Nine thoughts of a gentleman in comprehensive martial arts

Ye Ying felt cold and hurt, but her eyes seemed to be on fire.

When he was dizzy, he only felt that someone hugged him and held him tightly in his arms.Ye Ying knew that it was Ye Jiusi, he wanted to tell his apprentice not to worry, but he couldn't say anything.

Ye Jiusi only felt that he was about to collapse.

She hugged Ye Ying, but she could feel his weaker breath and gradually colder body, layers of fear filled her heart, almost tearing her apart.

Her hand holding the sword has always been steady and strong, and she can not move an inch even with a huge sword that weighs a thousand catties.But at this moment, she couldn't control the trembling of her hands, and even her body trembled uncontrollably.There were patches of darkness in front of her eyes, but she tried her best to control herself not to fall down. For a moment, she felt her heart was pierced by a knife, almost suffocated, and her tears poured down like broken beads.

No, liars are all liars...

Ye Jiusi tightly hugged Ye Ying's shoulders, and leaned his head against her bosom. Tears fell on Ye Ying's face, forehead, and dripped onto her eyelids. The slight coolness dispelled the fiery blazing pain.Her heart collapsed in despair, tears gushed like springs, and the tears that fell on Ye Ying's face also slid down her face, as if Ye Ying was crying.

Ye Ying only felt a dull pain in her heart, and she didn't know whether it was the deeper pain from the soul, or the deeper pain from pity.He just wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but he couldn't even do such a simple action right now.He could only forcefully stretch out his arms to hold her waist weakly, and comforted her in a low voice: "Si'er, don't cry."

Feeling that the body is getting stiff and cold, although I don't know what the golden light is, but I am powerless to pursue it at this time.He closed his eyes, feeling that the pain in his eyes had subsided a little, and his body had gained some strength. Ye Ying calmed down and said softly: "Life and death are determined by fate, no wonder others, Si'er, after leaving as a teacher, you should also be diligent." , if one day I return to my homeland..."

"Apologize to my father for my teacher, saying... Ye Ying is not filial..."

"No! Master! You won't die! You have passed the catastrophe, you will become an immortal, and your lifespan will be as long as the sky! You won't die, how could you die?!" Ye Jiusi couldn't listen to Ye Ying Ye Ying’s last words were interrupted aloud, she burst into tears, choked up incoherently, and for a while she had the will to die, “Why did this happen? Why?! Master, if you are gone, apprentice… Apprentice..."

If you're not here, what's the point of leaving me alone?

As long as Ye Jiusi thinks that there will be no Ye Ying in her future life, Ye Jiusi will feel that there is no sunshine in front of her eyes.

There is no such a person who can make her care about the beauty of the world, and then convey it to him in words; there is no such a person who can make her work hard, but she is so happy; there is no such a person who will accompany her. After spring, autumn, winter and summer, watching the flowers fade away, listening to the wind blowing back to the snow, waiting for the time to make people grow old, Baishou vowed not to regret it.

"Master, apprentice, please, don't leave me, please... please..." Ye Jiusi hugged Ye Ying tightly, bent down in pain, and buried her face deeply in Ye Ying's hair , the mournful voice was tinged with a bit of resentment, "What is life and death?! Why can't you blame others?! It is said that good people have good rewards. Although I, Ye Jiusi, don't say that I am kind to others, I am not indebted to others! What kind of Resentment, what kind of debts are owed, why don’t you take revenge on me! What did I do wrong?! What did I do wrong! Let Master suffer this calamity!"

Ye Jiusi is not a negative person, nor is she a person who complains, but at this moment, in this situation, in this place, she has no other emotions except resentment.

Ye Ying heard the resentment and death-seeking intention in her words, she felt a chill in her heart, and said sharply, "Si'er!"

Ye Jiusi was numb, his eyes were empty, so dark that he couldn't see a gleam of light.Hearing Ye Ying's scolding, she straightened up slowly, her face was full of tears, she looked miserable and pitiful.She hugged Ye Ying tightly, coughed a few times, her throat was hoarse and there were a few vague choked sobs, but her clean and elegant face was pale and pale as paper.

Ye Ying stretched out her hand to hold Ye Jiusi's wrist, sighed, her brows and eyes were stained with melancholy and regret, and said in a light tone: "I failed to take you home, and I will leave you alone in the future. I broke my promise for the teacher. Everyone in the world asks immortals to ask for good, but as a teacher, I don’t want you to force it... If you meet someone you like, live your life well, it’s always too lonely to be alone.”

