it's okay if you're stupid

June 6th... was the day they divorced.

Xie Zhi was stunned in place, his brain buzzed, he staggered almost eagerly and rushed to the table, his fingertips trembled slightly, touched the diary, and curled up hesitantly.

This thin piece of paper seems to be extremely heavy.

Everything on it... is too heavy.

However, in just a moment, he picked up the diary and slowly flipped through it under the light from the window.

Sunny September 7

I made a bet with He Fangming, and if I lost, I would immediately go back to China and chase him.

Secretly draining water, excited and insomnia for a few days, changed hundreds of sets of clothes.

Damn lost.

Sunny September 8

I was invited to attend a concert in Vienna, thinking that he would also be on this stage in the future, I couldn't help secretly laughing.

Before meeting you, my world was in chaos, but you made me who I am now.

thank you baby.

I'm secretly becoming someone who can go after you.

……

cloudy on October 10

I'm late.

Rain on January 10

He took him away in the rain, he was so proud, he must not want to be seen by strangers looking down and out.

Sorry, don't hate me.

Sunny September 11

The one called Li Jia looks like a weasel giving New Year greetings to chickens, I've been upset with you for a long time :)

He had to pretend to be dignified, that grandson of He Fangming couldn't hold back his laughter again, do it, put on a sack tomorrow, and hit two with one dozen.

Snow on February 12

Angry to wronged want to cry.Little bastard.

Jumping into the water in winter is killing me.

Snow on February 1

happy New Year.

It took half an hour to deliberate and type a blessing, pretending to be a group post, so that you won't doubt it.

As expected of me.

Snow on February 1

Seeing how tenacious and hardworking you are, I like you a little more every day.

Crossed out: Can you look at me once in a while?

Sunny September 2

It is found that you can see your back in the sun room in the attic.

You seem to be smiling.

I'm in a good mood all day.

……

……

Sunny September 2

happy Birthday.

I learned to cook Su cuisine with my aunt, and made an appointment to have dinner together tonight. After thinking about it, I pretended to ask him casually if he had tasted the difference in the taste of tonight's food, and guessed what expression he would have.

As a result, he had a temporary job and didn't come.

So angry that she wanted to cry, she called Song Dan to prepare the materials to buy the poor company.

Song Dan said, "That's our family's company, Mr. Pei."

I want to cry even more.

Sunny September 7

When he saw the news, his scalp was going to explode, so the foreigner told Song Dan to contact Dong Wen to suppress the news, and to teach the program crew a lesson.

Song Dan asked, "Is the King of Tianliang broken, Boss Pei?" The cold joke was not funny at all.

Sunny September 10

he got hurt.

What would he do without me?

What if something happens to him?

Snow on February 12

The confession was issued a good person card, and he wanted to beat He Fangming and Jingjing.

He smiled and said to me, "You're a good man." Dreaming about this scene for three nights in a row was scarier than the bankruptcy of the company.

……

Sunny September 6

The appointed day was coming, and I didn't know where to go. Suddenly, I remembered the group of children I helped before. I went to look at them and found that they were watching the party class and had ambitions.

After watching for a while, I fell asleep.

Woke up and saw a group of people secretly eating barbecue in the kitchen, don’t call me, huh.

Sunny September 6

I love you babe.

May your soul be never bound.

From today, you are free.

……

From the time he saw the painting nine years ago, Xie Zhi's heart was overwhelmed, drooping heavily, and then from the bottom of his heart, there was an indescribable feeling of warmth and warmth that wrapped him in the warm sunshine. Astringent taste.

He had guessed many times when Pei Xianyi fell in love with him, but he didn't expect it to be so long ago.He wondered why Pei Xianyi never showed his heart during the years of marriage, and now he vaguely has the answer.

Under this person's careless appearance, how much...

Xie Zhi put down the diary slowly, stayed in this room for a long time, then turned and went downstairs.

A few more guests came to the study, and after discussing with each other until nightfall, they took their leave and left.

