[Shaoyin] like a short-lived epiphyllum

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Because of the student party, my physical strength began to decline.

sorry!

Touching Zhang Zi's cheek, Chang Hao smiled helplessly.Just now, I don't know whether it was tired or something, but the sudden collapse frightened him. Fortunately, the Gouzhen Gang who appeared didn't have much strength now, Changhao.Because Zhang Zi was resting in Zhang Zi's current room, so he put Zhang Zi beside his bed.

No matter what he said later, he was refuted by the smirking Demon Lord.What to say anyway, we slept together when we were young, and we are both called fiancées. Sooner or later we will get married, it’s okay!

Even though they said so, they all knew that as long as Zhang Zi replaced Zhang Zi as the Empress of the Central Palace, then they would not have such a day to come.

"By the way, Zhang Zi's wound..."

"It's almost better."

Chang Hao, who was about to take a closer look at Zhang Zi, heard what Tian Yi said, and he was relieved when he was about to put his hand back, but Zhang Zi refused to let go. It's the same posture when I fall asleep next to me.

Thinking about the scene at that time, Chang Hao couldn't understand Zhang Zi's mother. Who was she?But...fortunately, Zhang Zi is still the green plum he is familiar with, he thought so while stroking Zhang Zi's long straight hair.

"Both of you are children who can't rest easy."

"What, I'm already an adult."

"But he's still a child."

In the same way, you don't say anything to the other party, you don't want the other party to worry but you want the other party to pay attention to you.When you are injured, the first thing you think of is how the other party is doing, instead of caring about your own injury.So, they are all idiots.

"Tianyi, treat the remaining minor injuries on the face. Otherwise, if Jichang and Lushu find out, you will definitely blame yourself and Zhang Zi will feel guilty."

Suzaku looked at Zhang Zi with a look full of pity, and said the same to Tian Yi who was preparing for treatment.

"Um."

Tian nodded and healed the scar on Zhang Zi's face.

"However, Changhao, you have to pay more attention to your body! You obviously don't have much energy, but you insist on getting up to find Zhang Zi!"

Hearing the devil's tone of reproach, Chang Hao scratched his head as if admitting his mistake and smiled helplessly.

He believed what the demon king said, and Zhang Zi would come over later.But...he just didn't know if it was an auditory hallucination or something, Zhang Zi seemed to be calling him, and...it almost felt like she was going to be replaced by someone.This feeling is uncomfortable and scary.

"Miss didn't know what the princess and princess were talking about just now. As soon as I approached the lady's room, I felt something uncomfortable. Then when I entered, the lady looked at the princess in horror."

Hearing the words of Xuanwu who appeared suddenly, Changhao thought of Zhangzi who he saw at that time, crying with his head down in the corridor at the corner, as if he was afraid of something.

"That's why Zhang Zi...will be the same as back then..."

I'm sorry, I should have stayed by your side more just now.

"You guys rest well, we'll be by your side."

"OK, good night."

"Good night."

After the lights went out, Chang Hao turned sideways and looked at Zhang Zi in front of him.How long has it been since you slept together like this?But the two of them are adults, if they are not a married couple, it would be bad if they are discovered by outsiders.But just such a period of time is enough, it is enough to be able to sleep beside her again like when I was a child.

>>>

"Got to go?"

"Yeah, so I'm sorry..."

"...I'm fine. But you, are you really fine?"

"Um."

Chang Hao, who was wearing unlined clothing, looked at Zhang Zi who had already put on his clothes, and he lowered his head weakly, saying that it was a lie that he was not disappointed.After a while, Zhang Zi will go back to the Tuyumen Hall.If it wasn't for what the devil said to him, Zhang Zi would have taken advantage of his deep sleep and returned to the dormitory of Tuyumen without anyone's farewell.

really...

He obviously said that sentence to her not long ago, but he still hasn't received an answer...

"Grandpa Seimei..."

"I'll write to you when he wakes up."

"Ok…"

"Who will take you back?"

"Gou Zhen said, Xue Ling will come over after a while."

"Really. Remember to take good care of yourself at Tsuchimikadoden."

To be honest, he really didn't want Zhang Zi to leave, but he couldn't keep it.The curse in Akiko Fujiwara's body was his fault, so he felt guilty about her.But it was not his wish to watch Zhang Zi enter the palace and become the middle palace.

"Zhang Zi, are you ready?"

Xue Ling's voice came from outside the door. They all knew that the time had come and it might be difficult to meet next time.

There was a warm and soft touch in his arms, and Chang Hao was taken aback for a moment before hugging him back.

"I don't want to go."

"Ok, I know."