Ye Jiusi was expressionless, weeping, letting Ye Ying hold her wrist, listening to his last words, and remained motionless.

Ye Ying used her strength in the palm of her hand, and passed on the inner strength of her life's hard work to Ye Jiusi.The two of them are masters and apprentices, and their internal strength is from the same line, so naturally there is no disadvantage of incompatibility.Although Ye Ying knew that this move was a bit counterproductive, he could already clearly feel the powerlessness of being helpless. In this world of gods and demons, he couldn't guarantee that Ye Jiusi would be safe and sound.Passing on to her, although it takes a lot of time to master it, it can keep her safe in a critical moment, practice hard on Cangwu Mountain, or return to the mortal world to live a normal life, whatever she likes.

In Ye Ying's heart, she was not without regrets.

It's just that there is no need to speak out about the feelings that have not been told to her. He is destined to die, and he is destined to fail to promise her, so why bother to make her sad?

Lying in Ye Jiusi's arms, the coldness seemed to have faded a lot. Ye Ying smiled lightly, stroked Ye Jiusi's hair gently, and her tone was unprecedentedly gentle: "It's been so many years, your Blue Flame Qingjun Sword After losing it, there is no more handy saber, and the teacher’s flame will be given to you. It has been with the teacher for many years, and it has already become the half of the teacher. You are always like a child who can’t grow up. I can also fulfill my promise for my teacher."

"Don't be resentful, don't be persistent, Si'er... Ever since the day I accepted you as an apprentice, my teacher has always told you that when I become a teacher, I don't ask you to be successful, but I only ask you to live up to your original intentions." .”

"You have always reassured the teacher. This sentence has been said many times by the teacher, but now, I still want to tell you again."

"Si'er, you have always been proud of your teacher."

"Cang--" hummed suddenly, and a beam of light was projected from the dissipated sky again, falling on Ye Jiusi's body.She knelt on the ground, but the dust left her in an instant, her white jade-like skin glowed softly, and her blue hair fluttered, as if she was a fairy who was about to fade away at any time.The golden light flashed away, but an ice-blue fairy seal slowly appeared on Ye Jiusi's forehead, and the golden light was hidden, making her beautiful and picturesque face look unattainable and remote.The aura around her increased steadily until it reached a certain zero point, breaking through the barrier in an instant, and melting into nothingness.

The enlightenment empowered him, passed on his skills to transform him into a god, and finally made Ye Jiusi immortal.

In other words, her catastrophe has already fallen on Ye Ying.

Ye Ying finished her work, but felt that coldness became more and more obvious, almost biting.He knew that his time was approaching, and for a moment he didn't want to restrain his inner emotions. He raised his hand, touched Ye Jiusi's cheek, and gently covered her face with his hand. Just as he was about to say something, he suddenly heard I heard Ye Jiusi's cold and broken voice: "Master, I am not a good apprentice, nor is it your pride."

Ye Ying frowned, but didn't say anything. He just knew if his apprentice was doing well.

Unexpectedly, when Ye Jiusi opened his mouth, he threw a shocking thunderbolt: "Master treats me well, and treats me like a close relative, but Si'er is unfilial, which violates the rules of ethics, and betrays Master's kindness to Si'er."

"Master, Si'er misses you."

Ye Ying was startled for a moment, then she was surprised, suddenly her eyes were sour, and there was light shining into her eyes.He opened his eyes suddenly, just in time to meet Ye Jiusi's eyes full of heartbreak and despair.

Ye Jiusi lowered her head slightly, and Ye Ying suddenly opened those warm brown eyes that can only be seen in dreams, but she had no intention of rejoicing, becoming a fairy can reshape the body, and the master can see the light again, he must have become a fairy up.

But why did it happen again?

At this time, she didn't want to think too much, but raised her hand to gently caress Ye Ying's face, tears fell like rain, and she tried her best to calmly say in an uncontrollable trembling voice:

"Master has always taught me the way of a gentleman and worldly ethics. My disciple is like this. Master must be very disappointed, right?"

Without waiting for Ye Ying to answer, she closed her eyes tightly, as if she was afraid of hearing a desperate answer from Ye Ying, and said hastily: "Master, don't worry, when I return to Datang, I will go to Youhe Valley to find the ghost doctor." Lin Feng, accept Liqingsan, forget about this unethical emotion, and you will always be a good disciple of Master."

