Nine thoughts of a gentleman in comprehensive martial arts

As soon as Ye Ying's words fell, the air in the whole room seemed to stagnate slightly, revealing a sense of tension.

The smile on the woman's face faded slightly, and she drooped her eyelashes to cover the unfathomable meaning in her eyes.After a while, she raised her head and smiled slightly, and said softly, "How did you find out?" She raised her hands, looked around, then smiled, and pointed to herself: "Hangjian Villa, houses, scenery, disciples, Ye Hui, and - me."

"Why do you say that the world created from your memory is fake?"

Ye Ying looked at the woman calmly, her eyes were still as clear as a pool of autumn water, as peaceful as amber.His voice was calm, as if he wasn't surprised by the information from the woman's mouth: "It's true, it's fake, I was blind at the age of 30, and after more than [-] years, many people's appearances have been forgotten. Whether the constructed scene is real or not, I have no way to know, but the appearance of people seems to be covered with smoke, which shows that the memory has been blurred. Even the second brother Ye Hui, there are traces of distortion and strangeness on the appearance, but only you, clear Like yesterday."

The woman raised her hand to touch her cheek, and said with a light smile, "So that's the case. After all, you touched this face not long ago. It must have left a deep impression on you."

Ye Ying's eyes were confused for a moment, but he quickly regained his composure. He said softly, "Since everything here is fiction, how should I get out of here?"

"Isn't it good here?" The woman smiled slightly, her voice mellow as if she was singing a melodious tune, "It's not enough to have your beloved Tibetan Sword Villa, your relatives, friends, and me by your side Okay? After leaving here, you are a person who has left your homeland, homeless, and there is no hidden sword villa for you to guard, how will your sword practice continue?"

Ye Ying was unmoved, and said lightly: "No matter how bitter the reality is, it is still reality, and no matter how beautiful the dream is, it is still a dream. The real cannot be faked, and the fake cannot be real. Escape cannot solve all problems, and no matter how cruel things are You have to learn to face it, I am not a weak person, and I don’t need to be afraid of the cruelty of reality.”

When the sky is thin, I use blessings, and I thicken my virtues to welcome them; when the sky tires me, I use my form, and I relax my heart to make up for them;God, what can I do!

He is Ye Ying, the owner of Hidden Sword Villa, why should he be afraid of him?

"You chose the guardian sword for the sake of Hidden Sword Villa. The guarded heart gave you infinite strength, but when you left Hidden Sword Villa and your homeland, it became your shackles and shackles again." The woman walked to the window Beside her, she pointed her slender and fair fingers on the white petals of the gardenia, smiling elegantly, "It's amazing that you can find out what's wrong, this is your dreamland of demons, in other words, this is your most nostalgic place. Where there are people you can't let go of, if you want to achieve the supreme swordsmanship, you must get rid of the 'ego'."

Ye Ying stared quietly at the smiling woman, and asked, "Then who are you? The person I've been waiting for these days is you?"

"Me?" The woman smiled unchanged, shrugged her shoulders, and said in a manly voice, "Don't you understand? Everything here is the person or thing you are attached to, and 'I' is the person you can't let go of. "

"I shouldn't have appeared, you shouldn't have me in your life."

"This is the original trajectory of your life, plain, monotonous, boring, eternal scenery, and people who gradually fade out of your life. Ye Ying, this is very sad, isn't it? You care about them so much, but they will all grow up, They will get married and start a career, and they will have their own lovers, like Ye Fan and Ye Jingyi. There will be more important people in their lives, and if you stop moving forward, they will gradually drift away."

"Perhaps, you will feel satisfied? After all, you are a person with such a strong sense of responsibility. You will continue to grow stronger and spend your whole life guarding Hidden Sword Villa as an indestructible sword. There is no love, no In the wind, flowers, snow and moon, there are only constant responsibilities and protection. In the future, when the next disciple can take on everything, you will hand over this responsibility. Maybe you will continue your protection, maybe you will pursue a more supreme kendo, Waiting for the years to pass and life to go to the end, calmly accept that there will be a change in life, this is your destiny, isn't it?"

