[Comprehensive] Confession Mask
Chapter 61 After Story~1
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After a while, Yokohama.
After Mishima returned from a foreign country, he quickly negotiated with President Fukuzawa Yukichi, and from that day on he would join the Armed Detective Agency to assist in certain intelligence exploration tasks.
As for Pure White Night, after she went to a foreign country, Yusae Mishima finally found some clues to recover her supernatural powers, so for her, joining the Armed Detective Agency and using the president's supernatural powers to "make people better than others" "Trying to amplify her supernatural power in Pure White Night is also an important step for her to recover her supernatural power.
... Even so, the author also believes that readers are not very concerned about her pure white night.
So today, Atsushi Nakajima will tell you what passers-by have experienced when the woman from the Armed Detective Agency returned to Yokohama.
Nakajima remembers what seemed to be a rather ordinary afternoon.
Ms. Mishima, who just came back from a foreign country, joined the Armed Detective Agency and is learning how to perform general tasks, led by a reliable man, is going to the Supernatural Secret Service Division to hand over the monthly list of dignitaries entering the country, and at the same time greet her colleagues there to take care of her She is such a new member.
This is obviously a fairly ordinary development, but Mr. Dazai, who had a feud with the Supernatural Secret Service Division, actually gave Mishima Yukashi a rather long brainwashing job before she was about to go out.
"Uuuuuuuu, listen to me. If you enter the Supernatural Secret Service Section and see that Ango Sakaguchi, you must be careful. That guy has no good intentions. He is really a super, super annoying guy. Listen to me, don't make eye contact with him. don't want……"
And Dazai Osamu hadn't finished his long and stinky words, Kunikida Doppo put him up on the grounds of obstructing the mission, put a towel in his mouth, tied him up and locked him in the corner of the Armed Detective Agency.
Yusa Mishima blinked, and waved to Osamu Dazai very friendly: "Then I'm going out."
"...Woooooo! Woooo! Woooo!" Osamu Dazai struggled frantically.
But Miss Mishima was as calm as ever, and she took his arm and went out the next second.
And along the way, Atsushi Nakajima couldn't help talking to Yusa Mishima, who always squinted and smiled friendlyly, and asked her: "Miss Mishima... the following is just a question I am very curious about, and you don't have to. answered."
"...What?" The girl had a kind face.
"Although I know that Mr. Dazai and you have a very good relationship... but Ms. Mishima, do you have any shortcomings that you can't stand for Mr. Dazai?"
"Hey, do you believe in a hundred questions that suddenly unfolded?"
"Ah! No! Just curious... what kind of QAQ."
Atsushi Nakajima looked at Mishima Yukae with QAQ, and the girl didn't say anything, she just said with a frown: "No, it's okay, but the shortcomings you said... Frankly speaking, there are so many that I can't finish it at all. , you are really embarrassing me... where should I start?"
"It's also very reasonable... what about the specifics?"
"For example, when we first started living together, Zhi was a person who didn't like doing housework at all...By the way, so did I, so the two often competed at home, and whoever couldn't stand it first would go out to throw out the trash, but Zhi didn't There is basically no bottom line, so the housework ends up being something I can't afford to do."
Mishima Yuzuo folded his hands and reiterated with a gloomy face, serious face: "...the one who can force me to do housework after cohabiting with me is definitely No. 1."
"... In a sense, it's amazing. There are women in this world who can say this openly." Atsushi Nakajima complained fiercely.
"It's not just that. When it comes to cohabitation, Zhi is super stingy. Obviously he used to date other women often. Now since he got together with me, it was Peng Lie who called me on business. If he hears this in front of him, he will try his best to be awkward! And he will find ways to play tricks...I dare not meet Mr. Bajir, Mr. Bajir is such a good boy!"
Yusa Mishima counted his fingers, then folded his arms and continued to accuse Atsushi Nakajima: "And it's not just the friends Peng Lie met in Italy, but also communicated with any male in the Armed Detective Agency, he will also Jealous and angry Zhi, super! Difficult! Coax!!"
"I understand this too...then how does Ms. Mishima solve it every time?" Atsushi Nakajima asked with blinking eyes.
"Sleep with him once. If you can't sleep once, you can sleep twice. If you can't sleep twice, maybe you have to add some small props..." Yusa Mishima explained with a rather innocent expression.
