Do you like to eat it?

Zhu Yao also noticed the word "Hello", and she immediately felt embarrassed and at a loss. Fortunately, she reacted in time and quickly suppressed those emotions.

"It's winter vacation?" Zhu Yao got up quickly, ready to look for slippers from the shoe cabinet, "You too, you didn't know to tell me in advance when you came back, which made me unprepared. Are these two your friends?" ?”

Chu Yang nodded: "My boyfriend."

However, Zhu Yao helped find the slippers, and did not listen to Chu Yang's answer.

"That..." Chu Yang said hesitantly, "You don't need to look for slippers, please take three pairs of shoe covers, we will leave after sitting down for a while."

Zhu Yao raised her head and said, "It's so late, where are you going?"

Chu Yang said, "We've already booked a hotel."

"Then you..." Zhu Yao originally wanted Chu Yang to stay and live at home, but then thought that Chu Yang's friends were also here, and it was not easy to speak, so she closed her voice and gave them three pairs of shoe covers.

Zhu Yao's current husband is busy with work and often has to work overtime until late. There are only her and her youngest son at home, but fortunately there are still a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator, which is enough for three more people.

In the past one or two years, Zhu Yao has undergone a lot of changes. First of all, she is sick, cervical cancer, when she was diagnosed in the hospital, it was still unclear whether it was early or late. She was like a prisoner waiting for the death penalty. , The knife hanging around his neck will fall down at any time.

During that time, Zhu Yao's emotions collapsed. She resigned and went to see a doctor at home to recuperate. She waited for the doctor's diagnosis before discussing the time of surgery. She had nothing to do, so she started thinking wildly.

What she thinks about the most is her eldest son, Chu Yang.

In the past, she always demanded Chu Yang with high standards. She wanted Chu Yang to be a dragon and a phoenix among others, thus ignoring Chu Yang's feelings after his illness, and even imposed her own emotions on Chu Yang, forcing Chu Yang to bear the burden of her relationship with her. The pain of her ex-husband...

It wasn't until she was lying in the ward full of disinfectant smell like Chu Yang at that time, that she could truly feel the despair, and then she remembered all the things she had done to Chu Yang.

Pieces of past events weighed on her chest like a boulder.

When she was sick, she was accompanied by her husband and son, as well as the care from her colleagues and friends, but Chu Yang had nothing. Even her and her ex-husband, the two closest people to Chu Yang, chose to live from Leave him by his side.

The more Zhu Yao thought about it, the more she collapsed. Her remorse and guilt kept her awake at night. Even though the doctor later diagnosed her as having cancer in the middle stage and only needed an operation to recover, the scar in her heart still couldn't heal.

After the operation, she was taken home from the hospital by her husband, and she started to contact Chu Yang, but Chu Yang blocked all her contact information, even her ex-husband was not spared.

Chu Yang was like a wisp of smoke, drifting past her vitality without leaving even a trace.

Sadly……

She didn't even know which school Chu Yang attended, let alone call Chu Yang's teacher to ask.

With the passage of time, Zhu Yao's mental state has not improved. She frantically looked for Chu Yang, and even bought a ticket to the imperial capital, but was stopped by her husband and ex-husband at the station.

Zhu Yao raised her hand and slapped her ex-husband, and then slapped herself again. She slapped herself like crazy. After being stopped by her husband, she sat on the ground and cried bitterly, covering her face.

"My son, is my son dead?" This was the only possibility Zhu Yao could think of. She pulled the clothes on her chest, tears and snot flowing down her nose, "How can he live there alone? Yes I'm sorry for him, I shouldn't scold him, I just, just expected too much from him, I couldn't bear it all at once, my parents also educated me like this before, I thought my education method was right, I did it for He is good."

Zhu Yao cried for a long time until she fainted and was carried back by her husband.

A week later, after discussion, her husband and ex-husband decided to go to the imperial capital together to find Chu Yang. They found Chu Yang's high school teacher and found out about Chu Yang's application for that year, and then went to the vocational school to stay.

At that time, Chu Yang was already a celebrity in the whole school, there was no need for them to take the initiative to ask someone, just stand outside the school gate, and you could hear many people talking about Chu Yang and a man named Lu Xiuyuan.

The two men lived in the imperial capital for five days, and they knew everything they should and shouldn't know, including the relationship between Chu Yang and Lu Xiuyuan.

