Do you like to eat it?

[1. See a doctor]

Chu Yang was silent for a moment, then shook his head.

In fact, he also wanted to ask what was wrong with Lu Xiuyuan, but when his eyes fell on Lu Xiuyuan's reluctant smile, he couldn't ask.

The food was cooked by Lu Xiuyuan himself, far less delicate and delicious than that aunt's before, but it was still eaten by Chu Yang.

During the meal, Lu Xiuyuan didn't move his chopsticks very much, and looked at Chu Yang in a daze from time to time, making Chu Yang puzzled.

When Lu Xiuyuan packed up the dishes and went into the kitchen, Chu Yang hesitated for a while, but couldn't resist following in.

"Teacher Lu."

Even if Lu Xiuyuan didn't turn his head, he could still imagine Chu Yang standing behind him nervously and calling him cautiously, he couldn't help but want to laugh, halfway through the laugh, he tasted a bit of bitterness again.

He put all the dishes and chopsticks into the dishwasher, wiped his hands, and then turned to look at Chu Yang at the door: "Huh?"

There was obvious nervousness written on Chu Yang's white face, he pinched the corner of his clothes secretly, and after ten seconds of deliberation, he stammered: "You, are you angry?"

"Angry?" Lu Xiuyuan didn't understand, "Why do you think I'm angry?"

Chu Yang whispered: "Because I rejected you yesterday..."

Lu Xiuyuan suddenly realized.

It turned out that Chu Yang was talking about choosing a hospital.

Originally, Lu Xiuyuan had already planned to contact the private hospital introduced by Cao Lin. He wanted to trick Chu Yang there first, but after experiencing the early morning incident, he suddenly changed his mind.

"I'm not angry." Lu Xiuyuan walked over and gently pressed Chu Yang's shoulder, "I thought about it a lot this morning, and I realized that I was too concerned about your feelings. The doctor was right. , There are many things that can’t be rushed, let’s follow your ideas first, the most important thing is for you to feel relaxed.”

Chu Yang froze for a moment, and soon opened his eyes round, his clear pupils were gradually covered with joy.

When he talked about this topic with Lu Xiuyuan just now, he was ready to show weakness to the other party, who knew that Lu Xiuyuan figured it out so quickly.

"For example, if my condition is really serious, I, I will go to the private hospital you mentioned." Chu Yang clenched his palms and added hesitantly, "If it is not serious, I, I will also go to the private hospital." I don't want to toss back and forth."

"Yes." Lu Xiuyuan smiled, and looked down at Chu Yang's eyes, which were as clear as spring water, and his slightly sad face was clearly reflected in them.

Chu Yang seemed to have sensed his emotions, paused, and asked in a low voice, "Teacher Lu, are you alright?"

Lu Xiuyuan's erratic thoughts were finally brought back a little bit, his eyes shifted to Chu Yang's black and soft hair, and he couldn't help touching it with his hands: "I'm fine, I just remembered some past events."

"Oh." Chu Yang nodded ignorantly.

afternoon.

Lu Xiuyuan then drove Chu Yang to the hospital yesterday for an examination.

It took nearly two hours for a series of examinations, and finally Chu Yang took the test sheet into the doctor's office, chatted for another half an hour, and the doctor said: "Moderate depression."

When Chu Yang heard this answer, he was stunned, his face blushed, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: "Is it really depression?"

The doctor smiled: "Don't you feel it yourself?"

Chu Yang shook his head honestly, subconsciously turned to look at Lu Xiuyuan who was sitting beside him.

Lu Xiuyuan's body was slightly sideways, his chin was propped up with one hand, the expression on his face was almost indifferent, his thick long eyelashes cast a shadow on his skin, it was impossible to tell what he was thinking.

After feeling Chu Yang's gaze, Lu Xiuyuan raised his eyes and looked over, then smiled slightly with the corners of his mouth pulled, and reached out to stroke Chu Yang's hair: "Then what do you think?"

Seeing this, the doctor's eyes suddenly became subtle, he wandered between Lu Xiuyuan and Chu Yang for several times, and then settled on Chu Yang's nervous face.

Chu Yang rubbed his fingers and saw that the female doctor sitting opposite was also waiting for his answer. Although he was a little reluctant, he had to force himself to organize his words, and said: "Many people say I am stupid, and I also know my reaction A little slow, unable to keep up with everyone's rhythm, maybe it's because I haven't recovered from the injury before."

He pursed his lips and lowered his head.

The doctor's and Lu Xiuyuan's gazes on him seemed to have scorching heat, which made his skin ache and made him more and more helpless.

