Nine thoughts of a gentleman in comprehensive martial arts
Chapter 100] Qingqing Zijin, leisurely in my heart; but for the sake of the king, I have pondered so
Before the age of 12, Ye Jiusi was always slightly higher than Ye Ying, but after the age of 12, Ye Jiusi was overtaken by Ye Ying by a head.
At the beginning, the little doll who was soft and glutinous like egg custard, muttering to find a mother, has gradually grown into a young man in Yushu Linfeng, and Ye Jiusi has also grown into a beautiful cardamom girl.The small wooden house has been expanded several times by them, and it is many times more elegant than the original simple one.The martial arts of the two have advanced by leaps and bounds, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they have made rapid progress.
Today, Ye Ying can carve wood into the desired shape and texture with just sword energy, and Ye Jiusi can also boil fish soup into a delicacy that makes people want to bite off their tongues.
They have all grown up.
"So...you have to sleep in a separate room..."
Being stared at by Ye Ying's eyes as clear and clean as amber stones, Ye Jiusi felt completely embarrassed, and even had the urge to turn around and run away.She knew that her excuse was unreasonable. After all, when she was seven years old, she also said that they had grown up and shouldn't live in the same room.But later, he didn't insist on his own opinion. Now he uses this excuse again, no matter how you look at it, he seems guilty.
Ye Jiusi knew that Ye Ying didn't like to lie, but this matter was really embarrassing, and she didn't know how to speak up, so she could only say weakly: "Aying, really, you can do anything else, except this."
Ye Ying put down the scroll in her hand and stood up. The tall young man was a head taller than Ye Jiusi, looking down at her with a clear and gentle posture: "It's not capricious, I just want to know why you suddenly said that?" Ye Jiusi In fact, the issue of room allocation has been mentioned several times, but since she had another nightmare on a thunderstorm night, she never mentioned it. Now there is always a reason to bring up the old matter again.
Ye Jiusi was silent for a long time, and then said in a tone that seemed plain but actually painful: "...I came to Guishui..."
The two fell into a dead silence for a moment.
This result was obviously beyond Ye Ying's expectation. It was just for the convenience of identifying the herbs in the mountains. Both of them had read a lot of medical books. A little record.At this moment, Ye Jiusi suddenly brought up this matter, but Ye Ying's mind only flashed the words "lower abdomen pain, limbs are sore and cold, unspeakably miserable" and "the first month's letter arrives, you can be a mother".
"Does it hurt?" Ye Ying asked without thinking.This is about the price a woman pays for giving birth to life.
"Hands, hands, hands! Don't mess around, you've already grown up!" Ye Jiusi grabbed Ye Ying's hand covering her stomach, the embarrassment and bewilderment were immediately replaced by the familiar feeling of helplessness, and she took out the hand again. The eldest sister said with a gesture, "So this time the house is allocated, Ah Ying, you are good, we are already thirteen or fourteen years old, and at this age we can already hold a marriage contract and prepare to get married outside, it is really unreasonable to sleep together again. Even a child from a poor family has to pay attention to whether a man and a woman are in love with each other. I have already tidied up the study room, and I will move there tonight. You..."
"There are a lot of debris in the study room. It has been unoccupied for a long time. It is damp, cold and dusty. How do you live there? You should have a good rest. Don't think about it." Ye Ying pushed Ye Jiusi down with one finger, covered her with a quilt, and touched her. Touching her forehead and hands, she felt that she was indeed a little cold. After thinking about it for a while, she said, "Go to sleep for a while, I'll boil some hot water for you, don't worry about dinner."
After finishing speaking, Ye Ying turned around and walked outside, found a sheepskin water bag that they often used when they went to the forest, filled it with hot water, and boiled a bowl of sugar water with brown sugar and ginger.After the temperature of the water bag dropped a little, Ye Ying returned to the room with the water bag and the porcelain bowl.Ye Jiusi couldn't sleep, seeing him coming in, her eyes were a little wandering, Ye Ying was a little puzzled, her expression was always easy to understand, but at this time her eyes were really too complicated, a little embarrassed, a little embarrassed and some inexplicable emotions, her complexion was slightly Pale, as if he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.
"Drink." Ye Ying picked her up, let her lean into her arms, handed her the slightly hot ginger soup, and said plainly, "Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable, and we can always take care of you if you live together."
