it's okay if you're stupid

After returning to China, the two first visited Pei Xianyi's mother.

The woman on the tombstone looked strong and arrogant, Pei Xianyi looked completely different from her, it was hard to see that this was a biological mother and child.He stared at the photo, with an indescribable smile on the corner of his mouth, put down her favorite lily, and did not speak.

After a while, she said, "Zhizhi, let's go, she likes to be quiet."

Xie Zhi bowed, and then the two went to Xie's father and mother's cemetery.

When he arrived at the cemetery and slowly walked up the stone steps covered with thin snow, Xie Zhi pondered and talked about the past with his parents.

He can't talk about hating them, this life is given to his parents, and he can't talk about disgust, they raised him.

Aside from those paranoid places, they really treated him very well, almost pampering him to the sky.

But there is nothing else to talk about.

Xie Zhi's mood has completely subsided, but Pei Xianyi's mood is very complicated.

Frankly speaking, he really doesn't have affection or respect for Xie Zhi's parents. If Xie Zhi's father is still alive, maybe he will abandon the so-called demeanor, etiquette and upbringing, and beat him up directly.

But they are all dead.

After all, the dead are the greatest.

Arriving at the tombstone, the two quietly put down the bouquet.Xie Zhi and the two people in the photo looked at each other for a while, squatted down in front of Jiaozi's tomb, and pulled out the withered grass under the snow with bare hands.Pei Xianyi also knelt down to help, not minding the slush on her expensive clothes.

He turned his eyes to meet the silly smiling face of the Samoyed in the photo, and thanked him in his heart.

Back home, Xie Zhi lazily stayed at home with Pei Xianyi, hardly ever going out.

This place is far away from the urban area, and the residents are very quiet, with little contact, and it feels a bit far away from the hustle and bustle.

The two of them fit together better than imagined. When Xie Zhifujian played the piano, he always played for the whole morning or the whole afternoon. Pei Xianyi took a book and sat on the small sofa to listen and read.

After rehabilitation is over, maybe go to the backyard to build a snowman childishly, or go back to the small theater to watch a movie, snuggle up in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and think about what to eat at night, and go for a walk at night.

Occasionally, Pei Xianyi worked overtime and processed documents in the study, while Xie Zhi stayed quietly by the side, flipping through the sheet music, or listening to music with headphones on.

Pei Xianyi also went to the attic and uncovered the unfinished painting, Xie Zhi was clearly on the canvas.

In the evening, they read stories, read books, and go out together, dawdling, and at the same time passively sabotage: they don’t want to go to work.

Until the sixth day, the day before returning to the crew, the crew became lively again.

Xie Zhi relied on sitting on the sofa to read the news, and when other people came to him, he sent a flowery moon emoji.

Everyone disliked his old age expression pack.

While it was busy, a phone call popped up—it was from the tour guide.

Xie Zhi froze for a moment, then answered the phone.You Wenji's laughing voice came from the microphone: "Xiao Xie, at the end of March, you will be able to complete the project. After such a long time, have you considered it?"

Xie Zhi replied decisively: "I will take it."

You Wenji let out a hum from his nostrils, as if he had expected it, or encountered something, and was not surprised: "I will send you the script this afternoon."

There was a long silence.

Xie Zhi sensed something was wrong: "Did something happen?"

You Wenji sighed for a long time: "That stubborn bull won't let me tell you, but I thought, at least you called him teacher, how could you not tell you?"

Xie Zhi sat up straight suddenly, and the blanket on his lap fell to the ground: "What's wrong with Teacher Yu?"

After returning to China, he and Pei Xianyi wanted to visit the house to pay New Year's greetings, and when they called, Yu Han said that he was not in City A, so forget it.

After that, I went to visit You Wenji and Lu Yanbo, and I didn't see any difference in their expressions. It probably happened in the past two days.

"Older than him..." You Wenji seldom hesitated, hesitated, sighed for a long time, and said briefly, "Liver cancer, advanced stage. Same as his senior brother."

