want you to kiss me

As the distance between the car and Ji's house got farther and farther, the atmosphere in the car that Ji Yuzhou was riding in also cooled down a little bit.

Ji Yuzhou sat in the back of the car and closed his eyes to rest his mind. The guard next to him hesitated and asked tentatively: "General Ji, it's time for breakfast..."

"Put it there."

Ji Yuzhou still closed his eyes lightly, his voice was indifferent and distant, which was very different from that in front of Jiang Xunyu.

Or rather, this is what he originally looked like.

The guard had long been used to Ji Yuzhou's alienation, so he said "yes" in a low voice, and then quietly stopped making any sound.

The car Ji Yuzhou was riding in looks ordinary on the outside, and even has a layer of floating dirt. It seems that it has not been taken care of for a long time, but it is actually a modified military vehicle with a large and luxurious interior, and its speed can reach an extremely high level.

The speed of the car was extremely fast, and a slight roar could be felt through the glass, but there was no other sound.

After a while, Ji Yuzhou opened his eyes and looked out of the window.

It is hazy outside the window, only faint white clouds can be seen, it is boring and uninteresting, just like the work Ji Yuzhou has to do now.

Ji Yuzhou learned how to deal with political affairs from his father when he was very young. He has experienced many things and inspected many places. This time is just a necessary cutscene.

Ji Yuzhou has long been accustomed to this kind of work.But probably because of being with Jiang Xunyu day and night during this period, there was suddenly one person missing by his side. Although that person was usually taciturn and never took the initiative to disturb him, he still felt a little uncomfortable.

The uncomfortable feeling was fleeting, Ji Yuzhou pinched his tight nose, and continued to close his eyes to rest his mind.

Not long after, the car stopped smoothly, and Ji Yuzhou was going to another orphanage this time.

The family background of this orphanage is clean, it was established by Ji Yuzhou's father, and it has been running very well. Ji Yuzhou has not only come to inspect it once before, but he is also familiar with it.

After getting out of the car, the children from the orphanage were already standing in line, holding garlands in their hands to welcome the arrival of the head of the army.

The little girl standing at the front of the line was particularly beautiful, about five or six years old, with round almond eyes opened, speaking in a childish voice, and holding a delicate hand-woven wreath in her hand.

"Hello, Admiral Ji!"

This was a pre-arranged link. Ji Yuzhou showed a smile on his face, squatted down and touched the little girl's head, then lowered his head and asked the little girl to put a wreath on his neck.

"Good boy."

The surroundings are quiet, only the "click" sound of the non-stop flashing lights can be heard.

Ji Yuzhou got up, followed the director of the orphanage to visit, surrounded by enthusiastic guides who patiently and meticulously described the development of the orphanage during this period.

……

Jiang Xunyu didn't sleep all night, and when he saw Ji Yuzhou's car drive away, the heavy stone in his heart finally sank to the lowest point, feeling stuffy and aching.

The aftermath of staying up all night gradually hit him, he lay on the bed with his arms over his eyes, his legs still hanging in the air, and in this strange position, he fell asleep slowly.

Little C saw Jiang Xunyu's listless look, and sighed in a low voice, somewhat incomprehensible: "Are human emotions so complicated and awkward... It's fine if you like to say no."

It mumbled and flew to Jiang Xunyu's side, and helped him cover the quilt tightly: "It's better to be a machine... don't think about those messy things."

……

Jiang Xunyu fell into a drowsy sleep, and opened his eyes in a trance, only to find that the light outside was already very dazzling.

He sat up from the bed suddenly, and subconsciously cast his eyes on the wall clock on the wall.

It's exactly eight o'clock.

The latest arrival time required by the Legion School is 08:30, Jiang Xunyu was shocked and jumped out of bed to change clothes.

Little C on the side also didn't sleep all night, just a little drowsy, when he heard the movement, he muttered in a low voice: "What are you doing... so early in the morning..."

Little C can't understand human feelings, but he has learned the essence of the essence of human beings lying in bed.