And Atsushi Nakajima's cheeks turned red instantly when he heard the words, and he waved his hand immediately: "Wait, Ms. Mishima! This part of the topic will stop here!"
"Is it enough to talk about it?" Mishima Yusai tilted his head, and looked at Atsushi Nakajima with innocent eyes: "Zi also has many shortcomings in that area, don't you want to listen to Nakajima-kun? He Leaving aside the 'big need' for the time being... his hobbies are also extremely bad, for example, he often insists on people calling his name at 'that' time, if he doesn't want to say it, he will..."
"...Enough of waiting!!! Miss Mishima, don't tease me!" Nakajima Atsushi interrupted the white-haired girl's bottomless confession with a red face, and then asked her to change the subject with a red face: "Then ...Then besides some shortcomings, are there any other?"
"Blushing at this level shows that Nakajima-kun is still far behind~"
"...Even if you say so!"
Atsushi Nakajima was quite aggrieved, but Mishima frowned, and then changed the subject quite considerately: "There are many, many more."
"Do you remember the question you asked me with Dr. Yosano last week? At the detective agency."
"...Which one? The time I asked you about your weight loss skills?"
"No no! It's about the type you like!"
Mishima Yuki chuckled, and Nakajima Atsushi unconsciously remembered the scene of that day.
He remembered——At that time, Yusai Mishima successfully joined the detective agency shortly after returning to Japan, and Yusai Mishima, who was watching Korean drama Oppa with Dr. A straightforward question from Dr. Yosano.
At that time, the situation was probably like this...
……
"Yu Sae, although we all know that you and Dazai are together, but what type of man do you actually like?" At that time, Dr. Yosano blinked and looked at the girl next door who was seriously watching Korean dramas with her, and started Just a straight shot.
And Mishima held the popcorn in her hands, and noticed that all the members of the detective agency without exception focused their attention on her, even Dazai was no exception.
——And when you encounter a question, you will definitely answer it, which is also a good habit of Mishima Yusae ^_^
So, she smiled kindly as usual, and then answered the questions with Dr. Yosano.
"In short, he is a good-looking man who is beautiful, considerate, cherishes life and earns money to support his family! It doesn't matter if he is younger!" She said and pointed to the TV of the detective agency that was broadcasting Korean dramas, and there happened to be a man on it. Yan Haoduojin's president came out of the beautiful picture, and it really made people's heart sprout at a glance.
Hearing her answer, all the members of the detective agency first glanced at the Korean Oppa with pickup trucks, and then at Osamu Dazai who was covered in arrows all over his body.
Nothing but sighing in my heart.
Even at that time, Edogawa Ranpo elbowed Dazai and asked him, "Dazai, did you make Mishima angry? Why didn't you get one item?"
"Husband, husband and wife have conflicts! And I'm as beautiful as a flower!" Facing the cruel questioning of his friend, Osamu Dazai almost cried, and even went over like a koala and hugged Yusae Mishima who was watching a Korean drama. , blocking her view and not letting her see any bluffing pictures.
He even corrected her righteously: "No, you can't! What kind of man doesn't exist in this world! I know that in reality, you just love me, right!"
"That's not true, there are obviously a lot." She corrected with a serious expression in Dazai Osamu's arms.
"No!!"
"There are some."
"...And You Sae doesn't think I'm handsome!"
"...Well, I think a man who is more refreshing is better. Especially a man who can do housework, super! Super! Great!"
…………
……
If so, the two of them quarreled in front of the TV for a long time.
Even Osamu Dazai, who was burning with jealousy, forced Yusa Mishima to give her what she called a "handsome guy with refreshing housework", such as a mafia cadre in Vongola who inherited a family sushi restaurant and was very good at playing baseball. ; a certain Vongola senior outside consultant cadre; a certain orange-red-haired teenager who loves wine tasting and works hard in the port mafia called one by one, explaining that she would never be with them, and Osamu Dazai felt a little relieved.
It was really a farce, and Atsushi Nakajima still remembers it vividly.
When Mishima Yukae mentioned it lightly, Nakajima Atsushi naturally remembered everything he could think of.
"...So, what is Miss Mishima trying to say?"
"Oh, that is to say... In terms of 'the type I like', he actually doesn't meet my standards from the beginning to the end."