Ye Jiusi was just moved by his thoughtfulness, and almost choked to death on this sentence. He quickly held the enamel bowl, took a deep breath and said, "Aying, your medical books are all in vain! We've grown up, we can't live together anymore, I've sent a monthly letter...sleep together again...what if we have a baby..."
Ye Ying took the hot water bottle and gave her the hand covering her stomach, and it was obvious that he hadn't considered this issue.
For so many years, they have been living an isolated life, and what they see and know comes from the various books in the study.However, the owner of the shabby room carefully prepared enough cloth, rice noodles, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar. It can be said that all of them are fine and detailed. However, in terms of medical skills, it is the identification of some herbs and the treatment of common diseases such as trauma and cold. There is nothing about men and women.
Therefore, the two at least know what happens when men and women grow up, but they still don't know anything about the rest.
After all, when Ye Jiusi took care of all the daily necessities, he never thought of putting such things as fire-avoiding pictures and secret play pictures in the study...
But after Ye Ying was stunned for a moment, facing Ye Jiusi's question, he gave the most responsible answer: "Born and raised."
Ye Jiusi was so angry that he wanted to throw the pillow in his face—are you a pheasant picked up in the mountains when you are a baby? !Do you throw a few handfuls of rice every day and raise them for a few days before slaughtering and eating them? !Wake up, it's not a small animal that can be slaughtered and eaten at any time, it's a brat who can cry, make noise, dislike cats and dogs, and will go to the house to expose the tiles in the future!Children are debts, do you understand!Even if she is as well-behaved as her...wouldn't she have robbed the senior brother's coffin book? !
Every time Ye Jiusi sees the number of strings of gold in the bun, he will think of this event, so many years later, he still can't forget it... If they really have a baby, will they be able to keep their future coffins?
But looking at Ye Ying's puzzled eyes, Ye Jiusi could not help but come to his senses that the other party was seriously answering the question she just asked. It is true that if you have a doll, you can only give birth to it, otherwise what else?It is impossible for them to harm a life that has not yet opened their eyes to see the world, or to harm a child. This is simply a heinous thing.
Wait, that's not the problem now!
"We are not husband and wife and shouldn't have dolls!"
As soon as Ye Jiusi said these words, Ye Ying and herself were stunned. After a while, Ye Jiusi covered his face with his forehead helplessly.After eating and living together for so many years, they get along better than husband and wife, not to mention they don't know when they will get out of this valley. It looks like a husband and wife.
It's just that both of them felt that they were young and didn't think too much about this question, but at this moment, this hidden question was clearly laid out in front of them, which made them feel a little bit at a loss for a while.
Ye Jiusi believed that he was an elder and had the responsibility to teach him how to behave in the world, so he finished the ginger soup, patted the back of his hand lovingly with the hot water bottle in his arms, and said softly, "Think about it yourself, good boy."
Ye Ying walked out of the room thoughtfully with a porcelain bowl in her hand, and lit a fire to cook some rice porridge.In the enveloping mist, his handsome eyebrows flickered a little, like the moon in the water in the mirror, revealing a hazy and elegant beauty.He leaned against the wall lightly, tilted his head slightly, his eyes touched everything in the kitchen, as if he could pass through the gap of time, and saw the appearance of the two dependent children clinging to each other.
It's not a child anymore.
Ye Jiusi asked him to think about it, hoping that he could understand the relationship between them, and then maintain a proper distance and a certain distance.But if you want him to think about what kind of feelings he has for Ye Jiusi, he may feel confused and puzzled because of the overly complicated emotions.But things that you can't understand can't get the desired result from the front, so it's the same reason to think about it from the opposite direction.
Ye Ying asked herself, what if... If one day, she lived with another person, living together like they are now.She would wash hands and make soup for the other person, she would smile dotingly or helplessly at the other person, they would share the same bed and even have children of their own.Her smile and her tenderness no longer belong to him, he is no longer the only one in her life, they will gradually fade out of each other's lives...
Ye Ying asked herself, can you accept this?
He couldn't, even thinking about it, he found it unbearable-then this question was easily solved, and there was no need for another answer.
Thinking, it only takes the time to boil a bowl of rice porridge.When Ye Ying returned to the room with the tray, Ye Jiusi had already fallen asleep, sleeping soundly with the hot water bottle in her arms.
