Nine thoughts of a gentleman in comprehensive martial arts

Ye Jiusi remembered that she once had a wedding dress, which she had embroidered stitch by stitch since she was young.

At that time, the "Fengguanxiapei" was not popular among women, and they still followed the ancient rituals, paying attention to a "male red and green female", and Ye Jiusi embroidered a whole set of green and silk dresses with tin hairpins for more than a year.

At that time, Immortal Luo Fu taught her by hand, and even teased her with a loving smile, saying that her embroidery was exquisite, and the wedding dress she embroidered was exquisite and exquisite.On the day she gets married, she can wear the wedding dress she embroidered to marry the one she loves. At that time, she must be extremely beautiful.

Luo Fuxian said that marrying a beloved man is a woman's lifelong obsession, and women at that time were always the most beautiful.

Embroidered wedding dress means that you have left the court and can get married.But at that time, Ye Jiusi had no attachment, thought innocently, and embroidered the most beautiful wedding dress, but there was only a little curiosity in his heart.

What will the person who will accompany her for the rest of her life in the future look like?

Brocade and silk are intertwined, whether horizontally or vertically, who knows such a thing?She smiled lightly, but didn't pay much attention to it. She folded the luxurious wedding dress and put it at the bottom of the box, carefully putting it into her backpack.She remembered that her wedding dress was embroidered with a blue luan bird, with peacock blue silk thread to outline the flowing clouds and flowers, and she embroidered the elegant double lotus on the inner shirt of the wedding dress, implying the union of husband and wife.The tinchai gown is a dark one, and the color of Tianshuiqing is like a green daisy in the water. It is very elegant. When she unfolds her sleeves and looks at it, the sky outside the window seeps into the delicate blue color like water, layer upon layer. Ripples like ripples.

Then, what happened?

Ye Jiu thought about the blazing flames and the flickering flames, the delicate and complicated dress was reduced to ashes in the fire, but the woman who spent countless days and nights embroidering the wedding dress just watched quietly, her eyes were dim and hazy. cigarette.The clothes that were reduced to ashes in the fire, the Qingluan embroidered shoes, and the broken glass flower tinsel, but her eyes were still light, shallow and gentle.

She burned the carefully crafted wedding dress with her own hands, just like burning a beautiful but hopeless dream of her own.

It is a lifelong obsession for a woman to put on a Tin Chai dress and marry the one she loves, but her whole life is just an obsession.

After all, she fell in love with the person she shouldn't love the most.

At that time, she was young and didn't know the meaning of sorrow, and she was still sad because of the love she couldn't ask for, thinking that this was already the greatest sorrow in her life.But I don't know, how much suffering is there in life?After the farewell, the curtains of pavilions, terraces and pavilions were deep, and sometimes she sat alone until dawn, only to realize in such a daze that the inseparableness that once made her sad has now become a sandstone choked in her heart, mocking her dissatisfaction And do not cherish.

She was lying in Ye Ying's arms, the tears on her face were still wet, but her dark and deep eyes were staring at Ye Ying deeply, the faint watery light made her eyes look moist and soft, really as delicate and unparalleled as peach blossoms.In those eyes, there is no obsession and shyness that a woman should have when looking at her lover, but only the loneliness and fragility that is on the verge of being broken as if in another world.

Her heart has been sad and in pain for too long, and now no matter whether she is overjoyed or sad, all she has is numb pain.After the reunion, venting and crying from the bottom of her heart squeezed out the last trace of moisture in her heart, leaving only paleness and weakness to the extreme.She was held in Ye Ying's arms, and she curled her lips a little shyly, trying to give him a bright smile like in the past, but it didn't work.That cold and lonely sadness has already crushed flesh and blood, and covered the wound with a layer of hoarfrost. Now that the mediocre years have passed, it is already three feet cold.

Her lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to say a thousand words to the man in front of her, but in the end, she just lowered her eyes in silence.

What can she say?She didn't want to confide her suffering, which would only make him worry, and she didn't want to express her love for him, in exchange for him to sigh in disappointment or regret.

Such fiery love almost burned her to ashes, and Ye Jiusi didn't know how long he could burn, and when he would usher in the end of his love.

While in a trance, Ye Jiusi heard a soft and pitiful sigh resounding in his ears.She shrank suddenly in his arms, as if she had been pricked by a needle. She only felt the pain at the base of her tongue, and she tilted her head in a panic, subconsciously not wanting to hear his next words that might tear her into pieces. That wouldn't make her despair, it would just make her die.

