it's okay if you're stupid

Xie Zhi was put on the bed, sunk in the soft mattress, slightly shifted the axis in his brain, and slowly turned to that day.

After a while, he raised his eyes to meet Pei Xianyi's aggrieved eyes: "...I was drunk that day."

After waking up, I had no memory of this incident.

"I know," Pei Xianyi was still depressed, "you will pass out in a daze after you finish speaking, otherwise I will almost jump off the building."

Xie Zhi's eyes flickered with a smile, just as he was about to say something, there was a thunderbolt on Pei Xianyi's head, and he reacted belatedly: "...Did you read my diary?"

"Looked."

"...how much have you seen?"

Xie Zhi was silent for a while, and said truthfully: "All of them."

Pei Xianyi: "..."

Mr. Pei collapsed, he couldn't do it, he fell headlong on the bed, covering his face and didn't want to see anyone again.

Xie Zhi held him down: "Are you angry?"

Pei Xianyi took advantage of the situation to grab him into his arms, turned over, and pressed him down again, his earlobes were hot, and he looked helpless: "It's over, this image is really completely ruined."

"No," Xie Zhi comforted him, "It's very cute, I like it very much."

As he spoke, he obediently put his lips together to comfort Mr. Pei, who had collapsed.

Pei Xianyi took advantage of the situation and pinched his chin, turning his back on the guest.

His movements were strong but gentle, Xie Zhi's drunkenness came up again, his whole body was warm, as comfortable as soaking in a hot spring.

When the gun was about to go off, Pei Xianyi suddenly remembered something, pulled away and left, took a cold shower to calm down.

Xie Zhi stared blankly at his back, confused.

I don't know how long after he was in a daze, Pei Xianyi came out wearing a bathrobe, holding a wet handkerchief, and wiped his body carefully.

Xie Zhi woke up slightly, opened his arms to cooperate with his movements, frowned and asked: "Xieyi, do you... have no desire for me?"

They are all adults, and they have been together for so long, but Pei Xianyi has never crossed the threshold.

Before, it was because both parties were either in poor physical condition or mental condition, but tonight wasn't... just right?

Pei Xianyi raised her eyelids and took a closer look at his blushing face: "The occasion and timing are not good."

After a pause, he slowly put on Xie Zhi's pajamas, his movements were extremely steady, but the eyes that looked over seemed to contain fire, which could burn people, and Xie Zhi even had the illusion that he was about to be torn apart and swallowed.

However, Pei Xianyi just restrained and kissed him on the forehead: "You know, I'm a little..."

Overwhelmed.

I have been thinking about it for many years, but now that I have it, I am more worried about gain and loss, cautious, too precious, too precious, like holding a handful of snow that melts easily, I don't know what to do.

Besides, Xie knew that he was drunk now, and he had to leave again tomorrow morning. Mr. Pei's little romantic feelings would never allow such a thing to happen.

Xie Zhi faintly felt that he understood what he meant, but because of drunkenness, his mind became hot and his eyelids drooped uncontrollably.He was on location for a day today, he was too sleepy and tired, so he could barely gather his energy: "Don't think about it."

Pei Xianyi laughed, and brushed the broken hair on his forehead with the back of her fingers, covering his eyes: "Go to sleep."

Xie Zhi slept peacefully in Pei Xianyi's arms all night, and when he woke up, Pei Xianyi had already left.

Memories of last night slowly flooded into his mind, he opened his hazy eyes, touched his lips, and cursed after a long while: "Idiot."

It's a pity that the crew has to continue to work overtime, trying to complete most of the filming before the Spring Festival.

Xie Zhi is also not good at expressing, so he has to press this matter for now.

Shortly after Christmas and New Year's Day, Li Jia also left after Zong Ming's wedding.

Pei Xianyi was too busy with the meeting to watch the contract and socialize, so she couldn't act like a big change.He was too busy on New Year's Day, and it was already late at night when he sat down. Anticipating a busy day, he opened his eyes in the morning and sent a text message to Xie Zhi.

The lights outside the office are brightly lit, a huge Ferris wheel is slowly turning in the distance, and crowds of people in the square are waiting for the New Year.

He rubbed his forehead and recovered himself. He was not a gentleman at all. He lazily sat on the desk and took out his mobile phone. He wanted to call Xie Zhi and listen to his voice.

As soon as the lock was unlocked, a call popped out.

He lowered his eyebrows and looked at it, feeling suddenly happy.

Xie Zhi just walked out of the set, breathing white mist, bent down and got into the car, and asked, "Work is over?"

Pei Xianyi's voice came from the other end of the phone, and penetrated into the eardrums through radio waves. It was slightly different from the original voice: "Well, it's time to call it a day?"

"Hurry up." Xie Zhi paused, and looked at the time - the watch on his wrist was a Christmas present from Pei Lianyi, "Happy New Year, Mr. Pei."

Pei Xianyi chuckled: "Happy New Year, baby. It feels so good to hear your voice in the first second of the new year."

His smile is always contagious, Xie Zhi's mouth is curved.

