Chrollo's You Exist

In a blink of an eye, Kuroro was gone.

There is snow in the sky and reeds on the ground, and the whiteness and emptiness between the sky and the earth.

I don't know if Kuroro deliberately teased me and left me alone, or the game system deliberately separated me from him.

I was in the reeds, feeling uneasy for a while.

Unexpectedly, my dependence on Kuroro has become so serious that if he is not around, I am at a loss and don't know what to do.

I slapped myself on the forehead and hated myself for being dizzy. What kind of person is Kuroro? He is more curious than anyone else and likes the new and dislikes the old faster than anyone else. How can I have such a deep dependence on him?If this goes on like this, until one day I am rejected by him, how humiliating should I be?

I can't just wait for him to come to me, I have to act on my own, I can do the same without him!

After finally crossing the vast and endless sea of ​​reed flowers, the sky is dusk, and there is a clear small river flowing in front of it, silently, as if quietly winding to the end of the world.There was no one in the field, not even the chirping of birds, beasts and insects. I went down the river, as if walking alone in a lonely wasteland.

I don’t know how long I’ve been walking, when the moon came out and wandered around the bullfighting mountain, a star of light finally lit up in front of my eyes.Among the flowers and trees at the end of the river, a small wooden house can be vaguely seen, with vines and radishes covering the walls, and green vines in front of the door.Overjoyed, I rushed to the front of the wooden house and knocked on the door lightly: "Is anyone there?"

The door opened, and a young man stood beside the door.I couldn't help but look a little stunned, this man is very young and handsome, with long sea blue hair, it looks like sparkling deep blue sea water under the moonlight, and the smiling dark blue eyes are like the moonlight shining on the feminine beauty as bright as the moon The gentleness and freshness, and a bit of sassy and heroic look in a black dress.

"It's too far away to be a guest, girl, please come in and have a glass of wine." The man smiled and led me into the room, and the two of us sat down at the table.

There is a faint fragrance of medicinal herbs and a slight fragrance of wine in the wooden house. The whole room is simply furnished, with only mattresses, tables and chairs. There is a jug of wine on the table, and the fragrance of wine comes from there.

I suddenly felt my mouth was very dry, and I really wanted to drink the wine in the pot.

"I'm in Somo." The man's clear voice reached my ears, and I felt a little anxious inside, staring straight at the pot of wine on the table, and responded impatiently: "Ai Ya."

Somo's slender hands leisurely picked up the jug to fill a glass of wine, and gracefully handed the wine cup to me, smiling warmly: "This is the 'Somo wine' brewed by me, Miss Ai Ya, would you like to try it? "

I stared at the cool and lustrous green liquid in the wine cup, swallowed hard, the desire for it in my heart was almost greedy for a moment, I took the wine cup reverently with trembling hands, almost worshiped and couldn’t wait to drink it down , In an instant, I felt unprecedented fullness and happiness in body and mind, and there was also an indescribable hazy and deep longing.I squinted at Su Mo in front of me, and felt that the indescribable ambiguity of the smile on his face was a bit weird.His dark blue eyes shone with icy light, but his voice was gentle and bewitching: "Lost mortal, since you drink this 'Holy Soma Wine' voluntarily, dedicate your body, mind, and flesh to me."

A warm touch and joy welled up in my heart, and I felt extremely happy and satisfied.I couldn't help getting up and walking in front of him, and said to him with the desire in my heart: "I am willing to give everything, please kill me."

Su Mo smiled gracefully, stood up, lowered his head and looked at me with a smile, stroking my cheek with his slender and cool hand, lowered his head slightly, and slowly approached my throat with his handsome face smiling.The dark and cold killing intent was getting closer and closer, but my heart was extremely peaceful and happy, and I felt that I was about to enter eternal stability and freedom.

Suddenly, Su Mo paused, and smiled and said to himself: "Did you break the barrier formation so quickly?" He retreated leisurely from my side, with that warm smile on his face, "It seems that some people don't want you to be my What about your sacrifice. With such a person by your side, should you say your life is good or miserable?"

A strong force came from my wrist, and I was staggered. Somo and the wooden house disappeared without a trace, and Kuroro suddenly appeared in front of me.His eyes, as bright as morning stars and as dark as eternal night, were dark and deep, and his whole body exuded a murderous aura.I suddenly found that we were still in the vast sea of ​​reed flowers, and the cold moon in the sky was pouring frost, shining on Kuroro's face with a cold and deep look.