Jiang Xunyu had no time to care about Little C who was still humming dissatisfiedly on his charging plug. After changing his clothes, he grabbed the breakfast on the table and trotted out of the house.

Mr. Ji just left, if he was late on the first day he left, it would be...too much.

Jiang Xunyu ran out of the yard out of breath, catching the last school bus.

It's okay, okay, Jiang Xunyu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

He was a little hot from running, and under the big hood, strands of hair had already stuck to his forehead.

As the last school bus, there were not many people on the bus, so Jiang Xunyu found a seat in the back row and sat down, and there was no one around.

He lowered his head, eating his breakfast slowly under the cover of his hood.

On the first day Mr. Ji was away, he was not used to it.

The school bus wobbled to the school, and Jiang Xunyu walked into the class with the bell ringing.

Shen Qiuyang looked at Jiang Xunyu strangely: "Why are you here so late today! I thought you had something to ask for leave!"

Jiang Xunyu was in a bad mood, said "it's okay" in a low voice, and took out his textbook from his schoolbag.

The Chinese teacher who also came in with the ringing of the bell glared at the two of them and coughed lightly: "Hey, don't talk anymore, let's talk about today..."

Shen Qiuyang kept his mouth shut, and still cast his gaze at Jiang Xunyu from time to time.

He always felt that Jiang Xunyu's mood was wrong.

When school was over at noon, Shen Qiuyang took the initiative to stop Jiang Yu who was about to pack up and leave: "Xun Yu, come have lunch with me at noon, there is a very delicious Braised Pork Rice on the third floor of the restaurant!"

Jiang Xunyu lowered his head: "I don't..."

"Oh, let's go!"

Shen Qiuyang involuntarily pulled Jiang Xunyu up and ran, Jiang Xunyu followed behind him helplessly, holding his hat with the other hand to prevent it from being blown off by the wind.

When they arrived at the restaurant, Shen Qiuyang ordered two portions of stewed pork rice, and the two of them found a seat with the plate. Shen Qiuyang asked: "Tell me, what happened?"

Jiang Xunyu ate with his head down, pretending not to hear.

Shen Qiuyang looked determined: "It's probably related to your Mr. Ji."

Jiang Xunyu's hand holding the chopsticks stiffened for a moment, and the rice he had picked up rolled down into the bowl again.

"Look, look! I knew it!"

Shen Qiuyang and Jiang Xunyu had been friends for a long time, and he knew Jiang Xunyu's body language well. He watched Jiang Xunyu's reaction closely. Seeing Jiang Xunyu's body stiffened, he confirmed his guess even more.

Jiang Xunyu: "..."

He couldn't speak to Shen Qiuyang, turned his head stiffly, and looked at the TV hanging in the dining room: "Don't talk while eating, watch TV."

On the TV, the noon news was being broadcast, and it happened to be on the current affairs column. Jiang Xunyu saw the most conspicuous person in the middle of the crowd at a glance.

The smile on Ji Yuzhou's face is just right, it won't make people feel alienated, but also maintains its due stability. Jiang Xunyu's eyes followed Ji Yuzhou's figure closely, and then saw... Ji Yuzhou squatted down slowly, gently stroking He touched the head of a little girl.

The little girl has a beautiful appearance, a small but tall nose, slender eyelashes like ceramic dolls, eyes as dark as a pool of black ink, and a sweet voice, which is exactly the type that interstellar people like most.

Noticing that Jiang Xunyu was staring up at the screen blankly, Shen Qiuyang also looked up.His eyes blinked, and he continued: "Admiral Ji is the most caring of the four legion commanders, I often see him go to various orphanages, schools, hospitals and so on for inspections. Well, we're pretty lucky..."

Jiang Xunyu only heard half of Shen Qiuyang's words, and he was suddenly jealous.

He thought of the temperature and strength of Ji Yuzhou's slender fingers... It turned out that it was not his own alone, and Mr. Ji would treat others so tenderly, stroking other people's heads with those big and powerful hands.

