[Comprehensive] Confession Mask

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On the same night, Armed Detective Agency.

When Mishima Yuka was sent back to the Armed Detective Agency by Osamu Dazai, he was quickly sent back to the medical room with Ms. Yosano, where he started healing with supernatural powers.

If so, that night in the ward where Mishima Yukae was staying, there was a shrill woman screaming that could be heard in the whole building, and it even made people wonder if it was a ghost story.

Afterwards, Atsushi Nakajima, who came to deliver the water, looked at Yusai Mishima, who was obviously more beautiful than before, with concern, and comforted him with pity: "Miss Mishima, at least you will become more beautiful after experiencing it." It's..."

Mishima Yoshikashi heard the word "experience", and only knew how to hold on to the quilt and tremble, and then cried and replied: "No! I decided to start today, and I will definitely cherish life! I will never work hard again. Fight!"

Atsushi Nakajima: Amen...

With Yosano: Smoking.jpg

However, speaking of the treatment incident with Yosano, it still brought a benefit to Yusae Mishima.

That is, she was finally able to justifiably rest in the Armed Detective Agency.

Mishima · Clenching the quilt · Yusai: ... I can't live or die.

Therefore, she also logically avoided many missions that she should have sent out, and just lay down every day and listened to Atsushi Nakajima come back and tell her what happened.

"...So, when we went out today, we also solved two incidents of ordinary citizens turning into strange stories. But because we still can't find a way to restore people to their original state, we can only take them in. Branch's place."

Atsushi Nakajima replaced Yusae Mishima with new boiled water, his face full of worry.

"Is it possible that the shelters of the Ability Secret Service Division are becoming saturated?"

"Yes, there have also repeatedly sent messages to Mr. Kunikida, expressing the hope that the matter will be resolved as soon as possible."

As Atsushi Nakajima said, Yusa Mishima fell silent for a moment before getting off the bed.

"Miss Mishima?"

"Go for a walk, and that hentai has been squatting outside the ward for a long time, and I don't feel comfortable lying down." Mishima gave Atsushi a pitiful look, and the latter naturally understood it instantly——she Naturally, it was Osamu Dazai who had been squatting outside the ward guarding the tower.

"Haha... Sorry, Mr. Dazai's behavior is as incomprehensible as ever."

"It's okay, confusing and attracting attention should be the only pleasure of that person."

Yukae Mishima picked up the top hat on the cabinet, put it on directly, opened the door of the ward, and met Osamu Dazai who had been squatting waiting for her.

"Yo Mishima!"

"Why does it feel tiring just to meet the eyes..."

"Hey!"

……

...

Even though she was very tired, as an independent working woman in the new era, Mishima Yukao put on her suit jacket and left the Armed Detective Agency with Osamu Dazai.

They don't have any special goals today, the main thing is to look at the place where there has been commotion in the past few days, so as to continue to collect information.

So their itinerary was relatively easy, and everything started with a good lunch in Chinatown.

It's just that I didn't expect that Mishima Yukae had just stepped out of the store for a while, and then caught a glimpse of the decoration of the road festival.

Seeing several neighbors mourning and offering flowers to a certain corner, Yuka Mishima involuntarily remembered what Nakajima Atsushi and Izumi Kyoka told her before, that human monsters also happened three days ago near Chinatown It turned out that the person who became ill was captured and taken in by the Special Agents Section, but before the Special Agents Section appeared, the demonized person hurt an innocent passer-by.

When Osamu Dazai and her passed the altar, both of them took off the courtesy cover on their chests naturally, performed a silent mourning ceremony, and then launched the next route patrol.

"The matter has been dragging on for a long time. The previous watch incident actually reflected the fear and anxiety in the hearts of the citizens of Yokohama to such an extent that they lost their minds..." Osamu Dazai always had a slight arc on his face, But there was no smile in the deep eyes.

And Mishima Yukao didn't speak, just glanced at the petals and letters scattered near the road festival, then lowered his head and followed Dazai Osamu.

"Mishima should be thinking that he is the culprit, right?"

"...That was caused by Fiaba." Mishima Yusae understood Dazai's meaning, but added: "But it is undeniable that the disaster area was concentrated in Yokohama because of my actions."

"Although I don't want to say words to comfort you, I believe that you did not choose Yokohama for no reason, Mishima. This is the place you have calculated and has the highest probability of solving the problem." Osamu Dazai frowned Looking at her intently: "Some problems and disasters must be solved somewhere. All of these are the evil results planted by some people... It's as if you feel that you have to use the power here to solve this problem for you."

