【Xue Xiao】Prisoner in the deserted city

Xu Shi drank too quickly and the alcohol was too strong, Xiao Xingchen shook his body a few times, then tilted his body and sat on the chair.

Xue Yang said, "It's still possible."

Before Xiao Xingchen could answer, Xue Yang had already filled him up again, took another identical cup from the plate, poured it for himself, raised it up and said, "Why don't we have a toast?"

Before Xiao Xingchen moved, Xue Yang had already put the cup towards him, and made a small, crisp sound, which echoed in the silent room.Xue Yang smiled, brought the wine glass to his lips, and smacked it slowly.

He felt a bitter and spicy taste spread in his mouth, Xue Yang frowned slightly, this thing was really unpalatable.But he didn't let go, still stubbornly wanted to drink the whole cup.

Xiao Xingchen drank the wine again in one gulp, he had never drunk alcohol at all, nor would he know how to drink it.He drank in such a hurry, the pungentness of the wine burned in his throat, he choked, put the glass on the table, and lowered his head slightly.

His lips were still stained with wine juice, shining brightly under the reflection of the oil lamp, and slightly reddened.

Xue Yang saw Xiao Xingchen pick up the flagon, poured himself another glass, and drank it down for the third time.

Xue Yang had never seen Xiao Xingchen like this before. Back then when he was teased and forced to eat meat, he was obviously very resistant and refused to compromise.

Xiao Xingchen stubbornly took one cup after another. Although the cup was not big, it was strong, and he didn't drink like that. Sure enough, after he drank another cup, he fell on the table with his wide sleeves spread out. , a face was deeply buried inside, the cup was still held in the hand, and the pale fingertips with distinct bones were still stained with crystal clear wine juice.

Xue Yang called him: "Xiao Xingchen."

Xiao Xingchen didn't move, Xue Yang thought he was drunk, and reached for the wine glass in his hand, but Xiao Xingchen clenched it tightly, refusing to let go no matter what.

Xue Yang stopped snatching, and after a while, he groped for the back of Xiao Xingchen's hand and held it in his hand.

Xue Yang said: "Maybe it's good to get drunk once in a while, otherwise you'll always refuse to let go, you won't let me go and you won't let go."

Xue Yang said again: Xiao Xingchen, do you hate me very much?The same is not love me. "

Xiao Xingchen waved away Xue Yang's hand and struggled to sit up.

His cheeks were slightly red, and he smiled lightly twice, not knowing whether he was laughing at Xue Yang or himself.

Of course he wanted to get drunk once, but after so many drinks, he was only slightly dazed, his mind was still abnormally clear, as if he would never be chaotic, and he had always experienced all his past lives so clearly.

Xiao Xingchen opened his mouth, and under the stimulation of alcohol, his originally clear voice became slightly hoarse, and there was a deep sadness and endless pain.

Xiao Xingchen said: "So what if you hate you, so what if you love you, is there any difference between the two.

Xiao Xingchen saw it too thoroughly, Xue Yang sat there blankly.

Along the way, these loves and hates are intertwined and entangled. In a few years, from birth to death, from birth to death, perhaps they have followed each other like a shadow from the very beginning. From the very beginning, Xue Yang hated him, missed him, loved him, As the years go by, the love grows stronger and grows indiscriminately.And Xiao Xingchen became the same in Xue Yang's deception due to love and hate.It's just that maybe, he could let Xue Yang go, but he couldn't let go of himself.

Xue Yang is talented and decisive, as long as he thinks, there is nothing he can't do, and there is nothing he can't get.

But Xiao Xingchen.

Only Xiao Xingchen.

They are two completely opposite people, just like black and white, sky and sea, birds and fish, looking at this person so close, Xue Yang realized that perhaps no matter how the world changes, how time passes, they Neither can be together.

Xue Yang's heart was in severe pain, and he couldn't help covering it with his hand, but still stubbornly put the wine into his mouth bit by bit.He, who has always been addicted to sweets, suddenly understands why the world loves this thing so much.Even at this moment Xue Yang still felt that the wine was not bitter enough, not spicy enough, it would be better if it was more bitter and spicy.

Xue Yang drank what was left of the glass of wine in one gulp, and threw his backhand on the ground, causing the porcelain pieces to scatter in all directions.Xue Yangyou stood up, already slightly drunk, walked towards Xiao Xingchen unsteadily, pulled his shoulders to make him face him, bowed his head and kissed him.

Xiao Xingchen struggled slightly, but Xue Yang held down the back of his head, preventing him from moving back.During the entanglement, Xiao Xingchen pulled out a hand, grabbed Xue Yang's collar and pulled him off, and said dumbly, "Don't continue, why do you add trouble like this."

Xue Yang said: "That's right, worrying about gains and losses, covered with bruises, I don't look like me anymore, I live a good life, why do I have to become like this, still obsessed like a fool, Xiao Xingchen, tell me why?!"

Xue Yang's eyes were red, and he was extremely angry and sad. He broke Xiao Xingchen's hand, grabbed his arm with his backhand and pulled him up, summoned Jiang Mi, and flew out with Yu Jian.

It was already dawn, and the sky was about to dawn, but there was no sun, and the sky and the earth were gray and gloomy, as if there was no distinction between east and west, north and south, and it would never end.

Soon Jiang disaster stopped, Xue Yangxiao Xingchen dragged him down, pulled him forward and walked quickly, and then stopped.

