan Su: Damn it, do you really count?

Yan Bo: Nonsense, I also want to have dinner!Next time you need to blow rainbow farts and pay for such a good thing, don't forget your brother.

Yan Su: I owe it, my dad deducted my pocket money, I have no money.

Yan Bo: Remember to make up the IOU when you get home.

Yan Su glared at his brother angrily, he was the vice president of the fucking group, and he was still thinking about the 800 yuan he received as a poor student, what a fool.

Ignoring Yan Su's angry gaze, Yan Bo smiled and told Xu Changpu some other things. If he hadn't learned Chinese well, he would have boasted 108 things.

After dinner, the three of them went to the movies.

When Xu Changpu was watching a movie, he stretched out a hand through the seam under the handle of the chair.

The hand was like a swimming snake, walking up and down his leg.

He held the milk tea cup with one hand and bit the straw, and with the other hand, he patted Yan Su's outstretched hand.

Yan Su hooked his fingers and squeezed them tightly.

He shook his hand struggling, and suddenly saw Yan Bo.

Yan Bo, who was sitting next to him, focused his eyes on him, taking in all the small movements of him and Yan Su.

He hurriedly turned around, paused his hands, and even forgot to struggle, Yan Su took advantage of this gap and grabbed his hand all at once.

Yan Su also noticed his brother's annoying gaze.

He has never felt that his brother is an eyesore like now, like a thorn stuck in the eye.

His brother looked at him and Xu Changpu, as if looking for something in them.

Yan Su's eyes fell on his brother, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt uncomfortable, and he muttered, "You can watch movies, but don't watch us?"

Finally Yan Bo couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "Where's my cup of milk tea?"

Yan Su raised the cup he was drinking: "I drink yours."

Yan Bo was surprised: "What about yours?"

Yan Su said, "The cup my little one drinks is mine."

Yan Bo: "What about your baby's cup? Didn't I buy three cups?"

Yan Su: "A child accidentally bumped into him when he came in, and his glass fell to the ground and broke."

Yan Bo: "..."

He felt that if there was an afterlife, he must not be Yan Su's elder brother.

After watching the movie, the company has something to do, Yan Bo has a meeting, so he rushed to the company.

Yan Su wandered around the mall with Xu Changpu, but he didn't want to go home.

The night sky was beautiful, but also very cold, Xu Changpu tucked his neck into his scarf, put his hands in his pockets, and said, "I'm going home first, you should go back early too."

Yan Su suddenly grabbed Xu Changpu and said, "Don't go home, go somewhere with me."

Xu Changpu was puzzled: "Where are you going?"

Yan Su smiled: "You will know when you go."

Xu Changpu didn't agree, but he didn't refuse either.

Yan Su stopped a car on the side of the road, and the car went straight to the Yangtze River Bridge.

He has an obsession in his heart that he must follow Xu Changpu to walk the Yangtze River Bridge once. After he heard that couples walking across the Yangtze River Bridge will last for a long time, his desire became stronger and deeper.

After getting out of the car, the wind on the Yangtze River is lingering, but in the twilight, there are still people walking back and forth on the Yangtze River Bridge, there are couples, girlfriends, old couples...

As soon as Xu Changpu got out of the car, Yan Su wrapped the scarf around his neck again and said, "Don't get sick again this time."

While he was arranging his scarf, Yan Su suddenly grabbed his hand.

Regardless of whether he agreed or not, he dragged him arbitrarily towards the Yangtze River Bridge, and bumped into many pedestrians along the way, perhaps because he was a boy, he caused many pedestrians to look sideways.

When walking to the middle of the river, the water below the river is vast, the dark tide is surging, the lights on both sides of the river are flickering and changing endlessly, the electric tower in the distance is shining in the twilight, and the top of the tower only reaches the sky.

The outline of the Yellow Crane Tower was outlined by the yellow lights behind him, and the figure walking hidden in the twilight gradually became clear in the night, and the outline of the couple holding hands as they drifted away was slowly swallowed by the night.

"Calamus, I like you." Yan Su said, his pupils were exceptionally bright, reflecting the bright lights on both sides of the river, and as the lights changed, the color of his eyes was either amber, blue, or red. The grotesque changes with the lights on both sides of the river and the neon lights on the bridge.

