Nine thoughts of a gentleman in comprehensive martial arts

Ye Jiusi had a dream about the past.

She hasn't had a dream for a long, long time. Most of the time, she relies on meditation to get through her sleep life. Even if she has a dream, she can't remember it.

But this time the dream was so clear that she couldn't even deceive herself.

In the dream, it was the black-haired Ye Ying, sitting on the edge of the bed, with her slender hands gently resting on the forehead of a baby girl.The baby girl seemed to have a high fever, her face was flushed red, her pale lips moved, and she let out an indistinct cry of "ahhh", looking very uncomfortable.

And Ye Ying tested the temperature on the baby girl's forehead, seemed a little worried, he gently picked up the little baby girl, rocked it slowly in his arms, his eyes were gentle.

Master's eyes...are warm brown...like flowing amber, clear and clean, but so gentle...

Ye Ying is very good to the little baby girl, and the little baby girl is also very obedient and sensible, never making noise.Ye Ying dotes on the little baby girl very much, and treats her so tenderly, just like treating her own daughter, with meticulous care.

The scene changed, Ye Ying retreated, the little baby girl waited eagerly, because she couldn't find that gentle man in the past few nights, she kept crying softly, no matter how Luo Fuxian comforted her, it was useless.She was weak and fell ill several times, and several times were dangerously ill, causing her to almost die young. If it weren't for the wealth of the Hidden Sword Villa, it would not have been able to withstand such meticulous care.

Later, Ye Ying came out of the customs, comprehended the heart sword, and entered the Tao, almost close to forgetting love.

His face turned pale, his eyes went blind, his expression became cold, and his gentleness was restrained completely.

But the little baby girl still recognized him, even though his three thousand black hair turned into snow, even though he closed her favorite pair of warm brown eyes, even though his breath was tinged with the breath of ice and snow, she could still recognize him This man is the one she has been waiting for.She sat on the bed and reached out to him for a hug. He stood beside the bed, facing her, with a calm expression on his face, but he didn't reach out like before.

send her away.She heard him say that.

She already knew how to listen to some words, and when she heard these three words, she stood there stupidly.Luo Fuxian didn't dare to disobey, she responded and wanted to hug her.

She cried out loudly.

She jumped off the bed, and the fall hurt so badly.Luo Fuxian was taken aback, and hurriedly reached out to hug her, but she swung her away vigorously.She got up with all her strength, and ran towards him stumblingly, falling down while running, she wanted to hug his leg, but he backed away, she had no choice but to grab his clothes corner, screaming hoarsely cry.

She cried very sadly, crying very aggrieved, she didn't know what to say, she just kept yelling over and over in inarticulate words, I will be good, don't throw me away.

I won’t be sick anymore, I won’t cry when I’m sick, and I won’t cry no matter how much it hurts; I will be very quiet and quiet, and I will never disturb you; I will study hard and grow up, and I will be here in the future How about taking care of you?I can give you everything, I can give you milk paste, I can give you a small pillow, and I can give you my favorite duckling.

So don't throw me away.

He was silent, looking down at her, even though he was out of sight.

She cried for a long time, crying very painfully, but in the end, the man still bent down, the slender, strong and warm hand, the hand that used to gently caress her forehead, now covered her little pink In the ball-like hand, gently, but he could not refuse, he broke away from her hand that was pulling the hem of his clothes.

There is tenderness in ruthlessness, and cruelty in tenderness.

The picture in front of me suddenly fluctuated, as if the calm water surface was startled by a drop of water, layer upon layer, gradually fading away.

Darkness swept in, the air was filthy and suffocating, and something unsettling quietly sprouted in the darkness.Ye Jiusi stood quietly in the boundless darkness, with a dazed expression, her heart felt empty and aching, but there was also a compelling heat, which made her feel uncomfortable all over.

Clap, the sound of the letter falling to the ground, the darkness faded away instantly, and the picture finally appeared again in front of my eyes.

