Self-help of the White Lotus Lady [Crossing Books]

Xu Zhaogu felt as if she had slept for a long time, so long that she had a headache, her hands ached everywhere, her mind was blank, as if she had forgotten something.

She opened her eyes in a daze, and someone grabbed her hand, "Xiao Zhao! You're awake!"

She thought for a few seconds, this seemed to be her mother.

The whole family arrived in a short while, and she saw them one by one, and remembered them clearly, even the mole on the back of her father's neck.

"Xiao Zhao, is there any discomfort?" Mother Xu wiped her tears, and slapped her on the back of her hand, "You child, you scared me to death."

"I think anywhere is fine." Xu Zhaogu didn't dare to tell Mother Xu about her possible amnesia, mainly because she couldn't explain who she had forgotten.

"Okay, my sister just woke up, let's not disturb her, let her have a good rest." Xu Zhaogu's brother Xu Xiaoran said from the side, his eyes were also red, and he was more haggard than before.

"That's right." Xu's mother wiped her tears. After Xu Zhaogu's accident, he slept for more than a month.During this time, no one in the whole family could eat and sleep well, even Xu Zhaogu's little nephew Xu Jinghuan was listless.

"Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

Xu Zhaogu touched the tip of his nose with a smile. The soreness when she just woke up has eased a lot. She no longer has to be like a paralyzed person who can't do anything.

"Auntie!" Xu Jinghuan rushed in, squeezed Mother Xu away, and cried while holding Xu Zhaogu's arm.

No one can shake Xu Zhaogu's position as the little princess at home, even Xu Jinghuan has to give her the position.Forget about her parents and brother, even her sister-in-law dotes on her sister-in-law very much.

Xu Jinghuan also likes to compete with her for favor, although most of them can't win.

"Auntie, you finally woke up." Xu Jinghuan's handsome face was flushed from crying, pitifully.

"I will never compete with you for favor again. I will protect my aunt well." The little guy insisted that it was he who competed with Xu Zhaogu for favor and failed to protect his aunt, which made his aunt sleep for more than a month.

"Stupid boy." Xu Zhaogu patted his head, "It's grown taller again."

Look, she even remembered how tall her nephew was more than a month ago, and Xu Zhaogu was a little lost in thought, so what did she forget?

"Auntie, you must get well soon." Xu Jinghuan wiped away tears and clenched his fists, "I will protect Auntie from now on."

After Xu Zhaogu woke up, his body recovered very quickly. At the beginning, he was mainly injured in his head, but now he is almost healed.

In fact, her coma made the doctors in the hospital very puzzled, because her injury did not prevent her from being in a coma for so long, but at least the patient woke up.

Xu Zhaogu was treated like a doll by the Xu family. He was afraid of melting in his mouth and breaking in his hands, so he was very careful in everything he did.

Even after she went back to school, her classmates took good care of her and wouldn't let her clean up.

It's not that Xu Zhaogu is unhappy, but occasionally in the dead of night, he always feels a little lonely.

She didn't know where this feeling of loneliness came from, because she had come here before, and maybe it wasn't necessarily true that she had experienced anything during her coma.

Xu Zhaogu was unhappy, and Xu's mother thought she was in a relationship, so she made several insinuations.

Probably "Mom doesn't stop you from falling in love, if you have anything, you can discuss it with your mother."

Xu Zhaogu himself didn't know, so he could only shake his head.

One day, she saw two girls holding hands in school, and one of them suddenly turned her head and kissed the other.

Xu Zhaogu was stunned. At that moment, she felt as if she remembered something, but she didn't grasp anything.

The two little girls also blushed when they noticed her gaze.

The person who was kissed whispered, "I told you, don't be so high-profile."

"What are you afraid of?" The other glanced at Xu Zhaogu and smiled at her.

Xu Zhaogu ran away, she didn't know why she was so flustered.

During college, Xu Zhaogu didn't fall in love, which made Xu's mother very anxious. However, she couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry, and her daughter always blocked her by saying that she was not mature enough.

Xu's mother looked forward to the third year after Xu Zhaogu graduated from Xu Zhaogu's work. At that time, Xu Zhaogu was 25 years old, young and beautiful, and had a stable job.

"In the past you always said that you were immature, but now that you have a job and a mature mind, why are you unwilling to fall in love?" Mother Xu took Xu Zhaogu's hand and asked cautiously, "Could it be that you used to Have you been hurt in any way?"

"Mom, you think too much, it's just that you haven't met the right person." Xu Zhaogu looked indifferent, she lowered her head, staring at Xu's mother's hand.

She really shouldn't let her mother worry about her so much, but she really doesn't have that idea.

"If you haven't tried it, how do you know you won't meet the right person?"

Xu Zhaogu was silent for a while, then looked up at her, "Mom, you may not believe it, since I woke up from an injury a few years ago, I always feel that I have forgotten something."

Mother Xu became anxious when she heard that, "Could it be that the injury from a few years ago hasn't healed yet, you go to the hospital with me some other day, let's have another checkup."

"It has nothing to do with the wound, my own body knows it by itself." Xu Zhaogu slowly blushed, "I just feel that I have forgotten important people. Sometimes I also think, am I dreaming, and I have passed out for a while?" For many months, where can I lose a memory that doesn't exist?"

"But I feel bad."

Xu's mother was very distressed, "Don't talk about yourself like that, why don't mom accompany you to see a psychiatrist tomorrow?"

Xu Zhaogu was silent for a long time, "Alright."

However, her problem cannot be solved by seeing a psychiatrist.

Seeing Xu's mother's graying hair because of her, Xu Zhaogu felt very uncomfortable.

She forced herself to go on a blind date, to eat, go shopping and watch a movie with her partner.

The last two people stood on the street, the boy looked at her, she bowed her head and said nothing.

"Zhao Zhao, I like you very much." The boy looked softly, "But I can also see that your heart is not on me."

"I..." Xu Zhaogu looked up at her with a bit of confusion in his eyes.

"Although I don't know who the person you like is, I'm really jealous of him." The boy sighed, as if he was helpless and distressed, "If you really like him, just let go and chase him. Don't let yourself regret it."

"Really..." Xu Zhaogu was at a loss, it turned out that even people who had just met not long ago could tell that she had someone she liked in her heart.

But even she herself doesn't know who she likes.

"Let's not see each other in the future, lest I be reluctant to let go." The boy reached out and put her in his arms, and patted her on the back gently, "You are very good, worthy of being liked by others, don't doubt yourself, and bravely pursue own happiness."

"Thank you."

Xu Zhaogu watched him leave, and stood by the side of the road for a long time without moving.

There were light footsteps behind her, and they stopped very close to her. Xu Zhaogu saw the shadow of another woman appearing beside her shadow.

Suddenly, her heart beat faster, but her eyes were sore and painful, and she couldn't help but shed tears.

The person behind him sighed very softly and pulled her into his arms.

"Have you fallen in love with someone else?"

Xu Zhaogu finally cried out, his voice full of grievances, "You, you are finally here."

Ji Ruowei put her head on her shoulder, "Well, I'm here."

Xu Zhaogu felt aggrieved and guilty, "I'm sorry, I forgot about you. I don't remember who you are, nor our past."

Ji Ruo kissed her cheek lightly, then pecked her gently, tenderly.

"It's okay, I remember everything. I will tell you slowly, everything about us."