Touched by a ghost, I choose death
Chapter 76 Uchiha 0 and 1
To you dear:
By the time you see this, I'm probably dead.
……
The first time I saw you was outside a concert hall in Tokyo.At that time, I was just walking down the street bored, and then I saw you in a formal suit.Because I think you look good and have a good temperament, I took a few more glances.Then I saw you talking and laughing with a red-haired teenager walking towards the concert hall.
I have no friends since I was a child, and it would be a lie to say that I am not envious.
People who walk in the dark always yearn for the light, but they cannot stay in the light for a long time.
So I stood outside the concert hall curiously. After watching the performance of you and the boy, I also learned a lot of things that I had never been exposed to.
I quickly forgot the key of the piece you played, but I still remember the name of the piece - "Love's Sorrow".
When I heard this song, the sad tune made me think of many people, such as my brother who had already left.
I accidentally discovered that we have the same name—Qiye.
Seven lonely nights piled up into a lonely me.For my name, I have always understood it this way.
However, I quickly understood a cruel fact. We have the same name, but we have different lives.
You stand on the stage, shining brightly.And I can only be wronged in the dark corner, moldy silently.Of course, I am not envious or jealous about this. Everyone has their own life.
I don't know how to put it, I think this is probably a unilateral encounter of fate.
I know you, but you still don't know me.
Because I saw in the magazine that you said you were going to Teiko Middle School, I rejected Konoha Middle School arranged by Kakashi and went to Teiko High School alone.Probably all the good luck in this life was spent on the entrance exam, and I, who was always at the bottom of the list, unexpectedly passed the exam.
Seeing you seems to be able to see me in another life.
At that time, I still had such naive thoughts, but then something happened that was enough to destroy my whole life.
I rarely talked to Kakashi after that, and gradually he got used to it.
In fact, I only have sporadic memories, and Kakashi found a psychiatrist for me.He always wants me to forget the past, but I always want to remember.
He always looks like "I know everything, you are wrong", but unfortunately he doesn't understand anything.
Only now did I understand what Dr. Morita said, forgetting might be the best thing for me.
But if I forget the past, I'm not who I really am.I don't regret remembering all the past, although it is painful.
I know you are confused, just like I used to be, constantly thinking about the meaning of living.
If necessary, go to someone, I think she can answer some of your doubts.
I hope you can replace me and live normally.
That would probably satisfy his wish.
Uchiha Seven Nights
01.
Kyoto has always been regarded as the real place of Japanese culture and the soul of Yamato.
Qiye still remembers the last time she came to Kyoto when she was very young.At that time, she was still conquered by the temperament of this ancient capital, thinking that she must go to school here if she had the opportunity in the future, but unfortunately, something happened later, and she did not choose high school in Kyoto again.
But this time, I came to Kyoto to enjoy the cherry blossoms because I received an invitation from Akashi.
There are many places to enjoy cherry blossoms in Kyoto, many of which are full of cultural atmosphere.And this time they chose the place they must visit when they come to Kyoto——Kyomizu Temple.
Stone steps, rubble houses, lattice windows, wooden fences, the old days are floating in the alleys.
The path leading to Kiyomizu Temple is full of tourists, and there are many girls in kimonos on the road, walking in small steps on wooden clogs.There are shops on both sides of the road, such as tea shops, handicraft shops and gift shops, which are dazzling.
"Is there anything I want to buy?" Akashi's pleasant voice sounded in his ear.
Qiye turned her head and saw his gentle smile.There was gentleness in the young man's exquisite eyebrows and eyes, and his smile could not be described as brilliant, but it made people feel warm in his heart, like lying comfortably on the lawn on a sunny spring day, letting the warm sunshine shine on his body.
She was very happy that the Akashi Seijuro in her memory had returned.Although she didn't hate his second personality, she always felt that facing him was a little bit unnatural.Although recalling his "intimidation" in junior high school, I was a little scared for a while.But it was precisely because he expressed his disappointment in her so sharply that she wanted to make a change, and it was the first step in the change.
"Just looking at it." Qiye withdrew his gaze from Xiaoshang.