Ye Ying remained silent, he could not refute the woman's words, because he always thought that this was his whole life.

The woman smiled slightly, but her smile was full of sadness: "To get rid of self-attachment is to learn to let go. You, who understand the way of natural change and replacement, are the easiest to look down upon, but the heavy responsibility makes you always Can't let go. Now, you are wandering in another world, you have already touched the true nature of the Tao, but you have met 'me'."

"Aren't you happy when you're with that 'me'? Because you're needed. I can hear your heart talking, you say - I love this company, I want to be with her , because I am the most important thing in her heart. She will not fade out of my life, just because she only has the way of swords in her heart, so she will not have a lover, and will not be like younger siblings. After getting married, they cannot see each other for a long time. "

"You are very light-hearted, but you are afraid of loneliness and loneliness, and you long for the company of others-such thoughts are not selfish."

Ye Ying's plain face was stained with a little confusion, and asked: "Is she my lover?"

The woman laughed, shook her head and said, "No, it's your disciple."

Ye Ying was silent for a while, before asking: "What kind of person is she?"

"This is your fantasy. It's your heart that builds everything. If you ask me, aren't you also asking yourself?" He said softly, "Although it's only been together for half a day, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you?"

It was a girl like gardenia.

Gardenias start to develop buds in winter, but don't bloom until closer to the summer solstice. The longer the buds are gestated, the more refreshing their fragrance will be.The leaves of the gardenia tree are as tough as evergreens, and despite the wind and rain, they are still green as new.This seemingly pure white and delicate flower contains long persistence and waiting.This is a very ordinary flower that can be seen everywhere even in the wild streets.However, under such an ordinary appearance, what is hidden is a firm, tenacious, and mellow life essence.

She is like Gardenia, plain and warm, but she has a sincere heart, treats people sincerely, and faces the world sincerely. Under the soft and harmless appearance is unyielding strength and persistence.

Ye Ying stared at the snowy white of the gardenia, but Ye Jiusi's gentle and peaceful eyes seemed to pass by her eyes. The door of the memory box was opened in an instant, and the warm and bright past flowed out like water.

The soft and fragile child was wrapped in worn-out swaddling clothes, sleeping peacefully in a wooden tub that might collapse at any time. He reached out to hug her, and she suddenly opened a pair of eyes as clear as water, grinned, and stretched out her hand, babbling, Wanting to touch his cheek; he came out of closed doors, blind, and he wanted to send her away, but she threw herself at his feet, grabbing his hem and crying; when she was eight years old, she became a teacher, and she knelt Kowtowing, he listened to the dull sound, but unconsciously wondered whether she would hurt himself.

And then, wandering in a different world, the soft and immature child has grown into a swordsman in his own right, and the gentle and gentle girl with a bit of a man's heart gradually transformed into a beautiful woman who is soft on the outside and firm on the inside.He thought that she would be like every disciple, like his younger siblings, when she grows up and becomes independent, she will gradually alienate him.

But no, he stood in the same place, but she approached him step by step, she gave him too much tenderness and touch, engraved in his vitality, like a bright and restrained pearl, never fading.

Ye Ying's expression softened, but the smile on the face of the woman standing opposite him deepened, her picturesque eyebrows and eyes were tinged with a bit of unsettling unpredictability, and her voice became more gentle , so gentle that he almost wrung out water: "Ye Ying, don't you understand? Hidden Sword Villa is your obsession, but Ye Jiusi is your demon."

"Only by getting rid of obsessions and inner demons can you achieve the Dao, understand?"