She looked up at the sky, at the clouds that were as pure and white as snow.
"Not only can't take care of me, but even asks me to coax him every day; not only loves to tease people around me, sometimes he will deliberately tease me to cheat me; not only is he full of bad words, most of the time he is even unwilling to confess his feelings to me , I often have to speculate on his thoughts... It's tiring."
"...Yes, even if the target is me, Ji still hides it sometimes. Maybe he has used that method to protect himself for too long, even if he is facing me, he is always habitual. deception, concealment or cover-up, etc. The time limit is until I and I find out—this point, even if I play my temper on him, he is not willing to change, so whenever I speculate that he is again When I come up with bad ideas, I feel very tired and frustrated.”
"Even I have that kind of time... I can't stand this person's bad intentions, can't stand his bad ideas and awkwardness, every time, every time, I want to do everything I can to quarrel with him, and he also Do everything you can to protest against me..."
Yusae Mishima spoke softly with his eyes half downcast, and the corners of his mouth slowly curled up as he recalled the countless quarrels and cold war scenes.
One time it was because she was dissatisfied with Dazai and used a trap on Atsushi Nakajima to make him make a certain decision, one time she didn't like Dazai Osamu and used bait to get people hooked, and one time she was dissatisfied with Dazai for plotting herself Go in and treat her like part of the plan...
He was too clever a man, and too used to living in this way.
...Sometimes when she was calculating, she included her behavior and personality, and every time she realized it belatedly, she would always feel angry.
So she would quarrel with him every now and then.
"It turns out that you guys will fight too... I thought..."
"Think we're a friendly couple in private like in the Armed Detective Agency?"
"Yes……"
"How is it possible? This shows that Nakajima-kun is really naive."
Mishima frowned from Sae, while Atsushi Nakajima was startled, then lowered his head and asked, "Then why..."
He didn't finish the question.
After all, at this point, he didn't know what to say—after all, he really didn't know that even Miss Mishima and Mr. Dazai would occasionally cause such big conflicts and conflicts when they got along in private. Arguing, he has always thought that she and Mr. Dazai are the kind of soul mates who fall in love at first sight and are destined, and there will be no quarrel between the two.
...It's just a little problem that needs to be adjusted and accommodated.
Then why so hard, still want to be together?Why didn't Ms. Mishima choose someone else?He wants to ask this kind of question.
But he didn't dare to ask, he just wrote the question in his puzzled eyes.
Therefore, Mishima Yusai, who is good at reading other people's innermost thoughts, patted Atsushi Nakajima on the head quite understandingly: "You still don't understand?"
"...I don't understand, such feelings and relationships." Atsushi Nakajima looked at the girl: "It's obvious that you will be hurt and uncomfortable, but you still leave something behind."
"No...that's the point, Nakajima-kun."
Hearing Atsushi Nakajima's cautious inquiry, Yukae Mishima raised his hand and lightly lowered the brim of his hat, and winked mischievously at Atsushi Nakajima who was standing beside him: "...the problem is that you are willing to quarrel with this person, and Angry about this man."
Atsushi Nakajima was slightly taken aback.
"...After all, both I and Zhi are people who are extremely afraid of conflicts and injuries." She half-cast her eyes cautiously: "Maybe it's a natural cowardly relationship, and all my joys are mixed with ominous feelings." Premonition. Because of fear, we have been avoiding. So the types we like are people who can take care of themselves. We hope that we can be taken care of and protected, and we hope that we can always hide in our comfort zone... For a long time, we I would rather guard the lonely city than entrust my sincerity to anyone, just to protect myself from harm."
"But he is the only one who made me realize that I am willing to let go of my dignity a little bit for someone, let go of some of my defenses, let go of this, let go of that, and show more of my weaknesses and shortcomings in front of the other party... …even becoming selfless and not calm for him. So, every time I face a conflict, rather than pain, I find myself more or less like a human being to a greater extent.”
"He taught me the feeling of being alive, and he made me start to face myself more seriously."
Mishima Yukae's white hair fluttered in the wind, and her light-colored pupils looked peaceful and gentle: "So, although arguing with someone will indeed become anxious and angry, sometimes it feels very relaxed. Because we are all nervous I've been tense for too long, and I can't see my original appearance clearly. It doesn't matter whether it's me or him."