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyelids halfway, and his slender eyelashes cast a half-circle shadow on his eye sockets.

A lot of what he knew, about Mishima's background flashed through his mind—

"Did you notice?"

"I see. Although my ability is not as good as that of Mr. Ranpo, I am still good at observing people's hearts." Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows and tapped his head with his fingertips, and then explained in a low voice: "Including three Shimao Shio understands that he cannot delay the occurrence of things by himself, and he is eager to take all the responsibilities on himself, so it is as if he came to a place without any acquaintances..."

The words "I don't have any acquaintances" fell on Mishima's heart through Osamu Dazai, and it made her heart ache again.After all, he can be said to have completely fallen for her plan.

"Yokohama is not anywhere else. It happens to be a place with the three forces of the Armed Detective Agency, the Port Mafia, and the Supernatural Secret Service. The owner of the supernatural Moonlight Beast is also here. You must have referred to us when we faced the combination before you came here." Only in this war can we pin our hopes on our combat effectiveness.”

"Italy is not a suitable place, because the Fiaba base is there, and it is too close to the Avengers Prison, and I believe you and I know very well that once the war with a certain mafia spreads to other forces, that How many people will die in the scope of the spread."

Having said that, Osamu Dazai sneered helplessly.

There seemed to be some kind of mockery in the voice.

"It will definitely turn into a more terrifying situation than the current Yokohama."

Osamu Dazai analyzed this point, and Yusae Mishima unknowingly returned to the vicinity of the venue where the summer festival was held. This time the festival ended, and the venue was temporarily sealed off because of the investigation into the incident of the girl with a gap. There are also broken lanterns on the ground of the venue.

And Mishima followed Osamu Dazai slowly up the stairs, and returned to the viewing tower where they had fought the Gap Girl before, and sat down on the bench tacitly.

"So you can only choose the battlefield in Japan, and the most suitable to assist you... should be the Vengley forces that are both prosperous in Japan."

For Dazai Osamu, who had eavesdropped on Mishima's phone conversation several times, it can be said that he had known about her relationship with Pengo Lie for a long time, and Mishima Yukao was not surprised. Quite frankly to Osamu Dazai: "Vongola can't do it, because the friend I don't want to affect is where he is right now."

"If I'm not mistaken, the kid escaped from Fiaba with you?"

"You've always been accurate."

It has reached a point where she feels that she can't hide anything from him, so she hasn't thought about hiding or playing tricks in front of him recently.

"Well, that's why Mishima chose to place the battlefield where everything will be liquidated..." Osamu Dazai paused, and the corner of his mouth curled up: "It is inevitable for you."

"Yes, but only for me."

Yuka Mishima stood up from Osamu Dazai, and then sat down on the railing of the viewing platform, the wind gently blowing her hair and bangs at the temples, while her clear eyes stared at Osamu Dazai, and then The corners of his mouth were raised into a gentle and friendly smile.

"So it's only natural to be resented." As Mishima said, a gleam of cold light suddenly flashed across her clear eyes: "After all, I was holding on to it, and I would sacrifice the consciousness of many people."

"There will be bloodshed, there will be sacrifices, there will be many people will be sad... But even so I want to achieve my goal, because I know that I was locked up with the children in the institute..."

Mishima said this in one breath, his tone suddenly paused, his eyes were sad as if he remembered something: "They all yearn for freedom, even to the point where they want to cry softly."

She told her wish, even a kind of frenzy appeared in her always calm eyes.

And Osamu Dazai looked at her with pursed lips, lowered his eyes again, and chuckled softly: "Maybe the so-called enthusiasm...is ignoring the other party's position?"

"Yeah, I've figured it out a long time ago. The thought and enthusiasm I put into this matter makes me no different from a monster...but Dazai," Mishima Yukae looked at him with a smile, "I welcome you to kill me anytime. , after all, that's the way to get rid of everything."

"Although there is a chance, I am the only one who is free."

She smiled and stretched out her hand to Dazai, her snow-white and smooth hand glowed slightly white under the bright sun, matched with the indifferent smile on her face, sitting against the light, she looked as beautiful as an angel.

And Dazai sat on the bench with his hands in his pockets, looking at the girl in front of him who invited him, he lowered his eyes and laughed again: "...No, I won't do that."

As he said this, he walked to Mishima Yusao's side step by step, folded his hands on the railing, and looked calmly at the empty temple fair below the viewing platform.