The two of them were talking plainly, mainly because Pei Xianyi said, Xie Zhiying, and they hung up when they got to the hotel.

Little D sighed: "Brother Xie has really become gentle."

Xie Zhi glanced at him expressionlessly, lowered his head while holding the phone and didn't know what he was doing, then stretched out his fingertips, flicked lightly on his forehead, and turned to go to the elevator.

Little D scratched his head in doubt, took two steps, and a reminder popped up on his phone, Xie Zhi sent him a huge New Year's red envelope.

The child cried out with a loud voice: "Brother Xie, you are the most gentle person in the world!!!"

It's not easy after the end of New Year's Day, and the belated Garden Dream is about to start.

After starting up, Xie Zhi and others have been rehearsing as long as they are free.When this day came, everyone thought of the fear of being dominated by Yu Han's coffin face, and became nervous for no reason.

After putting on makeup, Xie Zhi put on costumes and walked out of the waiting room. Seeing the tour guide's strange expression, he raised his eyebrows: "What's wrong?"

You Wenji immediately put on a friendly smile again: "Xiao Xie, you have rehearsed so many times, are you confident that you will pass one?"

Xie Zhi did not hesitate, nodded: "Yes."

You Wenji likes people with capital and self-confidence, and the smile on his face is even stronger: "Get ready to start."

The crew rented a stage, so it was convenient for the sound to be collected after the scene was cleared.Xie Zhi and his partner stepped onto the stage and stood still to prepare.

The music team invited now started to play, and the play within a play on the stage began.

The play was extraordinarily well done.

As Xie Zhi said, one will pass.

The moment You Wenji yelled "card", applause from the surrounding staff came from all around.It's time to prepare for the next scene, Xie Zhi glanced at the figure out of the corner of his eye, was stunned, and turned his head to see - it was Yu Han!

He was still wearing the Tang suit, fastened tightly, but he had put on a cotton padded jacket over it. He looked solemn, sitting in the corner, silently looking at the table, and nodded slightly when he saw Xie Zhi coming.

Xie Zhi jumped off the platform and strode over.It was so close, and we hadn't seen each other for a few months, Teacher Yu actually lost a lot of weight, with prominent cheekbones and a haggard face. His whole body seemed to be shrouded in the deep twilight, showing his old appearance, and even his meticulously combed hair was gray.

"That's right," Yu Han pulled out an indistinct smile, "It's very aura."

Xie Zhi stared at him, worried: "Teacher, are you feeling unwell?"

Yu Han shook his head, but his tone was normal: "I'm not young anymore. It's cold and I have some old problems. I'll be fine after the New Year."

You Wenji rewinded it a few times, walked over and smacked his tongue: "Look at your dejected face, since you know you are not young anymore, just obey your old age and go to the hospital for a checkup."

Yu Han gave him a cold look, and the two half-centured people who entered the new year began to quarrel with each other unwillingly.

Lu Yanbo followed, and watched coldly with folded hands: "Two primary school chickens."

"..." Little D choked, "Lu, Mr. Lu, do you still use this word?"

"Learning," Lu Yanbo said without looking sideways, "Those who do not keep up with the times will eventually be eliminated by the times."

Little D: "..."

Then you don't have to follow this era!

Yu Han only sat for the whole afternoon, watching the crew filming the singing drama all afternoon with a dignified expression, and finally left quietly without telling anyone.

Xie knew that when he finished removing his makeup, he was gone.

I can only wait until after the holiday to visit.

The tight shooting schedule lasted until the end of January, a few days before the Spring Festival.

Pei Xianyi delivered a speech at the company's annual meeting, turned around and loosened his tie, and drove to City B. When he arrived at the set, he happened to catch up with Xie Zhi's last scene before the Spring Festival.

Under the camera of the tour guide, Xie Zhi is wearing a blue-gray gown, standing in a snow-covered garden with Fu Jingrong, played by Ye Nanqi, and smiling at each other.

It was Xie Zhi's gentle smile that he rarely showed in the past.

Pei Xianyi's heart skipped a beat, she silently watched the two immersed in the scene, and suddenly couldn't help but envy everyone who had worked with Xie Zhi under the camera.

They can get Xie Zhi's smile that he doesn't show so easily, and hear his love words in his gentle voice.

Pei Xianyi pinched her forehead, feeling that the more she lived, the more she returned, and the more greedy she became.

When I used to look at Xie Zhi from a distance, I didn't mind these things, but now that everyone is my own, I care about every detail instead.

At the end, the crew members cheered and prepared to see you again next year.Xie Zhi said goodbye to Ye Nanqi and tour guide Lu Bian one by one, and walked up to Pei Xianyi: "Didn't you agree that I would go back by myself? Why are you here?"

Pei Xianyi came back to his senses, and took his hand naturally: "I'll take you home."

It was already very late when I got home, Xie Zhi slept for several days in a row for no more than four hours, couldn't open my eyes, half-opened my eyes after washing, hugged Mr. Pei's exclusive pillow, and fell asleep until noon.

