want you to kiss me

Although he wanted to give Jiang Xunyu time to calm down, Ji Yuzhou couldn't help worrying about the child's condition after not seeing him for a long time.After all, no matter how much you listen to people's reports and look at photos, it's not as good as seeing them for real. What's more... Ji Yuzhou clearly remembers the tenderness and anticipation in Jiang Xunyu's eyes when they parted, and he can't bear to be too harsh.

He deliberately accelerated the progress of the inspection, and finally found time to go back for one night.

It was already afternoon when Ji Yuzhou arrived home, and he had to return the next day, but when the moon and stars were thinning, the room was still empty, and Jiang Xunyu was nowhere to be seen.

Ji Yuzhou did not hesitate to locate the location of Jiang Xunyu's communicator, only to find that the coordinates were a high-end bar in the main city of α Star.

His brows furrowed.

Ji Yuzhou doesn't have any prejudice against bars, but he hasn't seen him for a few months. The well-behaved kid who stayed in school after school has learned to go to sensual places to have fun, and Ji Yuzhou is inexplicably unhappy.

He immediately ordered the driver to drive to the location of the bar, and when he saw Jiang Xunyu in the private room, the child was lying on the table and mumbling something.

Ji Yuzhou stepped forward and patted him: "...Xun Yu?"

Jiang Xunyu lowered his head and hummed twice, without any intention of responding.

Ji Yuzhou had no choice but to lift him up.

In the private room, the moment Ji Yuzhou entered the door, it became quiet. The person standing at the door immediately turned off the deafening and dynamic music. Everyone stopped their movements and stared blankly at Ji Yuzhou's movements.

Seeing him gently and helplessly smiled at Jiang Xunyu, and then helped him out of the private room step by step.

"Sorry, Xun Yu is drunk, I'll take it home first."

……

The compartment door was closed.

One second, two seconds, three seconds of silence in the box, then boiling up.

"Fuck?!!!!!! You pinch me!!! Am I right?!!! Alive Admiral Ji?!"

"How do you talk!? What is alive???"

"I'm sorry, I'm just too excited. It's the first time I saw Admiral Ji up close. He really has a good temperament. He just glanced at me so casually, and I didn't dare to move!"

"Who isn't!!! My heart almost stopped beating!!!"

Right next to Jiang Xunyu, Shen Qiuyang petrified as Ji Yuzhou's slender fingers touched Jiang Xunyu's shoulder.

He said to himself: "Even if Admiral Ji came to tell me personally that there is really nothing between them, I wouldn't believe it..."

After leaving the bar, the refreshing wind outside and the occasional chirping of cicadas made Jiang Xunyu a little more awake. He raised his eyes and looked at the person beside him dimly.

Familiar yet unfamiliar, like the man in his dream.

Jiang Xunyu narrowed his eyes, and tentatively called out: "...Mr. Ji?"

"Ah."

Ji Yuzhou responded lightly, and when he raised his eyes, he met Shangjiang Xunyu's bewildered eyes.

The child's blue eyes were full of mist, and his cheeks were flushed, like the unfinished glass of pink peach cocktail in front of him in the bar.

Ji Yuzhou suddenly felt lucky that Jiang Xunyu had always been wearing a big hood.

Such a lingering and charming scene only fell into his eyes.

Ji Yuzhou took the dazed Jiang Xunyu into the car.

Jiang Xunyu just poured a glass, the wine was good. After getting in the car, he sat there obediently, with his back straight, his hands on the lid, his head tilted slightly, and his eyes opened like copper bells.

Ji Yuzhou was a little funny: "Go to sleep when you're sleepy."

Jiang Xunyu said as it should: "I'm drunk, that's why I can see Mr. Ji... If you close your eyes, you won't be able to see. I want to watch for a while."

Probably because of his drunkenness, he spoke a lot more than before, and his enunciation was not as clear as before, with a childish voice.

