【Xue Xiao】Prisoner in the deserted city

The swaying of the sword's edge was a momentary event, Xiao Xingchen didn't make a decision at all in his mind, and his hand moved away first.No matter what he does, he has always been extremely calm and must have thought it through, but he didn't know why he missed it this time.

Xiao Xingchen was already annoyed by this matter, but when Xue Yang said it, his bloodless face instantly turned pale.

Xiao Xingchen turned his head away, and said, "I just misunderstood you."

It occurred to Xue Yang that Xiao Xingchen mistakenly believed that Song Lan's murder was instigated by him.At that time Xue Yang made every excuse, but Xiao Xingchen didn't believe it.

Xue Yang said, "Just mentioning this shows that you still care about me, doesn't it? You misunderstood me, so you feel uncomfortable."

Xiao Xingchen shook his head speechlessly, and said: "I'm just talking about the facts. Besides, you have done so many evil things, can you erase them all just because you kept a promise? You are not just taking this matter Are you threatening me?"

Xue Yang said: "I'm threatening you, but I can't help it. Well, as you said, you thought you wronged me, and you said that you can't erase all the past because of this trivial matter. Then you can just because' This little thing 'didn't kill me, let me go, my enemy?"

Xiao Xingchen couldn't explain it to him, so he rubbed his temples, as if he was very tired, and said: "You can think what you want, I don't want to get entangled with you, it's pointless. If you still hate me, give me a sword and make it happen." It's up to you to make a murderous corpse or make it into anything."

Xue Yang opened his eyes wide, then narrowed them again, and said, "Xiao Xingchen, are you running away?"

Xue Yang knelt on the bed with one knee, supported his upper body, cupped Xiao Xingchen's face with both hands, and said, "But you can't escape, why don't you try to face me squarely."

Xue Yang's palm was slightly cold, Xiao Xingchen's whole body tensed up, and he felt Xue Yang's warmth enveloping him.The nightmarish images of the past made him feel fear and loathing like conditioned reflexes.He couldn't bear it anymore and raised his hand to push him away, but Xue Yang refused to let go no matter what, Xiao Xingchen's hand grabbed Xue Yang's arm, preventing him from moving forward again and again.

Xiao Xingchen said: "What do you want! Don't touch me!"

Xiao Xingchen couldn't help shrinking back, the wound on Xue Yang's arm was torn apart by the force of his hand, and blood seeped through the bandage and clothes.

Xiao Xingchen felt his hands were greasy, and a fishy sweetness poured into his nostrils.He couldn't see it, he didn't know what the state of the person in front of him was, why he was bleeding, and who had such a great ability to seriously injure Xue Yang.

Xue Yang didn't care about these injuries, and just blindly moved closer to Xiao Xingchen, forcing him to retreat.

Xue Yang said: "In the past, I only said that I hated you and resented you, thinking that you also hated me, so I took revenge on you. But in fact, I didn't mean that, I wanted you to stay by my side. Before you say you are happy That young man, have you ever thought about it, if I grew up in an ordinary family with both parents, or if I didn’t meet Mrs. Chang, but met a good person who was willing to help me when I was ignorant in childhood, then I would be the same now. It will look like that boy, and it is even more to your liking than that!"

Staying away from bloodshed and slaughter, staying with Xiao Xingchen with that little girl, living every day day after day, plain but real, Xue Yang really didn't find such days boring, on the contrary, he immersed himself in it.

If there were not so many injustices, would he have grown into an ordinary teenager as he said.

Xiao Xingchen said: "It is true that a person's growth environment is important, but I have never heard of anyone as twisted and cruel as you."

Xue Yang took a deep breath: "Well, even so, I really want to be with you."

Xiao Xingchen felt as if he was being drawn into the void all over his body.He could hear Xue Yang's voice was uncharacteristically pleading, even pleading.But if he shows weakness, others must follow his will.

As smart as Xue Yang, but sometimes like a child who hasn't grown up, he always takes it for granted that everything in this world should be done according to his own ideas, which is only natural.

In his life, there are really too many things missing.

Xiao Xingchen said, "Is it interesting?"

Xue Yang didn't answer, and hugged Xiao Xingchen involuntarily. He felt Xiao Xingchen's body stiffen, and his hand grabbed his arm again.The blood was flowing down profusely, he didn't care at all, he lowered his head and kissed Xiao Xingchen's lips, it was not as tyrannical as before, this kiss was a bit lingering for him.