The gray sky was covered with overcast clouds, and the little girl with twin ponytails shook the two braids on her head as she walked forward step by step.She smiled cutely, and stretched out a hand, as if she wanted to grab someone, but in the end she found nothing.Her expression suddenly fell silent, and her dark eyes were also stained with unspeakable sadness.

Darkness fell again, and a long water trail suddenly appeared on the ground, winding and dragging to nowhere.

The black-haired Ye Ying embraced Yangui with a peaceful expression but gentle eyes.The young Ye Jiusi walked forward lonelyly with a lonely expression.

The two turned their backs to each other, Ye Ying didn't move, but Ye Jiusi walked further and further away, step by step, she gradually grew up, from a girl to a girl, and then to a young girl.Ye Ying, on the other hand, stayed where she was, without moving a single step, but her expression gradually became indifferent, joyless and sad. With every step Ye Jiusi took, his hair gradually turned into the color of snow, fluttering in the air. , that shocking whiteness.

A great sadness and loneliness welled up in my heart, my heart seemed to be filled with water, and it was twisted hard again, and what flowed out was colorful blood.

Master...

Sorrow and fear swept across, and Ye Jiusi felt a trace of despair and sadness that could not be concealed...

She is such a pure-hearted girl, even though she has never been in love, with her intelligence and purity, how could she not know the name of the emotion that grows in her heart day by day?

It was because she was clear, and it was precisely because of understanding that she felt such despair.

She was in a daze from burning, and when she opened her eyes in a daze, what she saw was Ye Ying's slightly frowned handsome eyebrows, and her worried face.The whole body is very painful, there is a kind of corrosive pain in the internal organs, and there is also a kind of bulging pain in the meridians, as if being forcibly passed on by someone, the meridians are ruptured, and the dantian is even more tormented like fire with.

"Si'er." She heard his voice, the clear voice was gentle and flat, but there was subtle worry and anxiety in the tone.

Just like in the dream, the black-haired him... the same.

"Master..." Ye Jiusi hugged Ye Ying's waist, and threw her whole body into his arms, tightly, refusing to let go.

"The teacher is here." Ye Ying gently brushed her hair away, and put one hand on her back, and the luck in the palm of her hand was transmitted to her body, channeling her chaotic internal force.

Hearing his reply, Ye Jiusi seemed to have a chord snapped and snapped in Ye Jiusi's burning brain.

"Master——" Her tears gushed out like a flood that broke a bank, and fell in big drops. Her voice was hoarse, almost desperate, and she cried like a child, "Master—Master! Don't abandon me, don't abandon me—Si'er be good, Si'er be good—Si'er will be good, don't go, don't go—!"

"I will be very obedient and obedient! I will always guard you! I will be your pride!"

"So, please, don't leave me—!"

She cried desperately, just like she used to be.Her body was in pain, the pain made her feel worse than death, but no matter how painful it was, it was not as painful as that scene in the dark dream, seeing Ye Ying's face full of indifference and disappointment, turning to leave, the pain was deeper and more intense. make her despair.

If the master knew that he had such taboo feelings for him, he would definitely hate her, right?

The Ye Ying in the dream merged with the former Ye Ying. All the tenderness and pampering in the past turned into indifference and indifference, which made her heart dripping with blood.

She tried so hard, but no matter how hard she chased, she couldn't catch up with his back.

"Si'er?" Ye Ying was stunned, her hands shook slightly, and her internal strength almost went astray.He has been practicing martial arts and swordsmanship for decades, how could he not know that Ye Jiusi fell into a nightmare because of his madness?It's just that he never expected that the deepest pain and wound in Ye Jiusi's heart came from such a distant childhood, a past that he thought she no longer remembered.

At that time, his heart and sword were formed, and his state of mind entered the land of no self, which is the "forgetfulness" level in martial arts.He is indifferent, and life is inconvenient, and he is devoted to Taoism. He thought that the young Ye Jiusi followed him, and he didn't have time to teach him, so he might as well send him to grow up with many disciples, accompanied by his peers, and have a complete life. Education is better than following him.

Unexpectedly, his unintentional actions caused Ye Jiusi's deepest scars and demons in his life.

