Struggling to survive in the hands of the male protagonist who also wears books

The content of the diary of the Via Saintess is simple and messy. At first, it was just some daily prayers or answers to the believers' questions, occasionally mixed with a young girl's occasional vision and imagination of the future.

After the wave of Warcraft happened, the content of the diary suddenly became heavy. Some simple but shocking numbers and slightly deep pen marks all proved the deep pain in the heart of Via Saintess at that time.

"...Ayrtown fell, we were late, and when we arrived, there were only bloody corpses and ruined houses. I am very sad. Those innocent children have always closed their eyes. I haven't enjoyed many happy lives, and I haven't even had a sip of ale... God of Thunder, is this a trial you gave us? If so, can you tell me when it will end?... "

"...Finally defended this town today... What's the name of this town? Madoc? Meadows? It should have been something to be happy about...It's just that Shana, my Shana, died unfortunately... ...My dearest friend, in order to resist the impact of monsters and protect the villagers behind her, she was torn to pieces by those damn monsters... She died gloriously and heroically, and the God of Thunder will guide her soul to a new world World, I should be happy for her, I should be happy...but why...can't I stop my tears?..."

"...Xi Luo couldn't come back today. Just last month, he secretly invited me to drink in the most beautiful tavern in the imperial capital. I know he likes me, although I just treat him as a friend, although he is a bit annoying ...but I'd rather have him standing in front of me, laughing out loud 'hey Via, would you like to have a drink'... I'm scared, please God of Thunder forgive me...I know why Shanna left I would be so sad when I was there, because from then on, I knew clearly that it was just the beginning, and all the people I knew would be thrown into this desperate and long battle one by one...including me , including me..."

"...It's unbelievable that someone saved our life today. The soldier who rescued us looks very young and handsome. If Shana was still around, she would have to sneak around and ask her if she has a girl she likes... oh, I'm sorry , I think of Shanna again... This fighter is very powerful. I feel that he has never practiced any magic or fighting spirit. He can fight against a level 8 monster with only his physical body. Oh my god, he looks like a humanoid monster!  … ..."

"...I feel that Husk is a bit strange. Oh, Husk is the soldier who saved me before. I forgot to write it in my diary for so long...I feel that he is a little strange, not physically strange, but spiritual On it...it feels like he doesn't care about his own life at all, he rushes to the front every time he fights, and doesn't care about his injuries at all...Although his body has a strong self-healing ability, at least it still hurts, right? Wouldn't he be in pain? Could it be that he lost his family in the Warcraft wave, so he lost the meaning of life? It doesn't feel like..."

"...Finally I couldn't bear to ask Husk if he lost his family, but he replied 'I don't have a family'. Ah, is he an orphan? I'm sorry, I actually touched other people's wounds out of curiosity ...But Husk is not angry—no, I feel like he won’t be angry—no, no, no, it’s not a question of not being angry anymore, I feel like he doesn’t have human emotions, and he doesn’t show any emotions at all... ..."

"... I looked through my previous diary today and found that I have been recording things about Husk recently... Although Husk is a weird person, as if he doesn't care about anything, I always feel inexplicable when I'm with him Don't worry, I am not indulging in the sorrow of death like before..."

"... I suddenly had an idea, how about trying to make Husk smile? He seems to have never smiled, and the expression on his face will be softer only when he succeeds in saving people. He always looks indifferent... …Well, it’s decided, let’s make making Xiusk laugh one of the tasks of my practice!…”

"...I nicknamed Husk the 'Red Chicken', and wanted to see if this person who had always been indifferent would respond, but he told me very seriously that he didn't think chicken sounded good. , It’s better to use an eagle—uh, I didn’t expect him to be serious in such a strange place... But I still carved a stone chicken for him, haha!..."

"...I've tried my best, I've exhausted all the means, and Husk has never laughed. I'm so tired, how can there be such a difficult person... I just want people to lose their temper at him!..."

"...he smiled... I didn't do anything today, why did he smile? And he kept looking at me... I asked him, and he told me, 'I'm so happy to see you care about me' ...I'm going to die, how can I say such things casually? Ah, my face feels so hot when I think about it now...but he really looks good when he smiles..."

"...I feel the threshold of the holy rank... I have been a sub-sage for several years, and I never thought that I would touch the threshold of the holy rank so early... It seems that disasters can make people grow quickly... ...Just thinking of Shana and the others, I feel a little sad again. I would rather I be the most ordinary person, and everyone can live in peace... When I told Husk this, he seemed to think of something, saying' I also hope that we are all ordinary people'... His words are a bit sad, but fortunately there are only two of us now, it doesn't matter if we cry, right?..."