Ji Yuzhou felt a little distressed, and couldn't bear to settle the account with him for coming to the bar, so he let Jiang Xunyu rest on his shoulder: "Sleep, I'm right here."

All the way smoothly.

Jiang Xunyu fell asleep in a daze, but Ji Yuzhou didn't call him, and carried him into the room.

The communicator in his pocket rang suddenly, Ji Yuzhou was afraid of disturbing Jiang Xunyu, so he put him on the sofa aside, got up and went to the side to connect to the communicator.

The communication request was sent by Li Hanqiu, and her gentle voice came: "Go home?"

"Well," Ji Yuzhou nodded, and subconsciously turned to look at Jiang Xunyu behind him, "I just got home."

Through the communicator, Li Hanqiu saw the small figure behind Ji Yuzhou, and lowered his voice: "Is Xunyu on the sofa? Why did he sleep there?"

Ji Yuzhou frowned, and pinched the bridge of his nose helplessly: "The kid ran to the bar for some reason, drank some wine, got drunk, and just picked it up."

Li Hanqiu frowned, and then let go: "Xun Yu has grown up."

She smiled, but instead comforted Ji Yuzhou: "This is a good thing, you don't have to be so nervous."

The two chatted for a while, and Li Hanqiu asked: "By the way, the Legion should have sent out the application form for the internship location. Did you see where Xun Yu chose?"

Ji Yuzhou shook his head: "Not yet."

Li Hanqiu persuaded: "He has always listened to you, so you can tell him to let him stay in the main city, so it is convenient to take care of him, how good it is."

"Mom," Ji Yuzhou's tone was full of helplessness, "You also know that Xun Yu has grown up, he can't stay by my side forever..."

The voice here seems to be a little loud, Jiang Xunyu hummed twice on the sofa, Ji Yuzhou lowered his voice, and continued: "It's a good thing that he is willing to go out and see the world."

Li Hanqiu couldn't compete with Ji Yuzhou, so he could only sigh softly: "Why are you doing this?"

"..."

Ji Yuzhou didn't want to talk too much with Li Hanqiu on this topic, so he asked Li Hanqiu to rest early, and hung up the phone hastily.

He walked back to the sofa and found that Jiang Xunyu had sat up, holding his knees with his hands and huddled in the corner of the sofa, a small ball.

His tone softened subconsciously: "Did I disturb you just now? Sorry, back to..."

"Mr. Ji," Jiang Xunyu interrupted Ji Yuzhou when he was speaking for the first time. He raised his eyes, and there was a pool of clear spring in his blue eyes, glittering and translucent, sliding down with the trembling of his eyelashes.

Jiang Xunyu asked tremblingly, "Why... I can't stay by your side forever?"

Jiang Xunyu was in a daze, but he heard the half of what Ji Yuzhou said.

He thought that Ji Yuzhou in front of him was his hallucination after drinking, so he couldn't help feeling a little resentful.

Why does Mr. Ji still want to drive him away even in his fantasy?

The uneasiness and anxiety that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time finally broke out through the strength of alcohol. His tears fell suddenly, and the tip of his nose was red from crying. His voice was sobbing, and all the words were contained in his throat: "Mr. Ji, please Don't drive me away, I, I like you... like you... like..."

The feelings that have been borne for a long time finally found a weak breakthrough, like a flood, like an avalanche, pouring out.

Jiang Xunyu got up with the strength of wine, and did what he had always wanted to do but dared not do.

He turned over and pressed Ji Yuzhou on the sofa, trembling, and carefully planted a kiss on Ji Yuzhou's cheek.

It's easy to touch, but it's like a spark of fire.

The air in the room became hot and dry, Ji Yuzhou was about to push Jiang Xunyu's hand away for a moment, and stopped in mid-air.

Jiang Xunyu lay on Ji Yuzhou's body, groping around with his hands in a disorderly manner, and whispered: "Mr. Ji... I like you."

