want you to kiss me

As soon as school was over in the evening, Jiang Xunyu hurriedly packed up his things, and ran downstairs with a "da da da", leaving behind Shen Qiuyang who hadn't reacted yet, stretched out his hand, and watched Jiang Xunyu run away helplessly.

He reluctantly withdrew his hand, shook his head, and guessed that Jiang Xunyu was in such a hurry to leave, it was probably related to Admiral Ji again.

Shen Qiuyang's guess was right, Jiang Xunyu almost jogged all the way back, when he walked into the yard and saw that the light in Ji Yuzhou's study was still on, he was suddenly relieved.

He tried his best to take a few deep breaths, patted his red and hot face from strenuous running, tugged at the somewhat messy clothes, adjusted the big hood and the broken hair in it, and walked upstairs step by step.

Back in the room, little C was lazily nestling on the bed: "Little Xunyu, you're back."

"Ah."

Jiang Xunyu got straight to the point: "Mr. Ji hasn't left yet, has he?"

Little C nodded, and flew in front of Jiang Xunyu: "Shouldn't have left."

Jiang Xunyu nodded, put the schoolbag on his bed, opened the zipper and took out two books, took a deep breath, and was about to pull the doorknob.

Little C quickly stopped him: "Hey! Why are you leaving just now, where are you going?"

"Something happened."

Jiang Xunyu closed the door without looking back, leaving little C, who had just been lazy to sleep and the machine hadn't fully started, staring at the bare door panel in bewilderment: "This kid... what's going on..."

Jiang Xunyu left the room and walked briskly, but when he reached the study, his pace slowed down.

After hesitating and hesitating, he finally stopped a few meters away from the study.

Just standing in front of the study door for a long time, Jiang Xunyu's fingers almost touched the huge wooden door several times, and he hesitated to take it back.

Mr. Ji is always away from home during this time, and he finally came back once. He wants to seize every opportunity to spend more time with Mr. Ji, but he is afraid that Mr. Ji will feel annoying.

In the end, full of love overcame timidity and shyness, Jiang Xunyu closed his eyes, and lightly knocked on the wooden door twice.

"Bang bang... bang bang..."

Ji Yuzhou had already heard the rustling outside the door.

After getting along for a long time, Ji Yuzhou can clearly distinguish the children's footsteps, hesitation, hesitation, wandering... Ji Yuzhou's heart is like a mirror, and he can easily perceive Jiang Xunyu's emotions.

He sighed calmly: "Come in."

Jiang Xunyu swallowed a mouthful of body fluid, and pushed open the heavy door with a "squeak".

He walked up to Ji Yuzhou in a regular manner, and stood still: "Mr. Ji..."

"how?"

"Excuse me... are you free now... I have a question that I can't write, so I want to ask you..."

Jiang Xunyu is really not good at taking the initiative, or maybe it's because he still hides that little thought, his eyes are erratic, twinkling, and the blue eyes seem to hide mist.

With a cautious appearance, Ji Yuzhou couldn't refuse at all.

Forget it, anyway, he won't stay at home for long, so let's pamper the child again.

Thinking so, Ji Yuzhou nodded slightly: "Well, come on."

The joy in Jiang Xunyu's eyes flashed, he hugged the textbook, and moved to Ji Yuzhou's side: "Mr. Ji, this is the question, I tried it..."

The two got very close, accidentally, Jiang Xunyu's arm brushed against Ji Yuzhou's wrist.

Jiang Xunyu was ashamed and embarrassed, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, Mr. Ji!"

"It's ok."

Ji Yuzhou withdrew his hand calmly, no emotion could be heard in his deep voice, where Jiang Xunyu couldn't see, his fingers unconsciously ran over the skin that had just been touched.

It seemed that Jiang Xunyu's body temperature still remained.

Jiang Xunyu has lived in Ji's house for a long time, and his body has a faint woody smell, which is very similar to Ji Yuzhou's.

Like a beast's desire for monopoly, Ji Yuzhou's heart is full of gluttony, this feeling is fleeting, and Ji Yuzhou won't even notice it in the future.

He just felt happy.

Ji Yuzhou picked up the pen from Jiang Xunyu's hand and wrote down the steps to solve the problem smoothly.

After a long period of tempering, Jiang Xunyu was finally able to maintain his composure when giving Ji Yuzhou's close-up lectures, but he still couldn't help his heart beating like a deer every time.

The metal pen holder made a crisp sound when it touched the wooden table, and Ji Yuzhou asked in a deep voice, "Do you understand?"

Jiang Xunyu nodded, and still stretched out his hand like a treasure to put away Ji Yuzhou's used checking paper: "Understood, thank you, Mr. Ji."

He has poor foundation, but he is not stupid. With hard work and Ji Yuzhou's guidance, he has been able to keep up with the progress and rhythm of teaching more and more.

This time I came to ask Ji Yuzhou questions, and the questions were obviously much less than before.