Xue Yang said, "Do you know where this is?"

Xiao Xingchen couldn't see it, he just felt the cold wind whistling by his ears.

Xue Yang said: "This is the southwestern end of Yicheng. We came here, do you still remember? Now we are standing on the edge of that cliff. In front of you is an abyss. If you take a step forward, you will fall down. Shattered to pieces."

The wind flowing in front of me was indeed empty and lonely like the reverberation of the valley, and it seemed that even the singing of birds had been swallowed up.

Xiao Xingchen said, "Why did you bring me here?"

Xue Yang said: "Don't you like this place very much? When I brought you here, I can feel that you like such a vast place very much. Am I being careful and treating you well? Xiao Xingchen, are you in a better mood? Ah? Xiao Xingchen, speak up."

Xue Yang was talking there on his own, he was already a little confused.

Xiao Xingchen had just drank so much wine, but after drinking it, he felt like he was in a state of confusion. He felt endless darkness and abyss, endless noise and pain all around him. His body softened and he knelt down on the ground.

Xue Yang also leaned down, shook Xiao Xingchen's shoulders, and shouted loudly: "I can't help it, no matter what I do, you won't forgive me, will you?! Even if I apologize, repent, and say I was wrong It’s gone, can’t it!!”

"Enough!" Xiao Xingchen felt distressed and grabbed Xue Yang's neck, but his hands were trembling.He said painfully: "I think so too, but so many things have happened, how do you want me to forgive, how can you let go, how can you let go! So many lives, blood flowing like rivers, if you make a mistake, you want to get everything Human understanding!"

Xue Yang said: "I don't care about other people! I just want your understanding!"

Xiao Xingchen shook his body and shook his head desperately: "Don't say it anymore, don't say it anymore, I really can't bear it...I think it would be great if we never met..."

If they never met, it would be a good thing for Xiao Xingchen and Xue Yang.Each of them walks through their own destiny, without meeting, disturbing, or entanglement, that is the well-being of the two of them.

Xue Yang's heart ached so badly that he couldn't take it anymore. Under the pressure, a mouthful of blood was choked in his throat, almost gushing out.

Xue Yang's face and eyes were full of sadness, and he said, "Since I regret meeting you and can't bear it, then just forget about it."

Xiao Xingchen asked puzzled, "...What do you mean?"

With the back of Xue Yang's hands facing up, he flipped his hands over again, and there was something extra in his palm.

It was round and small, and it was red all over.

Holding the medicine, Xue Yang said faintly: "Kuizhou gave me two pills on the day of amnesty. The black can save people's lives, and the red can make people lose their memory. Since you are in such pain and despair, why don't you just swallow the red pills?" Yes, I have lived up to his advice. How about it?"

Xiao Xingchen was stunned, Xue Yang's deep voice echoed in his ears, as if he was saying something very strange.

Xiao Xingchen said in disbelief, "You want me to lose my memory?"

Xue Yang smiled: "What's wrong? After you forget everything, those pasts won't bother you anymore. As for me, I will still get along with you for those three years. You will definitely fall in love with me again. This will be perfect." ,Yes or no?"

Xiao Xingchen was cold all over, as if falling into an abyss, he stood up slowly, retreating step by step, and at the same time felt Xue Yang walking towards him step by step.

Xue Yang smiled so much that his eyes were full of water, and the white figure in front of his eyes was a little blurred. He squeezed the pill and said, "I really can't bear the pain, Daoist Xiao Xingchen, and you too, so just forget about it." ,OK?"

Xiao Xingchen shook his head, even if it was beyond redemption, he never thought of fading and forgetting those past events, this way is no different from dying, things have already happened, no matter how desperate and collapsed, he doesn't want to escape.

In those memories, there is blood, darkness, and a black figure.Love is him, hate is him, he regrets "meeting" with him, but he also does not want to forget.

Xue Yang stepped in front of Xiao Xingchen, grabbed him and shouted, "Why are you running away! Why are you so stubborn! Naive! Stupid!"

Xue Yang grabbed Xiao Xingchen's shoulder with one hand and squeezed his chin with the other, trying to force him to eat the red pill. Xiao Xingchen resisted desperately, raised his hand, and heard a snap——

Xue Yang froze, stopped all movements, and calmed down.

He slowly covered his hot cheeks.

Xiao Xingchen gritted his teeth and said, "Stop deceiving yourself and others, wake up."

It was like pouring a basin of cold water on his head, waking him up from that mad state like a dream.

It is indeed a self-deception. From the beginning until now, Xue Yang, this person is immersed in the illusion created by himself and cannot extricate himself. He is almost crazy, and he is almost dying.

This dream has been going on for too long, it can't go on anymore, it is indeed about to wake up.

Xue Yang laughed loudly, gathered the four fingers of his left hand, held the pill tightly in his palm, and said with a wry smile: "That's right, who knows how much memory this medicine can make people lose, what if only hatred for me remains? ;How long can people be frustrated, if it is only for a period of time, then everything will be another lie and another reincarnation!"

"Yeah, how can I forget, no matter what, it's a matter between two people, this kind of thing——"

Xue Yang's heart was pounding, and the blood in his whole body was boiling. He raised his hand and threw out the medicine that would make people forget with all his strength. The dark red point drew an arc in the air, and quickly disappeared on the cliff valley bottom.

Xue Yang said: "Don't fucking try to use this kind of thing to influence me, I don't need this medicine."