The master will never know how she has trekked over these years, and what supports her staggering in endless pain is this love for him.

If he wanted to judge this unethical relationship with his own hands, then she would have no choice but to die.

Ye Jiusi only felt like a prisoner who had been pushed to the scaffold, with the knife on his neck.She had nowhere to go, nowhere to escape, and even felt a little disheartened that "this day has finally come".

That's it, Ye Jiusi thought, after all, she had already caused him too much trouble.

Ye Jiusi was thinking wildly, but suddenly felt a burst of moist and warm breath, and then there was a gentle and soft touch from the lowered eyelids, and she was gone as soon as she touched it.She looked up at Ye Ying in astonishment, only to see that his eyes, which were as deep as amber, had softened into water at this moment, like melted maltose, exuding warmth and pity.She was about to be drunk in his eyes for a moment, but before she recovered, Ye Ying leaned over slightly again, caressing Ye Jiusi's face with her large robe, Ye Jiusi looked at his calm and handsome eyes There was a bit of lingering tenderness and lightness, but she could see it clearly.

Yun Zhongxian was relegated to the mortal world, he hugged her, and put a light kiss on her lips.

Like snow falling on the treetops, like feathers picking up blue silk, so light, so soft, but it seems to suppress the lingering lingering to the bone, and the ardor that has been restrained for a long time.

Maybe there is sadness, maybe there is pity, but through his eyes, Ye Jiusi feels that he is also loved.

Ye Ying's kiss was so gentle, but it exploded in Ye Jiusi's mind like a thunderbolt from the Tang Sect, turning her brain into a paste, and her sanity was blown to pieces, leaving no clarity left.

Ye Jiusi pursed her lips subconsciously, thinking a little confused, could it be that she has been a fairy for many years, and today she was drunk by half a pot of ordinary wine?

Her bright peach blossom eyes glistened, and the corners of her eyes were as red as rouge melting snow. At this moment, she was confused and at a loss, like a frightened little animal, staring at her cute and cute.Ye Ying felt pity in her heart, it was funny to see her like this, and she seemed to be planning to treat everything as a fantasy dream when she saw her soaring, she pondered for a while, then slightly hugged her, and hugged her on her blushing face Leave another kiss.

This kiss on the cheek finally brought back Ye Jiusi's sanity completely, she was stiff all over, and said dryly: "Master...Master?"

His tone was full of caution and disbelief.

"The teacher is here." Ye Ying replied indifferently, but she did not hesitate to expose the cowardice and self-deception of the apprentice when he stepped on the door.He is a resolute and courageous person, and no one can shake him in the slightest when he decides.If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it.If you like it, you will not hesitate, and if you torture yourself, you will also hurt the woman who loves him; if you don't like it, you will not give others hopeless thoughts and delay their lives.

Pity is not love, self-blame is not love, and guilt is not love.Ye Ying distinguishes it very clearly and sees it very clearly. He is sure that he is in love, so he will not back down, nor will he give the other party a chance to back down.

"I didn't have time to say it at the beginning, but I will tell you today as a teacher." Ye Ying stroked Ye Jiusi's hair lightly, her tone as cool as water was still calm like an ancient well without waves.Ye Ying was talking about the day she died, Ye Jiusi broke down and expressed her feelings in despair, but he didn't have time to tell her the same feeling, he held her overlapping hands, the generous palms even directly Wrapping both of her hands in it, the warm feeling reaches from the fingertips to the heart, like sweet spring rain and dew, persistently wanting her dead heart to come back to life.

"As a teacher, I also admire you."

The reason and bleakness hanging on the thread were shattered by his words at this moment, rose into the sky, turned into continuous spring rain, and flowed through the desolate heart.

Ye Ying's expression is still calm and breezy, as if he is still standing under the flower tree holding his sword and watching the flowers, instead of expressing his admiration for the happy woman.But his pair of calm eyes fixed on Ye Jiusi's body, and those calm eyes like an ancient well revealed a soft temperature and forbearing depth, as if it was about to rain The sky is heavy with mist.

He said deeply and earnestly: "As a teacher, I have always been clumsy and clumsy, and I am extremely boring and boring. I don't know how to say anything else, and I don't need to say it. I just want to ask you—"

"Si'er, after all the dust settles, are you willing to return to Cangjian Villa with me, marry me, and stay with me for the rest of my life?"