Ye Ying sat on the edge of the bed, gently pushed back the broken hair on her forehead, and looked at this woman with a peaceful face, but her heart was a little soft that she couldn't control herself.He is peaceful and upright, thinking without evil, faintly indifferent and peaceful, but in the end, he is also a mortal, he may be able to enjoy loneliness, he may be able to endure loneliness, but he will not dislike warmth and consideration company.
He stretched out his hand and gently stroked her cheek. Ye Jiusi was in a light sleep, but when he woke her up, she just smiled softly, her eyes narrowed with intoxicating laziness.
Ye Ying only felt her heart soften, and there was also some indescribable warmth, as if being scratched by the cat's warm and soft paw.He sat quietly on the edge of the bed, watched Ye Jiusi sit up in a daze, sipped the porridge bowl, and said suddenly: "I've made up my mind, let's get married."
Ye Jiusi: "Pfft...cough cough cough——!" A mouthful of hot porridge stuck in her throat scalded her tears. She pointed to Ye Ying and was about to say something, but suddenly she was hugged.Ye Ying hugged her, and patted her back, gently as if coaxing a child, which instantly made Ye Jiusi angry.
I'm asking you to figure out why we can't sleep together!Not an excuse to make you want us to sleep together again!
Ye Jiusi was about to die of anger.
She put the porcelain bowl and water bag on the bedside table, and stretched out her hand to grab Ye Ying's baby-fat face.And Ye Ying, who was consciously able to stand upright, would not be easily captured by her. She tilted her head slightly and avoided her hand, but Ye Jiusi did not give up. With a twist of her wrist, she grabbed his ear and lost her balance. The whole person fell backwards, Ye Yingxue couldn't prevent it, she could only stand up slightly, stepped on the ground with one foot, bent her knees against the edge of the bed, put her hands next to her ears, and pressed down her hair, While keeping her from acting rashly, he lowered his eyes and looked down at her.
Such a woman in a weak position can easily give people a sense of aggression.Another woman might be shy, but Ye Jiusi just looked helplessly at the young man's slender but delicate figure, pressed hard with his hand, and Ye Ying fell on top of her in pain. Ye Jiusi turned over and pushed Ye Ying pushed to the inside of the bed and half pressed herself on top of him.
"Stop making trouble, my dear." Ye Jiusi rubbed Ye Ying's forehead hair, only taking what he just said as a joke, and said gently, "Be obedient."
Ye Ying didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, and after a while, she opened her mouth and said, "Am I okay?"
Ye Jiusi raised her eyelids in surprise, and said with a smile: "What are you thinking about, Ah Ying is of course the best." It is not an exaggeration to say that it is rare. What is rare is that it has a supreme sword heart that no one can imitate. It is firm, persistent, unshakable by external objects, and has a strong sense of responsibility.He may not talk much, is not gentle enough, and is not funny enough, but he is the one who is the easiest to give people a sense of security and eternal tenderness. How could it be bad for him like this?
However, Ye Jiusi also knew that his emotional tone towards him was not so much love, but rather the nostalgia and dependence formed after long-term companionship, which was far from love after all.
From childhood to adulthood, he has only had her by his side, but the world of mortals has a hundred kinds of beauties and charms, he has never seen it before, so it is inappropriate to set his life so easily.
She wasn't worried that if she had the chance to walk out of this valley in the future, Ye Ying would be fascinated by all kinds of beauties. She also believed that if he promised a marriage contract, he would never regret it.She is not afraid of being let down, but just hopes that he can have more choices. She believes that one day they can leave this valley and face the more troubled but more exciting world of mortals.
Ye Jiusi thought about it, so she said it, but Ye Ying's mood didn't improve because of her explanation, and even her eyes became more silent, and the sinking colors in her eyes were like a misty sky.
He held her hand, frowned slightly, stared at her seriously, and said clumsily and dryly: "...No matter how good it is, I don't want to look at it, I am very clear and understand."
He is a person with a sword heart as clear as glass, and he never makes decisions lightly, but things that have been decided will never be changed.Even if, as she said, all the flowers in the world win the championship, and the beauty is extremely beautiful, what does it have to do with him?He was only yearning for the warmth and tranquility she gave her, and liked the long time spent together, and he was not greedy for the beauty of her appearance. He made such a decision because he followed his own heart.
Even if he will leave this valley in the future and face all the troubles in the world, he will still remain determined.
