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Lu Yuan walked past the door of Yu Qing's office with a water glass in his hand, seeing that there was no one around, he leaned against the door and asked him, "Why do I think it doesn't sound very good?" "

Lu Yuan didn't care, but this series of rhetoric was all drawn out by him, so he couldn't help but be overwhelmed by sentimentality.If the project is really sold to Lu Rongyin, there will be no such miscellaneous rhetoric, and Yu Qing can still be awarded the title of "hero".

Yu Qing flipped through the project information in her hand, raised her eyes and looked at Lu Yuan, "I heard it."

Lu Yuan gave a short laugh, walked two steps into the room and asked in a low voice, "You have nothing to say? Are you unhappy?"

"No." Yu Qing continued with the work in hand, answering fluently.

The information in Yu Qing's hand is the item that was sold, and he is checking all the contents to ensure that the follow-up meeting process can go smoothly.Lu Yuan raised his eyebrows, and leaned on the table to flip through the materials, "I don't think many of your team members remember your kindness, you are embarrassed... I don't see them all fighting with you, I don't see stabbing in the back It's all good."

"They are paid by the company, so they don't need to remember my favor."

"Will they not affect your work mood?"

"I can't control what other people do, I just do what I should do. I try my best for the project, but I can't control what they say." Yu Qing said very lightly, with a generous tone.Although there is a lot of helplessness in these words, the insistence on self is even more serious. Under the appearance of indifference and indifference, it is the enthusiasm and sense of responsibility for the things around.

Holding the water glass, Lu Yuan suddenly thought of Yu Qing taking care of his younger brother all these years, remembering that he apologized for the project in the conference room, remembering that he owed money but still looked him in the eyes with neither humbleness nor condescension...

"What else is there?" Lu Yuan was stunned there, closing the documents in his hand and asking, "Did those words affect you?"

What can affect me?Lu Yuan lowered his head, hesitated for a moment and said, "Well... if you think this project is suitable, you can let Lu Rongyin continue to follow up. I don't think our customers will think that there are too many investors?" Although it was too late, Lu Yuan Yuan only wants to feel balanced and comfortable in his heart, as for other things...

"... "

Lu Yuan cleared his throat and added, "I thought about it today, Lu Rongyin is an investor, and you and I are on the same front to help clients sell projects."

"... "

"Do you understand? Why are you looking at me? Do you understand?"

"I…"

"I mean, I'm completely different from him, two different things."

"How are you feeling recently?" Dr. Qi's voice came from the other end of the phone, and the overseas call disturbed Lu Yuan who was sleeping late on the weekend, "You haven't contacted me for a while."

Lu Yuan opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, and touched his side with the hand that was not holding the phone. The quilt was still slightly warm, but why did the person disappear?

"Aren't you up yet?"

"Well, I'm up." Lu Yuan sat up from the bed, rubbed his temples, and remembered that he hadn't called Dr. Qi for a long time, and the interval between two follow-up visits had already passed, "I recently..."

"If you find this method inconvenient, I can transfer all your information to domestic doctors so that you can have psychological counseling."

Lu Yuan refused, and said bluntly, "I feel pretty good recently."

"Is the loss of control mentioned earlier still happening? There is still something that makes you feel 'excited', how is it now?"

Lu Yuan touched the golden velvet under his body, and it felt as smooth as a beautiful woman's skin, "I...keep him by my side." Lu Yuan got up from the bed while speaking, walked to the living room and walked around to make sure Yu Qing was not there. In the room, he opened his mouth presumptuously, "He made me look forward to sex."

Sex is an addiction, and Lu Yuan uses it as a catharsis, like a necessity, like the worst self... After a long time, sex itself has less expectation and less so-called meaning for Lu Yuan.

The moment Lu Yuan pushed Jaxx away, he suddenly felt the long-lost expectation in Yu Qing. It was an itch that scratched his heart and lungs: not only his body was itchy, but also a dead place inside his body that was about to move...

"You think that's a good thing? What do you think?"

"I...don't know," Lu Yuan didn't intend to think about it, "I don't want to know either."

5-1

Before Lu Yuan hung up the phone, Yu Qing opened the door and came back.

In midsummer, even the sun in the morning cannot be underestimated.Yu Qing was holding the breakfast for Lu Yuan in her hand, and she was covered in sweat just after exercising.

"Doctor Qi, I'm dead." Lu Yuan looked at the white T-shirt on his body which was soaked in sweat, raised his finger and ticked Yu Qing.Yu Qing walked up to him, put down the breakfast, turned around and was about to go to the bathroom.

Lu Yuan put down the phone and put his arms around him, "Where are you going?"

"Bathroom." Yu Qing raised her hand to block it, so as not to rub the sweat on Lu Yuan's body, "It won't affect your phone call."

Lu Yuan subconsciously raised his eyebrows, opened his mouth without thinking much, and explained, "It was my doctor just now, and I hung up the phone just after I finished speaking. It's not because you came back, I'm afraid you might overhear."