Ji Yuzhou nodded, did not drive him away, and continued to leave the child in the room to do homework.

The study room became quiet, and Jiang Xunyu tried his best not to disturb Ji Yuzhou even the sound of turning the pages of the book.

The clock turned round and round, Jiang Xunyu hoped that the time would pass a little bit more, and a little slower, and it would be best to stay at this moment forever.

only……

The sky outside became darker a little bit, and the night sky was filled with stars, bright and twinkling, Jiang Xunyu felt that the bright starry sky was extremely annoying for the first time.

Finally, Ji Yuzhou raised his eyes and looked out the window: "It's getting late, you should go back first."

Jiang Xunyu was full of reluctance in his heart, and he had no reason to refuse. He nodded slowly, got up slowly, and timidly packed his things.

Ji Yuzhou frowned, the child obviously had something on his mind.

His finger pointed to a pen that Jiang Xunyu had forgotten on the table: "Is there anything else?"

"Mei..." Jiang Xunyu half-spoken the word "no", changed his mouth halfway, and let out a low "um" from his nasal cavity.

He pinched his fingertips and asked slowly and lowly, word by word: "Mr. Ji, you... When are you leaving?"

In a soft voice, with obvious temptations and a little pleading that can't be hidden, he told Ji Yuzhou clearly that he didn't want him to go.

Ji Yuzhou sighed in his heart, after all he has neglected the children recently.

When he left last time, he didn't wake up the sleeping Jiang Xunyu, and Ji Yuzhou was always thinking about it, wondering if he was too cruel to children.

After all, the child has suffered so much before, and only he treats him well, and it is normal for the child to feel dependent.Children are still introverted and don't like to talk, so let's take it slowly.

Ji Yuzhou explained: "Sorry, I've been a little busy recently, and I don't have much time to come back. When this time passes, I will try to find time to come back."

Jiang Xunyu habitually wanted to say that he didn't care, but felt that the words were too false, and he didn't believe it. He hesitated for a while, and changed his words: "Thank you, Mr. Ji."

Soft voice, still without the slightest complaint.

Ji Yuzhou smiled lightly, reached out and stroked his head naturally: "Go to rest early. Don't worry, I will tell you in advance before I leave this time."

Jiang Xunyu cared the most, the most precarious rock hanging on his chest "slapped" to the ground, he heaved a sigh of relief, thanked Ji Yuzhou respectfully again, and went back to the room with his things in his arms.

Little C has been bored in the room, when he heard the sound of the door opening, he flew to the door excitedly: "Xunyu, you are back!"

"Yeah." Jiang Xunyu nodded, his mood was obviously much better than when he left just now.

"What did you go out for?"

Jiang Xunyu put away the textbooks, folded Ji Yuzhou's words and put them in the drawer as usual. He specially bought a small wooden box, which contained all Ji Yuzhou's handwriting: "Just...ask Mr. Ji for questions."

"I guess so." Little C smiled with narrowed eyes, "You are only so concerned about Mr. Ji's affairs."

After being teased a lot, Jiang Xunyu didn't react as much as he did at first, he faltered a few words and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Summer nights are noisy, a world that belongs exclusively to cicadas and songbirds, but Jiang Xunyu sleeps soundly.

The little taste of Mr. Ji that remained made him feel very at ease.

In the haze, he seemed to be in a large ball of soft cotton, with a pair of big hands gently stroking him, from head to toe.The knuckles of that hand were slender, the bones were distinct, and the skin was slightly cool. He knew it belonged to Mr. Ji.

Jiang Xunyu's touch was very comfortable, a feeling he had never experienced before. He felt as if he had turned into a well-behaved hedgehog, carefully revealing his soft belly, quietly waiting for the mercy of his gentle hands.

……

Suddenly, Jiang Xunyu opened his eyes dripping with sweat.

Under the thin quilt in summer, there is a piece of damp.

Before dawn, the sound of cicadas chirping "Zhi Wa Zhi Wa" fell in Jiang Xunyu's ears, and he felt extremely irritable.

He got off the bed softly and went to wash his underwear.

The wet touch still seemed to stick to his hands, Jiang Xunyu stood by the bed, staring at the rustling leaves blown by the wind, his mind went blank.

Little C was still lying on the charger on the table in a daze, and said vaguely: "Xunyu, what are you doing? Why don't you sleep in the middle of the night."

Jiang Xunyu replied: "Sleep now." But he didn't mean to go back to bed.

He is an adult at least, and he knows everything he should know. He has had similar physical reactions before, but this is the first time that there is a clear figure in his mind.

I stood for a while, letting the wind blow on my body, blowing away all the sweat, but the smell couldn't dissipate between my breaths.

Jiang Xunyu returned to the bed, no sleepiness at all, and huddled under the quilt with a blushing face.

Although it is often said that I think about it day by day and dream about it at night, this is really... too shameful.