He would also call others "good boys".

The time for this news was only a dozen seconds, and the next one was quickly switched. Jiang Xunyu stared at the electronic screen where Ji Yuzhou hadn't been there for a long time, then suddenly lowered his head, and plucked at the rice on the plate.

His mouth was bulging with stuffing, but his heart was still empty.

Jiang Xunyu finished eating like wind and clouds, but Jiang Xunyu didn't really taste what it tasted at all. He wiped his mouth twice, and whispered to Shen Qiuyang beside him: "I'm going first."

"Hey...you are..."

Shen Qiuyang was perplexed and wanted to say something more, but Jiang Xunyu had already walked away with a plate in his hand.

He took his empty trays to the recycling place, walking faster and faster, and finally ran to the back garden of the school at a trot.

It was noon at this time, and the students were either eating or going back to the dormitory or home to rest, and no matter how bad they were, they had to go back to class to continue studying. There was no one in the small garden, except for a few sparrows who stayed in the local area for the winter and chirped from time to time. With a few words, I went out to look for food when it was warm at noon.

Jiang Xunyu stood in the middle of the small garden, surrounded by tall evergreen trees. Looking at the chirping sparrows, he slowly squatted down, raised his arms, placed them on his head, and touched them gently.

Once, twice.

Because of the hood, Jiang Xunyu couldn't control the force very well, and his hair was messed up by him.

He imagined that this was Mr. Ji's hand.

During the whole lunch break, Jiang Xunyu squatted in the small garden. He didn't return to the class until the class bell rang in the afternoon.

Shen Qiuyang didn't see Jiang Xunyu all afternoon, just when he opened his mouth to say something, Jiang Xunyu lay down on the table without hesitation, with his head facing out the window, without even looking at Shen Qiuyang.

Shen Qiuyang hesitated for a moment, but still tentatively called him: "...Jiang Xunyu?"

Jiang Xunyu lay motionless on the table.

"Did I make you angry?"

"..."

"Then you should say something!"

"..."

No matter what Shen Qiuyang said, Jiang Xunyu acted as if he hadn't heard it, and didn't intend to answer at all.The class bell rang, and Teacher Ran walked in. Shen Qiuyang had no choice but to take out his textbook and temporarily shut up.

Jiang Xunyu straightened up slowly from the table, but kept his head down. His gaze was cast on the textbook, but his eyes were not focused.

The content of teacher Ran's lecture seemed to be a background without practical meaning. Jiang Xunyu was in a daze and didn't listen to the content for half the class.

"Okay, I have one more thing to announce next. The annual endurance competition of our legion is about to begin. The winners will receive personal medals. This is a supreme honor, and..."

Teacher Ran spoke with great enthusiasm, but Jiang Xunyu didn't listen to a word.Seeing Jiang Xunyu's listless look, Shen Qiuyang couldn't stand it anymore, knocked on the table again, and asked, "Xunyu, are you going to participate in the endurance race?"

Jiang Xunyu didn't even lift his eyelids: "Not interested."

In fact, although Jiang Xunyu got acquainted with the students in the class, he seldom participated in class activities. Shen Qiuyang knew that Jiang Xunyu probably wouldn't go there without asking. Jiang Xunyu just fell so low.

Shen Qiuyang continued to work hard and said: "Those who get the ranking can get a medal. If you are lucky, you may even get a second-class merit. To get this kind of honor is too face-saving. Everyone will definitely look up to you!"

Jiang Xunyu: "..."

He doesn't care about what is high or not, as long as that person can see it.

Jiang Xunyu was stunned for a moment, and opened his mouth to ask if Ji Yuzhou would go to the finals, his lips moved for a moment, and then he lowered his head in silence again.

Does Mr. Ji really care whether he participates or not, wins an award or not?

...he treats everyone like that.

Jiang Xunyu shook his head: "No."

Such a resolute refusal made Shen Qiuyang a little discouraged, he sighed helplessly, and muttered in a low voice: "It was fine at noon, why suddenly..."