After hearing this, Ye Jiusi was stunned, but she remained silent. This statement was correct, after all, she knew Ye Ying's character, and also knew that everything he said just now was not a joke.Until now, looking at Ye Ying's warm brown eyes, she felt his seriousness and solemnity, and finally she could no longer treat him as a child.She sat up, held Ye Ying's hand, and looked at the boy in front of her who was almost raised as her younger brother.
No, it can't be called a boy anymore, Ye Ying, who is now 13 years old, has the appearance of a teenager.Because of his tall and straight figure, he looked a bit thin and slender, but he also got rid of the round and cute childhood, and gained a bit of the beauty of a slender figure.However, the heroic spirit in his eyebrows and the straight and sharp temperament like a sword will not make him look weak. Instead, he is as delicate and elegant as a reed leaning on a jade tree, which makes people think endlessly.
When Ye Ying stood up and hugged her, Ye Jiusi was still a little dazed, remembering that the tender and cute child who was as tender as a glutinous rice dumpling when he first met her was not only taller than her now, but could even hold her in his arms in reverse.She buried herself on Ye Ying's shoulder, only feeling that the picture in her memory gradually merged with the person in front of her. For some reason, she suddenly felt heartbroken sadness and loss.
It sounded like someone was weeping, hissing "Master".It was also like the sound of a broken mirror, after the irreversible tragedy, it turned into a calm sigh in an instant.
Ye Jiusi hugged Ye Ying slowly, and said with a slight smile: "Aying, two years, two years, let's think about it, okay? When you get your hair tied, if you still think so, I should How are you? After all, there are many issues we need to consider now, such as how to get out of this valley, all future arrangements, and even... Ah Ying, have you ever thought about whether your parents will like me?"
Ye Ying lowered her eyes slightly, her long eyelashes as black as crow feathers concealed the emotions in her eyes, her slightly pursed lips showed a bit of determination.
Feelings, and reality, are what they need to think about and face bravely.
"So, let's all think about it, Ah Ying." Ye Jiusi smiled softly, and then said firmly, "However, the room still needs to be divided, so there is no need to talk about it!"
Ye Ying: "..."
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I took the car from 11:30 pm to [-]:[-] pm, and I just finished dinner. OTZ quickly went online and sent out the previous saved drafts to everyone. I am so tired. I need to sleep well. It has been raining and I am still dragging my luggage. When I ran to the station, I couldn't be more sad.
After finally getting home, when I washed my hair, I found four bottles of conditioner mocking me, but none of the shampoo... TAT
Cough cough, Xiao Jiuer and the male god have grown up~!The dumpling form is gone forever, what a pity, I really like the talk about dumpling~!But the relationship between the two has taken a step forward~!The male god proposes hahaha~!Xiao Jiu'er vomited blood and said that I made you think of a reason not to sleep together, not an excuse to sleep together hahaha~!After 100 years of obsession with room allocation, everyone guesses that Xiao Jiuer finally succeeded in room allocation, haha?
In fact, what this chapter wants to talk about is the responsibility mixed in love. The title verse comes from Cao Cao's Duan Gexing, which talks about his thirst for talents.Haha, but here I use it to describe the two people's deliberate consideration of reality. Love is very important, but the responsibility in reality is also not to be let down.It is precisely because of love that we need to think carefully and treat this relationship more carefully and cautiously. This is the responsibility for love and a kind of prudence.
After all, they are not thinking about falling in love now, but looking for a lifelong partner. When it comes to choices, they will appear heavy.
The insane ancient times are not as informative as the modern ones, and the stupid two are worried that they will steam buns when they sleep together hahahaha~~~!
"Easiest to give people a sense of security and eternal tenderness" is my opinion on male gods, because male gods have a heavy sense of responsibility, so for many modern girls who are no longer in the second class, this is probably the most brilliant place.But to be honest, it seems that in ancient times, gentle and considerate sons are more popular hahaha, but male gods are the best~!
The male god said that I am not interested in your beauty, why do you care about your appearance and perfunctory me to make you happy! ╭(╯^╰)╮
Xiao Jiu'er said that if you don't want a doll, you must divide the room or not, you must divide it!
It is full of black history hahahaha~!
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Dog food and sugar are here, I wish you a happy meal, and a reminder that Changqin will be on stage soon~~~~!
