[Fortunately two] about ten years

After tidying up a bit after the meal, Miss Kaji came in to remind him that it was time to go to bed. He turned a blind eye to the fact that Fuji would stay in the hospital and told him that Yukimura's wound should not touch water, and that if he wanted to take a bath, he could only Wipe it off with a towel.

After facing the problem of giving a big boy a bath, he was suddenly told that he didn’t need to take a bath, just wipe it with a towel, and he felt relieved for more than one degree. Shimoyukimura was alone in the room, messed up by the wind.

Seeing Fuji skillfully bringing out the hot water while wringing out the towel, while signaling with his eyes to take off his clothes quickly, Yukimura grabbed the hand holding the hospital gown... Cowardly.

Fuji watched Yukimura buried his head in the quilt with great interest, and regretted not bringing a camera. The rare embarrassment of the wise and mighty minister is a good material.

"Shy?"

"..." A certain shrimp named Yukimura blushed as if it had been cooked.

"It doesn't matter if everyone is a boy!" Fuji's tone was gentle and amiable, and his expression was the standard expression of a gentle big brother, if one ignored the suspicious curvature of the corners of his mouth that would only curl up when he saw something interesting.

The words were obviously very gentle and there was no sarcasm or aggressiveness, but Xingcun still blushed even more shamefully.Probably because he was so shy, Yukimura simply straightened up and pulled up the sides of the hospital gown to take it off—but the movement was too big and the wound was pulled, and the courage to break the jar and smash it that was finally accumulated was transmitted to the limbs and bones A burst of dull pain interrupted, driven by strong self-esteem, Yukimura only let out a muffled groan.

"Are you okay?" Noticing Yukimura's painful expression, Fuji immediately leaned over and unbuttoned the hospital gown, and he was relieved when he saw that there was no bleeding from the surgical wound. Do you want the doctor to come and see?"

"It's okay..." Yukimura said sullenly, he was not so shy after saying this.

"Let me come, it's too late and take a good rest after washing." While talking, Fuji quickly opened Yukimura's clothes, picked up the towel and started to act.Although Yukimura's figure is thin, he is very attractive!Bu Er's envious eyes lingered on the opponent's strong eight-pack abs. Didn't he slack in exercising even after being ill for so long?If it's me... don't say that self-training and not escaping from work is the greatest self-discipline.Of course, that was in the past, and now he still trains well, although he still hates strength training...

After the episode, Buer simply washed up, and then faced the biggest problem at present-how two big boys with an average height of more than 1.7 meters squeezed into a single bed.

"Don't squeeze me too much." Yukimura took the initiative to move inside the bed to make room for Fuji, the hot blush on the boy's face under the cold moonlight was well concealed.

"I sleep well..." Fuji lay down helplessly. He sleeps really well when he sleeps alone, but when he sleeps with other people? For Yuta, Yuta's sleep is really bad. !In the last life, although Tezuka and Tezuka confirmed their lover status, the relationship between the two was not as close as that of Eiji and the others. Out of taboo love, the two spent very little time together, and when they were together, they were also extremely cold. It's hard to imagine that they are actually lovers - if I knew it was such a process and such an ending, I wish they hadn't been together in the first place.

Tightening the quilt tightly, the two teenagers who said good night to each other lay on the same quilt with their own thoughts.

I don't know how long it took, but Yukimura finally summoned up the courage to imitate the little kelp and rubbed against Fuji, "It's great to have Zhou Zhu by my side... This is the first time someone has stayed with me here overnight, the night in the hospital Always extra scary..."

So cute.

Fuji stretched out his hand and touched Yukimura's head. Even if he was so powerful that he was called the Son of God, it still couldn't change the fact that he was actually a cute child who was afraid of being alone. "Then how about I come to the hospital to accompany me when I have time?"

"Really?" Yukimura exclaimed excitedly, as Liu said, Fuji has no resistance to creatures like his younger brother, he is really a very gentle person! "Zhou Zhu is so kind and gentle..."

"Jingshi, it's really great that you're fine." The sigh was suppressed in a low voice, it's really great that your future hasn't changed because of me.

It's not like he wasn't worried about Yukimura's operation.Ever since Qingxue lost the match with Ice Emperor, he has been faintly worried that the world has been biased because of his choice. Qingxue, who would have won the national championship, lost in the Kanto competition, and he chose Lihai University. , will it have any impact?If it is said that the more you have contact with Fuji, the more you will be affected, then Li Haida will be affected the most, and Yukimura is his closest friend... Will Yukimura, who had a successful operation in the previous life, be able to do it because of his choice in this life? And there was an accident.

This idea has been lingering in Fuji's heart, and when Yukimura was undergoing surgery, his emotions collapsed for a while... He couldn't bear the damage caused by his appearance again.

"Well, I'm fine..." Yukimura replied in a daze, and the boy's slightly hoarse voice was soft and gradually sank.

Hearing the sound of Yukimura's even breathing, the nasal cavity was full of the smell of hospital disinfectant, and he wrinkled his nose uncomfortably, probably because the visibility at night has dropped a lot, so his sense of smell has become more sensitive .

Like Yukimura, Fuji also hates hospitals, even fears hospitals, where they have spent the darkest moments of their lives.

