[Comprehensive] I thought you were going to attack me

When Miyuki regained consciousness, she found herself standing in a strange room.

Or you can't simply use the word "strange" to describe it. The whole room reveals a familiar aesthetic sense of sight, but the specific furnishings are not the same.

Miyuki's gaze wandered around the entire room, and she finally confirmed it - the decoration of the bedroom here is [-]% similar to when she lived alone three years ago.

It fits her aesthetic very well, but it's not exactly the same.

The desktop is quite clean, except for a few small objects and desk lamps, there are no commonly used notebooks or other electronic products.The napkin box placed on the corner of the table has not been opened, and through the refraction of light, a very light layer of dust can be seen.

wrong.

Miyuki wiped two handfuls on the table, looking at the trace left by her fingertips.

It should be said that the entire table was covered with an inconspicuous layer of dust—it was almost like a room where no one visited it for a week or two.

She moved her eyes to the right and saw the upside-down photo placed on the edge. After a few seconds of hesitation, she reached out and opened it.

Then Miyuki froze.

Although she didn't know where this place was, Miyuki knew that under normal circumstances, she shouldn't appear in a strange place while keeping her consciousness clear.

After all, according to Sawada Tsunayoshi's plan, at this time the "ten years ago" she has been transformed, and she herself...

During the short scrutiny before, Miyuki vaguely confirmed that this room should belong to a woman.Considering the "exchange around ten years ago" mentioned by Sawada Tsunayoshi, and this fascinating room layout.

Although what the other party said at the beginning is that because people on the two timelines cannot coexist, when people ten years ago arrive at the moment ten years later, they, the group of old guys ten years later, will enter a certain device deep sleep.

Now Miyuki suspected that there was a bug in that device, which sent her to another ten years ago or ten years later.

Even so, when she saw the picture clearly on the photo, she still... froze for a while.

The photo is a group photo of a group of people, and there may be seven or eight in serious count.Four of them were children, and there were only three other people who looked like adults, or were about to grow up, two men and one woman.

Among these three people, there is Oda Sakunosuke who is wearing a kimono, there is a boy in a kimono with black hair and hair tips dyed strangely white, and...

a teenage girl.

Her long white hair was tied back, and she was wearing a light apricot kimono.The candy apple in the left hand just stuck to the face of the black-haired boy, and the right hand and a little bean that only reached her waist were fighting for the bag containing several goldfish.

She looks at the camera with a demure smile, which is completely different from the brutal movements in her hands.

And that face... was Seragaki Miyuki's fifteen or sixteen year old appearance.

Miyuki stared at several people in the picture, including that strange boy, Oda Sakunosuke who looked not much different from his impression.The few remaining children were no more than ten years old, none of whom she had ever seen.

Something was about to come out in my mind, but it turned into a blank in the end.

Or, almost blank.

Because Miyuki suddenly remembered something—it was 13 years ago, when she just woke up, it had long been thrown into the trash can of memory.

During the period when she was just adopted by her parents, Seragaki Miyuki's memory was almost like a broken sieve.Not only is the memory of the past blank, but even most of the events that are happening now are leaking out like sesame seeds in the mesh.

Apart from retaining the basic self-care ability, and the parents who got along day and night during that time, Shenxue can hardly remember anyone she met or talked to, let alone specific events.She was forced to be in that repeated process of remembering and forgetting, which lasted for almost a month.

Then, as if the leak had been completely leaked, the "hole" of the sieve was finally slowly filled, and the mesh gradually shrank.

Three months later, when Miyuki walked out of the hospital gate with the medical certificate confirming her recovery, and looked at the sunshine falling outside, she suddenly felt a new life as if she had been born in another world.

Perhaps, it was really a "new life".

And the things she left out of her mind were like sand washed away by the waves.If there is any "commemoration" left, it is probably only one photo.

At that time, Miyuki had not been discharged from the hospital, and the photo was taken while she was sitting on the hospital bed.The girl in a patient's single with stripes on a white background looked at the camera, with no expression on her round face.

She has long, snow-white hair that falls below her shoulders and ends in a natural curve.His gray eyes were as dim as the sky before the snow fell, and his whole body was like an afterimage that had lost its color.

A girl who seems to be only gray and white from the inside out.

But Miyuki has not thought of herself at that time for many years, and even when she found that photo later, she wondered if it was a prank by her parents—after all, since she was able to remember something, she was black hair and brown eyes.

"We were also quite surprised at the time. We don't remember when the change started, and in the end you suddenly became what you are now," Haruka Seragaki said once, touching Miyuki's hair, "It's like something Special power."

Miyuki didn't take this passage seriously at the time, or even if it was true, it wouldn't have any obvious influence on her.

Until more than ten years later... Miyuki looked at the girl in another photo, and the question that might have appeared in the past and was gradually swallowed up in the long time finally resurfaced in her mind.

--who I am……?

"Click."