At the beginning, the little doll who was soft and glutinous like egg custard, muttering to find a mother, has gradually grown into a young man in Yushu Linfeng, and Ye Jiusi has also grown into a beautiful cardamom girl.The small wooden house has been expanded several times by them, and it is many times more elegant than the original simple one.The martial arts of the two have advanced by leaps and bounds, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they have made rapid progress.
Today, Ye Ying can carve wood into the desired shape and texture with just sword energy, and Ye Jiusi can also boil fish soup into a delicacy that makes people want to bite off their tongues.
They have all grown up.
"So...you have to sleep in a separate room..."
Being stared at by Ye Ying's eyes as clear and clean as amber stones, Ye Jiusi felt completely embarrassed, and even had the urge to turn around and run away.She knew that her excuse was unreasonable. After all, when she was seven years old, she also said that they had grown up and shouldn't live in the same room.But later, he didn't insist on his own opinion. Now he uses this excuse again, no matter how you look at it, he seems guilty.
Ye Jiusi knew that Ye Ying didn't like to lie, but this matter was really embarrassing, and she didn't know how to speak up, so she could only say weakly: "Aying, really, you can do anything else, except this."
Ye Ying put down the scroll in her hand and stood up. The tall young man was a head taller than Ye Jiusi, looking down at her with a clear and gentle posture: "It's not capricious, I just want to know why you suddenly said that?" Ye Jiusi In fact, the issue of room allocation has been mentioned several times, but since she had another nightmare on a thunderstorm night, she never mentioned it. Now there is always a reason to bring up the old matter again.
Ye Jiusi was silent for a long time, and then said in a tone that seemed plain but actually painful: "...I came to Guishui..."
The two fell into a dead silence for a moment.
This result was obviously beyond Ye Ying's expectation. It was just for the convenience of identifying the herbs in the mountains. Both of them had read a lot of medical books. A little record.At this moment, Ye Jiusi suddenly brought up this matter, but Ye Ying's mind only flashed the words "lower abdomen pain, limbs are sore and cold, unspeakably miserable" and "the first month's letter arrives, you can be a mother".
"Does it hurt?" Ye Ying asked without thinking.This is about the price a woman pays for giving birth to life.
"Hands, hands, hands! Don't mess around, you've already grown up!" Ye Jiusi grabbed Ye Ying's hand covering her stomach, the embarrassment and bewilderment were immediately replaced by the familiar feeling of helplessness, and she took out the hand again. The eldest sister said with a gesture, "So this time the house is allocated, Ah Ying, you are good, we are already thirteen or fourteen years old, and at this age we can already hold a marriage contract and prepare to get married outside, it is really unreasonable to sleep together again. Even a child from a poor family has to pay attention to whether a man and a woman are in love with each other. I have already tidied up the study room, and I will move there tonight. You..."
"There are a lot of debris in the study room. It has been unoccupied for a long time. It is damp, cold and dusty. How do you live there? You should have a good rest. Don't think about it." Ye Ying pushed Ye Jiusi down with one finger, covered her with a quilt, and touched her. Touching her forehead and hands, she felt that she was indeed a little cold. After thinking about it for a while, she said, "Go to sleep for a while, I'll boil some hot water for you, don't worry about dinner."
After finishing speaking, Ye Ying turned around and walked outside, found a sheepskin water bag that they often used when they went to the forest, filled it with hot water, and boiled a bowl of sugar water with brown sugar and ginger.After the temperature of the water bag dropped a little, Ye Ying returned to the room with the water bag and the porcelain bowl.Ye Jiusi couldn't sleep, seeing him coming in, her eyes were a little wandering, Ye Ying was a little puzzled, her expression was always easy to understand, but at this time her eyes were really too complicated, a little embarrassed, a little embarrassed and some inexplicable emotions, her complexion was slightly Pale, as if he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.
"Drink." Ye Ying picked her up, let her lean into her arms, handed her the slightly hot ginger soup, and said plainly, "Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable, and we can always take care of you if you live together."
Ye Jiusi was just moved by his thoughtfulness, and almost choked to death on this sentence. He quickly held the enamel bowl, took a deep breath and said, "Aying, your medical books are all in vain! We've grown up, we can't live together anymore, I've sent a monthly letter...sleep together again...what if we have a baby..."
Ye Ying took the hot water bottle and gave her the hand covering her stomach, and it was obvious that he hadn't considered this issue.
