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"Ye Xu, you don't know how I've lived these past few years. You don't know how disgusting I feel when I look for your shadow in others. Give it to me!" Lu Yuan clenched his fist with his free hand and tapped on his heart, "You have been in my heart for the past few years, and every day I feel pain, thinking of the money you have collected, my pain lies in Intensified. I was afraid of pain, so I forced myself not to feel it, and over time I couldn’t feel anything. You were right when you said I’m not a timid person! You should also be clear, from the moment you collect the money , we're done for good."

The moment he yelled these words, Lu Yuan realized that he might never be able to forgive Ye Xu for the rest of his life.He couldn't let go of Qian Fan's past, after all, Ye Xu had left him with endless psychological trauma.

But when he really said these words, Lu Yuan suddenly felt a little relieved, as if years of struggle had finally come to an end.The uneasiness these days was all due to struggling, and even the intentional stimulation of Ye Xu outside the meeting room that day was caused by the same emotion.

Lu Yuan couldn't forgive Ye Xu, but he could let himself go.

Finally, he... let go.

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"I'm sorry... Lu Yuan, I'm really sorry!" Ye Xu grabbed his wrist, and Lihua and Yu gave a sweet promise, "Lu Yuan, let's start again, let's start again! Now I have my own Career, I am not afraid of your father threatening me again, I can stay by your side and never leave you. Shall we go to Japan? Do you remember that the first time we traveled together was to Japan, and we revisited the old place to find the past It feels good, doesn't it?"

Lu Yuan frowned and looked at him, his eyes were full of jokes.

"Believe me, I will never leave you this time. I remember that you like to see me wearing a cheongsam, and I can show you it every day in the future."

Lu Yuan lowered his head and approached Ye Xu, staring into his eyes thoughtfully.Lu Yuan glanced at the corners of his eyebrows and mouth, recalling the past of the two of them, so sweet and touching.

"Do you still remember that I not only liked to see you wearing a cheongsam, but also loved to kiss you?" Lu Yuan said while holding Ye Xu's hand harder, "But now I..."

Before Lu Yuan finished speaking, Ye Xu suddenly raised his hand and grabbed his tie.Caught off guard, their lips collided due to tugging.

Ye Xu immediately closed his eyes and offered a kiss, but Lu Yuan didn't react, and kept looking at him, but his eyes became colder and colder.

Ye Xu wanted to prove something to Lu Yuan with practical actions, but to Lu Yuan, this unexpected kiss was like a farewell to him, without hesitation.

A kiss like a superficial kiss, a final farewell like a waltz.

For a moment, Lu Yuan pushed Ye Xu away mercilessly, and said with great force, "I don't feel anything when I kiss you like this now. I also don't feel anything when I think of you wearing a cheongsam. You are a decent person, give yourself some dignity." He In a voice that only two people can hear, he said slowly, decisively and persistently, "Don't say that I don't want to start over with you at all these years, even if I had this idea, it's too late now. Now I want to kiss Yu Qing, I want to love Yu Qing, I want to spoil him for the rest of my life."

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"Love him? How can you love someone who is similar to me? That's obviously my love!"

Lu Yuan snorted, "He's not at all like you. My love for him has nothing to do with you, and my love for him doesn't belong to you."

Ye Xu couldn't accept such a result, she looked at Lu Yuan with tears in her eyes and asked, "You once said that you wanted to spoil me for the rest of your life!"

"You have no right to accuse me like that, and I don't owe you anything." Lu Yuan's voice returned to calm after the 'kiss' ended, "I just don't have anything to do with you anymore, that's all."

If Yu Qing pulled Lu Yuan from the dark abyss to the light, then at this moment Lu Yuan would blow up the dark place and bid farewell to his past self.Lu Yuan once saw Ye Xu on Yu Qing because of his appearance, but at this time he couldn't see the slightest shadow of Yu Qing on Ye Xu's face.

It seems that after getting along for a long time, not only did he forget that Ye Xu attracted Yu Qing's attention at first, but he also forgot Ye Xu's appearance and the details about him.

There is no need to compare which is more important. This step of 'farewell' is appropriate, for the sake of Yu Qing, and also for Lu Yuan himself.

"Lu Yuan, please...don't do this."

Lu Yuan took a deep breath, put on his clothes and put his phone in his pocket, "Ye Xu, don't look for me again."

"... "

"Go back and tell you Mr. Zhao, I appreciate his kindness. If there is another opportunity to cooperate in the future, I will be happy. But this time, I have not been back from abroad for a long time, so I can't cooperate with you."

"... "

"As for you, whether it's because of the project or yourself, don't... stop looking for me."

"... "

"Also, if you tell Yu Qing what we said today, I won't let you go."

"... "

"My dad was able to threaten you back then, so can I now. You decide for yourself."

