The most incredible person among my fans

After spending two days together, Xie Yunzhi had a preliminary understanding of Fan Cheng.Fan Cheng is indeed as the editor-in-chief who appeared on WeChat said, he is a coquettish guy, and he is very skinny and black-bellied, and loves to tease people.But she is very good at keeping things in check, and she can always keep things in moderation, to the point where she can get closer to each other without embarrassing the other party too much.Moreover, every time after the teasing is over, they will also sincerely offer compliments, leaving people speechless.

Xie Yunzhi was drooling while sleeping on Fan Cheng's shoulder, and she felt that this matter would probably become one of the dark stories in her life from now on.She has always paid attention to her image, and she will be magnified many times in her heart if she loses her composure. Especially in front of the public, she must demand that she be perfect.When facing Fan Cheng, she has a very strange psychology, she hopes to maintain an elegant and beautiful image in front of her.This kind of psychology is not a competition for beauty among girls, but more like a kind of stubborn reserve, or a kind of self-protection.Fan Cheng is her idol, but she doesn't want her to be just her idol, she strangely hopes to stand on a more equal position with Fan Cheng, it seems that from the very beginning, Xie Yunzhi felt that the relationship between the two of them was It's not equal, this is probably caused by fans' inexplicable inferiority complex when facing their idols.

Therefore, she felt that Fan Cheng was just teasing her when he said that she was his fan, and he didn't mean it seriously.

After embarrassing herself in front of her, she was extremely embarrassed, shy, anxious, angry, and all kinds of emotions were intertwined, sweeping her body and mind like a storm.But after these emotions passed, for some reason, there was a trace of sweetness from the bottom of my heart.The bus was still stuck on the road, and the car was still quiet. After Fan Cheng sincerely praised her for being cute, he changed the subject thoughtfully to ease Xie Yunzhi's embarrassment.

"I watched you act today, and I remembered Audrey Hepburn's performance in "Breakfast at Tiffany's". The feeling of flowing clouds and water, natural and plump, mature and stable. Watching you act is really a kind of enjoyment. "

"No, this can't be compared. I'm really far behind." Xie Yunzhi heard that Fan Cheng had lifted her and Audrey Hepburn to the same height, and her face turned pale with fright.

Fan Cheng chuckled lightly, and then said sternly: "This is not flattery, it's from the heart. To be honest, I've only learned to write scripts, but I haven't had any creative achievements in these years. The main reason is that it's really hard for me to develop scripts. Passion. Writing the script is not the end of it. Many times we think about whether the characteristics of the characters and actors are equal, and which actors are suitable for such a script before we start creating. The script is finally created into a movie and TV series for the second time. , can be regarded as a successful dissemination. But now the level of actors in the domestic entertainment industry is really uneven, and there is a serious generational gap. Coupled with many problems such as capital pursuit of profit and political review, the market flow is not very optimistic. I have always been Wait and see. After waiting and watching, I discovered you. It was you who gave me the idea of ​​writing a script again."

This was the first time that Xie Yunzhi heard Fan Cheng utter such a long passage in such a serious manner in private. She listened very seriously, and a sympathetic light gradually appeared in her eyes:

"That's why you are so unfamiliar with the current domestic showbiz?" She asked softly.

"Well, I'm ashamed to say that in the first two years of studying screenwriting, in order to study and research, I tried to understand what types of actors we have and what performance styles we have. At that time, I also watched a lot of movies and TV series, Western ones, ours, In contrast, it pales in comparison. At that time, it may be...you know, the gap between theory and reality. I was also too student-like, with my eyes above the top, and I looked down on this and that. I learned about the entire movie and TV series in our country and the West. I am really disheartened by the gap in the industrial system. My original intention of learning scripts was not to be interested in movies and TV dramas. I am only interested in words and stories, and I am interested in creating good stories. Learning scripts is to learn academic story structure and writing techniques, and to learn more theoretical knowledge.

Later, I simply regarded it as a further study of writing, and just finished my postgraduate study. It is actually quite irresponsible. To my teacher and many senior playwrights, I was really dishonest and wasted their careful teaching. "

"How can you blame this? We in this industry are very clear that the market atmosphere in the past few years was really bad, and good dramas will be buried to a large extent." Xie Yunzhi said, and then smiled wryly, "During that time I was also having a hard time, I couldn’t find a good script, and all I got were books that I couldn’t even read. in spite of."