They didn't dare to provoke Zhu Yao anymore. When they got home, they could only tell Zhu Yao that her eldest son was living well in the imperial capital and was still studying. Many people in the school knew him and liked him. Check back.

Hearing these words, Zhu Yao rarely showed a smile.

But now, Zhu Yao has completely come out of the bewildered state at the beginning, her change is naturally inseparable from the lies of her husband and ex-husband, she waited and hoped for so long, and finally hoped for Chu Yang to come back, in her heart Not to mention how happy I am.

"It's rare for you to come back, so stay here until school starts. Mom has already cleaned up your room, and it's been cleaned all the time. You can live in it anytime." Zhu Yao said holding her youngest son, her face brimming with happiness. smile.

The little guy took apart the lollipop and put it in his mouth. One cheek was bulging. He ran into the bedroom and took out a photo album with some difficulty.

"Look, brother!" The little guy put the photo album on Chu Yang's lap, looked at Chu Yang eagerly, bit a lollipop and mumbled, "There are a lot of pictures of my brother in it."

Chu Yang opened the photo album, and there were photos of him when he was a child, when he was babbling, when he walked crookedly, when he wore a red scarf for the first time in elementary school, when he was the flag-raiser standing on the rostrum...

I don't know where Zhu Yao took so many photos.

Chu Yang looked at the photo slowly, his mind went blank. Since his head was injured, he would selectively forget a lot of memories, those that would make him feel painful.

Therein lies the content of these photographs.

He suddenly felt bored and closed the album with a snap.

The sound startled the little guy who was very close, and he backed away blankly.

Chu Yang's heart softened, and he reached out to stroke the little guy's hair, opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word.

Zhu Yao seemed to be aware of the embarrassment in the atmosphere, got up hastily, and said with a smile: "Sit down for a while, I will cook, and I will eat at home tonight. The food outside is unhygienic, and there is everything at home."

"No need!" Chu Yang hurriedly called Zhu Yao to a stop, "We'll be leaving later."

Zhu Yao was stunned: "So fast?"

Chu Yang was stared at by Zhu Yao's lost gaze, and suddenly felt his eyes hurt, and he was a little sore, he lowered his eyes: "Actually, I came back this time to ask you to get the household registration book."

Zhu Yao was still stunned, and it took her a long time to find her voice: "What are you doing with your household registration book?"

Chu Yang said: "I plan to move my household registration to the imperial capital, and I need a copy of the household registration book to go through some procedures."

Zhu Yao: "..."

She only felt that her eyes went dark, as if the whole world was spinning.

After a stalemate for half an hour, Zhu Yao found the household registration book from the bedroom and gave it to Chu Yang. At this moment, Zhu Yao had already cried into tears. She knew that she couldn't persuade Chu Yang, but the tears just kept on being disobedient. flow down.

Before leaving, Zhu Yao asked him: "Will you come back in the future?"

Chu Yang thought for a while and nodded.

Zhu Yao's eyes lit up instantly.

But I heard Chu Yang say: "I will come back in two days and return the account book to you, and after that, I probably won't come back again."

Zhu Yao's eyes were slightly dull, and she looked at him silently, the tears criss-crossing her face were very obvious.

Chu Yang couldn't bear to look again, turned his head, and was about to leave.

"Xiao Yang." Zhu Yao called him again, this time her voice was hoarse, she was covering her chest with her hands, almost collapsed, "Are you still blaming mom? Can you forgive mom?"

Chu Yang paused, he squeezed Lu Xiuyuan's hand quietly, and asked Lu Xiuyuan and Xiao Chen to wait for him downstairs, then turned to face Zhu Yao who was sobbing.

"I never thought about not forgiving you, because whether I forgive you or not, what happened has already happened, and I can't change it." Chu Yang looked at the ground with a numb expression, and spoke calmly Say, "I just feel like...forget it, let it be, I don't have any other choice, I just let it go."

Forget it.

Accept it.

This is his life.

Chu Yang thought in this way, maybe even God thought he should go through this calamity.

"By the way." Chu Yang still decided to confess to Zhu Yao, "Mr. Lu was my boyfriend just now, and we are lovers. During the time you were away, he was always with me. If there is no accident in the future , this relationship will not change again, so you don't have to worry about me."

