[Comprehensive] I thought you were going to attack me

"I think Miss Sakai made a mistake."

After Sakai's words that were infinitely close to threatening, Miyuki put another hand on Takahashi's shoulder, "This is not your stage, and we have no need to cooperate with you in performing."

Sakai had a "what are you talking about" expression on his face.

"Please come with us, Mr. Takahashi," Miyuki ignored her, handed the gun in her hand to Osamu Dazai, and then used force from one side...to lift up the man who was at least ten centimeters taller than her on the ground.

Takahashi: "..."

Sakai: "..."

"By the way, please be sure to maintain your supernatural powers, Mr. Takahashi."

The young woman smiled and whispered in his ear, her voice was extremely gentle.This is almost the scene in Takahashi's fantasy—if he didn't feel the almost numb pain in his right leg at this time, and his head was facing the muzzle of the gun.

"……Yes, it is."

In the end, he could only answer in this way.

Not far away, Sakai had a dull expression on his face, as if he had planned a big play, and in the middle of it, the actors suddenly smashed the stage and burned the curtain, and then they ran away collectively.The three people surrounded by the barrier walked towards Sakai's oblique side. When they walked five or six meters away, Takahashi's supernatural power barrier touched the nearest group of people.

Then it was blocked.

"...It's useless," said the man half-hanging on Miyuki's body, "my supernatural power is just a barrier, and it doesn't have any external power in essence. It has as much power as my strength—unless it can hit Get rid of these people, otherwise they can only be consumed to death here."

"Really?" Osamu Dazai said, and then walked over slowly, leaning slightly to get to the very edge of the barrier—it seemed as if he wanted to confirm something.

Due to the location, he and the nearest big brother were almost stuck together through the barrier.

So Big Brother retreated instinctively.

Then, when no one expected it—the entire barrier suddenly disappeared in place.

Sakai thought he was dazzled, until two sounds of "Du" and "Du" came from that position.Compared with the gunshots that had a strong sense of presence before, these two shots were almost like auditory hallucinations.

In the next second, two people suddenly fell down in the neat encirclement, and Sakai finally realized: it was the sound of a gun with a silencer installed.

At the very beginning, Takahashi's arm was equipped with a silencer, which was the one he used to intimidate him.But Osamu Dazai was holding a killer's gun before, and there was no silencer on it...

When did he take it off and put it back on? !

It was only two to three seconds of confusion and suddenness, but it was enough for Shenxue to set up Takahashi and walk a few steps quickly.Then the new barrier regenerated on the spot, plugging the small gap tightly.

The killers around reacted, retreated to the sides subconsciously, and then shot desperately at the place where their companions fell.After a deafening mess of hair, in the scattered smoke and dust, there was only one half lying on the ground, barely maintaining the man with supernatural powers.

"Where are they?!"

Sakai rushed over and hammered a few times outside the barrier.A few seconds later, the barrier disappeared, and the man half got up from the ground panting, and groaned again while clutching his legs.

"...they rushed into the woods," he said with a panicked expression, "that direction is a dead end."

***

When Miyuki realized that there was a cliff in front of her, she wasn't too surprised.

After all, it was the guy next to him who led the way.

"So this time, are you planning to jump off a cliff?"

She asked Osamu Dazai who was standing next to him in a tone of "what's for dinner tomorrow morning".

Very rarely, Osamu Dazai did not answer right away.

Seragaki Miyuki turned to look at him with some doubts, but met a pair of unusually focused eyes.He stared at her deeply, his irises almost as dark as his pupils, eerily focused.

Just like not long ago, in order to confuse the two of Takahashi, Miyuki asked the other party if he wanted to die for love...his strange reaction.

"Hey, Miyuki." Osamu Dazai said at this time, "Do you still remember that you said you would die for love with me?"

Miyuki looked at him.

The young man's expression was the same as usual, including the smile that seemed to have become a part of him.In the past 100 days or so, Miyuki was even familiar with almost 90.00% of each other's micro-expressions, because she was also familiar with her own.

A person's look, language, character.These are the most superficial and the most likely to leave the existence of "who is this person" in the eyes of others.

If a person spends most of his life performing.So for this person himself, the "I" that appears in the eyes of others, and the "I" that only he can touch and is only glimpsed by the outside world like a mustard seed...

Which one is real?Or, are they all unreal?

Where is the "truth"?

"Now, jump from here?" Miyuki was only in a trance for a short moment, then looked back at the cliff a few steps away, her tone was the same as usual, "Okay..."

"Shenxue sauce."

Before she finished saying the words of promise, Osamu Dazai called her name again, "If you promise this time, you must never go back on your word."

He called her by her name, using a title she had never used before.I don't even know when it started, but there was no longer a smile on Dazai Osamu's face.

Then, all the sound disappeared.

"So, is it really 'sacrificing love'?"

After a century of silence, Miyuki asked.

"Yes." Dazai replied.

"Why?" Miyuki said.

"If you want to talk about the reason," the black-haired young man thought for a while, and finally made a helpless expression, "I suddenly realized that I started to feel jealous."

The woman blinked, unable to tell whether she understood or not.