The silky clouds in the sky were blown away a little by the wind, and the lonely cold moon in the sky was not accompanied by stars, splashing down the moonlight like mercury.Ye Jiusi could see his face illuminated by the moonlight, still with such handsome and picturesque eyebrows, and seemingly weak but broad shoulders. At this moment, the posture he looked down at her was quiet and gentle, revealing a romantic taste.

Ye Jiusi felt that maybe she was really drunk, drunk in his eyes, she just felt choked up, her throat seemed to be stuffed with a big piece of red-hot iron, it was blocked and hot, and she couldn't say a word.

The happiness that once seemed far away and out of reach is now brought to him.

She wanted to stop wishful thinking, and wanted to tell herself that this was actually a dream, and she even wondered if Master had just promised a lie in order to save her.But she is someone who knows Ye Ying so well, and has been with him countless days and nights. She knows that he is a gentleman who promises to do what he promises, and also knows that he is involved in feelings and will not compromise in front of anything.

He is not a deviant person, but since he loves, he will be sincere in his heart and will not be shaken by external things.

He is such a person.

Ye Jiusi just nodded, and before the tears of joy fell, he raised his hand and gently wiped them away.He didn't speak anymore, but he didn't want her to cry for him again. Ye Ying didn't know how much suffering a person has to go through in a lifetime, but he felt sorry for him. His apprentice and the person he loved had experienced too much in this life. Too much pain that almost crushed the heart.

In this love chase, it seems that Ye Jiusi is always taking the initiative, but he stops at the end.

The only time Ye Ying took the initiative was at the last moment, pulling the hesitant her into her arms.

It became the lovesickness of the two.

The everlasting silvery moonlight is still bright and cold, but it is no longer sad and lonely and cold, but dyed with tenderness.

Ye Jiusi leaned against Ye Ying's arms, and Ye Ying's arms were wrapped around her waist, and she held her hands, intertwining her fingers.

Many things happened tonight, Ye Jiusi's thoughts were still a little chaotic, but his soul was as clear and clear as if he had just woken up from a big dream.The despair and bone-piercing cold were dissipated little by little. There was a smile on her lips, and her eyes were calm and peaceful.Ye Jiusi didn't mention what kind of past she had in these years, and Ye Ying didn't talk about her painful memories. The two just enjoyed the long-lost peace peacefully.

After all, after dawn, the dream will eventually wake up, and they also need to face the thorns on the road ahead.

Ye Jiusi wants revenge, and she also wants to find a way to restore Ye Ying. She always understands her bumpy road ahead, because she wants to be hostile to the most terrifying existence in the whole world.Ye Ying, on the other hand, has to face the unknown destiny that she may become a sword spirit. She doesn't even know how long the soul fusion will take, and she doesn't know whether when he wakes up, the sea will be gone.

As long as you enjoy the quietness of this night, it is enough.

When the sun rises in the sky, it is so brilliant that the clouds are so red that they seem to have been splashed with rouge, and they are so red that they are like fire.They looked at the newborn sun, but Ye Ying's body gradually turned into a misty and helpless soul like smoke. Ye Jiusi looked at him, with nostalgia and reluctance in his eyes, but more contentment and peace.

Ye Ying stroked her hair at last, and said softly, "Si'er, I'm always here as a teacher."

"Yeah." Ye Jiusi stood up and looked up at him, her eyes as cold as frost and snow were calm and introverted, just like her unswerving feelings.

"As a teacher, I will definitely live." Ye Ying's soul was getting weaker and weaker, but there was a slight smile on her lips, "Si'er has to take care of herself."

They formed a soul contract, sharing life and death, sharing honor and disgrace, which is the reason why Ye Ying still made the vow in the current situation where the soul has no one to follow.They all have to work hard to live, just because one is dead, and the other cannot live alone.From then on, their lives are no longer their own. For the love in their hearts, they must live no matter what, and they can no longer easily ignore life and death.

"Master." Ye Jiusi stood facing the wind, and the wind was blowing her white clothes like snow, but her voice was firm even in the wind.

"I'll wait."

"Ten years, 20 years, a lifetime, I will always, always wait."

The despair and sadness in the past were only because he was not around, so every minute and every second was pain and torture.But now knowing that he has never gone far, no matter what, she will wait desperately.

When the end of the world is endless, there is only Acacia endlessly.

"Master, take care."

The author has something to say: I am very sorry for the update so late today!Kneel down, I really beg for forgiveness! ! !

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