His hands clenched slowly, his nails almost digging into his flesh.

"I, I thought I was beaten stupid." Chu Yang's head was almost buried in his collar. Home, I, my parents said that it may be the root cause of the disease..."

Before the words were finished, a hand suddenly reached out and put it on Chu Yang's fisted hands, and then separated Chu Yang's five fingers very forcefully.

Chu Yang spread out his palm in a daze, it was full of marks from fingernails, if he tried harder, he might bleed.

But he didn't feel it, he looked up at Lu Xiuyuan with blank eyes, his pale face was bloodless, his thin lips were slightly parted, like a small animal lost in the forest.

Originally, Lu Xiuyuan held back his anger, but seeing Chu Yang's appearance in a blink of an eye, he couldn't say another word of reproach. He looked at Chu Yang and finally let out a long sigh.

"If you don't want to say it, just say no to us, no one can make you do what you don't want to do."

After saying this, Lu Xiuyuan didn't know which tendon was wrong, and he directly clasped Chu Yang's hand. He thought that doing so would prevent Chu Yang from hurting himself again, but when he reacted, he realized that their hand gestures had changed into ten fingers. Interlocking.

Lu Xiuyuan was stunned for a moment, suddenly a little embarrassed.

He grew up so big that he had never even held his fucking hand, let alone interlocked his fingers so intimately with other people.

Just when he was hesitating whether to let go of his hand, he suddenly felt Chu Yang gently pinch his hand, as if responding to his sudden movement, he raised his eyes, just in time to break into Chu Yang's pure and clear in the eyes.

Chu Yang had lost the nervousness just now. He bent his eyes to look at him, his face was full of gratitude and calmness, and he said in a soft voice, "Thank you, Teacher Lu."

Lu Xiuyuan: "..."

He breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that he is the only one who thinks too much.

But at the same time, there was such an inexplicable emotion rippling in his heart that he was a little lost—it would be great if Chu Yang was not so magnanimous, it would be fine if Chu Yang pulled back his hand awkwardly, if Chu Yang I've thought about it too much...

Chu Yang who trusted him like this made him feel that many of his thoughts were so sinful.

Lu Xiuyuan thought a lot of messy things, but the interaction between him and Chu Yang was noticed by the doctor, and the doctor only felt that he was stuffed with dog food during work.

Very full.

The doctor pressed his fist to his lips, and coughed twice in embarrassment, interrupting the flirting of the two people in front of him. She asked Chu Yang to go out and wait, leaving Lu Xiuyuan behind.

"His condition is not very serious. As for the stuttering and unresponsiveness, it should be the aftermath of the accident." The doctor said, "Take your partner to have a brain examination."

When he heard the word object, Lu Xiuyuan was stunned for a moment, but he quickly regained his composure, nodded and asked, "Do you need to be hospitalized?"

"No need for the time being. Let's take medicine first. If it doesn't work after a period of time, we will consider other methods. But you have to be clear that doctors and medicine are only auxiliary, and the main thing is for the patient himself and the people around the patient. I'm afraid it will be a little harder for you."

Lu Xiuyuan was helpless: "I'm not..."

He wanted to say that he and Chu Yang didn't have that kind of relationship, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't bother to say them.

Forget it.

He explained so much to others what to do.

Seeing Lu Xiuyuan's hesitant expression, the doctor thought he was shy about their relationship, so he comforted him: "It's okay, I've been in the industry for more than 20 years, and I've met dozens if not hundreds of gay couples. society is very enlightened.”

Lu Xiuyuan: "..."

Facing the doctor's sincere and tolerant eyes, he didn't know what to say for a while.

After a while, Lu Xiuyuan smiled stiffly and squeezed out two words: "Thank you."

The doctor warned again: "The sequelae I mentioned are probably psychological ones. I only know that he had an accident two years ago and suffered some injuries. Willing to tell me, if you know the inside story, you can prescribe the right medicine."

Lu Xiuyuan was silent for a long time before he asked in a deep voice, "Is it difficult for him to return to his previous appearance?"

"It can be said that it is not difficult. After all, it has only been two years, and there is a great possibility to reverse it." After speaking, the doctor paused, then suddenly changed the subject, "But it can also be said that it is difficult. You have seen it just now, he I don’t have a strong sense of wanting to recover, maybe I’m used to the status quo.”

Lu Xiuyuan murmured: "Get used to the status quo..."

"Yes," said the doctor, "habit is a terrible thing, and it is one of the obstacles in the way of the patient's treatment."

Lu Xiuyuan was silent.

When Lu Xiuyuan walked out of the doctor's office, it was already half an hour later.