For so many years, they have been living an isolated life, and what they see and know comes from the various books in the study.However, the owner of the shabby room carefully prepared enough cloth, rice noodles, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar. It can be said that all of them are fine and detailed. However, in terms of medical skills, it is the identification of some herbs and the treatment of common diseases such as trauma and cold. There is nothing about men and women.
Therefore, the two at least know what happens when men and women grow up, but they still don't know anything about the rest.
After all, when Ye Jiusi took care of all the daily necessities, he never thought of putting such things as fire-avoiding pictures and secret play pictures in the study...
But after Ye Ying was stunned for a moment, facing Ye Jiusi's question, he gave the most responsible answer: "Born and raised."
Ye Jiusi was so angry that he wanted to throw the pillow in his face—are you a pheasant picked up in the mountains when you are a baby? !Do you throw a few handfuls of rice every day and raise them for a few days before slaughtering and eating them? !Wake up, it's not a small animal that can be slaughtered and eaten at any time, it's a brat who can cry, make noise, dislike cats and dogs, and will go to the house to expose the tiles in the future!Children are debts, do you understand!Even if she is as well-behaved as her...wouldn't she have robbed the senior brother's coffin book? !
Every time Ye Jiusi sees the number of strings of gold in the bun, he will think of this event, so many years later, he still can't forget it... If they really have a baby, will they be able to keep their future coffins?
But looking at Ye Ying's puzzled eyes, Ye Jiusi could not help but come to his senses that the other party was seriously answering the question she just asked. It is true that if you have a doll, you can only give birth to it, otherwise what else?It is impossible for them to harm a life that has not yet opened their eyes to see the world, or to harm a child. This is simply a heinous thing.
Wait, that's not the problem now!
"We are not husband and wife and shouldn't have dolls!"
As soon as Ye Jiusi said these words, Ye Ying and herself were stunned. After a while, Ye Jiusi covered his face with his forehead helplessly.After eating and living together for so many years, they get along better than husband and wife, not to mention they don't know when they will get out of this valley. It looks like a husband and wife.
It's just that both of them felt that they were young and didn't think too much about this question, but at this moment, this hidden question was clearly laid out in front of them, which made them feel a little bit at a loss for a while.
Ye Jiusi believed that he was an elder and had the responsibility to teach him how to behave in the world, so he finished the ginger soup, patted the back of his hand lovingly with the hot water bottle in his arms, and said softly, "Think about it yourself, good boy."
Ye Ying walked out of the room thoughtfully with a porcelain bowl in her hand, and lit a fire to cook some rice porridge.In the enveloping mist, his handsome eyebrows flickered a little, like the moon in the water in the mirror, revealing a hazy and elegant beauty.He leaned against the wall lightly, tilted his head slightly, his eyes touched everything in the kitchen, as if he could pass through the gap of time, and saw the appearance of the two dependent children clinging to each other.
It's not a child anymore.
Ye Jiusi asked him to think about it, hoping that he could understand the relationship between them, and then maintain a proper distance and a certain distance.But if you want him to think about what kind of feelings he has for Ye Jiusi, he may feel confused and puzzled because of the overly complicated emotions.But things that you can't understand can't get the desired result from the front, so it's the same reason to think about it from the opposite direction.
Ye Ying asked herself, what if... If one day, she lived with another person, living together like they are now.She would wash hands and make soup for the other person, she would smile dotingly or helplessly at the other person, they would share the same bed and even have children of their own.Her smile and her tenderness no longer belong to him, he is no longer the only one in her life, they will gradually fade out of each other's lives...
Ye Ying asked herself, can you accept this?
He couldn't, even thinking about it, he found it unbearable-then this question was easily solved, and there was no need for another answer.
Thinking, it only takes the time to boil a bowl of rice porridge.When Ye Ying returned to the room with the tray, Ye Jiusi had already fallen asleep, sleeping soundly with the hot water bottle in her arms.
Ye Ying sat on the edge of the bed, gently pushed back the broken hair on her forehead, and looked at this woman with a peaceful face, but her heart was a little soft that she couldn't control herself.He is peaceful and upright, thinking without evil, faintly indifferent and peaceful, but in the end, he is also a mortal, he may be able to enjoy loneliness, he may be able to endure loneliness, but he will not dislike warmth and consideration company.