One second, two seconds.

Jiang Xunyu didn't know where he touched it, Ji Yuzhou suddenly reached out and grabbed the two white hands, imprisoning them in front of him.

"...Jiang Xunyu!"

His tone was unusually serious, and he even called Jiang Xunyu by his first and last name, "Calm down."

Jiang Xunyu struggled hard a few times, but he couldn't break free. His legs softened and he sat on the sofa panting. His breathing gradually calmed down. His cheeks were still flushed, but his eyes gradually became hazy. mist.

He leaned back on the sofa and slowly fell asleep again.

Ji Yuzhou stared at Jiang Xunyu's sleeping face for a long time, then silently carried him back to his room.

At three o'clock in the morning, Ji Yuzhou lit a cigarette in silence.

The dense white smoke blurred the vision, and the orange flame was faintly visible in the unlit study room. Ji Yuzhou took a deep breath and extinguished the cigarette butt.

He doesn't smoke, he just uses it to stay sober.

Jiang Xunyu's movements were not serious. When he was fumbling around just now, his hands slipped into his waist.

The soft and warm touch of the child's lips still lingered on the skin, Ji Yuzhou was shamefully hard, that's why he pushed him away so anxiously.

He had to admit that he had a desire for this kid who made him change his principles time and time again.

No, in fact, he can't be called a child for a long time, but Ji Yuzhou has been giving himself psychological hints, telling himself that Jiang Xunyu is still young, but a child.

He subconsciously ignored his deteriorating feelings for Jiang Xunyu.

He has been independent since he was a child, and has long been used to being alone, but he doesn't know when he started, and he also began to get used to having a silent but well-behaved child by his side.

Recalling the purpose of bringing the children back, Ji Yuzhou still felt ironic.

All his scheming and iron blood methods were defeated by the child's sincere and flawless heart.

Probably it was because of calculations everywhere that he unconsciously cared about it, and in the end he fell into the sinking.

There was still a little smell of tobacco in his nostrils, Ji Yuzhou smiled wryly, this was probably the retribution of God's ruthlessness to him all the time.

He knew that Jiang Xunyu liked him, and he also clearly knew that this liking was based on lies and ignorance.

The original purpose of adopting a child, and the deliberate tenderness, now turned into thin and long silver needles, piercing deeply into Ji Yuzhou's heart.

Ji Yuzhou looked out the window and stayed up all night.

Jiang Xunyu's night was dark and dreamless, and he slept until the sun was up.

After being drunk, Jiang Xunyu's mind was still not sober, and Jiang Xunyu went downstairs in a dizzy state. When he saw Ji Yuzhou sitting on the sofa, his brain froze instantly.

His face turned pale, his teeth trembled, and words came out of his teeth: "Ji, Mr. Ji... When did you come back?"

Ji Yuzhou took a deep look at Jiang Xunyu: "Last night."

Everything about last night has been vividly in Jiang Xunyu's mind, but he never thought that it was not a dream.

Jiang Xunyu opened his mouth to say something, but felt that something stuck in his throat, and he couldn't make any sound. He just stood there, looking at Ji Yuzhou helplessly.

Looking into the child's clear eyes, Ji Yuzhou sighed lightly: "Come and sit."

Jiang Xunyu bit his lip and nodded, and sat down opposite Ji Yuzhou.

"Remember what happened last night?"

Jiang Xunyu trembled, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry Mr. Ji, I..."

What he said last night seemed to still be on his lips, and now that he is awake, he also finds it absurd.

In the end, Jiang Xunyu gritted his teeth, and the voice was squeezed out from the depths of his throat: "I... was drunk last night, don't take it seriously."

There is nothing to explain about liking, but... when facing such a good Mr. Ji, he couldn't help but feel inferior.His life experience, his eyes that are different from ordinary people and disgusted by others...does he really have the right to like Mr. Ji?