Xie Zhi cleaned up his mood all afternoon and pushed open the study door.

There was no light in the room, and Pei Xianyi was sitting by the window that leaked in the dim light, smoking an unlit cigarette, tilting his head slightly, closing his eyes, with a lazy face, in the hazy night, from neck to chin, Pull out a very sexy line.

Xie Zhi's heart bumped, he didn't turn on the light, walked over lightly, and looked down at him: "Don't you want to light it?"

Pei Xianyi opened his eyes, and there was a little smile in his romantic peach eyes: "If you don't like it, don't order it."

After a pause, he remembered the disguise, and just wanted to yell "Sir, I'm so tired, they're exploiting child labor" - it's only been two times, and he can already say such a shameless line without changing his face.The words were still on the tip of his tongue, when Xie Zhi stretched out his hand and opened the drawer, inside was a DUPONT lighter, he used to use it often, but after quitting smoking, he just threw it away.

With a crisp sound, the flames licked the oxygen and lit up, which also illuminated each other's faces.The eyes of the two met, Xie Zhi lit the cigarette for him.

The familiar yet unfamiliar smell of cigarettes spread between the lips and teeth, Pei Xianyi sat up straight, and said in a low voice, "What are you thinking?"

Xie Zhi said: "Taste your taste."

Pei Xianyi was startled, and the next moment the cigarette was taken away.Xie Zhi imitated his previous movements and took a light puff between his cigarettes.

He had never smoked before, and he didn't like the smell. He had no experience, so he choked on it without any accident, and frowned.

Pei Xianyi looked at him indulgently: "If you don't like it, don't try it."

Xie Zhi didn't say a word, he lowered his eyes, lowered his head, carefully held the cigarette in his mouth, and handed it to Pei Xianyi's mouth.There was only a little dark red in the darkness, and the two eyes were entangled silently.

Pei Xianyi's eyes were bottomless.

He crushed out the unsightly cigarette, pulled Xie Zhi into his arms and sat down, pinched his chin and looked at it for a while, and kissed one place unconsciously.

Just now the smell of smoke spread between the lips and teeth, slightly bitter, astringent, the smell of tobacco is not pleasant, but it is fascinating.

The man in front of him is strong and domineering, and he has absolute sovereignty over every kiss.Xie Zhi's hand on his shoulder exerted a little force, and he took a little space, his voice was vague, and he tried to calm his breathing: "Come with me to a place."

Pei Xianyi opened her eyes, put her big hand on the back of his head, and smiled lightly: "Hell?"

Xie Zhi pursed his lips, and replied calmly: "The piano room on the third floor."

The last time Xie Zhi walked into the piano room, Pei Xianyi did not forget the severe stress reaction. Hearing this, he frowned and asked, "Piano room?"

"Well," Xie Zhi broke free from his hand, stood in front of him, and stretched out his hand towards him, ice and snow seemed to melt in his eyes, "I dare not go in alone."

Pei Xianyi looked at him for a while, then held his hand: "I'll accompany you."

Those hands are slender and warm, with thin calluses on the palms and fingertips. When they are held together, they are stable and strong, giving them a sense of security.

Xie Zhi and Pei Xianyi held hands, went back to the third floor, and walked to the room where he came for his birthday last time.Pei Xianyi hesitated a little, but Xie Zhi was extremely decisive, raised his hand and pushed, the heavy door opened, and the interior furnishings remained the same.

He stared at the covered grand piano, and said softly, "Mr. Pei, hold me tight."

Pei Xianyi grasped his hand tightly.

The cloth covering the piano was pulled away, and Xie Zhi's heartbeat accelerated a little bit. Looking at the piano, it took a long time to find himself: "It's almost... four years."

He hesitated, and reached out to touch the piano that was close at hand: "After I woke up... I had some psychological problems. I couldn't remember many things clearly, and I couldn't play the piano anymore. Even Li Jia didn't know. I knew what was going on in my heart. I'm sick, but I don't want to be treated."