Xie Zhi unconsciously tightened the thin blanket: "Which hospital is Teacher Yu in?"

"He refused to go to the hospital. He fainted this morning, and Lao Lu and I sent him to the city hospital." You Wenji paused, "He has been taking medicine for serious illnesses for decades, and he has never had an examination. do not know either……"

Are you in a hurry and want to see his senior brother?

Pei Xianyi listened from the side, his face became serious, he raised his hand and rubbed the back of Xie Zhi's neck: "Go change clothes, I'll go drive."

Xie Zhi hung up the phone and nodded calmly.

Yu Han has no parents, has never been married, has no children, has no apprentices, is unsmiling, too strict, has weak social relations, and has few friends.

He has been singing in a down-to-earth manner all his life, with no distractions, and he doesn't mind at all.

So apart from those who came to visit in order to save face, only You Wenji and Lu Yanbo stayed by the hospital bed.He didn't want to come to the hospital, probably because of this.

Xie Zhi walked in a hurry, and when he reached the door of the ward, he hesitated for a while, and Pei Xianyi knocked on the door for him.

You Wenji's voice came from inside: "Please come in."

It was about a month since the last time we met, but the person lying on the hospital bed was so skinny that he couldn't see his original appearance, and he was so shriveled that he lost all moisture.

Xie Zhi's heart trembled, and he called softly: "Teacher."

Yu Han's spirit was not good, and he half opened his eyes when he heard the sound.The face was too thin, but it made the cold-like temperament between his brows more obvious. He frowned and looked at Xie Zhi, and glared at You Wenji angrily: "It's troublesome!"

"Be kind as a donkey's liver and lungs!" You Wenji rolled his eyes and helped him half-sit up, "That's all there is to do, you don't want to find someone to die for you? You have to wait until you die and ask someone's child to come to see you for the last time. It's sad ?”

Yu Han was too lazy to talk to him, looked at Xie Zhi's reddish eyes, and waved with difficulty: "Come."

Xie Zhi's heart was indescribably heavy, as if someone had pressed a piece of iron, it was fishy and sour, his throat was tight, and his teeth were clenched - he was always facing parting.

Yu Han was so thin that only a handful of bones remained, but his abdomen was protruding. Because of the ascites, his body looked weird and sick.

Xie Zhi gently held his hand like dry wood.

"Birth, old age, sickness and death, everyone will experience it." Regarding the illness that happened to him, Yu Han seemed very calm, with a hoarse voice, "It's sad for a while, but don't be sad. People are like a candle, there are long and short. The ones are shorter, burned out, and should be extinguished."

Listening to his words, Lu Yanbo and You Wenji, who appeared to be indifferent, blushed together and turned their heads away.

Xie Zhi opened his mouth, he was not good at words, and called out again in vain: "Teacher."

With a slight, almost inaudible trill, it sounded like a cry.

Yu Han patted his hand, whispered, and sighed slightly: "You still have someone to accompany you, live a good life, live a good life."

Xie Zhi nodded.

"Why are you crying, you're not dead yet." Yu Han put on a straight face again, and sneered at the two old friends, "Hurry up and make your movie, maybe I can watch it before I die."

You Wenji almost wanted to slap him, but he was afraid that he would fall apart, just as he wiped away the old tears in his eyes, when he looked up, he saw Lu Yanbo staring at Yu Han silently, tears streaming down his face, crying more fiercely than anyone else .

Hurry up and try to comfort my old partner again.

Xie Zhi's eyes were slightly moist, and he whispered: "Do you...do you have any wishes?"

Judging by Yu Han's appearance, he can't last for a few months.Liver cancer in the late stage would not be able to survive, not to mention his desire to die.

Yu Han smiled: "No more."

He had already bought a tomb to be buried with his senior brother.

"Brother asked me to swear before leaving, don't be overwhelmed, and live a good life alone," Yu Han's eyes drifted to the sky, "I have survived by that sentence until now, he didn't wait to be tired, and I was tired too."