Hearing this, Zhu Yao suddenly opened her eyes wide and looked at Chu Yang in disbelief.

But Chu Yang didn't care what she thought anymore, he turned around and walked down the stairs, until he was about to walk out of the apartment building, he could still hear Zhu Yao's crying.

Chu Yang paused, then quickened his pace and walked out.

Lu Xiuyuan stood alone by the bushes downstairs of the apartment building. The silvery moonlight shrouded his tall and tall figure. He lit a cigarette, and the crimson light spots appeared and disappeared in the darkness. A feeling of loneliness.

Xiao Chen wasn't here, so he probably went to drive.

"Lu Xiuyuan!" Chu Yang called out his name.

Lu Xiuyuan turned around, put out the cigarette butt on the trash can beside him, and opened his arms to Chu Yang.

Although the surrounding light was dim, Chu Yang could still feel that Lu Xiuyuan was smiling, and his shadow was all in his crooked smiling eyes.

Chu Yang trotted over and hugged Lu Xiuyuan. The tip of his nose was full of Lu Xiuyuan's breath, mixed with a faint smell of tobacco. It was not unpleasant, but rather unique.

Lu Xiuyuan hugged him tightly, touched his head, and asked with a smile, "Do you want to cry?"

Chu Yang shook his head.

He just felt that his chest was tight and a little uncomfortable, not to the point of crying.

Lu Xiuyuan didn't hesitate to praise himself: "You're so good, you're awesome, you're amazing."

Chu Yang smiled.

I don't know why, originally he didn't want to cry, but now when he heard Lu Xiuyuan's voice, tears welled up from his eyes.

It was the first time he had such a strong feeling - Lu Xiuyuan, it's so good to meet you, from now on I'm no longer alone, even if everyone stays away from me, at least you are by my side.

On the way back, a strange call rang on Chu Yang's mobile phone, he thought about it and hung up, but he didn't know that the other party kept calling, Chu Yang vaguely guessed who the other party was, and turned off the phone directly.

After arriving at the hotel, Chu Yang turned on his mobile phone and immediately received several text messages sent half an hour ago.

[Strange number: Son, I'm dad, have you gone to find your mother?Your mother is sick now, and her physical and mental condition is not very good. She has been thinking about you. You finally came back, so you can stay at home for a while. 】

[Unfamiliar number: Dad knows that you feel uncomfortable. Your mother and I were sorry for you at the beginning. We did not fulfill our responsibilities as parents. Now that you have grown up, we don’t know how to make up for you. If you want, we still We can become a family like before. Although your mother and I are divorced, we will use our own methods to make up for what we owed you. 】

[Unknown number: Son, can you call me back? 】

Chu Yang took a deep breath, and directly set the phone to a white list of contact numbers that can be accessed.

So be it……

Anyway, he thought, he had forgotten the past.

Chu Yang sat by the window for a long time. It wasn't until Lu Xiuyuan came out of the bathroom after taking a shower that he moved his numb hands and feet and got up to get a change of clothes.

Just two steps away, Lu Xiuyuan suddenly grabbed his wrist.

Chu Yang turned his head: "What's wrong?"

Lu Xiuyuan pondered for a moment, then sighed, "I'm afraid that you will bring up bad memories, but there are some things I still have to tell you. In fact, I was the year you were..."

Before he finished speaking, Chu Yang suddenly blocked his lips.

"I know." Chu Yang squinted his eyes and smiled, kissed Lu Xiuyuan's lips twice before saying, "You kept that watch, right?"

Lu Xiuyuan: "...do you remember?"

Chu Yang hugged him: "I always remember it, but I just don't want to recall it. Later, I slowly thought about it and dared to face the reality."

Lu Xiuyuan hugged Chu Yang even tighter, his arms were trembling, he seemed to want to say a lot, but he didn't say a word in the end.

It was Chu Yang who spoke first: "I love you, Lu Xiuyuan. I once regretted saving you, but after falling in love with you, I don't regret it at all. I even feel lucky. Fortunately, I saved you, otherwise I might not have met you. Such a nice you."

Lu Xiuyuan buried his face in Chu Yang's neck, hugged him quietly, and said after a while, "I love you too, Chu Yang."

No matter what you become, no matter what kind of character you are, as long as you are Chu Yang, I will love you.

Always, always, loving you.