In this unpredictable light, Xu Changpu saw his unchanging self.

The river wind urges the raging waves to slap the river beach, the wind howls in my ears, and even the bridge trembles in the wind.

It wasn't the first time he heard Yan Su say this, but this time, Yan Su's words were stronger than the bridge of the last century, indestructible and indestructible with the cold wind.

Xu Changpu didn't know what kind of response he should make.

His bad relationship with Yan Su stems from Yan Su's unclear mind.

He is not a sentimental person, on the contrary, he is a very sentimental person. He is like a moth. Once he sees his own fire, he has no choice but to fight the fire. He does not want to fight the fire.

The lights on the Yangtze River Bridge are changing, and between the changing lights, I don’t know who are the unqualified ones. On the guardrail of the Yangtze River Bridge, it is written xx love xx will never change until death, xx and xx forever, xx, I love you , I want to be with you forever!

There are many declarations of love written on that bridge. The poor bridge of the last century has experienced wind and rain, cold wind and scorching sun, carrying goods, vehicles, and crowds from south to north, and finally brought those who are not Know there is no fulfillment of the declaration of love to the next century.

Xu Changpu stared blankly at the so-called declarations of love. He didn't know how many of the people who wrote them made it to the end.

If I didn't make it to the end and revisited the old place, would I be embarrassed to see the manifesto I wrote, and would I feel ashamed for destroying public property?

As for the self standing on the bridge at this moment, do you want to agree to Yan Su, can you agree?If I revisit my old place in the future, will I regret it?And will the person who revisits his hometown be the person in front of him?

he does not know.

"Calamus, I know, I used to be a scumbag and didn't treat you well. Now you must not accept me because I was a scumbag before, but it doesn't matter. I don't ask you to give me an answer now. Anyway, I just want you to understand. I like you, I have been stuck with you for the rest of my life, I will wait until the day you like me again and accept me again, next time if you like me and are willing to accept me, you can give me a hint, you don’t need me Take the initiative to confess, you give me a hint, and I will know."

Rumbling--

The vehicles on the train track on the lower level of the Yangtze River Bridge moved quickly towards the front, and the Yangtze River Bridge shook as a result.

Neither Yan Su nor Xu Changpu spoke.

The wind from the river blew over in gusts, and Xu Changpu sneezed.

Yan Su hurriedly asked concerned: "What's wrong with you? Have a cold? Go, go back."

Xu Changpu sniffed, and the cold air entered his nose and throat, like a sword of wind and frost.

In the train passage at the foot, after the rumbling train passed by, Xu Changpu stared at Yan Su, the lights on both sides shone on his face, making him look so serious and so fragile.

He asked: "If one day you recover your memory, you find that everything is your imagination, and you don't like me at all. Or one day, your memory is no longer confused, and you find that the person you like is not me at all. Then Or, your memory did not recover, and you found that you only had a crush on me, and you mistook the crush for love. Or maybe, your hundreds of exes came to you, and you found that you still like your hundreds of exes..."

"What hundreds of exes?" Yan Su asked.

Xu Changpu was puzzled: "Didn't you say that you had hundreds of exes?"

Yan Su hurriedly said: "Nonsense, I have never lied to you in hundreds, and I have not stepped on many boats. From the beginning to the end, there is only you, only you."

Xu Changpu wanted to say something, but Yan Su smiled, and said firmly, "It's impossible for me not to like you."

He pointed to the surging Yangtze River under the dark tide, and said: "If one day, I don't like you, I will be fined and I will jump off the Yangtze River Bridge."

"You thought you were filming a brain-dead drama? If you really jumped, you would die." Xu Changpu said sullenly.

"Well, if one day I don't like you anymore, I'll be punished to die." Yan Su changed his words and said, "I really like you so much."

Seeing Xu Changpu walking back, Yan Su followed immediately: "I like you, and I just want you to know."

The author has something to say:

Refuting the rumors: Brother Su is his own, his own.

Two more in one, today’s chapter is a bit long, so it’s a bit late, sorry

Small crew: shopping in the supermarket

Finally, the grown-up brother Su took calamus to the supermarket

Brother Su bought a box of black contraceptives|pregnancy t

calamus:……

Brother Su: Black looks thinner, so it won't hurt!

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