"Actually, it's not the first time. The last time was during a variety show, when you approached from the water—" He paused as he said this, his eyes opened a little wider than usual, as if there was something inconceivable Things are happening, "but I didn't expect to experience this feeling for the second time."

"Just now, when you pointed a gun at me - I realized that I was jealous, the way you looked at me."

"After all, last time it was 'Tsushima'. This time, the person you were looking at at that time was 'Jack', right?"

Miyuki's expression was a little dazed, "What are you talking about?"

"Don't you understand?" Osamu Dazai suddenly smiled.

Miyuki's instincts screamed in her mind, and she realized that something was wrong—the next second, she saw Osamu Dazai lift the handle he was holding and pressed it against her temple.

It was the gun he snatched from the killer, and the clip was limited to 11 bullets.He fired three bullets before, and if there were no accidents, there would be at least five or six bullets inside.

So he wants to... ? !

Osamu Dazai smiled at her, as if he had finally seen the fateful ending.The moment Miyuki stretched out her hand towards him, the index finger that was on the trigger pressed down hard——

"Click."

"——————"

The pistol was empty, save for the rattling of the trigger—not the killer's gun.It was the one Miyuki handed him just now, the one with only two bullets.

Seragaki Miyuki stared at him, her mouth was half-opened stiffly, all the breath was trapped in her throat.It was like wanting to shout something, but in the end no sound came out.

"Pfft, hahahahaha—"

Osamu Dazai looked at the expression on Miyuki's face, and burst out laughing suddenly.The young woman stared at him blankly, put away her somewhat ridiculous appearance, and suddenly raised her hand after a while——

"Snapped---"

"Clap."

Crisp applause.Then, some liquid fell down.

It wasn't blood, it was tears——Miyuki raised her eyes and stared at the man in front of her, tears had already filled her eyes.

The person who had been slapped didn't respond, and even the traces of a big laugh remained on his face.He glanced at the gun with no bullets in his hand, and casually tossed it aside.

Then he looked at the young woman in front of him, and asked in the same tone as when he invited her to die in love:

"Okay, 'Jack' has been killed. Isn't the person you're looking at now 'Dazai Osamu'?"

"..." Miyuki.

Osamu Dazai looked at her silent face, and his smile disappeared.Two men and women with the same expressionless faces looked at each other on the edge of the cliff, one with a red palm print, and the other was still crying uncontrollably.

It looks as if the woman repented at the moment before meeting to die in love, and was forced to jump down by the man.

Really boring.Osamu Dazai thought indifferently.

"Anyway, Ms. Seragaki." Finally he said, "Without the consent of others, you presumptuously treat the people around you as props for the show, and then self-righteously throw them aside after using them-arrogant and selfish. Is there such a casual thing?"

Miyuki looked at him, but didn't refute, and didn't even say a word.

However, this may be the first time in the past ten years that she has looked at a person with such clear eyes.

Those eyes were cold and sharp like never before, as if they were dragged out of the eggshell in advance, and could only stand up their tender feathers, desperately alerting all the chicks outside.

Only tears are soft.It's a pity that these tears were not shed for "Dazai Osamu".

Osamu Dazai thought, who is that for?

Seragaki Miyuki, a well-deserved front-line actress in Japan, has won the title of "Japan's Most Popular Actress" for several years in a row.Some people even boast that she is the most talented actor in Japan's show business for at least 30 years.

He used to think that he had seen through every performance of hers, just like her mask had been pierced by her since the first time he saw him.

But... until the moment she pointed the gun at him, Osamu Dazai realized:

She's a real actress, or rather, a lunatic -- someone who hasn't been out of character since she woke up in the hospital 13 years ago.

Osamu Dazai recalled that in the past two months, because he had nothing to do, he went to "visit the set" where Miyuki Seragaki was working.During the period, I overheard the director telling the screenwriter that this is a real genius.

In a tone that borders on awe.

She can turn herself into the protagonist in the play in an instant, and can complete every shot almost perfectly every time.But there has never been a problem of "unable to play" due to excessive involvement in the role.

Not once.

As a person who always pretends to be himself and habitually hides part of his "inner", Osamu Dazai knows what a good actor can achieve.But as a flesh and blood body, no matter how perfect the disguise is, there will be a moment when the mask is taken off.

But Miyuki Seragaki is different.

Even if you only count the characters on the screen, "Miyuki" has appeared in at least two dozen works.If you count the early ones that are almost out of print, the total number of characters, large and small, may be close to one hundred.

And all her performances, the joy, the sadness, the pain, the soulfulness, all look real.

In fact, it is true to say that, because Miyuki Seragaki, perhaps from the moment he opened his eyes when he was ten years old, has never been separated from the closed "script" for a moment.

until this moment.

Seragaki Miyuki's tears kept flowing, I don't know if it was because of "Jack" who just "died", or for some other reason.Just like a blind man who has never seen the sun, the moment he regained his sight and walked into the sun, he burst into tears due to the physiological sting.

And Osamu Dazai looked at her, finally took a step forward, bowed his head and kissed her lips.