"We are eager to save each other and to be with each other." The corners of her mouth slowly curled up: "...he is the only person who can make me so angry and care so much. He can make me feel occasionally that I am just a Ordinary people in the world, he is the only one."
"So I thought, that's why I can't leave, right?" She looked at Atsushi Nakajima, with a gentle and beautiful smile that people couldn't take their eyes off: "After all, I feel that maybe the only person who can be with me in this life is He's alone."
"It's probably this feeling... the feeling called 'the only'."
The girl's earnest confession fell into Atsushi Nakajima's ears without reservation, and a gust of wind blew by, making him feel that although the words that came out of Miss Mishima's mouth just now were extremely ordinary and simple, they were not easy.
Yes, for Dazai Osamu and Mishima Yusae, two people who have already been scarred by their experiences, being able to say this with a calm smile one day is the happiness they both most desire.
Even, Atsushi Nakajima felt envious in his heart.
... That's right, it's not about finding a partner that suits your conditions, let alone the type you like and match well.
As long as it is an existence that can make him defenseless, an existence that can teach him various emotions, an existence that can make him grateful to be alive... For people like them, it is already the greatest. happy.
"Miss Mishima, do you think I will... encounter such an existence one day? Will someone who makes me feel relaxed and at ease appear?"
The white-haired boy looked up at the sky, and several unknown birds passed across the sky, causing him to be in a trance for a moment.
And Mishima smiled and said nothing, just reached out and patted the boy's head.
"...Come on, Nakajima-kun."
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The author has something to say: I always feel that I have to explain Mishima Vision’s view of love after writing and writing about the two people’s HE
So as I was writing, this chapter appeared... It can be regarded as completing the value of the article
After all, all kinds of poses such as sprinkling sugar have been completed in chapters 50-60!
And I also find it a bit awkward when Wenhao writes too sweetly (hey
So, in the next chapter, there will be a side story about the two of them~ After that, the full text will be over.
After all, I can’t think of what to write, hahahaha
It’s not very acceptable to write Zhongye if, after all, I don’t think the two people get along very well.
...So it's probably really coming to an end!
After a while, Yokohama.
After Mishima returned from a foreign country, he quickly negotiated with President Fukuzawa Yukichi, and from that day on he would join the Armed Detective Agency to assist in certain intelligence exploration tasks.
As for Pure White Night, after she went to a foreign country, Yusae Mishima finally found some clues to recover her supernatural powers, so for her, joining the Armed Detective Agency and using the president's supernatural powers to "make people better than others" "Trying to amplify her supernatural power in Pure White Night is also an important step for her to recover her supernatural power.
... Even so, the author also believes that readers are not very concerned about her pure white night.
So today, Atsushi Nakajima will tell you what passers-by have experienced when the woman from the Armed Detective Agency returned to Yokohama.
Nakajima remembers what seemed to be a rather ordinary afternoon.
Ms. Mishima, who just came back from a foreign country, joined the Armed Detective Agency and is learning how to perform general tasks, led by a reliable man, is going to the Supernatural Secret Service Division to hand over the monthly list of dignitaries entering the country, and at the same time greet her colleagues there to take care of her She is such a new member.
This is obviously a fairly ordinary development, but Mr. Dazai, who had a feud with the Supernatural Secret Service Division, actually gave Mishima Yukashi a rather long brainwashing job before she was about to go out.
"Uuuuuuuu, listen to me. If you enter the Supernatural Secret Service Section and see that Ango Sakaguchi, you must be careful. That guy has no good intentions. He is really a super, super annoying guy. Listen to me, don't make eye contact with him. don't want……"
And Dazai Osamu hadn't finished his long and stinky words, Kunikida Doppo put him up on the grounds of obstructing the mission, put a towel in his mouth, tied him up and locked him in the corner of the Armed Detective Agency.
Yusa Mishima blinked, and waved to Osamu Dazai very friendly: "Then I'm going out."
"...Woooooo! Woooo! Woooo!" Osamu Dazai struggled frantically.
But Miss Mishima was as calm as ever, and she took his arm and went out the next second.
And along the way, Atsushi Nakajima couldn't help talking to Yusa Mishima, who always squinted and smiled friendlyly, and asked her: "Miss Mishima... the following is just a question I am very curious about, and you don't have to. answered."