"...It seems that I haven't written a diary for a long time... The reason why I opened the notebook today is because I really can't hold back! Husk has broken through the holy rank! What's the matter, I haven't broken through yet, and he is silent The silent sanctification? The most important thing is that he found me secretly and asked me if I would marry him if I solved the wave of Warcraft! Oh my God!!! Is Husk a marriage proposal! Didn’t he lie to me? ? No, his eyes are very serious... I feel that his lingering feeling of alienation has disappeared! I promised him! Of course I promised him! He smiled again! He smiled really It’s so good to watch!! I’ve thought about it, and when the wave of monsters passes, let’s use the Holy Maiden’s wedding to let people all over the country celebrate with joy!…”

"... It's been a long time since I wrote a diary... Tomorrow I will face those two strange holy-rank monsters. If they are dealt with, this catastrophe will be over completely, right? Shana, Xiluo... still There are those soldiers who I don’t know but who are desperately fighting on the front line... Husk came to me again. I feel that he has been smiling more and more recently, as if he has completely become an ordinary person. Now he is the same as he was a few years ago Compared with his appearance, he will definitely not recognize himself, haha! I don’t know what happened to him before, but now he can change back to a normal person, I am very happy! After the two monsters are solved, I will take Husk back to the Wagner, marry him in a glorious way! The archbishop and the others have long been accustomed to our relationship. Last time, they joked that the child born to our two saints would be a saint at birth, right? Bah, That disrespectful old man, who still likes to talk nonsense after breaking his arm!..."

"...Husk cried. The first time I saw him cry, why did I teach him to smile, and then to cry. Because I rejected him. He clearly agreed to get married after solving the Warcraft, obviously everyone Blessing us...my heart is breaking, I feel like I'm dying here...why...why is this happening...but I can't hurt him...I have to be alone, I Can't be with anyone... that thing that has invaded my soul, that has been trying to control me, with such a strong hatred and loathing for Husk... I can feel it..."

"...Am I still awake today? It's okay, I can still write a diary, so I should still be awake today... But how long can I stay awake? Only when I write a diary, 'it' will relax a little bit right My control and erosion... Do you want to see my sadness and despair on the verge of extinction? Then it will be disappointed, I am not afraid of death, and I also believe that after I close myself to death, the next saint will definitely be able to see it Go to this diary, find it on my dead body, and kill it completely... Ah... If I have to say sorry, there is indeed another one..."

"... I can hear it laughing occasionally, and sometimes crying. What's the matter, does this demon-like thing have human emotions? Is it a monster or something else? After a long time, I got used to thinking about the memories of the past, and I suddenly understood that the wave of monsters was the one who caused it, right? Did it control the two holy monsters in the same way? No wonder the two monsters felt very awkward. When I When looking at them, it feels as if a different kind of soul lives in the body of the beast... What is the purpose of it creating the wave of monsters? Is it purely to destroy human beings? Or..."

"...How long have I been self-enclosed? I can't remember...I ordered that no one should disturb me, so I don't know the news about Husk...But as the greatest hero of the empire, he must be living very well Right? It’s okay... Even if he has another girl he loves in the future, I know he won’t forget me... After all, I changed him back into a human being, haha! I hope he won’t fall for my change of heart Sad for too long... well, I know him, he is actually a very, very tough person, never to be hit by anything...he will definitely meet a good girl again who will make him happy...here Suddenly I feel a little sad. What has he experienced in the past to have such a strong and tenacious will? May you stay away from all disputes and live the peaceful life you most yearn for... Ah, today I write like A little too much? Haha, maybe I want to leave a little more trace of myself before I lose myself..."

"... Husk, I miss you so much."

The diary of the Virgin of Via came to an abrupt end.

In the later period of the diary, the handwriting began to be messy and overlapping, and sometimes it was obvious that a paragraph was not written at the same time, as if the diary writer suddenly paused for a long time after writing a paragraph, and then regained consciousness and started writing again.

Everyone present, after reading the diary, their expressions all changed.

——It turns out that in the "Psalm of the Hero Shusk" that has been passed down from generation to generation, the truth about the embarrassing love story between Shusk and the Virgin of Via is even crueler than the poem?

——After all the catastrophe and dust fell, when everyone sincerely blessed, how did the saint of Via endure the pain of tearing her heart and bid farewell to her beloved hero?How did Husk burst into tears facing his lover's back?

Feili took a deep breath, feeling his fingertips were still trembling slightly, and his heart was filled with sorrow and pain.

For the Virgin of Via, for the hero Shusk, for the love between them that should have had the happiest ending, but finally parted sadly, and for so many soldiers and civilians who died in the catastrophe of the wave of monsters.

Empress Sophia also had red eyes, stood up silently, gave a slight salute to the quaint and old notebook on the table, and sat back on her seat, her voice became hoarse:

"Please allow me to pay tribute to the saintess of Via and the hero Husk - Archbishop Gavin, I already understand what you mean. But I still want to say that we have only killed a part of that Krisina. body, entangled in responsibility, let’s wait until after weeds are eradicated.”

"But Your Majesty, since Krisina's goal is their Phoenix Empire, is it necessary for us to intervene now?" Gavin sat down unwillingly, thinking about struggling again.

Sophia's face became serious, her right hand clenched into a fist, and her voice was firm and calm: "No, the killing of Krisina has nothing to do with the Phoenix Empire or not, but with Sophia Orbat, the 42nd emperor of the Thunder Empire. Decided! Controlling my empire's beasts and killing my mother, such crimes must be paid in blood by Krisianna!"

Gavin was stunned for a moment, seeing the unflinching firm gaze and the unrelenting majesty on the face of the young queen in front of him, he sighed softly in his heart, and nodded helplessly:

"Since His Majesty has made a decision, my Thunder God Cult can only fully support His Majesty."

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