It was about the time when Bai Yi first entered high school, and he was also studying in the same school in junior high school. Because of his excellent grades, he was directly admitted to the high school of this school, exempted from tuition and miscellaneous fees, and the head teacher of the junior high school was also promoted at the same time, becoming his sixth grader. The head teacher in his middle school career, just after the military training, Bai Yi became the class monitor. The teachers of all subjects liked him, and the students also liked him.

He is always like this, and he doesn't need to spend too much effort to gain the favor of others.

Even those disobedient male students are willing to deal with him, because he is the only one among the "good students" who understands their rebellious emotions and does not look at them with colored glasses.

Zhang Li seems to be among them.

But Zhang Li is not a "bad student". He is a marginalized person in campus life. He doesn't live in school, doesn't get close to anyone, has no friends, has average grades, and always wears school uniforms.

The school only stipulates that school uniforms are worn from Monday to Wednesday, but Zhang Li wears school uniforms all year round.

Probably because of his outstanding appearance and strange behavior, more and more people dislike him, and the jealousy of boys cannot be underestimated, especially in the face of a girl who is loved and sought after by girls and is considered "cool". ", but ignored their boys.

There are almost no secrets among the students. They are like natural detectives, and there is nothing they can't hear.

In less than half a semester, the "background" story about Zhang Li spread throughout the grade.

Zhang Li’s family is very poor, so poor that they can only live in the demolition area where the power supply has long been cut off, which is commonly known as a slum - the house is too old, but the land is very expensive. But unfortunately, no real estate company is willing to pay such a large price, so the multi-millionaires are still poor.

So he always wears the school uniform issued by the school.

On weekends, he would go to the mall to work part-time, hand out leaflets, or act as a doll.

When the girls heard these things, they loved him even more, and this love was mixed with complex emotions such as pity.

The boys disagree, the more girls like Zhang Li, the more they hate him.

It is common to find trouble, but Zhang Li never responds. As time goes by, their conflicts become bigger and more irreconcilable.

Bai Yi also encountered difficulties at Zhang Li's. No matter what he said to Zhang Li, Zhang Li usually only had a few words or words to answer, either "know" or "um", or "good".

It stands to reason that with such a relationship, they would never have the chance to deal with each other after graduating from high school.

Boyi's grades and family environment are both excellent. He will be admitted to a top-ranked university, embark on the broad road of life, and become a successful person and an elite in people's eyes.

As for Zhang Li, if he hadn’t encountered any major changes and opportunities that can be called miracles, he would have gone to an ordinary university, become an ordinary office worker, married, raised children, and worked hard until he was old. More and more pensions to live leisurely.

It is impossible to say which of these two lives is good and which is bad, but one thing is certain is that they have no chance to deal with each other.

Bai Yi recalled the twelve love letters that Zhang Li said.

He received so many love letters in high school that he couldn't remember them at all. Even though he had read each of them carefully, time had passed and even if he racked his brains, he couldn't think of any clues.

"Second semester of sophomore year." Zhang Li kept the same action just now, he hooked Bai Yi's chin, looked at Bai Yi with dark eyes, his fingertips trembled slightly, it seemed that he had waited long enough for this moment .

"You and the teacher come to my house for a home visit."

These are extremely precious and impressive memories to Zhang Li, but to Bai Yi, they are all the same without any characteristics.

Zhang Li said softly: "At that time, I was thinking, what would a young master like you think when he saw the environment of my house, and how would you say it?"

Bai Yi looked at Zhang Li's eyes. Zhang Li's eyes were beautiful, darker and deeper than ordinary people, like a mysterious night, which could not be explored to the end.

But Bai Yi only vaguely remembered a general idea. He was just pulled out by the head teacher because he was the head of the class.

He had done similar things too many times, and it was too difficult for him to recall clearly.

But Zhang Li clearly remembered that when Boyi appeared in that humble home, it seemed that the house that didn't even have a decent table had become different.

At that time, Bai Yi was wearing a light blue school uniform, his skin was whiter than now, his facial features were exquisite, and he had a gentle smile on his face, like a nobleman who suddenly fell into the slums. This place was incompatible with him, but because of him he became good.

He is like the moon in the dark night, no star can cover his light.

Zhang Li no longer remembered how he felt at that time.

He only remembered the violent and exaggerated heartbeat. He never knew that being tempted was such a happy and painful thing.

Because the second he was tempted, he was doomed to stand here and look at that person from a distance.

Bai Yi is different from him. He has a bright future. In the future, he may marry a girl of the right family and live the life in the story. In that life, there is no place for someone like him.