"But you still take every filming seriously and play every role well, don't you?" Fan Cheng asked with a smile.

Xie Yunzhi stroked her hair and smiled shyly, but did not deny it.This is one of the few things she is proud of so far. She always insists on playing every role well, and has high standards and strict requirements for herself.

"By the way, are your feet okay?" Fan Cheng asked, "Watching you filming this afternoon, your feet are worn out from running."

"It's okay, after disinfection, it will be fine in two days." Xie Yunzhi said casually.

"Is it really all right? Walking won't hurt?"

"I've experienced even more painful ones, it's okay." Xie Yun subconsciously said, she suddenly realized that she had made a slip of the tongue, why would she suddenly mention this in front of Fan Cheng...

Sure enough, Fan Cheng became concerned, and asked cautiously, "Is it a ruptured Achilles tendon?" She learned from Xie Yunzhi's interview materials that it was the only time Xie Yunzhi mentioned in the mass media that she was forced to give up dancing because of her injury.Xie Yunzhi accidentally ruptured her Achilles tendon during a dance rehearsal during her sophomore year of university. It was a very important large-scale dance drama.Because of the injury, she was directly replaced from the starring role. During the long rehabilitation process, she developed a psychological barrier caused by sports injuries. After that, although the Achilles tendon was healed, the movement was completely normal, no different from normal people, but But she can no longer dance, and once on stage, she will have psychological barriers.Even after seeing a psychiatrist, even though she tried hard to return to the stage, she finally chose to give up.

"Actually, I...maybe I put too much psychological pressure on myself about dancing, so once I fail, I can't forgive myself subconsciously. The string in my mind is too tight. If it is broken, even if it is connected It’s not what it used to be anymore. To put it bluntly, it’s actually cowardly. It’s okay to run a ten-kilometer long-distance run. The Achilles tendon has healed up long ago, but I don’t dare to go on stage anymore..." Xie Yunzhi said slowly, with a low voice when speaking. He lowered his head and looked at his ankles, "Besides, I have been neglected for so many years. In fact, I have already passed the golden age of dancers. I have already missed my dream of being a dancer."

"Where you gain, you will lose, and if you lose, you will gain." Fan Cheng said calmly, "Perhaps getting injured is a turning point on the road of life. Although the road ahead is blocked, you have turned on a new road, and this road is equally exciting. "

"Thank you." Xie Yunzhi knew that she was comforting herself, and she was really good at comforting others. She didn't show any condescending attitude of sympathy, but said her thoughts calmly, "You know, I learned to dance Influenced by my mother. But after I was injured, my mother told me at the time, let me stop embarrassing myself, if the pressure is really too much, don’t continue, she said she hopes to see me happy. My It was the first time I knew that my mother's attitude towards my dancing was actually like this."

"In the end, the mother's role overwhelms everything. She is your mother." Fan Cheng smiled lightly, "I also faced the same problem of choosing a future as you, and there was also a certain kind of relationship between me and my mother. Strange opposition. I was admitted to China Communications as the host of the art examination. I am afraid that my mother greeted the teacher in the school at that time. I don’t know if there is a problem of going through the back door. Ability is doubted.

It should be because of my personality. I have been very stubborn since I was a child, and I am upright, and I don't get sand in my eyes.It's also quite painful, although it can't compare with your injury.I have also tried, but in the end I also chose to give up, and I found another way by myself, not relying on anyone, but relying on my pen.When I was graduating, my mother wanted me to take the exam for CCTV, but I didn’t go. I went to a small local radio station in the capital to apply for a job. I even ran away from home and shared a rent with a group of girls who worked in other places. I was so poor that I could only eat steamed buns every day. Mustard mustard boiled water, the relationship with my mother was very tense at that time.Thinking about it now, hehe, I was young at the time. I don’t know if I can still have the energy I had back then. "

"Puff haha..." Xie Yunzhi, who had been listening carefully to Fan Cheng's words, suddenly laughed, "Senior Sister Fan, your serious tone is really like my father, completely like an old professor, haha..."

"Huh? Is there?" Fan Cheng raised his eyebrows and asked back.

"Yes. I remember the teacup you brought with you to the script seminar that day, the veteran cadre's teacup, it's really funny..." Xie Yunzhi seemed to be poked at the point of laughter, and couldn't stop laughing.

