Forced to open

How dare an investment company want an employee who has recited the word "commercial leak"?

"Okay." Yu Qing raised her hand and patted Lan Lan's shoulder, sighing slightly, "Don't worry."

"I'm not worried, but a blessing. I think you can find a better place and live a better life. It is a loss for the company to lose you."

"thanks."

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Lu Yuan did not do what he said: he will be back in a few days.On the contrary, in the nearly two weeks after Yu Qing called to say they broke up, there was no news from Lu Yuan, as if the world had evaporated.

Yu Qing went to his house to pack her things, put the ring on her finger on the dining table, hung the key next to the shoe cabinet when she left, and closed the door without any regrets.

Yu Qing didn't think of the phone call that day in the conference room these days, he subconsciously resisted to think about everything, let alone face himself.

Again and again, because Lu Yuan became less like himself, he gave in, compromised, flattered and resented... These emotions and behaviors that he used to despise all happened to him one by one.

Use busyness to paralyze yourself, use forgetting to ignore scars, and if you don't think about it, you can whitewash the peace, just as if there is no such person.

Two weeks later, Yu Qing's phone rang again. At that time, he had just handed over his work and left the office completely.

The caller shows a foreign number, don't worry...it's Lu Yuan.

Yu Qing hung up the phone, raised her head and looked at the intersection in front of her.

Where should he go?really do not know.

Lost love, lost career.

In desperation, Yu Qing could only return to her adoptive father as a temporary settlement.

There was no news from Lu Yuan for two weeks, followed by indiscriminate phone attacks.The bell rang out again and again, just like Young Master Lu's temper, giving no room for breathing.The phone rang again and again, as if reminding Yu Qing that everything that day had not passed, and the heart-piercing entanglement would continue to happen.

Yu Qing hung up the phone directly at first, but later had no choice but to block the number or turn off the phone directly.He didn't want to hear Lu Yuan's voice, just like he didn't want to face himself who was panicked that day.

Over the next week or so, Yu Qing was devastated and embarrassed.

He has no free time to grieve and suffer, and struggles with how to live every day.

12-11 (below)

If you can't get through the phone, Young Master Lu always has a way to gain a sense of presence.

On the day the family received the courier from Lu Yuan, Yu Qing was not at home.

That day, Yu Qing woke up early and went out, planning to ask her college classmates about work.

The investment industry can't wait, he has to find a way out for himself quickly.

During the past few days at his adoptive father's house, he didn't mention the matter of losing his job. Firstly, he couldn't speak up, and secondly, he was afraid that his adoptive father would worry about him when he was old.

The original classmates hadn't had much contact with each other in recent years, and their industries were also different. They could only help as much as possible, and no one dared to give an accurate statement.

Yu Qing went home with a heavy heart, and when she entered the room, she found that the atmosphere was not right.

At home, both her adoptive father and Sun Cheng were there.The two sat on the sofa and raised their heads, staring at Yu Qing with four eyes, which made him feel uncomfortable all over.There were too many things in those eyes, as if looking at a dirty street mouse.

"Come with me." The adoptive father got up and walked in front of Yu Qing, and handed him a USB flash drive and an international courier bag at the same time, "I received this today. I can't understand the letters on it." , the courier said that it was sent urgently from abroad, I was worried that it was very important, so I opened it directly."

The adoptive father asked Yu Qing to follow him to the balcony, took a deep breath and looked at him, "I haven't cared much about you since your mother passed away, and you are very nice to Chengcheng on weekdays...but this kind of thing is sent home, It will have a very bad influence on him..." The adoptive father is old, and his words are still reserved, but the complex emotions in his eyes still make Yu Qing thump in his heart, "I don't care about your private life, but Chengcheng is still young , just now I don't know what turned it on, but he is beside me..."

In the end, the adoptive father looked at Yu Qing and said, "I won't keep you, you can move out."

Yu Qing opened her mouth in a daze, unable to say anything.

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The U disk contained the video left by Yu Qing and Lu Yuan when they went to bed: Yu Qing was wearing a cheongsam, and Lu Yuan was plowing on top of him like a mad dog.There is no revealing point in the video, but it is clear at a glance what the two are doing.

When they first lived together, they took a lot of videos like this. Yu Qing didn't want to, but Lu Yuan insisted...the one who pays more can only cooperate.

Yu Qing packed up her things and left her adoptive father's house that day, without saying a word to defend herself.He couldn't bear the eyes of his adoptive father and Sun Cheng, he couldn't bear it for a moment.

Young Master Lu expressed his anger with his actual actions.That video used to be the imprint of the two people's joy//joy, but now it has become a weapon to hurt each other, just like Yu Qing hurt Lu Yuan with words, the other party is just blood for blood, tooth for tooth.