Bai Yi asked him: "What did I say at that time?"

Zhang pressed down hard, and the distance between their lips was only a few millimeters. As long as one of them moved a little, their lips would stick together.

"To you, I'm just a stranger." Zhang Li smiled, "You didn't say anything, you just followed the teacher and smiled at me."

He will never forget Bai Yi's smile at that time, the gentleness made him fascinated.

Better than old wine.

Bo Yi's hands suddenly pushed away Zhang Li's shoulders, and he stood up from the sofa with a flustered expression. It was the first time in his life that he showed such a look, and it was also the first time he had such a mood.

"I..." Bai Yi opened his mouth with difficulty, thought for a long time, and finally said dejectedly, "I don't remember you."

He may remember a general idea, remember the person "Zhang Li", and remember the role he played in the class, but he doesn't remember what Zhang Li looks like, and he doesn't remember where Zhang Li went after graduating from high school.

He once had the chance to get to know Zhang Li.

But all missed.

Zhang Li stood there. He was tall and his suit was beautifully supported by his strong muscles. He was almost thirty, but now standing in front of Bai Yi, he seemed to have changed back to the old man who could only be seen from a distance. Boyi's young man.

He is willing to give everything of himself, but he clearly understands that even if he gives everything, he will not get a look from the other party.

All his precious things are cheap and worthless in front of the other party.

Bai Yi gradually calmed down, and he finally regained his senses: "I had a dream last night."

Zhang Li looked at him without saying a word, but only urged him to continue with his eyes.

Bai Yi: "It may be a dream, or it may be something else. I dreamed that I went to some strange worlds. In each world, I would meet the same person. Coincidentally, in the dream, someone gave me a task. And the tasks are all related to this person.”

"Coincidentally, this person is called Zhang Li in the first world."

Bai Yi raised his head and looked straight into Zhang Li's eyes: "And the day after I woke up, that is, today, I saw you."

"I'm having a hard time convincing myself that this is a coincidence and not deliberate planning."

Bai Yi thought that Zhang Li would not answer, and also thought that Zhang Li would say that he knew nothing, but Zhang Li simply admitted it.

"You will go in, it's really related to me." Zhang Li's eyes stayed on Bai Yi all the time, and he didn't even blink his eyes, as if he just blinked his eyes, and the person in front of him would disappear in an instant, and he could never find a trace again , "But I didn't plan."

"I can't even tell what it is."

Zhang Li smiled lightly and said, "I have no memory of it."

"Actually, you can choose from the beginning, choose to let you lose your memory, or I will lose my memory."

Zhang Li's eyes darkened, filled with secret and dark desires: "If you lose your memory, it will be much easier for me."

A blank sheet of paper, he can draw whatever he wants.

But he chose the most unfavorable way for himself.

He handed over the choice to Boyi.

If Bai Yi is not tempted, then he is still a stranger in Bai Yi's world.

If Bai Yi is tempted, he can find the only paradise island in a sea of ​​bitterness.

Bai Yi looked at him without saying a word. Their eyes intertwined, and they both saw the same emotion in each other's eyes.

"How have you been these past few years?" Bai Yi asked after a while.

Zhang Li smiled: "It's not too good, and it's not too bad."

Bai Yi nodded, Zhang Li suddenly asked: "What are you thinking now?"

Bai Yi: "What?"

Zhang Li approached Bai Yi step by step. The sense of oppression was too strong, which made Bai Yi take a step back involuntarily. He finally found something he was familiar with on Zhang Li's face, that kind of paranoia and loneliness engraved in his bones.

Bai Yi leaned against the table, Zhang Li put his hands on the table, trapping Bai Yi in his arms.

Zhang Li said softly: "I have been thinking all these years, if I didn't write a love letter in high school, but stood in front of you and told you to make you my boyfriend, my lover, and the only partner in my life, would you Will you promise me?"

He said to himself: "You won't promise me."

Bai Yi couldn't refute, he knew himself well, if Zhang Li confessed to him in high school, he would forget about it after hearing about it.

At that time, he didn't think that he would fall in love with a man, and at that time he was more sharp-edged, the young man was full of self-confidence, and he would not focus on falling in love.

Zhang Li: "So I hope that when I appear in front of you again, I will be worthy of you."

It was just a heartbreak when I was young.

It's just a long-lasting crush.

But he has walked this lonely road for so many years, obsession has become an instinct, engraved deep in his soul.

For him, the word love brings him more pain than happiness.

However, for that tiny bit of happiness, he is willing to bear the deep pain.

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