"Cough, it's probably... I've been hanging out with the older men in the publishing house for a long time, and I've been led astray." Fan Cheng scratched his cheek, as if a little embarrassed.

"Then I won't call you Senior Sister Fan from now on, I'll just call you a veteran cadre, that's more convenient." Xie Yunzhi smiled.

Fan Cheng: "..."

Seeing Fan Cheng's deflated appearance, Xie Yunzhi was secretly proud that you keep teasing me, and I have to fight back occasionally, hum!

Sitting in the back, Lan Yiyi saw all the interactions between the two of them in her eyes. At this moment, she had an expression of enlightenment, and said in her heart: I just set up a flag at noon to ask sister Yun to find her sweetheart, and then I will accept the flag in seconds , I'm afraid my mouth is open.I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, I thought sister Yun's heart was hurt by a man, and she would never look for a man again.As a result, she didn't want to find a man or a woman at all. She probably just wanted to find God Fan.

They chatted softly all the way, and the car finally got out of the traffic jam and returned to the hotel.It was already past eight o'clock in the evening, and a group of sleeping people were awakened by Li Dongliang's loud voice, and they got up and got out of the car, carrying equipment and carrying luggage.Because Fan Cheng was sitting on the side of the aisle, she got up first and walked out. Xie Yunzhi got up after her, but she didn't expect to underestimate the blisters on the soles of her feet, and suddenly there was a sharp pain in her legs. Fan Cheng's body was tilted, and Fan Cheng reacted very quickly. He stretched out his hand to hold her arm, supported her body firmly, and asked a little eagerly:

"Are you okay?"

"No...it's okay." Xie Yunzhi's complexion was a little pale, but now that she stood up, her feet really hurt.If you walk around and the blisters rub against each other, it will probably hurt more.

"I'll help you, you walk slowly." Fan Cheng held her arm first, let her get out of the seat, and then led her to get off the car slowly along the aisle.The further Xie Yunzhi walked, the more it hurt. When she got off the bus and pedaled on the steps, she hesitated about the height. She probably died of pain when she stepped down.

Just when she was hesitating, Fan Cheng from below had already naturally stretched out his hands to pinch her waist, and lifted Xie Yunzhi from the last step of the bus with a dancing lift, and gently placed her on the on the ground.

Xie Yunzhi didn't even realize it, she cooperated with this action completely out of instinct and subconsciously.She looked at Fan Cheng in bewilderment. The other person's expression was normal. He was taking off the backpack and carrying it on his chest, then squatted down and said to Xie Yun:

"I'll carry you, come up."

Xie Yunzhi opened her mouth, and before she could say the words of refusal, her body unconsciously lay on Fan Cheng's back.Fan Cheng stood up vigorously with his legs, while holding her legs with both hands, he carried Xie Yunzhi on his back at once, and then walked towards the interior of the hotel with big strides.Xie Yunzhi was a little nervous, lying on her back, she didn't know what to say, her hands held the backpack strap on her shoulders cautiously, and she didn't dare to hug her neck.

"You are really light." Fan Cheng suddenly laughed.

"Hey." Xie Yunzhi shyly smiled back.

"Do you have 90 catties?" Fan Cheng asked.

"Of course, otherwise it would be too thin and not good-looking." Xie Yunzhi said.

"91? 92?"

"I won't tell you." Xie Yunzhi said mischievously.

"Then let me tell you, I weigh 116 pounds now." Fan Cheng laughed.

"Then you are also very thin, you are so tall."

"It's all the result of my body fat burning through fitness. Every day, I just push iron besides coding." Fan Cheng laughed at himself.

"Pfft, no wonder you are so strong." Xie Yunzhi smiled.

"But in fact, until two years ago, I was still a big fat person. Later, during the physical examination, the doctor said that if I don't lose weight, I will be high, so I started to lose weight." Fan Cheng said surprisingly.

"Really?" Xie Yunzhi was shocked.

"Really, I'll show you the photos next time."

"You shouldn't be bluffing me, are you?"

"Really! It's more real than gold and silver."

……

Lan Yiyi at the back was carrying a big bag and looking at the front of me. The two chatted enthusiastically, with a happy expression and tears in their hearts, and they were still humming: "The empty street scene, I want to find someone to let go of my feelings." .To make this kind of decision is to be lonely as my neighbor...it is obviously a movie of three people, but I still can't have a name."

The author has something to say: Lan Yiyi: Eat this damned sweet dog food [crying]