[Comprehensive] I thought you were going to attack me

After eating a dog food-flavored lunch, Miyuki was called away by director Kurosaki before the other party put away the bento box.

Not far away, Nakahara tried to memorize the script, while watching Osamu Dazai put away the lunch box, and then took out...

The script is exactly the same as in my hand.

Ok?

Did you agree to just come to visit the class?

Sensing Chuya Nakahara's sight, Osamu Dazai turned his head and glanced at him, and then showed a clear smile:

"Chuya, you look very disappointed, do you think I'm leaving after delivering the meal?"

Zhongyuan Zhong also stared at him: "I remember you are checking Renhu's 70 billion reward, you bastard Qingmao."

"I didn't expect Chu to pay so much attention to us." Dazai Osamu said lazily, "However, Renhu is already a mature supernatural power. You can check yourself and see if there is no problem."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

Zhong Yuanzhong also closed his eyes severely, trying to calm himself down: "So, how long are you going to stay here."

Although I promised others to do well, the gravity of Hong Kong gangsters makes me very suspicious, how long I can hold on without going berserk in the face of Osamu Dazai's ubiquitous presence (and provocations).

"Heh, I might disappoint Chuya." Osamu Dazai stretched his waist, "My role in the script is a corpse."

Nakahara Chuya: "... Huh?"

Osamu Dazai: "Don't be stubborn, it's what you think. After all, this drama is full of all kinds of dead people, and there are always a few more important corpses—or cannon fodder that will soon become corpses. Such a person can fully experience the state of the dead. How could I let go of this opportunity?"

"Really," Nakahara Nakaha turned into peasy eyes, "You're still as boring as ever, Dazai."

"Thanks for the prize. Moreover, this is a rare opportunity to take pictures of Chuya's women's clothing, as an eternal handle and an opportunity to blacken history." Dazai added with a smile, "Judging from the set set that Miyuki gave me, Chuya In this movie, you will have to change women's clothes four times in total. Moreover, two of them are long skirts...ah, it's really exciting."

Nakahara Chuya: "...#######"

"... Dazai!!!"

Miyuki was listening to Director Kurosaki analyzing a plot, and discussing with her the choice of shooting angle.Next to him, Tsunayoshi Sawada, with short brown hair that is not so fried, listened to the two of them very carefully.

As one of the three leading actors in the play, Judaime, the Italian Mafia, was asked to have his hairstyle re-ordered.With a restrained shape and a natural gentle temperament, it looks like a standard social animal.

It is obviously a "skill" that has nothing to do with your own development direction and may not be used in the future. It has even been rejected many times before.However, after joining in as an actor, the other party had no intention of making do with it.

"Actually, it may not be impossible to use it." When Miyuki raised a question, Tsunayoshi Sawada replied, "If the acting skills are good enough, at critical moments, it may even determine success or failure, life and death."

Shenxue looked at the other party's determined expression, and suddenly recalled her memories of elementary and middle school, the "waste gang" who slept in class every day, failed all subjects, and was firmly ranked last in the class.

...This is probably the reason why many successful people don't want to see their old classmates again after many years.

"...Generally speaking, the early stage of the plot is no problem, the main point of controversy is after entering the 'threesome' part." Kurosaki Ushio said, "From my personal point of view, it is best to directly test shoot this part ,but……"

"Da He and Angel are not professional actors after all, we have to take this into consideration." Shen Xue said.

In order to increase the actor's participation level and keep personal information confidential, the crew often use the corresponding character names when calling each other.

"Taihe" is the name of the writer played by Tsunayoshi Sawada, as for "Angel"...

It is the only black history destined by conscience in Hong Kong and black.

The movie "Unintentional Scale", this is a story that happened between three people and has nothing to do with love.

The protagonist fox, played by Miyuki in reverse, is a killer with little reputation, but he has never missed a commission.He has a writer netizen whom he has known for many years, who claims to write brain-burning novels.

Although the two have never met, they are naturally compatible with each other and have always had a special tacit understanding.

Later, a secret room escape game was held in a certain place, and through coercion and temptation, people from all walks of life were included in it.The killer received a commission asking him to kill an underage heir who entered the event with a hidden identity, and provided his surname and appearance.

After joining as a contestant, the killer discovered on the first day that this game was a real escape.And his goal is a 15-year-old dumb girl.

As if in some dramatic proverb, the person who follows the girl to protect her is the writer friend of the killer.

The other party also recognized him, and the two confronted each other in this awkward first meeting, refusing to give in to each other.The killer doesn't want to do anything to his friend, and he also thinks that with his professionalism, he can completely avoid the other party's killing target.

So in the next few days, the two launched a series of battles of wits and courage, while trying to survive this real escape game.

In the end, the game came to an end, and other participants were declared dead in traps, killings, betrayals and sacrifices.

In this endless life-and-death struggle, finally... only the three of them are left.

***

After the day's work was over, Osamu Dazai proposed to Miyuki to have a meal outside tonight.

Miyuki didn't object.

The whole group dinner at the start of the machine had already been eaten a week ago, and Miyuki didn't bother to care about what medicine was sold in someone's gourd.

Anyway, he can never sell himself.

Osamu Dazai didn't call a taxi, and after leaving the film and television city, he took Miyuki directly to a certain place outside.Shenxue reacted for a few seconds, and then confirmed their destination. Eight out of ten it was the dining area near the photography city.