Kiyomizu-yaki ceramics, Yatsuhashi cakes, Kyoto confectionery, Kyoto fans, all kinds of handkerchiefs... These Kyoto specialties and handicrafts can be described as everything, and they are really good things to give as gifts, but she has no one to give them as gifts.No, when it comes to the gift recipient, it seems that there really is one.The silver-gray haired man appeared in Qiye's mind.
Do you want to buy one for Kakashi?
"If it's a gift for a mature man, which one is better?" Nanaya tilted her head and asked Akashi on the side.
Gift giving is a science.On the one hand, it is necessary to reflect one's own heart, and on the other hand, it is different from person to person, depending on the time and place, and there are many deep meanings behind different gifts, and many taboo things are avoided. It is a headache to think about it. endlessly.Although she knew something about it, but after such a long time, her memory has long been blurred.But Akashi, the son of a famous family, must be very familiar with this.
"If you don't know, I usually send something like snacks or towels," Akashi said after considering, "Are you going to buy it for your guardian?"
Qiye nodded, thinking of that lazy yet sharp man gave her a headache.
It's okay to have a vicious person, but the scariest thing is the person who smiles on the surface, because you can't see through his inner thoughts at all.Especially when Qiye got along with him, he had to be careful not to expose his identity.But she felt that Kakashi probably knew something, but he never revealed it, which was more troublesome.
Just as the two were planning to go to a handicraft store in front of them, a surprised voice came from their ears.
"Xiao Zheng!?"
Qiye turned her head and saw a tall man tilting his head to look at them.The man has long black hair and soft facial features, especially his eyes, whose eyelashes are as long as a girl's.And there was another tall man beside him, one with orange hair and a strong light in his eyes, and the other was a muscular man, hiccupping boredly.
"Let me just say, Sister Lingyang, it must be Akashi!" The orange-haired boy jumped up and down excitedly, and at the same time he set his scorching gaze on Qiye.
And the boy called "Sister Lingyang" also looked at Qiye with puzzled eyes, not only curious and surprised, but also thoughtful.
"Mibuchi, Hayama, Nebuya," Akashi greeted the three seniors politely, noticing their puzzled eyes, he said with a smile, "This is my friend Asahi Nanaya, and these three are seniors from the basketball club. "
"Hello, I'm Asahi Qiye." Qiye ignored their eyes and bowed to the three of them with a flat expression.
After several people introduced each other, Kotaro Hayama approached Qiye excitedly: "Well, are you a student of the High School Affiliated to Lihai University?"
Qiye shook her head in confusion, looked at the other party's obviously disappointed expression, and then added lightly: "I am currently studying at Tokyo Hyotei Academy, but I was an exchange student at Lihai University last semester."
"Ah! It really is you!" Hayama Kotaro, who had been wilting like an eggplant beaten by frost a second ago, was instantly revived on the spot.He pointed at Qiye with his finger, his eyes widened and he shouted excitedly, a shining light burst out from his eyes.
Looking at Qiye's puzzled expression, Mibuchi Lingyang smiled and explained, "You are the friend who asked Xiaozheng to take time off to watch the piano competition."
After speaking, he carefully looked up and down the girl in front of him.Black hair hanging down her back like a waterfall, bright eyes and bright teeth, her appearance is not as good as imagined, her face is always indifferent, looking quite cold and aloof.
I can't tell what's wrong, but I always feel that standing next to Akashi shouldn't be such an ordinary girl.
Before Qiye could answer, he was pestered by Kotaro Hayama to ask questions.
"How did you meet Akashi!? It's the first time I saw Akashi hanging out with a girl! By the way..."
"Hayama, enough is enough." Akashi's gentle and stern voice sounded, and Hayama Kotaro was startled, and stepped on the ground without paying attention to his feet.
"Sorry, sorry!" He got up quickly, patted his clothes, and scratched his head with his hands.
ah!Akashi was actually angry at this moment!Although he has realized that the current Akashi is no longer as scary as before, but he is still afraid of this gentle him in his heart.
Perhaps this is the mentality of being bitten by a snake for ten years and being afraid of well ropes.