"I don't want to be separated from you."

"Ok, I know."

"Chang Hao, I..."

When Zhang Zi left, Chang Hao no longer remembers.He just stroked his lips in a daze, where a soft and sweet kiss had stayed there.

In the back, whispered to him.

"—I like you the most."

Ahhh...

Heart beating non-stop.

It was obviously a parting, but he was looking forward to meeting her next time.

I am a bit cunning.

……

"Are you still feeling unwell?"

In order to keep out the cold wind in the early morning, Xue Ling specially wrapped Zhang Zi with her tail.Zhang Zi, who was wrapped in warm fur, narrowed her eyes slightly, and she nodded.

"Well, it's much better."

"That's good."

"...I said that to Changho."

Thinking of the scene just now, her face was as red as if illuminated by the setting sun, as if she could cook something on it.

"But……"

What His Royal Highness Zhang Zi said last night, she grasped the sleeves of Twelve Dans tightly.

Until Xue Ling hugged her and fell to the ground, she didn't let go of the hand that was holding onto her sleeve, and she didn't even let go of her brows.Xue Ling sighed, stretched out her hand and flicked Zhang Zi's forehead, looked at Zhang Zi who was covering her forehead, and looked at her complainingly, Xue Ling rubbed Zhang Zi's long hair vigorously again.

"It'll be fine, so stop guessing."

"…Um!"

"By the way, what happened to you?"

At that time, Zhangzi didn't have Xueling or Lingzi around to protect her, which inevitably made her a little concerned.Xue Ling stroked her hair and smiled, it was nothing but a small accident, and decided to apologize to Miss Zhangzi another day.Although she said so, Zhang Zi's intuition told her that this was not the case, but she didn't want to force them to tell herself.

After I came back to tidy up my injuries, it was already morning.Zhang Zi couldn't help sighing that the sky was foggy and it was a precursor to rain.Although it has only been about half a month, it has been a long time for her.I can't remember how many times I wanted to go back to the past when I was at Tuyumonden.

In the next few days, because there were female courtiers who came to please the middle palace, it was extremely tiring for Zhang Zi to deal with the female courtiers. After all, she hated fighting openly and secretly from the beginning.

I really want to see Chang Ho...

I really want to hear his voice...

Covering his sagging face with a fan, Zhang Zi couldn't stop sighing.

"What's wrong? Nakamiya?"

"Ah... nothing."

"That's good. I heard that you have been feeling unwell recently. Are you feeling better?"

Probably it was to prevent my father from seeing the lies spread by Ms. Akiko who was staying at Tsuchimikado.Thinking of this, she tried to laugh at her father with a tired tone, trying to give him the illusion that she was forcing it.

"There's nothing wrong with it, but Ayako said she needs to rest..."

"yes."

Zhang Zi blinked, looking at the pensive Fujiwara Michizane, an idea came to mind.

"Father, I... want to see Changhao..."

Hearing what the daughter sitting opposite the curtain said, he couldn't help being a little surprised, but surprise was nothing but surprise, he was able to fulfill this request for this daughter.

"Well... I'll let him come to see you."

Mr. Fujiwara fiddled with the fan in his hand.He has always known clearly that the daughter in the side room is different from the main room, and their importance is different. The side room is a secret existence, so only a few people will know about it in the future.However, it is because she doesn't have to force her to learn female celebrities, so as long as it is her request, she will try her best to meet it.

Then I learned from the attendants that my daughter was still surprised when she knew the youngest child of the Abe family.But later I learned from Seimei that his two children, whose appearance is almost the same, can see things that ordinary people cannot detect with the naked eye.

He thought... that only Zhang Zi, the wife, could see it...

After that, he also set aside some time to pay attention to Lingzi and the others.Until one day when he learned that Lingzi passed away, he was heartbroken, but it was his fault that he couldn't get to the child in time.He had thought about discussing with Lunzi to let Zhangzi come over and be her daughter, because she looks similar, so it's okay to call it to the outside world because of physical illness.

But what he didn't expect was... Qingming offered him full power to take care of Zhang Zi, and he couldn't refuse, because Qingming said something that he couldn't refuse.

Then also from that day, Zhang Zi began to reject his secret request to live in Dongsanjo Hall, as well as the future husband-in-law he had selected in order to allow her to live a good life.

At that time, she said that she was still too young, but then she used various reasons to deal with it, which made him feel a little wrong.Then he went to investigate secretly again, and he finally knew why the child rejected him.

"Um."

