Struggling to survive in the hands of the male protagonist who also wears books

Looking at the malicious smile on that head, Philip suddenly felt a strong sense of exhaustion in his heart.

so tired.

Why did he have to work so hard here to avoid the pursuit of these damned, disgusting undead?

Why didn't he stay at his old home on earth, holding potato chips and melon seeds in his arms and playing games on the computer screen?

Why is it the same time travel? Kriter not only travels through the male protagonist who is loved by everyone, but also surpasses the original book and has cultivated to the level of sub-sage at this moment; Relying on Crete's breath to learn magic?

Ah, he himself knows the answer——

Because he just can't do it.

No matter how much he envies and envies someone as unrestrained and unrestrained as Crete, he is still just a coward who likes to hide in his own safe fortress, using laziness and passing through as his armor, and covering up by chatting and farting with the system My longing for someone who is so radiant...

What's the point of coming to this world like this?

What's the point of living in this world for him like this?

He occupied the magpie's nest and occupied Fili's body, but it's not as meaningful as Fili's life-at least the black phoenix Fili is willing to fight against the whole world for the one he loves, and even though he is getting darker and more The more I can't control my mind, the more I don't hurt the people I like.

You might as well just give up here.

Fili watched in a daze as the lich's head opened its black mouth and bit it fiercely towards his neck, but his body didn't respond at all.

wrong……

what's wrong...

There was a trace of struggle in Philip's bewildered eyes.

Why do I suddenly think of so many decadent things when I am running for my life?

Didn't I accept that I am an ordinary person with peace of mind?

That's why I followed Crete, because it was so easy to follow his command and act according to his wishes!

You don’t need to make your own decisions, so if you fail, you don’t need to bear the suffering in your heart. You just need to attribute all the gains and losses to Crete, who is in charge.

Isn't it easy?

Why do I suddenly have such self-loathing emotions now?

Fili subconsciously wanted to talk to his system, but found that no matter how he called, he couldn't hear the system's familiar lines.

Speaking of it, it seems that this has happened once before...

Suddenly fell into inexplicable doubt and confusion, completely immersed in the darkness of the heart, and could not even hear the voice of the system——

Spiritual magic!

Fei Li suddenly reacted - he didn't know when the spiritual magic in his heart was triggered again!

No wonder I was still thinking about something when life and death were at stake!

Feili regained his energy and wanted to break free from the hint of spiritual magic.

However, as soon as he raised his head, he saw the head of the lich rushing close to his eyes, face to face with it at close range, and he could clearly see its scarlet eyes and black hair tied into pigtails.

Facing those red pupils that looked like blood, Feili suddenly felt his head dizzy again, and his heart felt more exhausted than before.

Now my arm is broken, and my body is convulsed with pain, not to mention casting magic, it is difficult to even dodge;

Being knocked so far away by this head, it is impossible for Yalan and the others to rush over to help him under the obstruction of the undead army, and it is even more impossible for Crete to fight the holy undead dragon in the sky, let alone save himself .

If no matter what, he couldn't escape the pursuit of this lich, why not just give up and die easier?

Although Feili clearly knew that he was under the attack of spiritual magic, he was still helpless. He could only helplessly feel the churning negative emotions intertwined into a cocoon, which firmly bound his heart inside.

Fili felt that his consciousness seemed to be divided into two parts. One part clearly knew that all his self-abandonment came from the guidance of spiritual magic and should be abandoned as soon as possible; the other part also clearly knew that those negative thoughts had always existed in him. In your heart, you should follow your innermost wishes.

The two opposite intentions are like two gears meshing together. They both want the other to turn in their own direction, but they can't turn, they can only make a futile creaking sound.

But there seems to be no difference in any part.

Because the lich's head was already in front of his eyes, as long as it moved forward a little bit and bit his neck with its disgusting teeth - he didn't have to worry about anything.

That might be easy too...

Just when Feili let out a breath and was about to close his eyes and wait for death, he saw a fiery red mixed with dazzling golden light descending from the sky, hitting the malicious head in front of him straight!

"boom!"

The blast blast knocked Fili away, causing him to roll on the ground several times before barely stopping.

The wounds of the broken arms were touched, and the pain made Fei Li's eyes stare, and he almost passed out.

He opened his eyes with difficulty, and looked at the position where he was standing just now——

I saw a gun with golden and red flames passing through the back of the lich's head and out of its mouth, nailing it firmly to the ground!

The sub-holy-level phoenix flames burned that head, causing it to continuously let out ear-piercing screams.

K... Ritter?