"After all, I'm not a good person. Mishima should have known about this for a long time."

"Maybe it's because I'm quite a nervous person, so compared to the peace of Yokohama, occasionally..." Osamu Dazai emphasized: "It's only occasionally, and I look forward to the arrival of strong storms."

His voice was so deep and deep.

And Mishima looked at him and smiled lightly.

"As expected, calling you a devil really underestimates you, Dazai."

"It's Mishima, we are both demons."

"You're still crazy."

"And you're a monster."

"...Pfft, elementary school student?"

Mishima Yusae and him scolded each other for a while, and after a while, he burst out laughing uncontrollably.

And this may be the first time he has shown a sincere and carefree smile in front of Osamu Dazai. The warm sun shines on her fair cheeks, making her beautiful, like a pure and innocent angel.

As for Osamu Dazai, staring at the girl's beautiful smile, he accidentally became fascinated again.

After all, he once again felt from the girl, an unprecedented throbbing from somewhere in the soul that he had never gotten from anyone else.

And this kind of throbbing even made him unable to help fantasizing - if all these things are over, what kind of ripples will appear in his heart when he personally holds her hand?

Sure enough, Mishima's attraction to him is really like a goddess.

he couldn't help thinking.

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The author has something to say :/

(I hope everyone will take a look! Because the excited Thirteen wants to share a little happiness in writing a long article)

Yesterday, I read the message of reader Liu Yunlangyue, so I ran to search more about Yukio Mishima and Osamu Dazai

And then found this: "Of course, I recognize his rare talent, but it's odd that he's the only writer I've ever had who was so biologically conflicted from the start. Maybe it's the law of love and hate." , maybe because he is a writer who deliberately exposed the part of me that I most wanted to hide.”

——From Yukio Mishima's self-report in "Confessions of a Mask" (Confessions of a Mask is also the source of the title of this article)

It can be seen that Mishima doesn't like Dazai, but actually agrees with Dazai's opinion in his heart (the physical conflict made me laugh), and I also saw some people say that these two are recognized CPs, because they have been flirting with each other in the works, saying three Shima is tsundere, and at the same time his works also influenced Dazai the most, and then I really feel...

... What a coincidence!Fuck me that's a perfect description of what I'm writing!Why didn't I search it sooner!

(I also recommend you to search casually: Yukio Mishima and Osamu Dazai)

After all, at the beginning of writing the article, I just learned a little bit about it and chose to use Mishima Yukio as the prototype (the reason at the time seemed to be simply because he seemed to be bisexual or handsome), but at the time I haven’t read this work, and everyone knows that I released the first one for a long time and picked it up after the pit next door was over. It can be said that it started from 0 (I really forgot. For a while, I didn’t even know why it was this. I don’t remember the name of the article, I just remember that it is one of the works, and various original settings have been changed a lot)

I also once wondered why I said that I chose a literary giant as a prototype, but let’s bite the bullet and put it on, and it turned out that it was written... I couldn’t help but go back and look at it for inspiration, and it turned out that it was written I found out... I really included a lot of details on Mishima's side!

Leaving aside the fact that he fell in love with Osamu Dazai, when I was watching the works, I found that Yukio Mishima's text dialogues are also very cautious and accurate in plot layout, and at the same time, there is a touch of sadness, which is similar to that of Yukio Mishima. Personality is very similar.And there are many words in Yukio Mishima's works, which can also be perfectly used to explain some Yusao Mishima's state of mind. For example, it was updated yesterday: "My consciousness is just a tool of confusion. My consciousness The operation is nothing more than an uncertain guesswork. "Masquerade Confessions" can also explain Mishima Yusae's confusion in the face of his own abilities and his real self... Although I can't control myself many times The words, deeds and emotional development of the characters in the article, but there is still a kind of destined happiness QAQ, so I can’t help but share it with you late at night!

Well, now I feel like a jk who happened to use the same mobile phone as someone I like... I have to thank Liuyun Langyue for making me love this work even more!But can everyone understand?Such a predestined feeling!Huh, even when I went to Taiwan bookstore to read, I found that these two people were put together (maybe it was malicious from the clerk, and then I separated because I bought Mishima hehe [From Dazai's Sensen gaze])

By the way, this chapter used...

①Perhaps the so-called enthusiasm is to ignore the position of the other party.

②The more nervous and timid a person is, the more he looks forward to the arrival of a strong storm.

③I long for freedom more and more, so that I want to sob softly.

It is also from Osamu Dazai's works and I feel that it is a sentence that pokes me!