"You're wrong." Ye Ying didn't look at her, but just looked down at the white gardenias on the table, "Hangjian Villa is my responsibility and my home, but I can't let it go. By the way It's natural, I am safe with the situation, I guard the entire Tibetan Sword Villa, but I believe that I am not indispensable to the Tibetan Sword Villa. There are many talented disciples of Tibetan Sword, and the status of a sect is not stabilized by one person. The Tibetan Sword has been devoted to my father's painstaking efforts and half of my life, but it has grown up, without my existence, it may have gone through some ups and downs, but after the storm, the Tibetan Sword will be even stronger."

"The meaning of life lies in this. Inheritance, reincarnation, replacement, under the rolling of time and years, no one is eternal, and the responsibility cannot be borne by one person, but passed down from generation to generation."

"I didn't let it go, and I didn't regret it. I was very happy and proud, because Tibetan Sword is so powerful."

As soon as Ye Ying finished speaking, this fictional space collapsed and shattered silently. The blue sky and white clouds, Hidden Sword Villa, disciples, and Ye Hui all disappeared without a trace at this moment.There is only a piece of clean white in the world, only a gardenia flower falling in Ye Ying's palm, and the woman standing opposite Ye Ying.

Ye Ying's eyes were in a trance and absent-minded for a moment, but finally returned to calm. His pair of warm brown eyes fixedly stared at the woman, waiting for her to speak.

There was still a smile on the woman's face, she said calmly: "Congratulations, you have broken the 'ego'."

"Then now, there are only demons left." The woman approached Ye Ying step by step, speaking cruel words in a soft tone, "Don't you think that your feelings for your disciple have lost control? She is a very A good girl, but occupies a too important position in your heart, doesn't she?"

Ye Ying closed her eyes and shook her head: "She deserves it. I will always remember her kindness to me. There is no need to control or eliminate her feelings. My kindness to her is far from enough for her."

"But you've already been disturbed because of her!" The woman's voice was slightly elevated, as if a little excited, but she quickly calmed down again, with a bit of honey-like sweetness in her voice, "Ye Ying, Admit it, her gentleness wears away your sharp sword heart, and the warmth she gives you shakes your path. Ask yourself, are your feelings for her now really pure master-student?"

Ye Ying closed her eyelashes, not looking at the too sharp light in the woman's eyes, but said calmly: "I don't know."

"I just want to be with her for the rest of my life, that's all."

This is a wish gradually derived from getting along day after day. He likes the quiet years Ye Jiusi gave him, so he greedily wants her to treat him well all his life.

Ye Ying felt that this was very selfish, but he couldn't control it. He couldn't control the joy that filled Shi Man when he heard her say, "Si'er has no intention of loving children."

The pure white world was filled with darkness, and the thick color like haze spread in the space, spreading to Ye Ying's feet bit by bit.The gardenia in Ye Ying's hand also withered quickly, and the withered and yellow petals fell from the stem, spreading a desolate haggardness all over the ground.Ye Ying looked at the withered flower stalk in her hand, her expression was neither happy nor sad, revealing a trace of serene tranquility and indifference.

The woman's smile deepened, and the sweetness contained danger. She finally walked in front of Ye Ying, and got very close to him, so close that she could almost feel each other's breath.

Ye Ying lowered her eyes, staring at the woman's familiar yet unfamiliar face, the woman raised her head, Ye Yingqing's handsome and elegant face was reflected in her dark eyes.

The woman's voice was gentle and seductive, and she said softly: "Come on, kill me, kill Jiusi... She is your heart barrier, your weakness, get rid of her, and you can achieve the supreme swordsmanship."

"Ye Ying, draw out your sword and kill her!"

"Zheng—" A sword sound burst out, clear and sharp, echoing in this empty space.

Ye Ying drew her sword and slashed down, the sharp sword energy swept across the clouds, that kind of decisiveness almost wiped out all the charm and lingering in the world, it was brilliant and resplendent.

The moment Ye Ying drew out the sword, the woman smiled coquettishly and seductively, but Ye Ying's sword did not pierce through her heart as she thought, but slashed fiercely between her and Ye Ying. .The thick sword aura forced her to take a few steps back to distance herself from Ye Ying, and the darkness that could almost engulf Ye Ying even above Manyan was also pushed away by Ye Ying's sword aura.