"Suddenly thought of an interesting legend," Nana who was standing aside suddenly said, and when everyone looked at her questioningly, she continued, "If you accidentally fall on the Three-Year Pass, there will be disaster within three years."
As soon as she finished speaking, she caught a glimpse of Kotaro Hayama's anxious expression.
At this time they are on the three-year slope.
"Ah! What to do!?" He circled back and forth anxiously, "Although it's a legend, it still sounds scary!"
Akashi looked at the anxious Hayama with a funny face, and then turned his eyes to the extremely calm Nanaya.
She liked this kind of strange talk before, and often shared some interesting and witty stories with him.It seems like she's slowly turning back into her old self.Maybe she didn't make such jokes on strangers before, but today it seems a little abnormal?
"Actually, the solution to the curse is very simple." When Ye Shan jumped, Qiye said quietly.
"What way!?" Reo Mibuchi asked curiously.
Although he has never believed in these strange stories, the girl's statement inevitably aroused his curiosity.
"Just find a store that sells gourds." Qiye said flatly.
"Ah, then let's go quickly! We seem to have passed a shop selling gourds just now!" Ye Shan tugged at the clothes of the two teammates beside him.
"You have to go by yourself, I won't go, slightly." Nebu Gu Yongkichi burped, and looked at his teammates speechlessly.
He didn't bother to go to any gourd shop. He heard that the beef rice bowl in the shop in front of him was good, but he had been thinking about it for a long time.
"Let's go, we agreed to act together," Reo Mibuchi held him back with a smile, then waved goodbye to Akashi and Nanaya, "Then Xiaozheng, Asahi-san, we won't bother you. Goodbye! "
"Hey, why are you going to a broken gourd shop?!" Nebuya Yongkichi, who was only thinking about beef, couldn't understand the behavior of his teammates at this time.
"How long do you want to be a light bulb?" Mibuchi Lingyang put her hips on her hips, with a look of disgust on her face, "Didn't you realize that Xiaozheng is actually very upset!?"
"So that's the girl Akashi likes?" Hayama tilted his head, his face full of disbelief.
"It's mostly the sixth sense of women." Reo Mibuchi said softly, holding her chin.
"Wow, it looks surprisingly ordinary!" Ye Shan exclaimed in surprise.
In fact, he doesn't think Asahi Nanaya is so bad, but Akashi Seijuro is too good, it is hard to imagine what kind of girl can be favored by him.Now that I have seen it, I suddenly feel that it is nothing more than that.
"Innocent, I don't think that girl is ordinary." Reo Mibuchi looked at her teammates with some disgust.
At first glance, she is indeed a very ordinary girl.But if you think about it carefully, it is definitely not an ordinary girl who can get Akashi's attention.The joking words they said at the beginning, if it were an ordinary person, they would at least show embarrassment or shyness, but the girl always maintained an indifferent appearance.But I don't know why the topic suddenly changed later, and they were "driven away" with a legend.
After only a short time of contact, he felt that the girl had an indescribable aura.
Lonely?Noble?weird?
Although it is hard for him to imagine what Akashi's other half looks like, he has seen a lot of girls who confess to him, and they usually speculate and gossip in private, he personally thinks that elegant Showa temperament beauties are the most reliable.But Xiaozheng actually likes this type? !Not to mention the type is surprising enough, and he finds it surprisingly tricky.
On the other side, looking at the three seniors who were drifting away, an inexplicable feeling suddenly rose in Qiye's heart.
Although she knew that they did not have any malicious intentions, her mood was exactly the same as when she was ridiculed by her friend Naiko Takahashi in junior high school.
Obviously it has been so long, and she has long been used to living silently as the day and night.But just now, seeing the obviously puzzled eyes of Akashi's companion, although he still maintained a cold appearance on the surface, he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.It seemed that when he returned to the middle school again in an instant, the surroundings were full of disgusting eyes, which made people irritated.
What's wrong with her?
Qiye breathed a sigh of relief, trying to calm down the chaotic heart.No matter how many times you do this kind of boring comparison, it will only make your heart more depressed.Identity switching has become a fact, and there is currently no way to undo it.She should be thankful that she is still alive in this world, instead of staying in a cold ward and becoming a vegetable that has lost all functions.