He suddenly felt a strange sadness in his heart, that kind of strange emotion, just like his distress and pity when he saw the young Jing Yi almost died, and there was also a trace of unspeakable guilt.

He sat on the edge of the bed, leaned slightly, hugged his disciple who was crying miserably, and comforted him in a gentle and calm voice: "No, as a teacher, I will not abandon Si'er, and as a teacher, I will not leave. Si'er You have always been obedient and obedient, and Si'er has always been the pride of your teacher, and will always protect you as a teacher."

"Master apologized to you, picked you up, but failed to fulfill the accusation of taking care of you." Ye Ying's tone was light, but there was a hint of heavy taste.

There are many disciples in Hidden Sword Villa, some are children of ordinary people, some are disciples of wealthy families, but more of them are homeless orphans.

Hidden Sword Villa brought them back, gave them room and board, took them in, taught them martial arts, and taught them to become talents.This was originally correct, but Ye Ying couldn't ignore her mistakes. He was not a cowardly person, so he was able to look at and judge his past actions more rationally, and felt guilty and remorseful for this.

Ye Jiusi was picked up by him, he was the one who made the young child feel nostalgic, but he didn't let it go, because he adopted her by his side because of a momentary soft-heartedness.But since he adopted her, he should also take good care of her, not only materially, but also spiritually.The child's obedience and obedience, his dependence and nostalgia for him are all a kind of sacrifice, and it is also the result of his pampering.But at that time, in order to practice his sword, he was neither cold nor indifferent to her, as if he had a pet. He remembered to visit her a few times, and if he forgot, he might not have remembered her for a few days.

He stayed with her for a year to develop her affection and dependence on him, but before she grew up and became independent, he resolutely let go and left without looking back.

It's as cruel as saving the life of a young eagle, but pushing it off a cliff before its wings grow.

His calm and peaceful brows and eyes seemed to be stained with a bit of gloom, and his voice was low and soft, expressing his apology and feelings, while helping her sort out her inner strength, while soothing her knots.It was the first time he spoke so many words, but each sentence was as solemn as an oath.

But he didn't know that the more gentle he was, the more he pushed Ye Jiusi into the abyss of despair.

If emotions can be suppressed, if they can be controlled with rationality, then throughout the ages, how could there be so many people who would not hesitate to fly moths into the flames and smash their bodies to pieces?

Ye Jiusi was ill for three days and three nights, and when he woke up on the fourth day, he was terribly thin.A beautiful and delicate oval face was so thin that only a pointed chin was left, and a pair of big and round peach blossom eyes set on her face, which looked a little scary.Although the poison was removed, the damage had already been done and was irreversible.Her stomach was severely corroded, and she couldn't eat anything for three days. She kept retching and retching, and occasionally coughed up black blood, which was mixed with fragments of the stomach wall, which was very scary.

The worst thing is that the inner breath caused by the insanity went wrong. Ye Jiusi narrowly survived several times, poison, heart disease, and insanity.Ye Ying endured her anger and heartache for her apprentice's future martial arts career, and finally chose to stand behind her.

He personally abolished Ye Jiusi's internal energy of more than ten years of cultivation, and introduced it into his body. After Ye Jiusi weakened the damage caused by the inner demon, he led it back into her body.

This behavior, which could almost be regarded as smashing the dantian, was dangerous and complicated, like walking on a tightrope, if there was a slight mistake, Ye Jiusi might not be able to save his life.

And the pain caused by the destruction of the dantian is something ordinary people can bear?Even a strong-willed person like Ye Jiusi couldn't help screaming when he was in extreme pain.She didn't want Ye Ying to worry, whether it was abolishing internal energy or imparting exercises, no matter how severe the pain was, she would hold back every time, biting her lips until blood dripped.

Day after day she was suffering in pain, but the breath around Ye Ying's body became colder day by day.

In the past, he was like a sword in a scabbard, the sword energy was contained but not exposed, restrained and retractable freely.But now, his sword was awe-inspiring, and he pulled out of the sheath, revealing uncontrollable sullenness and loathing.

This is his apprentice, the person he wants to protect.