My head was a little dizzy, but the desire in my heart became stronger and stronger than I could restrain. I threw myself into Kuroro's arms, hugged him tightly, buried my face in his arms and rubbed against him vigorously. I heard myself A panting voice said to him, "Kurolo, kill me."

Kuroro's body was slightly stiff for a moment, I raised my head from his arms, tiptoed my face close to him and stroked his cheeks, I smiled and said to him: "I hope you will be willing to kill me after you kill me." Cook a thick soup with my flesh and blood, and drink it with the flesh, so that I will become a part of your flesh and blood, fused as one, never to be separated."

Kuroro stood silently without any response, my heart began to feel agitated, I hugged him even tighter, kissed his face coquettishly, the voice was soft and sticky uncontrollably: "In my crazy world Among them, only you are the most beautiful. I still like you now, I like you the most, more than anyone else. So, Kuroro, kill me and give me eternal security and freedom!"

"Love Ya."

There was some kind of subtle depression in Kuroro's calling, and he gently pushed me away from his arms. He raised his hand to touch my face, and there was an inexplicable gloomy brilliance in his eyes.

I suddenly felt a pain in my neck, and the image of Kuroro in front of me was blurred for an instant, and the moment I fell into darkness, I heard him say in a trance: "Sleep peacefully, otherwise, I can't guarantee that you won't hate me when you wake up." .”

I heard the chirping of morning birds, and I opened my sleepy eyes, feeling dizzy and powerless.

"Wake up." Kuroro's voice was slightly deeper than before.

Turning my head to one side, I met Kuroro's dark eyebrows and eyes, and I was slightly stunned. I felt that the way he looked at me today was a little different, as if he was more focused and deep than before?Silently staring at him, I scrutinized him carefully. For the first time, Kuroro avoided my sight for the first time!He turned his head nonchalantly, sat up calmly and looked out the window.Only then did I realize that he and I were lying on the bed in the room.

I thought about it carefully, but found that I had a very vague impression of what happened last night. I only vaguely remembered that I seemed to be drinking. Could it be that I was drunk?hiss!Judging by Kuroro's reaction, it doesn't mean that I have bad wine and have sex after drinking, right?

I frightened and asked Kuroro who was inexplicably unwilling to look at me: "Well, I didn't do anything to you last night, did I?"

Kuroro didn't look back, he was still looking out the window, but I felt strangely that he was a little uncomfortable!

I was so frightened that my heart was torn apart and my whole body trembled: "Could it be, did I have sex after drinking? Really put you, put you..."

The back of Kuroro sitting on the bed visibly froze, and my heart sank, I actually did such a crazy thing!I'm sorry for Kurolo, and I don't even have the face to see the little male god again!Thinking of my tears falling down, the quilt was pulled over my head and I couldn't stop sobbing, I felt dirty and ashamed, Qi Ya's innocent smile flashed in my mind, I felt that I had defiled him, I Why do you still have the face to miss him?I have no right to think about him anymore!

The quilt was lifted, and Kuroro's refreshing and calm face appeared in my view.

"What are you crying for?"

I sobbed with tears streaming down my face, speechless: "I, I feel that I am not human, I am sorry for you!"

Kuroro frowned slightly: "Have a relationship with me, are you so sad?"

I covered my face with my hands, and the tears kept dripping down the pillow through my fingers. I felt that I had no face to face Kuroro again.

"Sorry! I don't want to!"

There was silence in the room, save for my uncontrollable sobs and sobs.

"Nothing happened last night."

Suddenly, Kuroro's indifferent voice vibrated in the air.

My crying stopped, and I slightly moved my fingers covering my eyes to look at him with red and swollen eyes: "Really?"

Kuroro said coldly, "Really."

I hula got up straight from the bed and sat down. I breathed a sigh of relief, wiped away my tears and rubbed my red and swollen eyes, still unconsciously sobbing a few times.After recovering, I felt a little aggrieved, and I couldn't help but said, "Then why didn't you tell me earlier, it caused me to cry for so long."

Kuroro didn't respond to me, staring at me with no emotion in his eyes.

My eyes hurt a little, and I got out of bed to get some ice cubes for my eyes, when I heard Kuroro's voice from behind.

"I wanted you last night."

I paused and turned to look at him. He was sitting on the bed with his backlit, looking indifferent and deep.He looked at me seriously for a long while, but didn't say anything, just silently looked away.

The author has something to say: The confession is quoted from "Afterimage of a Teenager"