Today is the first day of the new year, there are not as many people in the hospital as usual, there are only seven or eight passers-by in a hurry in the corridor, and he saw Chu Yang sitting alone on the bench at a glance.

Chu Yang leaned against the back of the chair, tilted his head to the right shoulder, breathed evenly, fell asleep at some point, and didn't even hear the footsteps of Lu Xiuyuan coming over.

Lu Xiuyuan stood in front of the bench, watching Chu Yang quietly.

He often looked at Chu Yang like this before, and he always wanted to find traces of that boy from Chu Yang, but now that he knew that Chu Yang was that boy, his mood was different.

He finally found out——

It turned out that Chu Yang was so similar to that boy.

Their eyes, their mouths, their hands, and the way they look at themselves...

It is clearly a person.

Why didn't he recognize it before?

At this moment, Lu Xiuyuan was a little dazed. He didn't even know whether he really didn't recognize Chu Yang or was just trying to avoid the past. He always regarded the incident that happened in Yangcheng two years ago as a nightmare. The contents of it should be left behind by him.

However, he didn't know until now that Chu Yang, who was also implicated by him, was also forgotten by him.

Chu Yang didn't sleep deeply, and in a drowsy state, he always felt Youdao's strong presence on his face and body. He frowned and opened his eyes vigilantly.

The first thing that came into view was Lu Xiuyuan's face that couldn't see his emotions clearly.

Chu Yang was dazed for a moment, but when he came back to his senses, he suddenly realized that Lu Xiuyuan seemed to be watching him sleep, his whole face turned red immediately, and he sat up quickly.

"Yeah, sorry, I'm so sleepy."

"It's okay." Lu Xiuyuan smiled and sat next to Chu Yang. He looked at Chu Yang's exposed white and shiny back neck, took off his scarf and wrapped it around Chu Yang's neck, "Are you still sleepy? Or you Sleep on my shoulder for a while?"

The sudden heat on his neck made Chu Yang's heart beat faster, his eyes widened slightly, and it took him a long time to let out a breath, and he hurriedly shook his head like a rattle: "I'm not sleepy anymore."

Lu Xiuyuan took his hand: "Then let's go."

Chu Yang asked blankly, "Go home?"

Hearing the word "go home" from Chu Yang's mouth, Lu Xiuyuan felt inexplicably relaxed. He said, "Go to the brain department for an examination first, then get the medicine, and then you can go home."

[2. Elders]

Chu Yang doesn't know much about the process of seeing a doctor. Except for the time he was admitted to the hospital when his head was smashed, he almost never went to the hospital since he was a child. Now he can only follow Lu Xiuyuan ignorantly.

The inspection was done fairly quickly.

They got the results from the doctor on the spot, and the doctor said that Chu Yang's brain was in normal condition without any abnormality.

In other words, Chu Yang's sequelae are indeed psychological sequelae.

Thinking of this, Lu Xiuyuan's expression became a little heavy.

Fortunately, Chu Yang was very cooperative, no matter whether it was taking medicine or making an appointment with a doctor, he followed Lu Xiuyuan's arrangements, and he did not have the symptoms of the New Year's Eve night again, which made Lu Xiuyuan feel a little relieved.

After the three-day New Year's Day holiday, it's back to school again.

This morning, when Chu Yang came to the classroom with a book in his arms, he felt something was wrong with the eyes of the students around him.

This class is a big class, and the class is held in a multimedia classroom that can accommodate 500 people. Students from the two classes attend the class together. Chu Yang habitually found a seat on the side of the middle row, and took the side for Cen Yanbo by the way. s position.

As soon as he opened the book to preview the content of the class that will be held later, the classmate sitting in front secretly turned around.

"Chu Yang, are you and Teacher Lu really dating?"

Chu Yang looked up at the boy whose face was full of gossip. He remembered that he had been classmates with this boy for more than a year, and he could count the things he said with one hand. He didn't even know what the boy's name was. .

Chu Yang asked, "Where did you hear that?"

"It's spread all over the Internet." The boy winked and said, "Although the popularity has faded quickly, but I'm an experienced netizen, and I've already eaten the first-hand melon. The two people hugging on the beach are you and Mr. Lu, right? "

The boy talked a lot and quickly, hitting Chu Yang's head like raindrops.

Chu Yang was stunned for a long time, before he had time to turn his mind, he subconsciously picked the simplest question and answered: "It's us."

Although the boy already knew the answer, when he heard the person confessed, his neck was red with excitement, and he hurriedly pulled the classmate next to him and said, "Look, I'll say it's not a hype, you still don't believe it."