The youngest grandson of the Abe family, and Zhang Zi are childhood sweethearts. In the eyes of their family, they look like they will be married as soon as they grow up.This kind of benefit is of course good for him, after all, it is the best way to make the rare great onmyoji Abe Seimei more trusting of him.

So he turned a blind eye and acquiesced to this existence, until the moment Zhang Zi had an accident.He's always been sorry for her, he's always known.

"Hmm...thank you, Father."

"nothing."

"...I heard that Abe's mansion has adopted a lady from a noble family who has a lot of knowledge with Seimei. Is she... living well?"

A smile bloomed on the Taoist priest's mouth.Sure enough, she was still worried about her sister.

"Seimei is a person who values ​​love and righteousness. His son Jichang is also a straightforward person, and his youngest grandson Masahiro has inherited their temperament. Therefore, he should live well in Abe's house without any grievances."

Of course she knew this, but she was also very happy to hear that her father had a good opinion of Chang Hao.

"Nakamiya, if..."

"what?"

The Taoist priest hesitated for a moment, then shook his head, said it was nothing, and then calmed down.Even without asking, he would know Zhang Zi's choice, so those people lost without any suspense.I heard other high-ranking officials discuss it, saying that they saw a young but beautiful girl at the market.

Because he was interested, he asked the maid to find out. When she came back, she said with a surprised face that Miss Zhangzi went to the market.This made him very puzzled, but he soon realized that it was not Zhangzi, but a child that even he couldn't tell.The only daughter born to his concubine Sawada Reiko and him, named Zhang Zi's child.

Later, after returning from Zaochao, he went to Tuyumen to see her on purpose.It's been a long time since I went to see that child, and the living expenses will be sent to him every month. I don't know how life is going.But when I saw her at that time, even if I was mentally prepared, I was still surprised. The two children looked more and more alike.But compared to Zhang Zi's innocent smile, her smile is probably the most beautiful smile he has ever seen.

However, that was only when that boy was by her side.Now he can no longer see the beautiful flowers that bloomed in the sun that day.

"I'll invite him to see you, don't worry."

The smile at that time really healed his melancholy heart all the time, just like seeing Lingzi for the first time, that smile reached the warmth in his heart.

So, if it can make you feel good when the time comes, I will agree.

Just please, it is enough to show that smile in front of me again.

>>>

Mr. Fujiwara gave a few instructions and left. After that, she suddenly came and wanted to make some pastries. At first, the maids and female officials tried their best to stop her.But as long as she said that she was practicing so that the emperor could eat delicious pastries in the future, they hesitated and agreed.

After finishing, she asked Ayako to share with him, and then took some to the corridor of the dormitory for the ghosts hiding around the courtyard to eat.Of course it would be given to Xue Ling, but her unsatisfied stomach ate up the rest in one go, making Ayako dumbfounded and didn't know what to say.

"After working so hard for so long, this is the time."

"Well, it's already the time of the devil, so we need to pay more attention."

"Shouldn't you take a break?"

"No. If this continues, I feel that my abilities are just for display."

It seems that it was because Zhang Zi was not protected well or Miss Zhang Zi felt guilty, it was obviously nothing.As if sensing something, Ayako looked at the sunset in the distance, she thought for a while, walked to Zhang Zi and whispered something in Zhang Zi's ear.Zhang Zi, who was stunned for a moment, then frowned and agreed.

……

The rain did not stop until night, the girl sighed, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a black thread on her finger, probably black hair, she thought.But the horror from the bottom of her heart made her a little scared, she tried her best to tear this thing off, and the black hair wrapped around her finger seemed to have its own will, crawling along the skin along the wrist to it.

--What a pity.I wanted to help you, but you are jealous of Akiko Fujiwara, you are going back to the palace soon.

"don't want…"

Responding to her mournful cry, the black hair wrapped around her wrist entered the skin bit by bit without pain until it disappeared.

——Speak out the strongest desire in your heart.

"...I, want to exchange with her, I don't want to be here anymore."

Standing outside the wall of the Tuyumen Hall, the Cheng pressed a sneer, even an ignorant girl would have deep darkness in her heart.Once it is pulled out, it will be accompanied by an uncontrollable intense feeling.

There were several screams from the palace courtyard.

"Nakamiya, □□ is gone...!"

"Find it quickly!"

"Nakamiya, where are you...!"

Soon, there was a sharp sound mixed with many screams.

"The opposite sex, this is what the opposite sex does!"

"Nakamiya, you're missing—!"

The girl in the dark looked at the panicked crowd, clutching the agate marudama on her left wrist and biting her lower lip, she lowered her eyes and tried to hide the sadness in her eyes.

I am sorry.

I'm sorry...I can't make you wish...