The woman was numb, and could no longer maintain her calm smile.

The darkness gradually condensed and wrapped around the woman's body. Her human figure was distorted for a while, shed the glamorous beauty that belonged to Ye Jiusi, and turned into a cloud of misty black.

The inner demon is the best at deceiving people, and the easiest to shake the mind. If you are shaken by it, you will lose your sanity and lose yourself.

If Ye Ying really followed its words, took "Ye Jiusi" as her heart demon, and killed her as "Ye Jiusi", then Ye Ying would be devoured by her heart demon and become obsessed.

The demon in his original form obviously couldn't believe his failure. The black mist surged and he roared so sharply that it was almost ear-piercing: "This is impossible, this is impossible! You can't find it!!!"

"Since you can let go of Hidden Sword Villa, there is no way you can't let her go! You can achieve the way of ruthlessness, why can't you kill her?! I am your heart, I know you best, you obviously care about her Isn't it? You are obviously hard to let go of her, aren't you?! She has already affected your mood! She will become your weakness! Why don't you kill her?!"

Ye Ying returned her sword to its sheath, her warm brown eyes as deep as amber were still calm without any waves, and she couldn't see the influence of the "she" in the heart demon's mouth on Ye Ying.

"You are wrong again."

Ye Ying's voice was still calm, the calmness and indifference that never wavered before a mountain collapsed gave him a kind of stalwart that made people admire.The sword energy around him swirled in the space, blocking all possible retreats of the demon. He raised his hand and pointed at the sword, and touched its eyebrows under the fearful and collapsed gaze of the demon.

Ye Ying's eyes were heavy, but clean and clear. He solemnly said word by word:

"Si'er has never been my weakness."

"She's my pride."

Ye Ying exhaled the sword energy from her fingertips, and the sharp sword energy pierced through the demons in her heart.The heart demon twisted and rolled, wailing sharply, but his figure gradually shattered, turning into glittering and translucent light spots in the air, flying away in all directions, and turning into nothingness.There seemed to be a strong wind blowing in the space, blowing Ye Ying's sleeves, and standing in front of the wind, he had an ethereal feeling of ascending to immortality.

His expression was indifferent, without joy or anger, without sorrow or joy.

The entire pure white space began to crack and shatter. Ye Ying lowered her head, looked at the gardenia stalk in her palm that gradually turned into light spots, and a trace of tenderness flashed in her eyes.

The world was shattered and annihilated, and everything returned to darkness.

Ye Ying slowly closed those amber-like eyes.

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Save my girlish heart! ! !The author who wrote this chapter felt like he hadn’t taken any medicine, cute. cute. da. yes. wood. yes! ! !

I didn't want to enlighten the male god, but after I wrote it into the god, I couldn't hold it anymore! ! !

The author feels as if he is mentally divided, is there anything! ! !Half of the male god's feelings are in the code words, and half of the nympho shouts how handsome! ! !

Fuck, when the male god said "I am very proud, because the hidden sword is so powerful", my heart was going to be drunk~~~~

Male god, how can you be so cute lick lick lick, you are absolutely indispensable lick lick, you are our Dazhuang flower lick lick~~~

You are not selfish at all if you want Xiao Jiuer to accompany you, let me go! ! !Hurry up and take home the pitiful Xiaojiuer who wrote "Please take in"! ! !

Male god, you have such low requirements, how can Xiao Jiuer be embarrassed! ! !

Gardenia is the flower that I think is the most suitable for Xiaojiuer at first, don't call me vulgar if you cover your face.

Do you understand it?I'm very worried that everyone didn't understand...

So excited~~ Let the author calm down~~~ (cover face)

I'm so tired writing this chapter today... Hey, take a day off tomorrow, and continue to update the day after tomorrow...

I'm going to lick the screen, the male god is so handsome, so beautiful, so cute~~~ woo~~~~