He practiced the sword to protect, but now, his apprentice has been hurt to this point, has gone through all kinds of hardships, and his sword can't protect the person he wants to protect, so why should he practice the sword!

Several doctors came, but they were all helpless, and they said straightly that such poison should be killed on the spot, even though the poison was cured, they were just living through the day.Ye Ying couldn't help it. There is no Qixiufang in this world, let alone the Valley of Ten Thousand Flowers. In desperation, he found Ximen Chuuxue according to the map he had marked. He had heard his disciples say that he is also a master of medicine, so he should be able to do something.

Ximen Chuuxue went out to kill people, but ran into Ye Ying, and was very surprised and puzzled by his arrival. His whereabouts were always tight, and he didn't know how the other party found him.But when he saw Ye Jiusi, who was almost out of shape, such doubts were left behind. With Lu Xiaofeng's big mouth, he came to show off to him when he got a bag of light and beautiful flowers. Know a thing or two.

Ye Ying was his respected senior, Ye Jiusi was his rare opponent, Ximen Chuuxue did not refuse.

"This is, you ate the sugar-fried chestnuts from Grandma Xiong?" Ximen Chuixue checked his pulse, and there was a hint of surprise in his cold voice, "This poison is very sinister, one single sugar-fried chestnut is enough to kill 30 people .”

Ye Ying turned her head to face him, but the air around her was oppressive and sharp, but her expression was calm, and her tone was very calm: "Grandma Xiong?"

"Yes, she is very famous in Jianghu. She usually sells sugar-fried chestnuts in the image of an old woman on the night of the full moon." Ximen Chuuxue wrote down the prescription with a pen, ordered people to go down to grab the medicine, and took out the needle box to prepare for the injection.Knowing that Ye Ying must be upset, she told all the information she knew, "She killed for no reason, just because she wanted to kill, so she killed."

Ye Ying's repressed sword energy surged out, almost creating a gust of wind in the room. Under the uncontrollable anger, his expression was still as calm as water: "Because you want to kill someone?"

Ximen Chuuxue's eyes were shining brightly, showing fanatical fighting spirit and excitement, and he still had some understanding: "That's right, her name is Gongsun Lan, she is the leader of the Red Shoes Organization, a female butcher on the rivers and lakes, Peach Blossom Bee, five Poison Lady, Granny Ecstasy, and Grandma Xiong are all her incarnations. I once wanted to try her sword, but she is very good at disguise, and there seems to be someone behind her, whose whereabouts are difficult to determine, so I haven't been able to do so until now."

"Gongsun's family? A descendant of Aunt Gongsun?" Ye Yingjun frowned slightly, but the aura around him gradually calmed down, becoming as quiet and elegant as it used to be.He stroked Ye Jiusi's forehead and hair lightly, and said softly, "That's a pity, but Ye has decided her fate."

What about the descendants of Aunt Gongsun? !What's the use of such unworthy descendants who are vicious and ruthless, who treat human life like nothing? !

He, Ye Yingben, was also unwilling to step over to replace Zu, so that Qixiu would have no successors, but how could such a descendant be worthy of the name of Qixiu? !

A hundred years later, under the Nine Springs, if Aunt Gongsun blames him, he will bear it all.

In this life, Ye Ying only wants to be ashamed of her heart!

The author has something to say: so...it is Jiang Zi, Xiao Jiuer found out his feelings for Master, and was very desperate, but he responded to everyone's call, and the male god became angry~

But please help me to see if there is any ooc, I am afraid that if I can't grasp the speed, I will collapse the male god..._(:зゝ∠)_

It's too light, it's not good, it's too heavy, it's too light, it looks like a male god, not caring enough for the heroine, too heavy, the writing collapses, the male god is a hot-blooded youth, and I can't hold the host..._(:зゝ∠)_

Let's see if it collapsed?

This chapter abused a little wine~ヾ(￣▽￣) After all, it would be a pity not to use the residual heat of the sugar-fried chestnuts that can poison 30 people~~

Ximen Chuuxue stabbed the knife very happily!

Give Gongsun Lan some wax, hahaha~