[Comprehensive] I thought you were going to attack me

The cafe with only two tables of customers fell into an eerie silence.

Except for Miyuki Seragaki, who was standing at the door with an unbelievable expression mixed with shock and anger, the other four people were completely dazed—including Osamu Dazai, who was the "culprit".

Some things ferment silently in silence, and gradually catalyze different products.Kunikida Doppo was the first to completely come back to his senses, and reflexively looked behind him.

So, he met a Dazai Osamu who looked dazed.

The expression on the other party's face was so innocent that it could be called innocent, which caused Kunikida Doppo, who was one of Dazai's biggest victims, to twitch.Before he came to remember to express his thoughts, Miyuki at the door had already walked a few steps quickly, and turned to a place three steps away from Osamu Dazai - close to the middle of the table of Kunikida and Atsushi Nakajima.

Then she stopped there as if she was afraid of some truth.

When Kunikida turned his head, Sasaki finally realized what happened.Her gaze met Shenxue, and she felt that her heart was full of ignorance, ignorance, and ignorance.

"Wait a minute, that...you must have misunderstood..."

She said it purely instinctively, her eyes wandering between the man sitting opposite and the woman standing, fully interpreting the trance of "who am I, where am I and why did I suddenly get involved in the Shura field" from words to actions .

Hearing her irrational words, Miyuki's eyes lighted up for a moment, then quickly dimmed again: "Sorry, it's not Miss Sasaki's problem."

Sasaki Nobuko: "...Huh?"

Miyuki turned her eyes slowly, and landed on Osamu Dazai who never turned his head to look at her.Then she pursed her lips slightly, as if recalling some not-so-good past:

"I didn't mean to target Ms. Sasaki. After all, I heard you say yesterday that you just broke up with your lover..."

After all, the Armed Detective Agency is a relatively formal organization, and now Osamu Dazai, who is playing in it, has to consider the proper way of doing things.Just like he can put a bug on Higuchi Ichiyo of Hong Kong Black, but he can't do the same to Sasaki Nobuko.

Therefore, last night after the negotiation of the detective agency, Osamu Dazai took Nobuko Sasaki's mobile phone with him while eating.Miyuki entered her contact information, and then marked it with a special ability.

As long as the other party dials her contact information, the supernatural ability can tell Miyuki the location of the other party.

It is a way of protection without violating privacy.

Perhaps it was because he was not used to it in a strange place, before going to sleep, Sasaki chatted with Miyuki who had added the communication.The topic didn't get too deep, but in the end it inevitably turned to personal gossip.

This is probably the advantage of being a woman. On certain issues involving privacy, the same sex may open up faster - of course, some guys who are born with cliché skills must be excluded here.

So Miyuki knew that Sasaki had neither family nor relatives to rely on.Not long ago, he also separated from his lover, and currently has no plans to continue the relationship.

"But Mr. Dazai's words... Maybe you don't have that kind of thinking? After all, the previous few times were not my misunderstanding."

Miyuki said, her tone was as if she was going to cry in the next second—or maybe it wasn't "like", before she knew it, a hazy layer of mist had formed in her eyes.

Nobuko Sasaki: "..."

Atsushi Nakajima: "..."

Kunikida Doppo: "???!"

As the best partner of the detective agency (although he doesn't want to admit it), Kunikida Doppo has always been in a state of ignorance when it comes to Osamu Dazai's frivolous words and deeds towards the opposite sex.

Although I often see Dazai Osamu strike up a conversation with different women, there have been times when the other party received a fake bomb from a radical admirer——Atsushi Nakajima's company entrance examination props are.But in the past two years, Kunikida has not witnessed Osamu Dazai having inappropriate contact with any women, or explicitly stating that he has a girlfriend or female companion.

Probably except yesterday.

It is also because of this that when he heard Osamu Dazai admit his love relationship yesterday, after the initial shock and confusion passed, he was actually somewhat complicated, indescribable, and he didn't want to admit at all...similar to relief or The feeling of relief.

However, less than a day later, he saw tears in the eyes of Osamu Dazai's girlfriend, and said in a tone that could hardly be described as resignation or helplessness:

"But it doesn't matter, it's enough to be with Mr. Dazai, anyway, I will always stand behind you. Before I give up completely, I will wait for you to turn around."

"Deep Snow..."

Osamu Dazai finally spoke, and it was rare that there was not much expression on his face, let alone the relaxed and casual smile before.The woman whose name he called turned her head and left, as if she would really cry if she stayed a second longer.

"—Miyuki, wait, Miyuki——!"

The door of the coffee shop opens and closes, opens and closes again two seconds later.In the blink of an eye, Miyuki and Osamu Dazai had already rushed out, and there were only three people left in the huge shop.

"..."

"..."

"..."

The three of them looked at each other, and the air was full of embarrassment.

Outside the cafe, when Miyuki and Dazai Osamu "chased after each other" left the shop's sight range and turned to another street, the former stopped.

A few seconds later, the decent black-haired young man who was "chasing" behind also turned around the intersection, and then slowed down.

"Are you worried about Mr. Kunikida?"

Miyuki heard the sound of her lover's approaching footsteps, and didn't look back.Osamu Dazai quickly walked to her side, and looked at the front of her line of sight with her——

In fact, there is nothing particularly noteworthy, just to find a place for the gaze.

"Miyuki thinks that my behavior towards this matter is very like 'worried'?"