"But I don't want anything else, I just want you to live, I just want you to live—"

In the end, it seemed that she could not suppress the sadness in her heart, and she was screaming hoarsely.

Speaking out the feelings buried deep in her heart, uncovering the secrets she would rather bring into the coffin, and personally judging the death of her love, all of this hurt her heart.

But if all of this can bring Ye Ying's safety, even if it takes her life in exchange, she is willing.

It's just that the more he talked, the more despair he felt in his heart. Unlike the pain of a heart attack, Ye Jiusi felt that his heart was dead.

She hugged him, but the tighter she hugged him, the emptier she felt inside.

"The most important thing for a swordsman is the sword in his hand. Only by being too forgetful can he obtain the supreme way of swordsmanship! Master, you told me this!"

"I am a swordsman, put down the sword, I will die, but put you down, I will die!"

"I love you - I don't ask you to respond to me, and I don't want you to know, I just want to be by your side. I can never marry for the rest of my life, just stay by your side, through long years, forever There will be no difference. Becoming an immortal or attaining the Tao? If you are not by my side, the supreme self is just the corpse of a broken soul, and a long lifespan is just a deeper torment—"

"If this ungodly love is the root of your catastrophe and is my punishment, then I was wrong! I was wrong! I would rather I never loved before, and I don't want you to die—!"

Ye Jiusi was full of desolation, and her hoarse cries were tinged with the despair of heartbreak and death. Her sadness was like a torn sky. When the building was about to fall, reason was hanging by a thread.

Ye Ying stared blankly at Ye Jiusi, the broken and crying woman in front of her gradually overlapped with the childish cry of previous years.The kind of panic that seemed to be abandoned by the whole world, the heartbreaking pain of losing the most important thing, passed through the torrent of time and memories, gathered in his mind, and infiltrated his heart little by little.

It is so, it is so.

Two lovesick, two do not know.

Ye Ying's calm and indifferent eyebrows and eyes were finally stained with a touch of sadness. This kind of accidental mistake is really extremely sad and ridiculous.

If there is no barrier of secular ethics, they can be more brave to each other, wouldn't they miss so much time?

He finally saw Ye Jiusi's face, and saw the appearance of this woman who had been by his side countless days and nights.

Ye Jiusi said that she was wrong, that she shouldn't love, but why didn't Ye Ying feel guilty?If it weren't for him, she might still be the girl from the water village who didn't know the pain of lovesickness if she didn't enter the lovesickness family. She was obsessed with her gentlemanly demeanor, riding a horse across the water bridge, and attracting the attention of countless people.If it weren't for him, those eyes should be as beautiful as the night sky with the river of stars flowing, instead of being so empty and hopeless, carrying thoughts and desolation of going to the end of the world.

She is such a good girl, someone will always fall in love with her bright smile and her watery warmth.

She will get married and have children, have a stable home, and someone will treat her as a treasure and treat her with respect for the rest of her life, and they will grow old together hand in hand.

Is this really a punishment?

Ye Ying was in a daze, and her eyes, as calm as autumn water, had an unchanging sense of peace.At such a sad and desolate moment, he did not shed tears, but his eyes seemed to be covered with a cloud of mist.A surge of soreness and throbbing surged up from the heart, that strange emotion came fiercely and urgently, obliterating Ye Ying in an instant.

One person's lovesickness can still be endured, but two people's love, what else can stop the growth of this relationship?

It's just a pity that I realized it too late...

The darkness swept over, swallowing the light that Ye Ying lost and regained.Something, shattered in the darkness, turned into thousands of golden lights, fluttered in the air, but re-condensed, like a group of brilliant and warm flames, dancing with tongues of flames gently, the flames were not dazzling, and even brought a sense of tranquility and tranquility. The breath is as thick as a mountain, which makes people feel nostalgic and dependent.

Ye Ying suddenly realized that it was the fire of his soul.

Before he could think too much, the light of the flame disappeared in a flash, and he felt his consciousness sinking, as if the shackles of the shackles were instantly broken, and the coldness and pain were instantly far away from him. When his eyes went dark, he lost consciousness.

But in Ye Jiusi's arms, Ye Ying just gave her one last look, unable to tell the deep meaning contained in it, she didn't know whether he was angry or disappointed in his heart when faced with her heart-breaking confession of love, but those two The warm brown eyes that were as deep as amber were completely closed.