"...What?" The girl had a kind face.
"Although I know that Mr. Dazai and you have a very good relationship... but Ms. Mishima, do you have any shortcomings that you can't stand for Mr. Dazai?"
"Hey, do you believe in a hundred questions that suddenly unfolded?"
"Ah! No! Just curious... what kind of QAQ."
Atsushi Nakajima looked at Mishima Yukae with QAQ, and the girl didn't say anything, she just said with a frown: "No, it's okay, but the shortcomings you said... Frankly speaking, there are so many that I can't finish it at all. , you are really embarrassing me... where should I start?"
"It's also very reasonable... what about the specifics?"
"For example, when we first started living together, Zhi was a person who didn't like doing housework at all...By the way, so did I, so the two often competed at home, and whoever couldn't stand it first would go out to throw out the trash, but Zhi didn't There is basically no bottom line, so the housework ends up being something I can't afford to do."
Mishima Yuzuo folded his hands and reiterated with a gloomy face, serious face: "...the one who can force me to do housework after cohabiting with me is definitely No. 1."
"... In a sense, it's amazing. There are women in this world who can say this openly." Atsushi Nakajima complained fiercely.
"It's not just that. When it comes to cohabitation, Zhi is super stingy. Obviously he used to date other women often. Now since he got together with me, it was Peng Lie who called me on business. If he hears this in front of him, he will try his best to be awkward! And he will find ways to play tricks...I dare not meet Mr. Bajir, Mr. Bajir is such a good boy!"
Yusa Mishima counted his fingers, then folded his arms and continued to accuse Atsushi Nakajima: "And it's not just the friends Peng Lie met in Italy, but also communicated with any male in the Armed Detective Agency, he will also Jealous and angry Zhi, super! Difficult! Coax!!"
"I understand this too...then how does Ms. Mishima solve it every time?" Atsushi Nakajima asked with blinking eyes.
"Sleep with him once. If you can't sleep once, you can sleep twice. If you can't sleep twice, maybe you have to add some small props..." Yusa Mishima explained with a rather innocent expression.
And Atsushi Nakajima's cheeks turned red instantly when he heard the words, and he waved his hand immediately: "Wait, Ms. Mishima! This part of the topic will stop here!"
"Is it enough to talk about it?" Mishima Yusai tilted his head, and looked at Atsushi Nakajima with innocent eyes: "Zi also has many shortcomings in that area, don't you want to listen to Nakajima-kun? He Leaving aside the 'big need' for the time being... his hobbies are also extremely bad, for example, he often insists on people calling his name at 'that' time, if he doesn't want to say it, he will..."
"...Enough of waiting!!! Miss Mishima, don't tease me!" Nakajima Atsushi interrupted the white-haired girl's bottomless confession with a red face, and then asked her to change the subject with a red face: "Then ...Then besides some shortcomings, are there any other?"
"Blushing at this level shows that Nakajima-kun is still far behind~"
"...Even if you say so!"
Atsushi Nakajima was quite aggrieved, but Mishima frowned, and then changed the subject quite considerately: "There are many, many more."
"Do you remember the question you asked me with Dr. Yosano last week? At the detective agency."
"...Which one? The time I asked you about your weight loss skills?"
"No no! It's about the type you like!"
Mishima Yuki chuckled, and Nakajima Atsushi unconsciously remembered the scene of that day.
He remembered——At that time, Yusai Mishima successfully joined the detective agency shortly after returning to Japan, and Yusai Mishima, who was watching Korean drama Oppa with Dr. A straightforward question from Dr. Yosano.
At that time, the situation was probably like this...
……
"Yu Sae, although we all know that you and Dazai are together, but what type of man do you actually like?" At that time, Dr. Yosano blinked and looked at the girl next door who was seriously watching Korean dramas with her, and started Just a straight shot.
And Mishima held the popcorn in her hands, and noticed that all the members of the detective agency without exception focused their attention on her, even Dazai was no exception.
——And when you encounter a question, you will definitely answer it, which is also a good habit of Mishima Yusae ^_^
So, she smiled kindly as usual, and then answered the questions with Dr. Yosano.