Ji Yuzhou's eyes flashed with fire, and disappeared in a moment: "Xun Yu, trainee next year, do you want to visit another legion?"

Jiang Xunyu was taken aback, and subconsciously said: "Please don't drive me away..."

Ji Yuzhou turned his eyes away, not looking at the child's nervous expression on the verge of crying, "You grew up in an orphanage, and you have been by my side all the time, you should go out and see the outside world."

This was his decision after a whole night of thinking.

If it were anyone else, Ji Yuzhou wouldn't think so much, but it was Jiang Xunyu, this clean and pure child, Ji Yuzhou couldn't bear to break his wings before he had seen the outside world.

If the child is still willing to come back after seeing the outside world and stay by his side, he will definitely keep him by his side forever, no matter how much he begs, he will never soften his heart.

Jiang Xunyu gritted his teeth, still trying unwillingly: "But... I just want to stay by your side."

Ji Yuzhou closed his eyes lightly, opened them slowly, gritted his teeth, and the expression on his face became a little colder.

"Xun Yu, I'm not as good as you think."

His tone was flat, word by word: "I brought you back just to use you."

"You have special eyes and an introverted personality. With a little guidance, you can be used by me. I raised you before to train you to be my confidant and to be an undercover agent in the pirate group."

Jiang Xunyu fell silent little by little, and lowered his eyes, but the light in them did not go out.

For a moment, Jiang Xunyu's voice trembled slightly, and he said, "You let me go, I, I am willing..."

"Don't you understand? I'm not a good person," Ji Yuzhou's eyes flashed with distress, "I will give you a chance to see the outside world, learn new knowledge, and live a better life instead of being imprisoned. by my side."

This is the first time Ji Yuzhou confessed himself to others.

Chess pieces don't need to know more, but lovers need to be frank and equal, and he is willing to show Jiang Xunyu his dark side.

As soon as Ji Yuzhou's voice fell, before Jiang Xunyu could speak, the guard who was standing in the distance came to Ji Yuzhou's side with some embarrassment: "Admiral Ji, we really should go, otherwise today's schedule will be missed. "

"understood."

Ji Yuzhou nodded, and turned his head to take a deep look at Jiang Xunyu, who was bowing his head. The child curled up there, trembling, like a small animal that fell into the water.

Ji Yuzhou's eyes moved slightly.

He moved closer, his thin lips pressed against Jiang Xunyu's earlobe, his voice was lowered, there was no coldness in his tone, it was full of tenderness: "Go, I'll wait for you."

He puts the choice in his hands.

Ji Yuzhou straightened up, took a deep look at Jiang Xunyu who was sitting there, turned around and left with the guards.

Jiang Xunyu sat on the sofa, hugging his knees with his hands, his heart was pumping blood, his face was burning red, and the wrinkled heart was gently smoothed.

Mr. Ji has always said that he is not a good person, but he is doing extremely gentle things.

Jiang Xunyu didn't dare to think whether Mr. Ji's "waiting for you" had the deep meaning he expected, but getting the confession from Mr. Ji, who was deeply thoughtful, was enough to shake his heart.

He took a deep breath, wiped away the tears on his face, took out the application form from his schoolbag, crossed out the original Second Legion Headquarters, and reconsidered for a long time before writing that it was very far away from the α star where they were. The distant gamma star.

The development direction of γ star and α star is different, and the level of high-tech research is developed, which is exactly the direction that Jiang Xunyu is good at.

Previously, Jiang Xunyu was always afraid that Mr. Ji would hate him and drive him away, but now he finally realized that everything Mr. Ji did was for him, not for his unusual appearance and boringness character.

Since Mr. Ji wants him to see the outside world, then he will go.

Watch the sunrise and sunset, see exotic scenery, learn new knowledge, and hone yourself.

A year later, if Mr. Ji still wants him, he will still come back without hesitation and stand by Mr. Ji's side.

Help him, assist him, not just rely on him.