By the time you see this, I'm probably dead.
……
The first time I saw you was outside a concert hall in Tokyo.At that time, I was just walking down the street bored, and then I saw you in a formal suit.Because I think you look good and have a good temperament, I took a few more glances.Then I saw you talking and laughing with a red-haired teenager walking towards the concert hall.
I have no friends since I was a child, and it would be a lie to say that I am not envious.
People who walk in the dark always yearn for the light, but they cannot stay in the light for a long time.
So I stood outside the concert hall curiously. After watching the performance of you and the boy, I also learned a lot of things that I had never been exposed to.
I quickly forgot the key of the piece you played, but I still remember the name of the piece - "Love's Sorrow".
When I heard this song, the sad tune made me think of many people, such as my brother who had already left.
I accidentally discovered that we have the same name—Qiye.
Seven lonely nights piled up into a lonely me.For my name, I have always understood it this way.
However, I quickly understood a cruel fact. We have the same name, but we have different lives.
You stand on the stage, shining brightly.And I can only be wronged in the dark corner, moldy silently.Of course, I am not envious or jealous about this. Everyone has their own life.
I don't know how to put it, I think this is probably a unilateral encounter of fate.
I know you, but you still don't know me.
Because I saw in the magazine that you said you were going to Teiko Middle School, I rejected Konoha Middle School arranged by Kakashi and went to Teiko High School alone.Probably all the good luck in this life was spent on the entrance exam, and I, who was always at the bottom of the list, unexpectedly passed the exam.
Seeing you seems to be able to see me in another life.
At that time, I still had such naive thoughts, but then something happened that was enough to destroy my whole life.
I rarely talked to Kakashi after that, and gradually he got used to it.
In fact, I only have sporadic memories, and Kakashi found a psychiatrist for me.He always wants me to forget the past, but I always want to remember.
He always looks like "I know everything, you are wrong", but unfortunately he doesn't understand anything.
Only now did I understand what Dr. Morita said, forgetting might be the best thing for me.
But if I forget the past, I'm not who I really am.I don't regret remembering all the past, although it is painful.
I know you are confused, just like I used to be, constantly thinking about the meaning of living.
If necessary, go to someone, I think she can answer some of your doubts.
I hope you can replace me and live normally.
That would probably satisfy his wish.
Uchiha Seven Nights
01.
Kyoto has always been regarded as the real place of Japanese culture and the soul of Yamato.
Qiye still remembers the last time she came to Kyoto when she was very young.At that time, she was still conquered by the temperament of this ancient capital, thinking that she must go to school here if she had the opportunity in the future, but unfortunately, something happened later, and she did not choose high school in Kyoto again.
But this time, I came to Kyoto to enjoy the cherry blossoms because I received an invitation from Akashi.
There are many places to enjoy cherry blossoms in Kyoto, many of which are full of cultural atmosphere.And this time they chose the place they must visit when they come to Kyoto——Kyomizu Temple.
Stone steps, rubble houses, lattice windows, wooden fences, the old days are floating in the alleys.
The path leading to Kiyomizu Temple is full of tourists, and there are many girls in kimonos on the road, walking in small steps on wooden clogs.There are shops on both sides of the road, such as tea shops, handicraft shops and gift shops, which are dazzling.
"Is there anything I want to buy?" Akashi's pleasant voice sounded in his ear.
Qiye turned her head and saw his gentle smile.There was gentleness in the young man's exquisite eyebrows and eyes, and his smile could not be described as brilliant, but it made people feel warm in his heart, like lying comfortably on the lawn on a sunny spring day, letting the warm sunshine shine on his body.
She was very happy that the Akashi Seijuro in her memory had returned.Although she didn't hate his second personality, she always felt that facing him was a little bit unnatural.Although recalling his "intimidation" in junior high school, I was a little scared for a while.But it was precisely because he expressed his disappointment in her so sharply that she wanted to make a change, and it was the first step in the change.
"Just looking at it." Qiye withdrew his gaze from Xiaoshang.