Jiang Xunyu didn't say anything anymore, just pretended he didn't hear, and continued staring at his textbook in a daze.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Ji Yuzhou finally finished his inspection work all day, almost as soon as he returned to the place where he was staying, his communicator rang.

It was the person in charge of the Legion School.

Ji Yuzhou squeezed his sore brows and connected to the communicator.

"Admiral Ji."

The person in charge over there saluted a standard military salute.

Ji Yuzhou's tone was light: "There's no need to be too polite, what's the matter?"

"It's like this," the person in charge still stood upright, "According to the usual practice, the school's annual endurance competition is about to begin, and the awards for the final will be held in about two weeks. I don't know if you have time..."

Endurance competition is a long-standing competition that has lasted for more than ten years in the Legion School. It can improve the quality of students and show the image of students. Generally speaking, every year in the endurance competition, the head of the Legion will be responsible for awarding the winners.

This is a tradition that has lasted for many years, and Ji Yuzhou has no reason to refuse.

"Understood, I will go back."

After hanging up the communicator, Ji Yuzhou finally got some free time, sitting on the sofa in the hotel, just about to change clothes, the communicator rang again.

He frowned impatiently, and when he saw who the person displayed on the communicator was, the boredom in his heart was swept away.

"Xun Yu?"

Jiang Xunyu stood at the end of the communicator, with a timid expression on his face. He didn't need to think about how much courage he mustered before he dared to contact Ji Yuzhou.

He bit his lips lightly, and asked tentatively, "No, didn't I bother you?"

"Well," Ji Yuzhou sat casually on the sofa, the expression on his face relaxed a lot: "Why, what's the matter?"

"nothing……"

Jiang Xunyu lowered his head nonchalantly, fingers crossed back and forth unconsciously.

He just... misses Mr. Ji.

Especially, during the day, I saw Mr. Ji treat other children tenderly.

He didn't have the courage to call Ji Yuzhou at all, but the picture on the TV was repeated in his mind frame by frame, like a movie.

He was a little irritated and wanted to get rid of those pictures, but by accident, he pressed the communication button.

Before Jiang Xunyu had time to hang up, the connection was made over there.

It's just that, even if Jiang Xunyu was killed, he couldn't say it out, and he couldn't tell a lie, so he could only stammer, and didn't say anything for a long time.

Ji Yuzhou saw Jiang Xunyu's actions, and suddenly wanted to laugh.

The child couldn't hide his thoughts at all, everything he thought was written on his face, so innocent that he was almost reckless, which aroused a bit of ridicule in him.

Ji Yuzhou smiled: "Miss me?"

"No," Jiang Xunyu subconsciously denied, and knowing that he couldn't fool Ji Yuzhou at all, he lowered his head and hesitated for a while, and finally let out a soft hum from his nasal cavity.

"Um……"

A pair of wet blue eyes glanced at Ji Yuzhou timidly, then quickly glanced away, until Ji Yuzhou's heart skipped a beat.

Ji Yuzhou's eyes darkened, and he changed the topic in a low voice: "Did you study hard at school?"

"some……"

Jiang Xunyu lowered his head a little guilty when he thought of the running spirit during the day. Fortunately, Ji Yuzhou was also a little absent-minded, so it was rare that he didn't notice his strangeness.

"That's good." Ji Yuzhou thought of the endurance competition that the person in charge just mentioned, and said casually: "In addition to studying, we must also actively participate in the activities of the army."

Jiang Xunyu blinked, and suddenly found the topic: "By the way, Mr. Ji, the school will hold an endurance race."

"Ready to participate?"

Jiang Xunyu hesitated for a moment and asked, "Will you...will go see it?"

"Ah."

After receiving an affirmative answer, the small stone that Jiang Xunyu had accumulated on his chest was suddenly broken.

It made his chest ache.

He figured it out, if Mr. Ji didn't want to look at him, then he would try harder and harder to squeeze into Mr. Ji's sight.

His tone was full of firmness: "I will participate."