"..." Yu Qing glanced at him, and felt some indescribable emotions for this explained behavior, "Well, then...you can have breakfast, and I'll go change my clothes."

Lu Yuan watched his eyes dodge, a little satisfied and a little unwilling, and a little bit embarrassed after teasing, "Come with me to eat." Lu Yuan held his hand to prevent him from leaving, his fingers wandered restlessly, pinching his buttocks again Touching again, "It's so hot outside, why are you buying breakfast for me?"

"By the way." Yu Qing took out the breakfast she had bought and placed it in front of Lu Yuan, "You said you wanted porridge last night, and you happened to see it just now."

Lu Yuan snorted and suddenly reached out his hand through the sweatpants to feel between Yu Qing's legs, and couldn't stop asking, "Are you going there specially or by the way?"

Yu Qing gritted her teeth and her eyes were full of helplessness, as long as the young master Lu in front of him had no thoughts other than that when he was awake, "I bought it for you." Yu Qing handed the spoon in her hand to Lu Yuan, mouth Li was too lazy to haggle over with this demon king for a few more rounds.

Porridge served with sesame cakes, Lu Yuan stayed abroad for a few years, what he misses most is all kinds of food in China, and even more misses the fireworks that fill the streets in China.Where there is a strong human taste, there is room for desire to breed, and the flesh and blood of limbs and bones can also boil with restlessness.

Lu Yuan ate his breakfast with his head down, his other hand was still drawing circles on Yu Qing's cheek.

"I will pay you back half of my monthly salary. I live here now, and I will pay for water and electricity." Unknowingly, Yu Qing also lived here with Lu Yuan for more than a month, and the original house was returned. The little luggage was stuffed into Lu Yuan's empty locker.Lu Yuan's house used to be cleaned by cleaners on a weekly basis, and now Yu Qing has taken on this job.Lu Yuan said he was 'virtuous', but Yu Qing just said coldly: I have never enjoyed the life of hiring someone to clean up, and I can't get used to it.

Lu Yuan likes to hear Yu Qing speak in this light tone, as much as he likes the way his eyes are blurred between the beds.These two aspects just constitute the appearance of Yu Qing in Lu Yuan's eyes, and both are indispensable.Sometimes Lu Yuan would wonder what Yu Qing was feeling in his heart, after all, his cold attitude made it difficult for people to associate it with 'tempting'.Fortunately, Lu Yuan didn't bother to delve into this issue at all, if there is one, there will be, anyway, people have already been cheated, if there is really no, then it is not a bad thing for Lu Yuan, as long as they are happy with each other.

But when Yu Qing mentions 'money' and 'repaying the money' at this moment, Lu Yuan's good mood early in the morning is compromised, and he exudes unhappiness all over his body.Isn't this slapping him in the face of Young Master Lu?

He lowered his head and continued to drink the porridge, then returned to the previous topic and said, "I was on the phone with the psychiatrist when you walked in, guess what he told me before?"

"..." Knowing that he didn't want to raise the money, Yu Qing deliberately interrupted him, so he looked Lu Yuan in the eyes and didn't answer.

Lu Yuan is good. If Yu Qing doesn’t talk, he plays, sings, produces and sells himself, "I chatted with him for the first time, and he asked me what I like to do when I go home? I said I like to lie on the golden velvet sheet Rest, by the way... get comfortable on someone else. Guess what he said?"

"... "

"He said that the image of most beds represents a sense of security, and he likes to rest on golden velvet. To some extent, it shows that I need the care of my mother and find touch and comfort in the subconscious."

Yu Qing was taken aback, raised her eyebrows subconsciously, not knowing whether what Lu Yuan said was true or not, let alone what he meant by saying these words?

Seeing his misty expression, Lu Yuan smiled and handed the spoon in his hand to Yu Qing, "I don't care if you pay me back, if you have to pay me back, then give me what I need... from feeding me to eat At first, this porridge is so hot, help me blow it up, and then give me some...touch..."

Yu Qing looked at Lu Yuan's thick-skinned look, and didn't know that he was not serious, so he should thank him for trying again and again to erase the pressure of debt, "I should pay you back the money, I... "

Before he finished speaking, Lu Yuan took a spoonful of porridge and brought it to Yu Qing's mouth, "Eat it, if you don't eat it, I will feed you with my mouth."

The scorching sun is like fire, and the road in the dog days is full of heat.This kind of weather is most suitable for drinking beer at home with the air conditioner on, but Yu Qing goes out early every day and returns late every day, Lu Yuan mutters what is there to do in that small broken company, but he follows him more closely than anyone else.Yu Qing went to discuss the project with the client, and Lu Yuan also went with him, euphemistically called 'study'.

When the project was sold before, some rumors in the company were not very pleasant.Therefore, Yu Qing didn't talk much to Lu Yuan in the office, and she could solve it in three sentences, but never in five sentences.Lu Yuan objected to this very much, the more Yu Qing ignored him, he insisted on provoking and teasing him in the office.

What's the matter?i lost you