"In short, he is a good-looking man who is beautiful, considerate, cherishes life and earns money to support his family! It doesn't matter if he is younger!" She said and pointed to the TV of the detective agency that was broadcasting Korean dramas, and there happened to be a man on it. Yan Haoduojin's president came out of the beautiful picture, and it really made people's heart sprout at a glance.
Hearing her answer, all the members of the detective agency first glanced at the Korean Oppa with pickup trucks, and then at Osamu Dazai who was covered in arrows all over his body.
Nothing but sighing in my heart.
Even at that time, Edogawa Ranpo elbowed Dazai and asked him, "Dazai, did you make Mishima angry? Why didn't you get one item?"
"Husband, husband and wife have conflicts! And I'm as beautiful as a flower!" Facing the cruel questioning of his friend, Osamu Dazai almost cried, and even went over like a koala and hugged Yusae Mishima who was watching a Korean drama. , blocking her view and not letting her see any bluffing pictures.
He even corrected her righteously: "No, you can't! What kind of man doesn't exist in this world! I know that in reality, you just love me, right!"
"That's not true, there are obviously a lot." She corrected with a serious expression in Dazai Osamu's arms.
"No!!"
"There are some."
"...And You Sae doesn't think I'm handsome!"
"...Well, I think a man who is more refreshing is better. Especially a man who can do housework, super! Super! Great!"
…………
……
If so, the two of them quarreled in front of the TV for a long time.
Even Osamu Dazai, who was burning with jealousy, forced Yusa Mishima to give her what she called a "handsome guy with refreshing housework", such as a mafia cadre in Vongola who inherited a family sushi restaurant and was very good at playing baseball. ; a certain Vongola senior outside consultant cadre; a certain orange-red-haired teenager who loves wine tasting and works hard in the port mafia called one by one, explaining that she would never be with them, and Osamu Dazai felt a little relieved.
It was really a farce, and Atsushi Nakajima still remembers it vividly.
When Mishima Yukae mentioned it lightly, Nakajima Atsushi naturally remembered everything he could think of.
"...So, what is Miss Mishima trying to say?"
"Oh, that is to say... In terms of 'the type I like', he actually doesn't meet my standards from the beginning to the end."
She looked up at the sky, at the clouds that were as pure and white as snow.
"Not only can't take care of me, but even asks me to coax him every day; not only loves to tease people around me, sometimes he will deliberately tease me to cheat me; not only is he full of bad words, most of the time he is even unwilling to confess his feelings to me , I often have to speculate on his thoughts... It's tiring."
"...Yes, even if the target is me, Ji still hides it sometimes. Maybe he has used that method to protect himself for too long, even if he is facing me, he is always habitual. deception, concealment or cover-up, etc. The time limit is until I and I find out—this point, even if I play my temper on him, he is not willing to change, so whenever I speculate that he is again When I come up with bad ideas, I feel very tired and frustrated.”
"Even I have that kind of time... I can't stand this person's bad intentions, can't stand his bad ideas and awkwardness, every time, every time, I want to do everything I can to quarrel with him, and he also Do everything you can to protest against me..."
Yusae Mishima spoke softly with his eyes half downcast, and the corners of his mouth slowly curled up as he recalled the countless quarrels and cold war scenes.
One time it was because she was dissatisfied with Dazai and used a trap on Atsushi Nakajima to make him make a certain decision, one time she didn't like Dazai Osamu and used bait to get people hooked, and one time she was dissatisfied with Dazai for plotting herself Go in and treat her like part of the plan...
He was too clever a man, and too used to living in this way.
...Sometimes when she was calculating, she included her behavior and personality, and every time she realized it belatedly, she would always feel angry.
So she would quarrel with him every now and then.
"It turns out that you guys will fight too... I thought..."
"Think we're a friendly couple in private like in the Armed Detective Agency?"
"Yes……"
"How is it possible? This shows that Nakajima-kun is really naive."
Mishima frowned from Sae, while Atsushi Nakajima was startled, then lowered his head and asked, "Then why..."
He didn't finish the question.
After all, at this point, he didn't know what to say—after all, he really didn't know that even Miss Mishima and Mr. Dazai would occasionally cause such big conflicts and conflicts when they got along in private. Arguing, he has always thought that she and Mr. Dazai are the kind of soul mates who fall in love at first sight and are destined, and there will be no quarrel between the two.