He stretched out his hand and gently stroked her cheek. Ye Jiusi was in a light sleep, but when he woke her up, she just smiled softly, her eyes narrowed with intoxicating laziness.
Ye Ying only felt her heart soften, and there was also some indescribable warmth, as if being scratched by the cat's warm and soft paw.He sat quietly on the edge of the bed, watched Ye Jiusi sit up in a daze, sipped the porridge bowl, and said suddenly: "I've made up my mind, let's get married."
Ye Jiusi: "Pfft...cough cough cough——!" A mouthful of hot porridge stuck in her throat scalded her tears. She pointed to Ye Ying and was about to say something, but suddenly she was hugged.Ye Ying hugged her, and patted her back, gently as if coaxing a child, which instantly made Ye Jiusi angry.
I'm asking you to figure out why we can't sleep together!Not an excuse to make you want us to sleep together again!
Ye Jiusi was about to die of anger.
She put the porcelain bowl and water bag on the bedside table, and stretched out her hand to grab Ye Ying's baby-fat face.And Ye Ying, who was consciously able to stand upright, would not be easily captured by her. She tilted her head slightly and avoided her hand, but Ye Jiusi did not give up. With a twist of her wrist, she grabbed his ear and lost her balance. The whole person fell backwards, Ye Yingxue couldn't prevent it, she could only stand up slightly, stepped on the ground with one foot, bent her knees against the edge of the bed, put her hands next to her ears, and pressed down her hair, While keeping her from acting rashly, he lowered his eyes and looked down at her.
Such a woman in a weak position can easily give people a sense of aggression.Another woman might be shy, but Ye Jiusi just looked helplessly at the young man's slender but delicate figure, pressed hard with his hand, and Ye Ying fell on top of her in pain. Ye Jiusi turned over and pushed Ye Ying pushed to the inside of the bed and half pressed herself on top of him.
"Stop making trouble, my dear." Ye Jiusi rubbed Ye Ying's forehead hair, only taking what he just said as a joke, and said gently, "Be obedient."
Ye Ying didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, and after a while, she opened her mouth and said, "Am I okay?"
Ye Jiusi raised her eyelids in surprise, and said with a smile: "What are you thinking about, Ah Ying is of course the best." It is not an exaggeration to say that it is rare. What is rare is that it has a supreme sword heart that no one can imitate. It is firm, persistent, unshakable by external objects, and has a strong sense of responsibility.He may not talk much, is not gentle enough, and is not funny enough, but he is the one who is the easiest to give people a sense of security and eternal tenderness. How could it be bad for him like this?
However, Ye Jiusi also knew that his emotional tone towards him was not so much love, but rather the nostalgia and dependence formed after long-term companionship, which was far from love after all.
From childhood to adulthood, he has only had her by his side, but the world of mortals has a hundred kinds of beauties and charms, he has never seen it before, so it is inappropriate to set his life so easily.
She wasn't worried that if she had the chance to walk out of this valley in the future, Ye Ying would be fascinated by all kinds of beauties. She also believed that if he promised a marriage contract, he would never regret it.She is not afraid of being let down, but just hopes that he can have more choices. She believes that one day they can leave this valley and face the more troubled but more exciting world of mortals.
Ye Jiusi thought about it, so she said it, but Ye Ying's mood didn't improve because of her explanation, and even her eyes became more silent, and the sinking colors in her eyes were like a misty sky.
He held her hand, frowned slightly, stared at her seriously, and said clumsily and dryly: "...No matter how good it is, I don't want to look at it, I am very clear and understand."
He is a person with a sword heart as clear as glass, and he never makes decisions lightly, but things that have been decided will never be changed.Even if, as she said, all the flowers in the world win the championship, and the beauty is extremely beautiful, what does it have to do with him?He was only yearning for the warmth and tranquility she gave her, and liked the long time spent together, and he was not greedy for the beauty of her appearance. He made such a decision because he followed his own heart.
Even if he will leave this valley in the future and face all the troubles in the world, he will still remain determined.
After hearing this, Ye Jiusi was stunned, but she remained silent. This statement was correct, after all, she knew Ye Ying's character, and also knew that everything he said just now was not a joke.Until now, looking at Ye Ying's warm brown eyes, she felt his seriousness and solemnity, and finally she could no longer treat him as a child.She sat up, held Ye Ying's hand, and looked at the boy in front of her who was almost raised as her younger brother.