He was calm and content, without any compulsion or anxiety.

Realizing this, several people in the ward fell silent.You Wenji said: "Don't worry, I will definitely catch up."

Yu Han smiled again, he really didn't have enough energy, and fell asleep unconsciously while talking.

Several people quietly exited the ward, and asked the nurse to go in and watch, so as not to disturb his rest.

"The doctor said, at most three or four months. Old Yu has no more thoughts, and he may leave sooner." You Wenji paused, "He had expected this day, so he didn't confiscate any apprentices. He hates people crying Let’s go to the end. We’ll be here at the end, let’s send him away smoothly.”

Xie Zhi nodded silently.

Pei Xianyi took him into her arms and patted his back comfortingly.

After staying in the hospital until the afternoon, Xie Zhi and Pei Xianyi drove home.

The sky was hazy, a layer of black was rendered silently, spread out, and street lamps lit up in the cold wind.Xie Zhi stared out the window for a long time, then suddenly called: "Xieyi."

He turned his head slowly, with unspeakable uneasiness in his eyes: "When I was with the teacher in the afternoon, I was suddenly very scared, and I was afraid that you would leave me too."

"What are you thinking?" Pei Xianyi teased him with a relaxed tone as much as possible, "Your husband is strong and has a lovely wife at home. He regrets his life. How could it be so easy to leave."

Xie Zhi pursed his lips.He is not a person who likes to think too much, but death is so close, it is somewhat affected after all.

Pei Xianyi glanced at him, then suddenly turned a corner and found a place to park.

Xie Zhi came back to his senses, before he opened his mouth to ask him what he was doing, a shadow fell in front of his eyes.Pei Xianyi unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over and pinched his chin, lowered his head and bit his lower lip hard, and kissed him deeply while he was in pain.

"Baby, you should look at me more."

After a long time, he let go of Xie Zhi, wiped away the water on his lips with his thumb, and said in a deep voice, "Look more at me who won't leave in front of you."

Xie Zhi took a breath, looked at him, and finally smiled: "Yeah."

Early the next morning, Little D, who had returned to city A, came to pick Xie Zhi back to the crew on time.

You Wenji wanted to finish the filming with high quality and quantity before Yu Han left, and the employees who had just returned from the holidays got the schedule, whoops. Fortunately, the investor was generous and added a sum of money to suppress the complaints.

The shooting progress accelerated, and in mid-March, Xie Zhi was scheduled for the last scene.

Yu Huai sacrificed himself to cover Fu Jingrong's safe evacuation.

The scene of being blown to pieces was a post-production work, and his last shot was turning around in the flames.It was a long shot, interspersed with memory rewinds, mainly micro-expressions and eye scenes.

Xie Zhi asked Ye Nanqi and the seniors for advice for a long time, and replaced himself in Yu Huai, recalling his mental journey throughout the movie, and felt that it was almost done, so he nodded to Tour Guide.

"action!"

Yu Huai was covered in blood all over his body, and his face was filthy, completely different from the heavily rouged face on the stage.The moment the bursting flames appeared, he suddenly looked to the far north.

That was their hometown, and it was also the direction Fu Jingrong asked him to go tonight.

I sang plays all my life, but the last one was the best.

With blood and tears, he softly called Fu Jingrong's name, and smiled slightly, a little nostalgic, a little reluctant.

Fu Jingrong will never know who died tonight. He will wait under the bridge overnight, and then leave here with the organization. When the war is over, he will become a hero, marry a wife, have a few children, review the past wars, and tell It turns out that he has a friend named Yu Huai.

He will lose his youth, his skin will loosen, his teeth will loosen, and he will grow old.

Chunhuaqiuyue, one life is over.He's doing well, it's just that he's gone.

boom--

A huge explosion woke up the whole city.

"Card!"

"Congratulations!"

The author has something to say: there are three more chapters~~ the final ending

Holiday la la la la la la a lot of homework

happy vacation!