After a pause, the corners of his lips curled up in a self-deprecating arc: "Or dare not. I'm afraid to recall everything that happened that day."

Pei Xianyi bent down, turned his head and made him stare at her.

Xie Zhi looked into his eyes: "It's good to marry you, you are a..."

The word "good man" hadn't come out yet, and he felt that Pei Lianyi was stiff. Xie Zhi, although he forgot when he received the confession and rejected it like that, he changed his words graciously.

"You are a very reassuring person."

Pei Xianyi breathed a sigh of relief: "This is a very high evaluation."

"In those three years... I was in a daze," Xie Zhi said lightly, "I will do whatever Dong Min arranges. I can't hear the sound of the outside world, and I can't see everything around me. Something is blinding my eyes." , probably pain and weakness.”

He paused occasionally when he spoke, and it seemed to be difficult, but he spoke clearly.Pei Xianyi finally knew what he was doing.

Xie Zhi is dissecting himself.

He is presenting himself to him.

Xie Zhi let go of Pei Xianyi's hand, smiled at him, walked to the bay window, and turned his back to him.From here, you can also see the jacaranda trees in the backyard. The shadows of tall trees hover silently in the courtyard, waiting for the flowers to bloom next year.

"The jacaranda tree is beautiful, thank you. The smoothie is also delicious, thank you."

"Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?" Pei Xianyi belatedly remembered her crumbling vest, the unprofessional actor coughed lightly, and added, "Sir."

Xie Zhi said lightly: "I made you wait for a long time. In the afternoon, I was wondering if you regretted it."

He said: "Do you still want to continue acting? Or do you want to say something to me? Mr. Pei."

The sound of footsteps behind him slowly approached, and then the scorching body temperature hit his back, and a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist.

Pei Xianyi was silent for a while, hugged him tightly, and sighed with a smile: "I was discovered."

"Your acting skills are really bad, I need to work hard to cooperate with you." Xie Zhi turned his head and said sincerely, "Except when you are acting like a baby."

Pei Xianyi pretended not to hear the last sentence.

"Why play dumb?"

Pei Xianyi felt ashamed, but she still spoke honestly: "I'm worried that you like that stupid me." He touched the tip of his nose, "...It's too embarrassing for you to see the childish dark history."

"It's very childish." Xie Zhi turned around and looked at him face to face. Seeing that his face collapsed as expected, the smile flickering in his eyes became brighter, "But I'm very happy to see you who are not so mature."

He held up Pei Xianyi's face, and stared at him intently: "Your childishness, detachment, maturity, and gentleness are all from you."

It was these that formed the Mr. Pei he liked.

Pei Xianyi fell silent.

Xie Zhi asked, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Pei Xianyi's warm fingers slowly caressed his chin, and said helplessly: "At that time your pride was shattered, how could I be willing to take advantage of others' danger?"

With her fingertips up, she pressed Xie Zhi's lips: "I don't want you to agree to me because of gratitude... Xie Zhi, I want you to like me and love me. I want us to have a good starting point, from equal Identity begins."

Xie Zhi looked at him tenderly.

Pei Xianyi froze in such eyes, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse: "Baby, do you want to know what the king said when he proposed marriage last night?"

"He said, 'Nine years ago, a little prince lived in my heart. I want to build him a castle, which hides my love and treasure. Now I want to know, my little prince, whether he will live in it. ?'"

Xie Zhi said: "The little prince replied 'It's a great honor'."

"……I love you."

"Me too." Xie Zhi's voice was soft, "Mr. Pei, you are my light."

Before the words fell, he was kissed again, the ending was broken and crushed between the lips and teeth.

Different from the wet and ambiguous kiss in the study, Pei Xianyi's movements this time are very gentle, without a trace of lust.

"Thank you, let's remarry." His breathing was heavy, as if he was begging, but also like an invitation, "Give me a home."

The author has something to say: Kiss was locked, because of lack of thinking hall