The sound of the door lock being turned from the outside made Miyuki's hands and body tremble, and she almost missed the photo frame in her hand.Soon she was pinching something and turned around, facing a pair of gray-blue eyes.

The red-haired man, perhaps because of his temperament or his appearance, always looks much older than his actual age.

And the man standing at the door seemed to be a bit more mature than in the photo Shen Xue saw just now and in her memory.

The two looked at each other with a distance of less than five meters. After an unknown amount of time passed, Miyuki heard a "boom".

"..."

Her first reaction was that the photo frame in her hand fell off, and then she realized——

The photo frame was still firmly held in her hand, but the shopping bag that the other party was carrying when she opened the door had already fallen to the ground.

A tomato rolled out of it, and after a few seconds of "Gululu", it rolled to Shenxue's feet.

"...Axue?"

With the movement of her lowering her head, the man at the door—a man suspected of being Oda Sakunosuke seemed to suddenly come to his senses, and subconsciously called out a name.Miyuki was stunned for two seconds, and then realized that "yuki" was calling herself.

At that moment, a strange emotion appeared in her heart, but she didn't have time to distinguish it.In the next second, there was a shadow in front of her eyes, and when she realized what happened, she was already tightly hugged into her arms.

"...Axue...this is a dream..."

The person holding her was shaking, and he didn't have the usual smell of cigarettes on his body, only the smell of laundry detergent.Miyuki didn't know why, but she felt a slight pain in a deep part of her heart.

It's like an illusion.

She should have pushed him away immediately, but she couldn't lift her arms as if she lost strength.I don't know how long this hug lasted before Miyuki choked out a sentence from the sudden stiffness to the clotted throat:

"Sorry……"

The moment the words came out, she found that the voice was so soft that she couldn't hear it.So she took two slow breaths, and finally felt her throat a lot easier:

"Sorry, can you let me go first?...Odasaku?"

Because this meeting was so weird, when Miyuki called the other party's name, it was inevitable that she would have a sense of uncertainty.

Three seconds later, she regained her freedom.

Looking at it from a relatively close distance, some details are more obvious - the Oda Sakunosuke in front of him is wearing a well-regulated windbreaker, and still looks unkempt with a stubble that cannot be shaved clean.But the appearance is much older than what Miyuki saw a few days ago, at least 40 to [-] years old.

Compared with that young man whose memory of three years has been erased, it is hard to say whether he is lucky or unlucky, in the eyes of this Oda Sakunosuke, there is something that Miyuki cannot touch.

Maybe it's like the bag of vegetables he just dropped on the ground, which contains some daily necessities; but under the "daily life", there are old wounds that will never be shown to others.

"You are...'Shenxue' from another world, right?"

After looking at each other briefly, the man who was obviously suppressing some emotions just now broke the silence first.

Miyuki felt that she should be a little surprised, but it seemed to be expected.Perhaps it was the "Oda Sakunosuke" of this world who behaved too naturally, or something that she had vaguely sensed from just now, which made her instinctively...take it for granted.

So she finally nodded, and then looked at the small room again: "You... have you seen the 'me' in other worlds before this?"

After all, it was not the same person, Miyuki subconsciously used the honorific.

Oda Sakunosuke was stunned for a moment, then shook his head: "It's fine to call me normal. I haven't met him before, but I guessed a little bit because of Dazai before..."

Caught off guard by a familiar pronunciation, Miyuki also froze for a second.Then she subconsciously wanted to ask something, but when she saw the expression on Oda Sakunosuke's face, she swallowed back the words.

In fact, the other party didn't show anything, or it should be said, as far as Miyuki once saw Oda Sakunosuke, this guy has always been... a facial paralysis that doesn't look like a facial paralysis at all.

No matter who you meet, what you do or what kind of unexpected situation you face, you can almost always see a paralyzed face with a sense of bewilderment in him.

Serious facial paralysis when serious, relaxed facial paralysis when happy.Including the two days when Osamu Dazai went to Hong Kong to play with cats and dogs, Miyuki met a member of the current armed detective agency who was involved in a case in a certain shopping mall.

Then I saw the other party with a worried face paralyzed, and the murderer's fiancée pulled his shoulders and cried loudly, crying "Why did you expose him and what should I do now..." or something.

Based on this understanding of the red-haired youth, Miyuki was able to listen to the normal tone of the conversation after seeing Sakunosuke Oda in this world, but suddenly didn't know what to say.

Do you know that you look very, very sad... Odasaku?

The author has something to say: In the novel it is said that Oda Saku's eyes are brown, and in the anime they are blue... I struggled a bit and decided to write gray-blue.

Okay, after a few chapters of sweet candy, let's get ready to face the last (key point) knife that has nothing to do with the emotional drama in this article, and at the same time uncover the second big foreshadowing in the article: the heroine's The mystery of life experience.

After this part is over, there is only one filming plot left, a conservative estimate of [-] to [-] words.