When she was young, her mother asked Yu Qing to learn the clarinet.The family's economic conditions are not very good, and learning musical instruments is often a burden. Yu Qing is sympathetic to his mother who thought about giving up, but her mother asked him to persevere and keep learning.

That might be the best part of Dad, and Mom has to remember.But in the bottom of Yu Qing's heart, he also knew that it was his mother who cut his father's flesh with a knife, emphasizing to his father over and over again that he was depressed in music, and at the same time, it also made Yu Qing remember the reality of life, the world Helpless.

When I was young and practiced hard, I didn't understand these things, and the rest of my feelings were boring and uninteresting.After growing up, he can understand his mother's thoughts, and the clarinet has become a part of his life and is inseparable.He once cared about his mother's deliberate punishment and harm to his father, so he never had a bad heart when he treated people fairly and kindly.He also questioned whether he really wanted to change himself due to reality and helplessness, so he always kept his own principles in mind.

Unexpectedly, these two points were not left in a few months.

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Dragging a suitcase of luggage and leaving her adoptive father's house, Yu Qing picked up the phone in a daze and dialed Lu Yuan's number.

Beep, beep, beep.

The phone was connected, Yu Qing didn't wait for him to speak, and said to him first, "Lu Yuan, please leave my life completely... Nothing you send will affect me, I don't care about everything in that video, I just feel It's very pathetic for you to do this..." Yu Qing spoke slowly and lightly, with only one thought in her mind: all this should end at this moment.

Lu Yuan was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time, then tried his best to suppress the emotion in his voice, and asked, "You...you want to tell me this after watching the video?"

Lu Yuan was in pain, deeply hurt by Yu Qing's words that day.This video is the best proof.

But when will the cycle of "you sing, we will come on stage" be exhausted?Lu Yuan may not have thought that this video would be watched by his adoptive father and younger brother, and he would not have guessed that this behavior would cause Yu Qing to be kicked out of the house, but in the end it was all venting, and it was all deliberate!Why did he send the video?To stimulate emotion?The most unbearable thing is threatening him to make it public?But what's so scary about Yu Qing now, he has nothing, what else can he lose?

Yu Qing was full of pain and had nothing to vent, but at this moment he would rather choose to lose than to end everything.

Between you and me, Yu Qing didn't know what kind of person I would become and what kind of words I would say.

Enough, really enough!For one person, this is enough.

Yu Qing opened her mouth slightly, and asked Lu Yuan, "Otherwise, what else can I say?" Yu Qing took a deep breath, determined not to let Lu Yuan hear her emotional ups and downs, let alone let him know the 'power' of that video .At this moment, indifference once again became his best protection, "I originally thought that the little thing between us on the bed was worth reminiscing, you send me this video, and I watched you in the video... I just feel like I don’t even have any aftertaste.”

Yu Qing didn't use more intense words to provoke Lu Yuan, but just lightly expressed her indifference, which is the fastest and most effective way to end mutual harm.

"..." Inexplicably, Lu Yuan's breathing was a little weak and ups and downs, probably he was also in that kind of pain at this time.

"I should thank you for sending me this video, and I will never think of you again." When I said this, Yu Qing seemed to have returned to the past, seemingly indestructible, and putting on that cold coat again would be riddled with wounds The heart of the hole wraps up.

No warmth, but no choice.

After a long time, Lu Yuan spoke again on the other end of the phone, his voice filled with hostility, "Yu Qing, I didn't expect you to despise me so much."

"Yes. Lu Yuan, the last bit of 'beauty' is gone now."

"Understood." After speaking, Lu Yuan hung up the phone.

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Yu Qing listened to the sound of the phone hanging up in a daze, then lifted her feet and continued to walk forward.

His vision was suddenly blurred, and he hadn't felt this way for a long time.Yu Qing raised her hand and wiped her cheek, it was wet.Her cheeks were aching from the hot tears, and the corners of her mouth were also a little bitter.

Finally, after he lost his love and career, he lost the only family he had left.

Finally, Yu Qing no longer has the strength to endure.

Ever since Ye Xu went to the office to find him, she has endured and endured so much that she has reached this critical point.Stepping past... out of control.

Yu Qing stood on the spot and burst into tears, her eyes were blurred, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.Why is he crying?For myself...

There was a hole in his left chest, which couldn't be blocked with his hands, and hot blood was bubbling out all the time.

Yu Qing was trembling with pain all over her body, and the sadness in her body also burst out from the hole, as if it was going to swallow him up, it was too... painful.

It hurts enough to abandon reason, it hurts so much that everything must be done quickly to ease