Most of them are lunch boxes and crew meals, for the convenience of the people filming here to fill their stomachs on the spot.From price to quality, there are different levels, and you get what you pay for.

In addition, there are only two relatively large hotels.Miyuki has been treated to dinner, and she has a good impression of one of them.

But obviously, that was not Dazai Osamu's purpose.

He walked through the streets and alleys with Shenxue, and finally came to a street adjacent to the main road.Miyuki felt vaguely familiar, but couldn't think of anything concretely.

Half a minute later, they stopped in front of a coffee shop.

The sense of déjà vu, which is obviously very strange, is even stronger, and Miyuki rarely feels a bit hesitant.

"I originally planned to take you to Lupine for a while." Osamu Dazai said, "But that place... there is actually nothing left except 'memories'.

Miyuki was stunned.

Then, the black-haired youth took the opportunity to pull him in.

This is a small coffee shop, because of the location, there are not many customers in it.After the two found a place to sit down, Osamu Dazai asked Miyuki to wait for a while, then went to the front desk and said something to the boss-like person.

Then the boss laughed, looked at Miyuki's direction, and then looked at Osamu Dazai again - soon he turned to the backstage, and within a few minutes, he took out a book.

Dazai Osamu thanked the other party, then took the booklet, and quickly walked back to their place.

At the same time, put the book down.

It's a half old menu.

Miyuki took it, and then opened it very naturally, as if the body instinct that had been forgotten, even if it had no memory, it still did so subconsciously.

And Osamu Dazai propped his chin with one hand, and looked at her sideways:

"At the beginning, I looked for all the suspicious people and went to all the places I could think of. Until I saw this in this coffee shop and found Odasaku's handwriting."

Miyuki was very familiar with some of the conversations and soliloquies densely covered in the blank spaces of the menu.

Belongs to herself, and Oda Sakunosuke.

She clearly had no memory, yet felt so taken for granted.

Osamu Dazai smiled: "So I finally determined that there is a 'person' besides his usual interpersonal relationship."

The author has something to say: I originally planned to work hard to finish the two chapters, but I caught a bad cold orz, and my whole body was half dead. I had to go to politics for four hours in the afternoon, and my red nose twitched ahead of time when I thought of the air-conditioned room.

It's really hard to concentrate, so this chapter is a bit shorter.The next chapter is officially over, and it will be posted when it is finished, maybe it will be a five thousand chapter.

Fanwai... I don't have any interesting ideas at the moment. I have asked questions before, but I don't have anything I really want to write.If there is nothing interesting, just end it directly, take a break and prepare to start a new article.

The current plan is for the end of August, depending on my manuscript deposits at that time.

PS: jj seems to be drawing a lot these two days. For example, in the previous chapter, Zhongyuan · Women's clothing boss · Zhongye also lost all points.

Leave it alone for now orz

***

After writing this, let’s finally talk about Oda’s problem.

(This was written quite a while ago, if you have different understandings, please reserve your opinions)

Regarding the matter of "letting Oda Saku survive", it was determined from the beginning.But to be honest, I hesitated for a long time about "how to make him survive".

Although I have seen many doujin take the route of saving the child → preventing Oda Saku from confronting the mimic → absconding with Dazai → entering Butei, but as far as I am concerned, the cause and effect of this line is broken.

Because in my opinion, "Oda Saku's death" and "Dazai Osamu's life" are inseparable cause and effect.

When Oda Saku faced the leader of the mimic, Gide, with a heart of vengeance, he expressed such emotion during the long communication in the power node——

["I have one other concern." I said, "I haven't said goodbye to my friend. That's a man who's always been by my side in this world as 'just a friend'. He thinks the world is very Boring, waiting to die."

Ango and I were able to stay beside Dazai because we understood the loneliness that surrounded him, but we just stood there and never set foot in it.

But now, I have some regrets about not getting involved in that lonely thing. 】

Most of the relationships in adulthood are like this, with a seemingly natural sense of distance, and many things will not be explained clearly even if they are seen through.Even though Oda Saku understood Dazai Osamu's loneliness, before this moment, he had never thought of setting foot in it.

Because they are "just friends".

This is not only Oda's definition of Dazai, but also Dazai's definition of Oda.Including Ango Sakaguchi, they can say "because he is my friend", but at the same time, they are "just friends".

So, when did the relationship between the two really change fundamentally, when the leader of the IF world, Jae, was willing to save the world to protect the only novelist, Oda Saku?

It was the moment before Oda Sakunosuke's death, after he said the words to Dazai Osamu that can be called Fumino Judao——

[Compared to Dazai himself, Oda Sakunosuke has a much deeper understanding of him, until he understands the place close to the heart, close to the center of the heart.The person who understands him in this way is beside him, but Dazai has not noticed until now. 】

The reason why a tragedy becomes a tragedy is because it often cannot be completely changed.If there was no life-and-death confrontation with Gide, and there was no Oda Saku who finally decided to say the words that he would never speak out when he was alive-then Osamu Dazai might not know even if he left Hong Kong and Hei. Where are you going.

Oda Saku died, so Osamu Dazai chose to live.

As a "good guy".

And another question, after I wrote such a result, I still can’t ask myself——

If Odasaku had been rescued at the moment of death after avenging the children and had not lost his memory, would he have survived as well as in the past?

I have no idea.Just like I don't know, which one is more cruel to him, losing his memory or keeping his memory.

But no matter what, the story always goes on, just like life.