【Xue Xiao】Prisoner in the deserted city

The winter in Yicheng is always extraordinarily long, the snow will not fall, the sky is gray, like a huge dark canvas hanging above the head, everything around is damp and gray, and the bleak scene is depressing and uncomfortable.

Fortunately, it is already early spring, and the dirt outside the city that has been desolate for the whole winter is quietly showing a little green, and the air is no longer blindly damp and cold, but mixed with a hint of sunshine that makes people happy.

Xue Yang has never looked forward to the arrival of spring like this year, and he was always indifferent to these things in the past.It's just that Xue Yang thought that if the weather was warmer, that person's body would recover quickly, otherwise he would always be so lifeless, it would be annoying to watch.

Xue Yang spat out the straw stalk he was holding in his mouth, jumped off the roof in twos and twos, raised his legs and stepped over the high threshold of the Yizhuang, and walked inside.

"Xiao Xingchen, are you feeling better today?"

Xue Yang seems to be in a good mood today, his tone is full of joy, his voice is clear and meaningful, but when he speaks in this tone, there is a hint of sweetness in it, like some naughty and naive A young boy who makes people involuntarily have a good impression and want to get close.

Xue Yang turned into the inner room gently and deftly, and came to a person's side.

Xiao Xingchen was dressed in a simple Taoist robe, as white as snow, and his jet-black hair was scattered behind his head like ink, and only a strand of it was coiled into a bun and tied loosely. A piece of gauze four fingers wide was tied around his eyes. Newly replaced.It's just that his hands are bound and he looks very weak leaning in a corner.His face was as pale as paper, and there was a scarlet wound on the side of his neck. The wound was almost healed after several days of recuperation, and the scar was ferocious, especially glaring on his snow-white neck.

Xiao Xingchen's thin, bloodless lips were lightly closed, and he didn't even move.Xue Yang knelt down in front of him, and asked again in a concerned tone: "Is your body okay? Let me tell you, a new batch of black-bone chicken has arrived in the vegetable market I often go to, and it looks very delicious. Wait When the goods arrive, they plan to give me a few for free, and then I will make soup for you to drink—oh, yes, you don’t eat meat, right, then watch me drink it.”

In fact, how dare the people in the vegetable market not give Xue Yang away for nothing.Xue Yang waited for a while, as if unwilling to give up, always wishful thinking that Xiao Xingchen would pay attention to him, and seeing that there was really no movement, he tilted his head and said in a tired voice: "Xiao Xingchen, you are not going to talk to me today. Are you talking?"

Xiao Xingchen didn't respond, Xue Yang swept him around, thinking he was blaming himself for his lack of manners, so he leaned closer and said, "I'm sorry, but I have to tie you up like this now, and Dan is also caught by me. Seal it, otherwise I'm afraid you'll want to commit suicide again, I managed to bring you back to life, and I don't want to take care of you for the second time, I'm exhausted."

Xue Yang smiled playfully: "But don't get me wrong, I don't want you to repay me. After all, you took care of me in the same way back then, and you did your best. We're even."

He brought up the past to satirize Xiao Xingchen because he was blind and unaware that he saved him back then, which led to so many things happening later.Shuanghua has been stained with mortal blood, and the bright moon is covered with lead. After knowing the truth, Xiao Xingchen swung his sword and killed himself. He was deceived for several years. Stained with the blood of innocent people, he killed his friend with his own hands!

Even death can't wash away the blood on his body, he desperately wants to escape crazily, he never wants to come back, and death can't wash away the sin, so the soul must be completely clean.

Not to mention that his soul was scattered, he didn't even die, he was rescued by Xue Yang abruptly, and he didn't know what kind of panacea to find a fairy doctor.

After waking up, Xiao Xingchen was in a daze, as if he had been sucked out from the inside out, he couldn't see and didn't speak, as if there was only a shell left, this shell was alive, but inside it had been followed by the One sword is dead.In the next few days, with the recovery of body functions, the humiliation, pain, hatred, and self-blame swept through the body like a tide, and every time I thought about it, I would have a splitting headache, but I still kept thinking about it, Every detail and countless delusional assumptions, impossible extravagances are perfected in the mind, and finally converged into a cruel reality.

Surrounded by abyss-like icy despair, every breath, every moment of proof of being alive made him feel intense self-loathing.

He wanted to die, he obviously didn't want to come back, why did he wake up!