Ye Xu took a deep breath, and finally asked with a sneer, "Do you think I will tell Yu Qing to hurt you on purpose?"

"I hope you don't."

"Don't worry, I'm not so despicable." Ye Xu paused for a few seconds, then said, "Listen to my last sentence, I had no choice back then, and I... didn't mean to hurt you!"

"I know that, you are just protecting yourself." After speaking, Lu Yuan walked out of the private room without turning his head.

12

Lu Yuan left the restaurant and waited at the door for a few minutes. After the driver arrived, he rode Juechen home.

The first thing to do when getting in the car is to change the mobile phone password without hesitation.Lu Yuan stared at the phone screen and thought. It is indeed a habit to not change the password, but it also shows that he has not sought to change in these years.

This is a problem he didn't realize, and from now on, everything will change.

Although the winter night was bitterly cold, but Lu Yuan drank a lot of wine for dinner, sat in the car with the heater on, his body was hot and his thoughts were very chaotic.

Lu Yuan didn't expect to have such a big anger when facing Ye Xu, but now he calmed down a little and felt like a lifetime ago, and those who vented out were grievances accumulated for many years... Finally, he was able to vent.

Lu Yuan recalled a lot of details about Ye Xu, for example, even though he had excellent grades back then, he always had indescribable inferiority and anxiety in front of Lu Yuan.Lu Yuan once thought that it was Ye Xu's intentional 'grievance', which attracted sympathy and affection from others. Now that he thinks about it carefully, perhaps in a private school where there is either wealth or wealth, it is difficult for Ye Xu with no background to have others' sympathy. Sincere respect.

Thinking about these details again, the original excitement is gone, what remains is just the scrutiny of a bystander, and the word 'Ye Xu' is only linked to 'anger'.

At some point, Lu Yuan's thoughts fell on Yu Qing, probably because of the word 'respect'.Yu Qing once denounced "respect" to Lu Yuan. At that time, Lu Yuan's heart was lifted, and he was even more impressed by his neither humble nor overbearing.Immediately, Lu Yuan remembered the details of getting along with Yu Qing, and his expression relaxed involuntarily.

The previously complicated and restless emotions were also relieved by thinking of the emotion in Yu Qing's eyebrows and eyes. He is Lu Yuan's tranquilizer, a ray of coolness from the eruption of the volcano.

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Alcohol fermented in Lu Yuan's consciousness, he looked at the passing street scene outside the car window, and saw Yu Qing in a daze.

Lu Yuan casually tore off the tie around his neck, rubbed his temples and then leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes.Ye Xu's sudden appearance made Lu Yuan panic these days. After venting this incident tonight, he now felt inexplicably magnanimous, and the rest was only missing his remaining feelings.With Lu Yuan's paranoid personality, it is too difficult and takes too long to let go of one thing... But once he let go, he will do it wholeheartedly.

The previous scruples and haze in his heart seemed to be dispelled, what Lu Yuan wants to do now is to feel the peace in his heart without distraction.

This tranquility is born of remaining emotion, and is guided by emotion.

The relationship between them has just begun, they still have many things to face together, and they will have countless moments worth remembering.

Anger is too negative after all, and Lu Yuan not only wants to escape, but also wants to indulge in heart-pounding joy.

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Thinking of Yu Qing, Lu Yuan subconsciously took out his key, with a key chain hanging on it.The key chain was a bulldog sitting in a round wine barrel, and it was given to him by Yu Qing in Japan.

Lu Yuan held the key chain in his hand and played it back and forth, seeing the puppy was very happy, as if something was scratching his heart.

After returning from Japan, this key chain has been hanging, Lu Yuan occasionally played with it a few times, and every time he saw it, he thought it was very cute, as cute as Yu Qing.

Xu Shi was drunk, and the strength on Lu Yuan's fingers was uncontrollable: Pa... The bulldog on the key chain is separated from the round wine barrel by two sections.

Lu Yuan was startled, thinking that he had accidentally broken this little thing, but after a closer look, he found that there was something hidden in it.

The key chain can be divided into two parts, and a small note is hidden in the hollow, waiting for someone who wants to uncover it.

There are seven words on the note:

Sunset and late autumn rain.

The inscription is: Yuqing.

Lu Yuan stared at these words in a daze, and suddenly remembered that on the streets of Japan that day, the maple leaves were so beautifully rendered by the autumn atmosphere.Yu Qing walked in front of him, turned her head and smiled at Lu Yuan, smiling cleanly and purely, as calmly and casually as if she had the whole world in her eyes.

Lu Yuan did not follow Yu Qing into the store, but he seemed to see Yu Qing writing these five words on paper with a pen.Yu Qing holds the pen in his right hand and lowers his head, his eyes are full of warmth as he hits the paper, he writes down stroke by stroke