Xue Yang said: "You forcibly broke through the seal of the ghost way, and all six veins were damaged. Do you want to know how you survived?"

Xiao Xingchen turned his head and said, "I don't want to!"

Xue Yang frowned and smiled, and said, "But I'm going to say it! I gave you all my spiritual power. After a lot of hard work, I finally got the antidote. On the way back, I not only met A-Qing, but also a bastard. To give A-Qing time to save you, I stayed in that person's hands for ten days. Ten days, do you know what I went through?"

Xiao Xingchen felt the blood on Xue Yang's body, and after hearing what he said, he guessed about eight or nine points.

He smiled sadly and said, "Are you saying this to want me to sympathize with you?"

Xue Yang said: "I can't control what you think, I just want to tell you that I, Xue Yang, can also work very hard for one person, so hard that I don't even want my life!"

It was so weird, all of this was so weird, Xiao Xingchen felt a strange feeling enveloped him.He said, "Stop talking."

"What I'm going to say—"

"Stop talking!"

Xiao Xingchen yelled, he probably had never spoken with such a loud voice in his life, he kept shaking his head, he felt that the vortex was getting bigger and deeper, he didn't want to continue any longer!

Xue Yang held Xiao Xingchen's wrists with his backhand, and regardless of his strong resistance, he said loudly: "My heart pleases you, I know! Then I also like you, like you, and admire you, Xiao Xingchen, you don't like me anymore. Do you know?!"

"you--"

Xiao Xingchen was dumbfounded, and stopped all movements.Xue Yang restrained his hands, unable to move, and lowered his head as if giving up.

Everything around seemed to be still, there was no sound, the sky was so dark that even the dusk was coming to an end.

Xiao Xingchen said word by word, his voice was weak, but it was extremely clear: "I admire that young man, but for Xue Yang, I hate you so much, I hate you so much, I will never agree with you."

Xue Yang lay in front of Xiao Xingchen without moving.His sleeves were already soaked with blood, and there was blood oozing from his waist due to twisting movements.

He just stood there blankly.

Suddenly felt a dull pain in the chest.

Xue Yang let go of Xiao Xingchen, took two steps back, and almost fell down.

He has always been very tolerant, since he was a child, he has never experienced any pain, and never has a pain that made him feel so heart-piercing, as if his entire heart was about to be pulled out of his chest.Throwing it on the ground and chopping it into mud, Ling Chi is probably more gentle than this.

Why is it so painful, the pain is so painful that he can't bear it.

Xue Yang covered his chest with trembling hands, only then did he realize that something was wrong.He knelt down slowly along the edge of the bed, shaking all over his body.Clinging to the bedding tightly, of course, had no effect.There were layers of cold sweat on the back of his forehead, and his face was pale.

Xiao Xingchen didn't know why Xue Yang was feeling so uncomfortable all of a sudden, he had always been in the impression that he was always talking and laughing.Feeling strange and not wanting to ask him, he remained silent for a while.

Xue Yang huddled there, tremblingly said: "Xiao Xingchen...no matter what I become, you won't take pity on me at all...will you..."

Xiao Xingchen said sadly, "You don't need it."

Xue Yang shouted in his heart: I need, I need yours!I want you to pay attention to me, care about me, pity me and love me. If you are willing, you can do anything you want me to do!

"Ugh..."

But he was in so much pain that he couldn't speak anymore, all his cries turned into groans overflowing his throat, his throat was fishy and sweet, it seemed that he was about to vomit blood because he endured it too hard.

Xiao Xingchen couldn't stand the voice anymore, he felt uncomfortable all over, and said, "Don't act in front of me, no one will believe you."

Xue Yang laughed all of a sudden, pulling his vocal cords, and coughing uncontrollably.

He said: "Xiao Xingchen... Xiao Xingchen..."

He has never been so powerless, he always has thousands of ways to achieve what he wants, it seems that there is nothing he can't do in this world, wandering between the world, living insolently, flourishing, Agitated the situation.

But what should he do now, he doesn't know much about "love", this is the first time in his nearly 20 years of life that this word has come into his head.He plunged headlong into this vortex, rampaging like a child, with bruises all over his body, and what he got was a sentence of unworthy and never recognized.

People are not plants, they always have desires, and if they don't get what they want, they will be in pain.

You can't ask for it, and you can't ask for it!

Xue Yang didn't change his face when the sword blade was inserted into his body, but at this moment he was curled up, his eyes almost lost from the pain.