In the hazy night, the night became darker and colder. The chestnut-haired boy flinched in a rare childish way and leaned towards his companion. The night filled the air, like a dark net covering the world.

After walking for an unknown amount of time leaning against the wall, Fuji stopped panting. Compared with the endless darkness in front of him and behind him, what really wanted to swallow it up was a sense of powerlessness and guilt that came from nowhere.

The lingering smell of disinfectant water lingered on the tip of his nose, this damn smell really made people uncomfortable, the boy thought in disgust.

"No two, I like you, let's date!"

What?The young man opened his eyes in surprise, who are you—who? He opened his eyes with difficulty but still couldn't see the figure in front of him clearly. It looked quite clear but why couldn't he see who it was?

Hey - don't go! You haven't said who you are...

"It's fine if you get into the fire pit yourself, why did you drag my son down?"

Who dragged whom into the fire pit!It's obviously not me... Facing the woman's accusation, the boy collapsed on the ground with some sad thoughts.

"Your son is gay. He likes my son. My son has such a bright future, but he will be ruined by your son! Ruined by your son!"

"Ma'am, it's impossible, Zhou Zhu didn't know how to do such a thing, did he make a mistake..."

"Mother, I'm calling Zhou Zhu..."

"No, no, Zhou Zhu must have been wronged. He is such a good child, how could he hurt someone who has nothing to do with it? The lady must have made a mistake..." The lady with the same docile chestnut hair sat up from her seat, The dark blue eyes are full of determination: "That child must have suffered more damage in some corner, I'm going to find him, I'm going to find him—"

No, don't come to me, don't come—no—the heart-piercing cry fades into the gray sky.

The picture turned sharply, and under the clouds, the white plane turned into gunpowder and returned to the embrace of the sky, which was as gorgeous as fireworks.

Walking in the gray and white world, Fuji can probably realize that he is dreaming. After dreaming this step, he seems to be able to predict the next things: his mother died, his father fell ill, his sister had a second child miscarriage, and he and Yuta were in the hospital Running between the funeral home and the funeral home, the perfect and happy family fell apart in an instant.

There was a drizzle of rain in the sky, and the scene of a medieval funeral was held on the ground. This was a Western-style funeral, because Fujia is a typical Christian family.Feeling that the soul seemed to be separated from the body, Fuji just let himself float away from the ground.

Even if you close your eyes, no, you can’t close your eyes in a dream, you don’t want to see these, but these scenes seem to be engraved in the depths of your memory, even if your eyes can’t see them, your heart keeps repeating playback.

The beautiful and gentle chestnut-haired woman turned into starlight and disappeared into the world. Her partner fell ill and died soon after. Their daughter was too sad to lose her child. He looked over with unkind eyes.

The young man floated in the sky motionless, with an indifferent expression, letting the eyes called hatred stare at him.The usually shining blue eyes have lost their focus and spirit, just like the fish eyes in a can of saury, but this does not affect the sharp message called indifference.

When people fall into the abyss, they will be angry, painful and desperate at the beginning, but in the end they will only accept it all indifferently.

No matter how deep the despair is, the more you experience it, the more you will get used to it.

Not to mention just a dream.

"Zhou Shi!"

Who is this... again?Bu Er looked at the sky behind him with some doubts, but there was nothing there.

"Zhou Zhu..."

Here we go again...why are there other things? Is the nightmare that has been repeated hundreds of times finally going to scare people in a different way?

"Fuer Zhou Zhu...Zhou Zhu wake up..."

Anxious shouts came from the sky, tearing apart the gray-white world, and the soul seemed to have finally found a place in the spinning world. Before waking up, I had an inexplicable premonition that this was probably my last dream.

"Hmm... Yukimura?" Fuji opened his eyes suddenly, broke through the last layer of gray-white membrane and returned to reality, covered in cold sweat that made him very uncomfortable, in front of him Yukimura was leaning over to wipe his sweat with a towel.

"What time is it?" Fuer took the towel with a guilty conscience and started to do it himself, but felt that the towel was not clean, so he got up and planned to go to the bathroom to wash it.

"It's almost six o'clock, are you having a nightmare?" Yukimura suddenly went down to the ground and opened the heavy curtains, with the sound of slippers stepping on the ground, the summer morning sunlight occupied the dim room as quickly as a fleeting moment.

"Don't be afraid, it's dawn."

He said, don't be afraid, it's dawn.The word "fear" did not exist in Fuji's dictionary in the first 20 years. His wealthy and happy family, his natural high IQ and EQ made him like a fish in water in life, work and study, and he also had a huge group of relatives and friends. They embrace Fuji with adoring eyes and considerate care.But no one has ever said "not afraid" to Fuji, and no one thinks that Fuji will be "afraid".Buer didn't feel that he was "scared", after all, he was always in a free but absolutely safe and exquisite ivory tower.This tower was forged by powerful external forces and unique and superior personal charm, but one day the tower shattered and fell apart from the inside out.Each exquisite and strong fragment became a terrible nightmare and was deeply engraved in the mind of the owner, penetrating to the wood.

"Well, I'm not afraid" seems to be to verify this sentence. Under Yukimura's eyes, Fuji walked into the slightly dark bathroom. The feeling is bright but not glaring.