No, it can't be called a boy anymore, Ye Ying, who is now 13 years old, has the appearance of a teenager.Because of his tall and straight figure, he looked a bit thin and slender, but he also got rid of the round and cute childhood, and gained a bit of the beauty of a slender figure.However, the heroic spirit in his eyebrows and the straight and sharp temperament like a sword will not make him look weak. Instead, he is as delicate and elegant as a reed leaning on a jade tree, which makes people think endlessly.
When Ye Ying stood up and hugged her, Ye Jiusi was still a little dazed, remembering that the tender and cute child who was as tender as a glutinous rice dumpling when he first met her was not only taller than her now, but could even hold her in his arms in reverse.She buried herself on Ye Ying's shoulder, only feeling that the picture in her memory gradually merged with the person in front of her. For some reason, she suddenly felt heartbroken sadness and loss.
It sounded like someone was weeping, hissing "Master".It was also like the sound of a broken mirror, after the irreversible tragedy, it turned into a calm sigh in an instant.
Ye Jiusi hugged Ye Ying slowly, and said with a slight smile: "Aying, two years, two years, let's think about it, okay? When you get your hair tied, if you still think so, I should How are you? After all, there are many issues we need to consider now, such as how to get out of this valley, all future arrangements, and even... Ah Ying, have you ever thought about whether your parents will like me?"
Ye Ying lowered her eyes slightly, her long eyelashes as black as crow feathers concealed the emotions in her eyes, her slightly pursed lips showed a bit of determination.
Feelings, and reality, are what they need to think about and face bravely.
"So, let's all think about it, Ah Ying." Ye Jiusi smiled softly, and then said firmly, "However, the room still needs to be divided, so there is no need to talk about it!"
Ye Ying: "..."
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After retreating for so many days, I was worried that if I didn’t update for so many days, I would lose my favorites. I didn’t expect that my favorites would not decrease but increase. Everyone loves me! ! !
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I took the car from 11:30 pm to [-]:[-] pm, and I just finished dinner. OTZ quickly went online and sent out the previous saved drafts to everyone. I am so tired. I need to sleep well. It has been raining and I am still dragging my luggage. When I ran to the station, I couldn't be more sad.
After finally getting home, when I washed my hair, I found four bottles of conditioner mocking me, but none of the shampoo... TAT
Cough cough, Xiao Jiuer and the male god have grown up~!The dumpling form is gone forever, what a pity, I really like the talk about dumpling~!But the relationship between the two has taken a step forward~!The male god proposes hahaha~!Xiao Jiu'er vomited blood and said that I made you think of a reason not to sleep together, not an excuse to sleep together hahaha~!After 100 years of obsession with room allocation, everyone guesses that Xiao Jiuer finally succeeded in room allocation, haha?
In fact, what this chapter wants to talk about is the responsibility mixed in love. The title verse comes from Cao Cao's Duan Gexing, which talks about his thirst for talents.Haha, but here I use it to describe the two people's deliberate consideration of reality. Love is very important, but the responsibility in reality is also not to be let down.It is precisely because of love that we need to think carefully and treat this relationship more carefully and cautiously. This is the responsibility for love and a kind of prudence.
After all, they are not thinking about falling in love now, but looking for a lifelong partner. When it comes to choices, they will appear heavy.
The insane ancient times are not as informative as the modern ones, and the stupid two are worried that they will steam buns when they sleep together hahahaha~~~!
"Easiest to give people a sense of security and eternal tenderness" is my opinion on male gods, because male gods have a heavy sense of responsibility, so for many modern girls who are no longer in the second class, this is probably the most brilliant place.But to be honest, it seems that in ancient times, gentle and considerate sons are more popular hahaha, but male gods are the best~!
The male god said that I am not interested in your beauty, why do you care about your appearance and perfunctory me to make you happy! ╭(╯^╰)╮
Xiao Jiu'er said that if you don't want a doll, you must divide the room or not, you must divide it!
It is full of black history hahahaha~!
Thanks to [Red Dust], [Red Apple], [Jade Jade], [Star Tower Moon Shadow], [Di Ying Luo], [Zhong Chang Ningshuang] for the landmine rewards, I love you so much~!Are you rolling around and acting like a baby? = ̄ω ̄=
Dog food and sugar are here, I wish you a happy meal, and a reminder that Changqin will be on stage soon~~~~!
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