When I woke up, I felt relaxed, my fatigue disappeared, and there were traces of someone lying beside me.Xie Zhi got up and took a shower, then went up to the third floor by instinct.

Pei Xianyi was closing the room with many paintings on the third floor, when she heard footsteps, she turned her head and smiled: "Are you awake? Are you hungry?"

Xie Zhi shook his head, turned his eyes to the piano room at the end of the corridor, thought for a moment, and walked over.

Pei Xianyi followed: "Is it okay?"

Xie Zhi: "We have to pass this level."

After going to Baihua Apartment, Xie Zhi's fear of the piano subsided a lot after thinking of those things.

Probably because I didn't dare to think back before, and attributed the source of my fear to the piano.

He hesitated and sat down on the piano bench, took a deep breath, his fingertips were still trembling, and played half of "RIVERFLOWSINYOU" intermittently.

Compared with before, great progress has been made.

He turned his head and smiled at Pei Xianyi who had a complicated expression: "It seems that I have recovered a lot."

Pei Xianyi bent down and wiped off the cold sweat on his forehead: "I'll accompany you."

After lunch, Pei Xianyi accompanied Xie Zhi to practice in the piano room for another afternoon.

Until it was getting late, he forcefully took Xie Zhi out of the piano room, and rubbed his ten knuckles: "Take your time, we'll stop here today, let's have dinner first."

Xie Zhi nodded obediently.

In the end, halfway through dinner, a phone call came in. There was something urgent that Pei Xianyi needed to go back to the company to deal with.

Pei Xianyi was helpless: "I'll go out for a while, you go to bed first, don't wait for me."

Xie Zhi didn't know if he listened, so he nodded.

In an emergency, Pei Xianyi hurried back to the company to call a meeting, and it was already dark when the meeting ended.

He didn't bother the driver anymore, and drove home by himself. When he passed the corner of the street, there was actually a seller of fried chestnuts in sugar.

Pei Xianyi subconsciously drove there, checked the time, it was nearly ten o'clock, Xie Zhi probably had already gone to sleep, and the chestnuts would not taste good tomorrow morning.

Thinking of this, he still bought a small packet of sweet and soft sugar-fried chestnuts, and peeled two to taste.Sweet, he doesn't like it very much, but Xie Zhi likes it.

There was a sweetness in my heart, and when I slowly returned home, it was already eleven o'clock.

Pei Xianyi was carrying a bag of fried chestnuts with sugar, and opened the door - the light in the room was not turned off, he was stunned, and when he looked up, he saw Xie Zhi sitting in the porch.

There was a thick woolen blanket on the floor, and he was sitting casually, wearing a loose nightgown with a neckline that was too big, and a delicate collarbone, with a red mole protruding from it.The exposed wrists and ankles are like washed lotus root joints, dazzling white under the light, wearing earphones and holding a tablet, I don’t know what I’m looking at.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he took off his earphones, raised his eyes, and cast a faint shadow under his crow-black eyelashes: "Welcome home."

"..."

The half-opened golden chestnuts rolled all over the ground, and the sweet smell overflowed. Xie Zhigang cast his gaze, and was caught off guard and fell on the thick blanket.

He threw away the tablet dumbfounded, and patted Pei Xianyi on the back: "What's wrong?"

Pei Xieyi's delicate kiss went from the corner of his forehead to his lips, his voice was tense and slightly hoarse: "I'm so happy."

"Xiyi," Xie Zhi raised his head and stared at him, "Do you still have any knots in your heart?"

Pei Xianyi looked at him with lowered eyes, her eyes darkened: "... yes."

"Can you tell me?"

Pei Xianyi was silent for a while: "Baby, if a desert traveler who is dying of thirst gets a lake, he will be so surprised that he thinks it is fake, and he is afraid that it is a mirage."

"You don't have to be afraid," Xie Zhi frowned, squeezed his hand, pressed it to his chest, and said slowly, "My heartbeat and I are saying, I love you."

Pei Xianyi's hand on his waist suddenly became stronger.

He took a light breath, and didn't dare to look at Xie Zhi's fair and handsome face for a moment, imagining that he would go upstairs to take a shower to wake up, and before he got up, Xie Zhi held him back.

Xie Zhi gritted his teeth, and said coldly: "In addition to living Lei Feng, you are still Liu Xiahui?"

"..." Pei Xianyi looked at him eagerly, his eyes looked as if he was about to eat him, "Baby, let me first... slowly, I may not be able to control my strength now..."

Xie Zhi sighed, remembering the inexplicable words that came out a long time ago, when Pei Xianyi hadn't recovered, when he was driving him back in the middle of the night.

He asked him, "Does the snow in the sky really not want to fall, because it will become dirty when it falls on the ground, and it will melt in the palm of your hand."

Now I realize that that sentence is metaphorical.

Xie Zhi's eyelashes trembled, and his lips pressed against Pei Xianyi's ear. His voice was very soft, but it fell into his ear clearly.

"Mr. Pei, I am willing to melt in your palm."

"Please, dirty me."

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