Kiyomizu-yaki ceramics, Yatsuhashi cakes, Kyoto confectionery, Kyoto fans, all kinds of handkerchiefs... These Kyoto specialties and handicrafts can be described as everything, and they are really good things to give as gifts, but she has no one to give them as gifts.No, when it comes to the gift recipient, it seems that there really is one.The silver-gray haired man appeared in Qiye's mind.
Do you want to buy one for Kakashi?
"If it's a gift for a mature man, which one is better?" Nanaya tilted her head and asked Akashi on the side.
Gift giving is a science.On the one hand, it is necessary to reflect one's own heart, and on the other hand, it is different from person to person, depending on the time and place, and there are many deep meanings behind different gifts, and many taboo things are avoided. It is a headache to think about it. endlessly.Although she knew something about it, but after such a long time, her memory has long been blurred.But Akashi, the son of a famous family, must be very familiar with this.
"If you don't know, I usually send something like snacks or towels," Akashi said after considering, "Are you going to buy it for your guardian?"
Qiye nodded, thinking of that lazy yet sharp man gave her a headache.
It's okay to have a vicious person, but the scariest thing is the person who smiles on the surface, because you can't see through his inner thoughts at all.Especially when Qiye got along with him, he had to be careful not to expose his identity.But she felt that Kakashi probably knew something, but he never revealed it, which was more troublesome.
Just as the two were planning to go to a handicraft store in front of them, a surprised voice came from their ears.
"Xiao Zheng!?"
Qiye turned her head and saw a tall man tilting his head to look at them.The man has long black hair and soft facial features, especially his eyes, whose eyelashes are as long as a girl's.And there was another tall man beside him, one with orange hair and a strong light in his eyes, and the other was a muscular man, hiccupping boredly.
"Let me just say, Sister Lingyang, it must be Akashi!" The orange-haired boy jumped up and down excitedly, and at the same time he set his scorching gaze on Qiye.
And the boy called "Sister Lingyang" also looked at Qiye with puzzled eyes, not only curious and surprised, but also thoughtful.
"Mibuchi, Hayama, Nebuya," Akashi greeted the three seniors politely, noticing their puzzled eyes, he said with a smile, "This is my friend Asahi Nanaya, and these three are seniors from the basketball club. "
"Hello, I'm Asahi Qiye." Qiye ignored their eyes and bowed to the three of them with a flat expression.
After several people introduced each other, Kotaro Hayama approached Qiye excitedly: "Well, are you a student of the High School Affiliated to Lihai University?"
Qiye shook her head in confusion, looked at the other party's obviously disappointed expression, and then added lightly: "I am currently studying at Tokyo Hyotei Academy, but I was an exchange student at Lihai University last semester."
"Ah! It really is you!" Hayama Kotaro, who had been wilting like an eggplant beaten by frost a second ago, was instantly revived on the spot.He pointed at Qiye with his finger, his eyes widened and he shouted excitedly, a shining light burst out from his eyes.
Looking at Qiye's puzzled expression, Mibuchi Lingyang smiled and explained, "You are the friend who asked Xiaozheng to take time off to watch the piano competition."
After speaking, he carefully looked up and down the girl in front of him.Black hair hanging down her back like a waterfall, bright eyes and bright teeth, her appearance is not as good as imagined, her face is always indifferent, looking quite cold and aloof.
I can't tell what's wrong, but I always feel that standing next to Akashi shouldn't be such an ordinary girl.
Before Qiye could answer, he was pestered by Kotaro Hayama to ask questions.
"How did you meet Akashi!? It's the first time I saw Akashi hanging out with a girl! By the way..."
"Hayama, enough is enough." Akashi's gentle and stern voice sounded, and Hayama Kotaro was startled, and stepped on the ground without paying attention to his feet.
"Sorry, sorry!" He got up quickly, patted his clothes, and scratched his head with his hands.
ah!Akashi was actually angry at this moment!Although he has realized that the current Akashi is no longer as scary as before, but he is still afraid of this gentle him in his heart.
Perhaps this is the mentality of being bitten by a snake for ten years and being afraid of well ropes.
"Suddenly thought of an interesting legend," Nana who was standing aside suddenly said, and when everyone looked at her questioningly, she continued, "If you accidentally fall on the Three-Year Pass, there will be disaster within three years."