He lay quietly in her arms, motionless, as if he had fallen asleep, still quiet and beautiful.

It was as if in every pleasant afternoon, when he frowned and took a nap, Ye Jiusi, who was still young at that time, would sit on the edge of the bed and quietly play with his hair, or turn his palms and knead them back and forth.She would press her pink and tender little hand to his palm, and let his palm wrap her little fist.At that time, she would smile with crooked brows and eyes, rubbing her face against his fingers with great joy.

After waking up, he would softly touch her soft hair, curl his lips pamperingly, then take her hand and walk out of the courtyard, telling her the mystery of the changing seasons and the understanding of the supreme sword.

Only this time, she couldn't laugh anymore, and the man who seemed indifferent but actually gentle would no longer caress her head lovingly.

Ye Jiusi stared blankly at Ye Ying's pale face, felt the gradually freezing temperature in his arms, but couldn't exert the strength to raise his hand to test his breath.She knelt there stiffly, like a rotten old tree, her eyes were empty and her expression was blank, like a puppet that had lost its soul, so lifeless.

There is no more grief than death, no more sorrow than silence.

I don't know how long it took, until the setting sun in the sky was like blood, and Ye Jiusi's eyes were red, and she woke up from the daze.The stiff body seemed to be broken suddenly. Ye Jiusi softened his hands and feet as if he lost his strength, and slowly bent down like a piece of dead bamboo, buried his face in Ye Ying's neck, and let out a hoarse and mournful cry.

She wanted to cry, but the tears were swallowed in her heart, and the salty tears made her heart full of holes terribly hurt.

She clasped Ye Ying's hand tightly, but the fingertips intertwined could no longer find the warm touch of the past.

master, master—

There are three thousand red dust roads, only a few lands in Kyushu, no place for you, no rivers and lakes.

The author has something to say: cover the pot silently... Let me tell you that I have already hid in Cang Dae's base camp, so I am not afraid of you. QAQ

Don't say I didn't get vaccinated, I've been reminding you all the time since the pit was opened!The world of fairy sword will be abused!

I'm not lying, the world of sword and sword is definitely in love hahaha..._(:зゝ∠)_

I swear that after the end of the fairy sword world, I will give you crazy sweets, and it will definitely make your teeth decay! ! !Do not give up...QAQ

Well, don't worry, the sadness is only temporary, and the ending will always be good... I still feel very unwilling to go and read the copywriting!The author's copywriting is clearly written!Xiao Jiuer is just struggling under the claws of fate (zuo) luck (zhe)...

Well, Xiaojiu'er in this chapter is a little blackened...=v=But don't worry, I still say that, the heroine I admire the most is that she can live up to her original intention.This is not only Ye Ying's expectation, but also the quality in Xiao Jiu'er's bones.

Xiaojiu'er's temperament will change drastically in the following article, but her kind nature will not change. I want to write about a girl who has gone through a thousand sails but can live up to her original intentions. This is a complete little wine~!

But it's normal for people to feel negative emotions when they are in despair, right?Xiao Jiu'er's resentment is not for anyone, but because of Ye Ying.

Well, everyone, just calm down, everything will be fine.

The last sentence comes from Shao Siming's "Smoke Cage Chang'an". I have always liked the songs of Shao Siming, He Tu and Dong Zhen. When I was writing the article, I didn't know why I suddenly felt that this sentence was very poignant, so I wrote it Already... The title is a poem I have always liked very much. It comes from Liu Yong's "Recalling the Emperor's Capital". If you like it, you can go and read it~~!

Well, changing the topic was not very successful... In fact, when I wrote this chapter, the author was also very uncomfortable. I deleted, deleted, and edited it more than ten times before I fiddled with this finished product. I don’t know how you feel when you look at it. Anyway, the author I feel... quite miserable...

By the way, isn’t it getting warmer recently? Why does the author still feel so hot and cold!Have you ever hated me behind my back? QQ

Thanks to [Passers-by who don’t speak], [Mu Yubaiying], and [Xun’an], the three cute little landmines for their rewards~ The author, please thank you~!

How are you feeling in this chapter?Otherwise, watch it a few more times, and you won’t feel sad after watching too much hahaha (mud)

In the end, I love life, love family, love male gods, and I love you too, okay~~!