He said the word in a tone that bordered on playfulness, as if he found it amusing.Miyuki retracted her gaze from a distance, and turned to look at him:

"It's very similar."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

"Miss Sasaki's lover is a person who will 'dedicate herself wholeheartedly to her ideals' - this is what the other party said when I was chatting with her yesterday. I believe you remember it better than me. But I just In the past, you still planned to follow the original plan and induce the other party to say it again in person..."

"So, what is Miyuki thinking?"

The other party asked in a relaxed tone.

Miyuki lowered her gaze.

"Then, it can only be because of Mr. Kunikida—what is the content of his notebook that says 'Ideal'? When I fell asleep, you told a few pages as a bedtime story. "

"Hey, does Miyuki really remember everything? Everything I said in those years?!"

As if he had suddenly confirmed something difficult to face, Osamu Dazai's voice was twisted and frightened.

Miyuki and him looked at each other for a few seconds, then quickly reached out and pressed the other's forehead, pushing him back a bit:

"Okay, I can't see if you are really shy or simply boring, but I don't want to be led off topic by you at all today-I have something to do later, so I don't want to hear any perfunctory if I don't make this trip if."

Osamu Dazai stepped back half a step meaningfully, and then his expression became serious:

"Kunikida-kun, like Miss Sasaki's lover, is also a person who 'dedicates himself wholeheartedly to his ideals'—although it is not the same, but if he continues to pursue his ideals like him and eliminate things that hinder his ideals, I am afraid that sooner or later One day I will become another 'Cang Wang', and then burn everything around me."

I've -- seen a lot of people like that.

He didn't say this sentence, and he didn't need to say it to Miyuki.

Just as Miyuki already understood what he meant—the only surviving victim, Nobuko Sasaki, said that she had separated, or should be said to be a dead lover, and she should be the "King Cang" back then.

And Nobuko Sasaki himself is the culprit behind the current series of events - "The Messenger of Cang".

She may be for revenge, or for some other things...

"So, Dazai, are you trying to use Miss Sasaki to prove something to Kunikida-kun?" Miyuki said.

The man who was questioned blinked, then shrugged and said, "Ah, that was what I planned, but now Miyuki interrupted it——without my matchmaking, a man like Kunikida-kun would be alone with Ms. Sasaki Get along and have a good impression of each other, and there will never be a development like 'what kind of man do you like', 'ah, so I am the type you yearn for'."

He sighed as he spoke, showing a regretful expression at the same time.

Miyuki: "..."

If Doppo Kunikida heard this, it is estimated that Osamu Dazai would recuperate for several months due to multiple fractures in his body.

"That's why, Miyuki. Do you think it would be better to just stop halfway and stop here, and expose Ms. Sasaki's identity on a matter-of-fact basis, so that Kunikida-kun can't get to know her better?"

Perhaps like every obsessive-compulsive disorder patient whose plan failed, even though Osamu Dazai chose to leave with Miyuki, he still couldn't help asking.

Miyuki blinked.

"I don't think so, or I don't know. But in any case, judging from the purpose and result of this matter, coupled with those illusory variables, no matter whether you can succeed Dazai, Mr. Kunikida will be too miserable .”

"Huh, that's why?" Osamu Dazai looked surprised.

"What's the meaning of 'this'? It's not serious to be heartbroken, broken in love, and finally destroying the three views. Are you worthy of Mr. Kunikida's salary card? Although this kind of thing has long been a skilled worker, it is a new kind of kindness once in a while. experience."

"Well, it doesn't feel good."

Miyuki cut out, looked at him for the last time, and suddenly laughed: "Anyway, you have already run away with me, and it's too late to regret."

Osamu Dazai blinked, then smiled.

"That's right," he said.

***

It was still a certain coffee shop in an ordinary area of ​​Tokyo, but it had been more than three years since we last met.

When Seragaki Miyuki (caused by someone's entanglement) stepped into the store on time, the person who invited her was already waiting there.

Tsunayoshi Sawada, who is 24 years old, has not changed much, even the curvature of the hedgehog head is the same, but his temperament is a bit more mature.

Shenxue sat down opposite the young man, and instead of saying goodbye to each other after so many years, she directly asked, "What can Mr. Gang want from me?"

"Seragaki," Tsunayoshi Sawada put down his cell phone, and used the address they used when they were students like her. "It's a bit urgent, so I'll just say it straight."

"Vongola is facing a crisis. If left unchecked, this change may affect the world."

"I need your help."

The author has something to say: ① Adapted from "Osamu Dazai's Guide to Joining the Company", 6 and 7 of the first season of the animation adapted this part of the story.

Kunikida-kun's persecution is over, the next chapter is the basement torture plot of xi(sang)wen(xin)le(bing)le(kuang) .

PS:

The conversation between the two in this chapter can be regarded as my understanding of Dazai’s behavior at that time—probably because he wanted to help others solve some problems with a non-malicious starting point (let Kunikida see clearly the result of excessive pursuit of "ideals"), during this process The most "efficient" method was used in the book, and while successfully achieving the goal, the other party didn't want to thank him at all, and even wanted to hit him.

Rather than helping, it is more like an arrogant "self-awareness implementation".Putting it on ordinary people is the legendary "for your own good", and it is self-righteous to say it is ugly.

In this regard, Miyuki is actually similar, for example, she saved Odasaku.There is no right or wrong, just a personal decision and choice.