"If you do such an excessive thing, even if you get entangled in some garbage that can't be shaken off, it's your own fault, Miss Scumbag."

The author has something to say: This chapter is almost 50.00% of the reason why I wrote this article, and I finally wrote it here.

This passage came out of my head and it just kept torturing me, yelling "why haven't you written that yet".

So now I finally wrote it.

It's a play lunatic, and the love of Hei Ni.

***

Due to the limitation of the dialogue information of the characters (and the problem of insufficient writing ==), let me explain the psychological journey of the two people.

It's a bit long, readers who want to leave blank or don't like reading comprehension can skip this paragraph.

***

In the past few months, Dazai's affection for the heroine has indeed been steadily rising—a man's affection for a beautiful woman, an actor's affection for his partner, a troublemaker's affection for his small partners' cooperation, etc. .

In short, it is probably the kind, I am happy to keep in touch and play with the heroine; if there is a chance in the future, the bed partner is also possible (laughs).

For Dazai, within his "comfort zone", this is basically the peak of affection that can be achieved.

Further up is the sensitive area, which is equivalent to a minefield.

Then, there was this incident of the joint overturning of the brainless fans + admirers.

The development of the whole thing has always been induced by a certain screenwriter, excluding Bakugo's phone calls and going out to buy vegetables, starting with the so-called grave sweeping, which is the bait thrown by Dazai.

Sure enough, a fish was caught, and the two of them fled after a wave of operations.There is a tree under the cliff, Da Zai used to hang it seven or eight times when he had nothing to do, the wind is strong and the shade is cool, I really like to hang on it——

Then the plan was interrupted by internal reasons.

Because Dazai discovered that when the heroine pointed a gun at him and asked "Do you want to die for love together", she didn't look like she was acting at all, and she was very sincere.

So Dazai was stunned.

Because it is impossible for the heroine to want to die with him, most people may think that they are wrong, but Dazai believes in his ability to distinguish.He immediately recalled the various performances of the heroine, including many details that normal people have long forgotten, and finally realized the most impossible possibility——

Or maybe she's been acting, including in so-called everyday situations.However, he performed two different states and fooled everyone.

It is further speculated that there is a great possibility that Miyuki Seragaki has been acting all these years and has never exposed her "truth".

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In fact, the heroine is a person with dual acting skills.

If you compare it with Dazai, Dazai uses the image of being cynical, looking for fights all day long, and not doing business properly to cover up the black mud in his heart, but he does not have obsessive-compulsive disorder to completely cover it, and occasionally leaks a little bit; the heroine completely seals herself Inside, a layer of "normal Seragaki Miyuki" was put on it, and on this basis, he acted as an actor.

So far, Osamu Dazai is the first to discover the truth.

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When Dazai found out this, he was a little confused.

Then he found himself angry.

It's that kind of childish unreasonable and unreasonable inexplicable emotion, which is derived from jealousy.

When he realized that he was actually jealous, he was even more confused.

After all, his EQ and IQ are above average, so it's not unexpected to him what this kind of pettiness actually means.

As a result, he was touched, the part above the so-called comfort zone of communication - the budding love of normal people, the minefield of Osamu Dazai.

So he bounced back and did two things:

First, the moment he realized his feelings, he immediately asked the hostess if she would die with him (the so-called "confession").

Second, after being "rejected" by the heroine, he decided to expose the heroine's disguise as revenge with the mentality that I'm upset and you don't want to feel better.

***

Next, let’s talk about Miyuki.

Dazai's "act" of committing suicide with a gun was just as terrifying to her, regardless of the outcome.

She is a pure play lunatic, becoming like this is related to her experience before she was ten years old, so she can't reveal it yet.Now everyone just needs to be clear: from the beginning of her consciousness, she has always been in a state of role-playing that is more thorough than that of Osamu Dazai.

After acting for too long, I may no longer know what I looked like at first.So when she looks at Dazai, the question of truth and falsity pops up.

In the past few years, she has played various roles-at first, it may be impersonating real people, or characters in a favorite show.After she started accepting plays, she became a character in the plays she acted in.She transitions between these roles as easily as a person who has to change clothes (and not wear clothes) every day without revealing her secrets in more than ten years.

So there is no problem of playing.

Everyone thought she was an acting genius, and Dazai was the first to notice the truth.At the same time, he found that his feelings had broken through the safety line—so, Hei Ni, whose tail was stepped on, instinctively tried to die with the heroine, and started to make trouble after being rejected:

As "Jack", he "suicide" once in front of the heroine.

For Miyuki, the "play partner" of the current period is her most important person—in every sense.The "death" of the characters is a matter of course in the script. For example, "Tsushima Matasaburo" and "Tabe Metsuko" jumped off the tower to die in love.

But this kind of unprecedented "accidental death" is basically no different from a real lover's face-to-face dog leash.

This time, a hole was directly pierced in the shell of the heroine for more than ten years.

So she cried in pain, and then exploded.

She also guessed how fat her little partner was, after all, the other party was so obvious.But I also feel that it's none of my business. Similar scumbags are not responsible for their most important mentality.

So Miss Scum decided to come and hurt each other.

This is the content of the next chapter (slip).

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