That classmate also heard Chu Yang's answer, and said with a confused face: "It's actually true..."

In the end, he couldn't figure it out, "No, we and Teacher Lu are people from two worlds, right? How did you talk to Teacher Lu? I feel like the dimensional wall has been broken."

The boy who spoke before patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, and said with great grief: "Don't forget, now is an era of looking at faces."

After finishing speaking, the two looked at Chu Yang's face in unison.

Chu Yang also looked at them blankly.

He was already fair-skinned, but now the winter sun came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows next to him, clearly illuminating the fine fluff on Chu Yang's face, as white as snow, his face and neck seemed to exude a faint yellow light, The contours of his face are somewhat blurred, only those crystal grape-like eyes and jet-black hair are particularly eye-catching.

At first glance, Chu Yang looks like a sick and beautiful boy who came out of a cartoon.

Both of them were taken aback for a moment, and after looking back and forth, they sighed at the same time.

Damn the face-seeking society.

If they were Lu Xiuyuan, they would be tired of soaking in the high society where the money fans are drunk, and they would probably fall in love with Chu Yang, a pure first love boy like this.

After the two people sighed and sighed, Chu Yang's dull brain slowly turned around. He was so anxious that the redness on his face spread to the base of his ears, and he stammered: "But, but Teacher Lu and I are not the kind relation."

The two obviously didn't believe it.

"Then why do you watch fireworks together alone?"

Chu Yang replied honestly: "Let's celebrate the festival together."

They asked back: "Have you ever seen two strangers celebrate New Year's Day and watch fireworks together?"

Chu Yang choked for a moment: "No..."

They asked again: "Have you ever seen two strangers cuddle while watching fireworks?"

Chu Yang choked completely: "No..."

He really wanted to say that he and Lu Xiuyuan didn't hug him, that Lu Xiuyuan hugged him because he was not in a good state of mind at the time, but he didn't want to say these bad things, so after much deliberation, there was only silence.

Seeing Chu Yang burying his head and starting to read, the two people suddenly realized that they had gone too far.

They touched their noses, looked at each other in embarrassment, congratulated each other and turned back quickly.

Cen Yanbo, who stepped onto the classroom, just heard the word "Congratulations". He sat down on the seat next to Chu Yang, turned his head suspiciously and asked Chu Yang, "What are they congratulating you for?"

Chu Yang turned the pages of the book in annoyance: "It's nothing."

Cen Yanbo sensed that Chu Yang was not in a good mood, he had prepared a bunch of stomachs when he came, and now he could only swallow them temporarily and play with his phone quietly like a chicken.

This class is about business management. The teacher is a man under 30 years old. He is relatively young in dress and mentality. He also likes to interact with the students during class.

Everyone likes to listen to this teacher's class very much. Because they joked a lot in the past, they are becoming more unscrupulous now.

When the teacher talked about the unspoken rules in the office, suddenly a boy below raised his hand and said bluffingly: "Mr. Zhu, do you support office romance?"

Teacher Zhu replied frankly: "Of course I support it. I personally think that feelings should not be bound by rules and regulations."

Before the words were finished, booing broke out one after another from below.

Teacher Zhu laughed and teased the boy who asked the question: "What? You started looking forward to an office romance before you stepped into society?"

That boy is used to being thick-skinned, and he didn't feel shy at all in the face of everyone watching the excitement. He scratched his head with a playful smile and said, "Whether it's an office romance or not, as long as it's love, I'm looking forward to it. I'm looking forward to the fairies now." Come down to save my solo single dog."

Teacher Zhu said unceremoniously: "There are no fairies, but the little brother is a big one. Please take a look around you."

The boy was frightened for a moment, and waved his hands frantically: "Then I'll continue to solo."

There was another roar of laughter in the classroom.

Even Cen Yanbo, who was playing the game, was amused by the boy's exaggerated reaction, only Chu Yang almost buried his head in the book, his brows were twisted into a knot, as if caught in some bad mood.

Cen Yanbo noticed that Chu Yang was reading a book on the surface, but in fact he hadn't turned the pages, so he gradually restrained the smile on his face, and lightly bumped Chu Yang with his elbow.

Chu Yang turned his head and hummed lightly.

"What's wrong with you?" Cen Yanbo put his arms on the back of the chair in a funny way, turned his body to face Chu Yang, and then held his chin and began to guess wildly, "Could it be that you are suddenly in love and you are stupid? "

Chu Yang was still a little confused at first, but when he heard the word "falling in love", his eyes suddenly became clear.

Cen Yanbo was stunned.