Xue Yang said with a smile: "You are really kind and kind. I also want to learn from you back then. After all, I have lived with you for so many years, so I should have been influenced by it. See how well I take care of you. I am also very happy. Be kind, I’m here to repay your kindness, don’t you think so? Impulsive death is simply stupid. Most people who commit suicide regret it. If they don’t cherish their bodies, they will go to hell even if they are ghosts. It’s retribution. Look at you Are you happy to be alive again?"

Rao Xiao Xingchen is a cultivator, but an ordinary person would have gone crazy long ago.Xue Yang himself said a lot there, seeing that this person was still indifferent, his smiling face instantly sank, showing all his ferocity.

Xue Yang grabbed Xiao Xingchen's hair fiercely and pulled him closer, gritted his teeth and said, "If you don't listen to what you say, you are dead if you keep silent!"

I thought that after Xiao Xingchen woke up, he would be able to live like before with a few words of comfort. Xiao Xingchen looked happy before, so he should be willing to continue living like that, how wonderful They are together and live together as partners.Even if he couldn't return for a while, Xue Yang could wait, but why did he treat himself like this, not moving or talking, using people as air?

Xiao Xingchen felt a dull pain in his head, and when Xue Yang finished yelling, he turned his face away and said, "You took revenge on those who wronged you, and you did everything you shouldn't have done, as you said, Let's settle the matter, just let me go."

In the quiet Yizhuang, Xiao Xingchen's voice was clear and slow, neither gentle nor agitated, neither begging for mercy nor cold, but without any anger, as if stating a most normal thing.

Xue Yang narrowed his eyes, revealing a look of hatred in his eyes, piercing Xiao Xingchen's face like two sharp knives, and threw him away with his hands.Xiao Xingchen slammed his back against the wall, Xue Yang leaned forward, and stopped laughing and joking with him. The rage that had been suppressed for the past few days poured out, cursing crazily: "Do what you shouldn't do!" What are you referring to? You just think I’m wrong and I’m a heinous sinner, so let me tell you, I’m really like that, I think I’m right, but you, who are you, teach me a lesson!”

Xiao Xingchen just wanted to get rid of Xue Yang, and didn't want to "teach him" or anything, but he just touched a nerve in Xue Yang.With Xue Yang like this, Xiao Xingchen knew it was useless to talk too much, so he shut his mouth and ignored him.

Xue Yang tore off the rope. Xiao Xingchen was seriously injured. He hadn't eaten anything for many days. His body was so weak that he fell forward uncontrollably. the wall.

Xiao Xingchen felt a dull pain in his chest, and there was nothingness and darkness in front of his eyes, when he heard Xue Yang's overwhelming roar: "You disgust me, and I disgust you, I just annoy you with your lofty attitude, as if only you are spotless Yes, stop dreaming, what the hell are you thinking about when you are already like this! Why, you want to die, but I won’t let you die, I will let you live and bear your sins soberly!”

Xue Yang felt that he was about to explode. Why was he so worried that Xiao Xingchen would die just like that before, and even gave him a terrible feeling of "fear, worry". This is really, unforgivable, and Xiao Xingchen is all to blame , It's all this person's fault.

Xue Yang suddenly inserted the five fingers of his right hand between Xiao Xingchen's fingers, and suddenly closed them, Xiao Xingchen only felt a piercing pain.Xue Yang's hands were so strong that he seemed to want to snap off his fingers just like that.

Xiao Xingchen broke out in cold sweat from the pain, and couldn't help sobbing. Xue Yang raised his hand and said in disgust, "You won't be able to take it like this. Then think about me as a child back then. My injuries were comparable to those of me. You are much heavier, are you qualified to criticize me!"

Fortunately, Xue Yang didn't want to get rid of Xiao Xingchen's hand, so he stepped back and held Xiao Xingchen's wrist. The skin was worn out after being tied up these days, and there were scarlet blood dripping out. Gripping it hard, the wound was torn open.

Xiao Xingchen didn't make a sound anymore, and didn't struggle, but his thin lips trembled slightly. He was shackled by Xue Yang, and his wide sleeves were hanging down, revealing half of his arms. The blood was profuse and obscene, glaring especially glaringly on his pure white arms.

What he saw in his eyes and what he smelled in his nose was the sweetness of Xiao Xingchen's blood.As if ignited by blood, Xue Yang licked his lips, stared at Xiao Xingchen lying on the ground, and said with a sinister smile, "Let you go? Impossible, I hate you so much, how could I let you go so easily? "