...It's just a little problem that needs to be adjusted and accommodated.
Then why so hard, still want to be together?Why didn't Ms. Mishima choose someone else?He wants to ask this kind of question.
But he didn't dare to ask, he just wrote the question in his puzzled eyes.
Therefore, Mishima Yusai, who is good at reading other people's innermost thoughts, patted Atsushi Nakajima on the head quite understandingly: "You still don't understand?"
"...I don't understand, such feelings and relationships." Atsushi Nakajima looked at the girl: "It's obvious that you will be hurt and uncomfortable, but you still leave something behind."
"No...that's the point, Nakajima-kun."
Hearing Atsushi Nakajima's cautious inquiry, Yukae Mishima raised his hand and lightly lowered the brim of his hat, and winked mischievously at Atsushi Nakajima who was standing beside him: "...the problem is that you are willing to quarrel with this person, and Angry about this man."
Atsushi Nakajima was slightly taken aback.
"...After all, both I and Zhi are people who are extremely afraid of conflicts and injuries." She half-cast her eyes cautiously: "Maybe it's a natural cowardly relationship, and all my joys are mixed with ominous feelings." Premonition. Because of fear, we have been avoiding. So the types we like are people who can take care of themselves. We hope that we can be taken care of and protected, and we hope that we can always hide in our comfort zone... For a long time, we I would rather guard the lonely city than entrust my sincerity to anyone, just to protect myself from harm."
"But he is the only one who made me realize that I am willing to let go of my dignity a little bit for someone, let go of some of my defenses, let go of this, let go of that, and show more of my weaknesses and shortcomings in front of the other party... …even becoming selfless and not calm for him. So, every time I face a conflict, rather than pain, I find myself more or less like a human being to a greater extent.”
"He taught me the feeling of being alive, and he made me start to face myself more seriously."
Mishima Yukae's white hair fluttered in the wind, and her light-colored pupils looked peaceful and gentle: "So, although arguing with someone will indeed become anxious and angry, sometimes it feels very relaxed. Because we are all nervous I've been tense for too long, and I can't see my original appearance clearly. It doesn't matter whether it's me or him."
"We are eager to save each other and to be with each other." The corners of her mouth slowly curled up: "...he is the only person who can make me so angry and care so much. He can make me feel occasionally that I am just a Ordinary people in the world, he is the only one."
"So I thought, that's why I can't leave, right?" She looked at Atsushi Nakajima, with a gentle and beautiful smile that people couldn't take their eyes off: "After all, I feel that maybe the only person who can be with me in this life is He's alone."
"It's probably this feeling... the feeling called 'the only'."
The girl's earnest confession fell into Atsushi Nakajima's ears without reservation, and a gust of wind blew by, making him feel that although the words that came out of Miss Mishima's mouth just now were extremely ordinary and simple, they were not easy.
Yes, for Dazai Osamu and Mishima Yusae, two people who have already been scarred by their experiences, being able to say this with a calm smile one day is the happiness they both most desire.
Even, Atsushi Nakajima felt envious in his heart.
... That's right, it's not about finding a partner that suits your conditions, let alone the type you like and match well.
As long as it is an existence that can make him defenseless, an existence that can teach him various emotions, an existence that can make him grateful to be alive... For people like them, it is already the greatest. happy.
"Miss Mishima, do you think I will... encounter such an existence one day? Will someone who makes me feel relaxed and at ease appear?"
The white-haired boy looked up at the sky, and several unknown birds passed across the sky, causing him to be in a trance for a moment.
And Mishima smiled and said nothing, just reached out and patted the boy's head.
"...Come on, Nakajima-kun."
……
The author has something to say: I always feel that I have to explain Mishima Vision’s view of love after writing and writing about the two people’s HE
So as I was writing, this chapter appeared... It can be regarded as completing the value of the article
After all, all kinds of poses such as sprinkling sugar have been completed in chapters 50-60!
And I also find it a bit awkward when Wenhao writes too sweetly (hey
So, in the next chapter, there will be a side story about the two of them~ After that, the full text will be over.
After all, I can’t think of what to write, hahahaha
It’s not very acceptable to write Zhongye if, after all, I don’t think the two people get along very well.
...So it's probably really coming to an end!
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