Fili stared blankly at the sky, just in time to see Crete, who was distracted from attacking here to save him, was slapped fiercely by the undead dragon's wing, and fell straight to the ground, setting off a cloud of smoke.

Fili's breathing froze instantly.

Fortunately, in the next second, another figure took off from the place where Critter fell, and the red and pure gold light reappeared from his body, fighting with the undead dragon again.

like a little sun.

Fili stared at the little sun from afar, tears welled up in his eyes.

Then he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

I can't always rely on Crete to save me.

He felt all kinds of emotions churning in his heart, joy, despair, envy, jealousy, luck, self-defeating... those negative emotions aroused by spiritual magic are still churning, trying to tie his heart to death, let him Completely plunged into the abyss of darkness.

The seven emotions and six desires are all there.

Fili asked himself: do you want to live?

miss you.

He wants to live.

Not only does he want to live, he also wants to live in a chic and free way like Crete.

During the more than 20 years on earth, the persecution of family education, interpersonal relationship, career pressure, income level, etc. made his heart that was not brave enough to shrink back, and made himself live in the most low-key and boring way in the world.

In fact, he also wants to live and enjoy life with enthusiasm and motivation like those athletes who sweat profusely on the sports field, star chasing fans who are exhausted in concerts, and gamers who are engrossed in the e-sports circle.

In fact, think about it, those obstacles he thinks may not be obstacles at all, maybe as long as he absorbs some light and heat, he can also bloom the brilliance of the sun.

It's just that he was too weak in the past.

but.

Now he came to a whole new world with a whole new identity.

A world with swords and magic, an identity that enjoys the glory of the sun.

He used to wonder whether Crete hadn't integrated into this world at all, and was just playing this world as a game; but now he found that he himself hadn't integrated into this world, and didn't fully accept it.

Then start changing from now on, let yourself try to take the initiative, take the initiative to accept the world and be accepted by the world, and take the initiative to make yourself closer and closer to your ideal life.

Fili opened his eyes and looked at the bright and warm sun in the sky.

He also wants to be a little sun.

Not only to accept the warmth shared by others, but also to radiate your own light and heat to the world.

Fili felt that the two twisted gears in his mind were broken together, the cocoon made of negative emotions covering his heart was broken, and the spiritual magic that had been hidden in his spirit was also broken.

Some shackles in his body seemed to be broken together.

The large amount of phoenix blood infused by Crete in his body quickly combined with his body, a stream of heat gushed out from his heart, and flowed into his fractured parts along both arms. After a burst of numbness, two Perfect like new arms.

Fili felt that his mental power was also growing wildly after breaking through the shackles, so he couldn't help but raised the magic wand he had been holding in his hand, and tried to recite a new spell.

Several successive laps of hot and dense fire waves erupted from his body, advancing continuously, directly pushing the rushing undead away by a distance of more than ten meters!

Level 5 phoenix magic, ripples and waves of fire!

He has been promoted to an intermediate Phoenix magician!

Hearing the sound of the system weeping with joy again, Fili did not immediately explain what he had just experienced, but a ball of flames erupted under his feet, and he quickly rushed towards Alan and the others.

There are more important things to do now.

With the help of phoenix magic, Fei Li quickly ran to Alan and the others, and under their surprised eyes, he rushed in front of Vera and Lacey who were in charge of opening the way.

Vera's mental strength was a little weak due to continuous casting of high-level magic. Seeing that Fei Li had rushed in front of her, she couldn't help but shouted in surprise: "Fei Li? What are you doing!"

Fili smiled slightly, clenched his wand tightly, and cast magic again on the overwhelming undead in front of him.

Level 5 Magic Ripple Fire Wave!

Level 5 Magic Ripple Fire Wave!

Level 5 Magic Ripple Fire Wave!

Under the impetus of the almost uninterrupted fire waves, there were no undead who could get close to them more than ten meters in front of them!

Although Ripple Fire Wave is still an intermediate magic, the damage to the undead is not particularly great, but the impact of this magic itself cannot be blocked by these undead who have lost their wisdom in life.

Phoenix magicians are known for their resilience and endurance. Philip's body contains phoenix blood that far surpasses the same level. Even if he casts magic continuously, the recovery speed of mental power can completely keep up with the loss!

At this moment, he is the most suitable person in the team to open the way!

Several other people in the team were surprised at the beginning and gradually turned into numbness.

They looked at each other, quickly followed behind Feili, and quickly ran away towards the road they came from.

As they walked further and further away, Feili heard the roar of the undead dragon behind him getting more and more horrific, and the sound became smaller and smaller...