As soon as she finished speaking, she caught a glimpse of Kotaro Hayama's anxious expression.
At this time they are on the three-year slope.
"Ah! What to do!?" He circled back and forth anxiously, "Although it's a legend, it still sounds scary!"
Akashi looked at the anxious Hayama with a funny face, and then turned his eyes to the extremely calm Nanaya.
She liked this kind of strange talk before, and often shared some interesting and witty stories with him.It seems like she's slowly turning back into her old self.Maybe she didn't make such jokes on strangers before, but today it seems a little abnormal?
"Actually, the solution to the curse is very simple." When Ye Shan jumped, Qiye said quietly.
"What way!?" Reo Mibuchi asked curiously.
Although he has never believed in these strange stories, the girl's statement inevitably aroused his curiosity.
"Just find a store that sells gourds." Qiye said flatly.
"Ah, then let's go quickly! We seem to have passed a shop selling gourds just now!" Ye Shan tugged at the clothes of the two teammates beside him.
"You have to go by yourself, I won't go, slightly." Nebu Gu Yongkichi burped, and looked at his teammates speechlessly.
He didn't bother to go to any gourd shop. He heard that the beef rice bowl in the shop in front of him was good, but he had been thinking about it for a long time.
"Let's go, we agreed to act together," Reo Mibuchi held him back with a smile, then waved goodbye to Akashi and Nanaya, "Then Xiaozheng, Asahi-san, we won't bother you. Goodbye! "
"Hey, why are you going to a broken gourd shop?!" Nebuya Yongkichi, who was only thinking about beef, couldn't understand the behavior of his teammates at this time.
"How long do you want to be a light bulb?" Mibuchi Lingyang put her hips on her hips, with a look of disgust on her face, "Didn't you realize that Xiaozheng is actually very upset!?"
"So that's the girl Akashi likes?" Hayama tilted his head, his face full of disbelief.
"It's mostly the sixth sense of women." Reo Mibuchi said softly, holding her chin.
"Wow, it looks surprisingly ordinary!" Ye Shan exclaimed in surprise.
In fact, he doesn't think Asahi Nanaya is so bad, but Akashi Seijuro is too good, it is hard to imagine what kind of girl can be favored by him.Now that I have seen it, I suddenly feel that it is nothing more than that.
"Innocent, I don't think that girl is ordinary." Reo Mibuchi looked at her teammates with some disgust.
At first glance, she is indeed a very ordinary girl.But if you think about it carefully, it is definitely not an ordinary girl who can get Akashi's attention.The joking words they said at the beginning, if it were an ordinary person, they would at least show embarrassment or shyness, but the girl always maintained an indifferent appearance.But I don't know why the topic suddenly changed later, and they were "driven away" with a legend.
After only a short time of contact, he felt that the girl had an indescribable aura.
Lonely?Noble?weird?
Although it is hard for him to imagine what Akashi's other half looks like, he has seen a lot of girls who confess to him, and they usually speculate and gossip in private, he personally thinks that elegant Showa temperament beauties are the most reliable.But Xiaozheng actually likes this type? !Not to mention the type is surprising enough, and he finds it surprisingly tricky.
On the other side, looking at the three seniors who were drifting away, an inexplicable feeling suddenly rose in Qiye's heart.
Although she knew that they did not have any malicious intentions, her mood was exactly the same as when she was ridiculed by her friend Naiko Takahashi in junior high school.
Obviously it has been so long, and she has long been used to living silently as the day and night.But just now, seeing the obviously puzzled eyes of Akashi's companion, although he still maintained a cold appearance on the surface, he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.It seemed that when he returned to the middle school again in an instant, the surroundings were full of disgusting eyes, which made people irritated.
What's wrong with her?
Qiye breathed a sigh of relief, trying to calm down the chaotic heart.No matter how many times you do this kind of boring comparison, it will only make your heart more depressed.Identity switching has become a fact, and there is currently no way to undo it.She should be thankful that she is still alive in this world, instead of staying in a cold ward and becoming a vegetable that has lost all functions.
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