"We are not in a relationship." Chu Yang explained solemnly, "There are rumors on the Internet that Mr. Lu and I just used the two tickets you gave us to watch the fireworks. Nothing happened."

Cen Yanbo looked at Chu Yang silently for a long while, and suddenly patted his thigh with hatred: "That box of covers is a new model brought back by my friend from abroad, you don't use it, it's too wasteful!"

Chu Yang: "..."

He was wondering if Cen Yanbo's focus was off.

So he repeated what he said just now: "There is really nothing between Teacher Lu and me."

Cen Yanbo nodded without thinking: "I know."

Now it was Chu Yang's turn to be shocked, he looked at Cen Yanbo suspiciously for a long time before he said, "I thought you would also listen to those rumors on the Internet."

"When I saw the trending search the night before last, I really thought you were together, but after thinking about it, I realized that the revelations in the trending search were full of loopholes." Cen Yanbo said.

If Chu Yang is really a person who is very transparent emotionally, Lu Xiuyuan will not look forward to it like an old dog guarding his flesh.

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

Cen Yanbo was so happy that he couldn't help covering his mouth and laughing.

Who made Lu Xiuyuan behave so high in front of him before, and often tipped off that person, and acted as a lobbyist to persuade him for that person, now Lu Xiuyuan can't even handle his own feelings, so don't even think about meddling in the future.

As soon as they finished talking, they heard Teacher Zhu on the podium talking about feelings.

"Although I think that relationships should not be bound by rules and regulations, I think that two people in a relationship should be on the same level, or not far apart, in terms of family conditions and life circles."

"There is a word that is very realistic and ugly, but it makes sense, and that is 'the right family'. If there is no certain economic foundation, then the life of two people together will inevitably revolve around oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. These things will Slowly consume the love between the two."

"Furthermore, the family environment of two people of different classes is different. The families of the two parties may not be able to get along well. We often joke about a meme on the Internet, how much money will I give you to leave my son, this meme is somewhat exaggerated, But definitely not fiction."

A girl asked: "Mr. Zhu, if there is a Bai Fumei chasing you, will you agree?"

Teacher Zhu nodded without hesitation: "Yes."

There was a sigh below.

The girl said again: "Didn't you say that two people should pay attention to their social status?"

Teacher Zhu laughed loudly: "I'm just waiting for Bai Fumei's mother to take the money and let me leave her daughter."

Cen Yanbo curled his lips: "This teacher is very open-minded."

Chu Yang was a little surprised: "Does this kind of thing happen often?"

"You're talking about getting people to leave with money?" Cen Yanbo rubbed his chin and thought for a while, then said uncertainly, "It's probably just a joke, the rich people nowadays are smarter than the other, and they are smarter than you imagined." If you want to be stingy, how can you send money out for no reason?"

Chu Yang let out a dumbfounded oh.

In this way, more than half a month passed in peace, and when the end of the period was approaching, the weather became colder and colder. Chu Yang stayed in the library until six o'clock in the evening, and he packed his books and returned home when the sky darkened.

Opening the door, Chu Yang sensitively sensed that something was wrong.

He is a bit tidy, he likes to keep things fixed in a certain place, including the slippers placed in the entrance, but right now the slippers are messily leaning against the corner of the wall, as if they have been kicked a few times.

Could it be that Lu Xiuyuan is back?

But soon Chu Yang denied this guess.

Last week, Lu Xiuyuan went on a business trip abroad. He called him yesterday and told him that he would only be back in a few days. He probably wasn't lying to him. Besides, it was Lu Xiuyuan's slippers that were kicked into the corner, so Lu Xiuyuan wouldn't enter the house barefoot.

Chu Yang was a little apprehensive, guessed something vaguely, and suddenly didn't dare to go inside.

He hesitated for two seconds, then turned around and was about to leave.

At this moment, a slightly sharp female voice sounded behind him: "Hey, the college students are back."

Sure enough, someone...

Chu Yang was so frightened that cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and he stood there stiffly, not even daring to look back at the woman who spoke.

The woman didn't wait for Chu Yang's response for a long time, and her tone became a little impatient: "After all, I have been studying for a few years, why don't you even have basic manners? Don't you yell when you see the elders?"

Chu Yang swallowed, his face pale as paper, and he forced himself to turn around.

I saw a middle-aged woman wearing a mink fur coat standing one meter away from him. The woman is more than 1.7 meters tall, with well-maintained skin and a strong aura. Suffocated.

Chu Yang felt that his mind was blank, and he didn't expect that what Teacher Zhu said would come true to him so soon.