[GD] Male god or husband?

1 sight phobia

In Beijing, ordinary communities and ordinary apartments are crowded with all kinds of things, and the walls are covered with various posters. There is even an oversized model on the entire wall in the east. Illustrated!

But, the difference is that it all seems to be the same face on the poster, yes!It's the bb captain g- who is popular all over the world now!

Originally, the wall was covered with things, which made the apartment very crowded. However, there was something even worse. On the left was a large bookshelf, which was filled with BB's albums over the years. Of course, the highest one was placed on the top. It's gd's solo album.

As long as it is bb's fan collection albums, it seems normal, but the most abnormal thing about these albums is that there are all versions of them!Korean version!Japanese version!Lite version!Deluxe Package Edition!Everything!

If you look closely, you can also see that someone has carved their debut record into a disc and put it on the shelf...

However, judging from the layout of the entire living room, the album shelf was a bit empty, so the owner carefully placed all kinds of official peripheral dolls on the shelf and beside it, and so on.As big as a doll, as small as a key chain, it can open a grocery store.

What's more worth mentioning is a large wardrobe on the right. The model of the wardrobe makes people wonder what is inside.

Gently open the closet, mygod!It turns out that they are all the clothes, pants, and shoes of the same style as GD!Of course, looking at the quality, it is not sold in authentic specialty stores, it should be bought in various trails.

Each piece is covered with a transparent cover, it can be seen that the owner of the clothes cherishes these clothes very much.

But all of the above is not that important compared to what is in the glass.Just looking at the owner placing it in the middle alone and covering it with a glass cover, you know that its value is even greater.

But, please forgive my poor eyesight, I really didn't see anything special about the…uh…towel…in this glass cover, an ordinary white towel with five black lines printed on it, and pieces of sweat stains…

When I was wondering, I only heard the sound of heavy footsteps. 'Tap, tap, tap'...

The owner of the towel came to the glass cover, looked at the towel, looked around, and returned to the bedroom inside with peace of mind.

It can be seen from this that the owner of this apartment can be said to be a die-hard fan of gd, or even a brain-dead fan.

…………Identification is completed………

Hello everyone, my name is... called... uh... it doesn't matter what I call it, just call me Sisi, this is my last name, and it is also my name on the Internet. Born in 95, I am 21 this year, and my height is 160. My job is a subtitle translator.

Translator for Japanese and Korean dramas and Japanese and Korean variety shows.Just give me a computer, I can not go out for a year.In fact, I haven't been out of the house in five years...because…

I have sight phobia, afraid to go out, afraid of people looking at me strangely, afraid of people staring at me, afraid of people talking to me, afraid of people asking me things.The outside world is hell for me, and I don't need to go out, and I can live well without going out.

oh!I forgot to mention that there is another secondary reason for not going out, which can also be said to be the cause of my sight phobia~

I am 21 years old, 160, and I am indeed a fat man weighing more than 200 kilograms. Because I had a disease when I was young, I took a lot of supplements, and it turned out to be like this. I am getting fatter every day, and I am getting fatter every day. Until now.

I hate other people's eyes, I am afraid of other people's eyes, gradually I no longer go out, no longer contact with anyone, everyone's eyes cut me like a knife.

oh!forgotten!I am an abandoned baby, but my life is very good. When I was young, I was picked up by my grandfather who picked up waste at the garbage dump. My grandfather raised me and I have always depended on him. When I was young, my figure was still normal. Yes, even a little thin.

Until one time when I was picking up scraps with my grandfather, I fainted. My grandfather thought I had a heat stroke. As a result, after that, I fainted more and more times, and my grandfather carried me to the hospital.

From the age of five to seven, I spent two years of my childhood in the hospital. In the hospital, I finally knew why my biological parents abandoned me, because I was born with defects, and my mother’s nutrition during pregnancy It seems that there are other reasons for not keeping up.This grandpa didn't tell me.

I later found out that during the two years in the hospital my body basically cost my grandpa most of the money he had saved his entire life, but grandpa never told me about it.I only saw grandpa who was getting more and more tired and tired.

My body needs to keep replenishing. If I don't replenish, I will faint from time to time.

When I was seven years old, I, who was supposed to be in the first grade, refused my grandfather's request. I didn't want to go to school, and I didn't want my grandfather to work hard to earn money.

In the end, my grandfather didn't hold me back, so I never went to school, and I helped my grandfather sort the waste every day, and then sold it to the purchase station.

When I was eight years old, I already weighed ninety pounds. If I wanted to lose weight, I couldn’t lose weight. Grandpa always said that I was the cutest.I knew that grandpa loved me the most!

Today I am going to surprise grandpa!Hehe~ In fact, I have been secretly cleaning the nearby schools, earning some small money by the way, and sometimes learning a few Chinese characters outside the window.

Today is the day when I get paid. Because I am a child, I pretend to be a student and clean every day, so my salary is only a little.This is the opportunity I've been longing for~

Today, with the money I earned, I bought a roast chicken and Erguotou, which Grandpa loves to drink, for my grandpa.

Holding the roast chicken, I ran into the house clumsily: "Grandpa, grandpa, look what I bought for you?! Grandpa! It's roast chicken~"

When I happily entered the house with the roast chicken, I saw grandpa lying on the kang covered with a quilt.It's almost night, why is grandpa still sleeping, from noon to now?

"Grandpa, I bought the roast chicken you like~ Si Si bought it with his own money!"

However, no matter how I yelled, my grandpa didn't answer me. My yelling called the neighbor's grandpa Zhang, who also picked up waste.After Grandpa Zhang came in, he took a look and told me: Grandpa will never wake up again.

I'm not stupid!Although I have never studied, I am very smart!I know that grandpa will never be with me again, never play behind my back, never buy me food again, never talk to me again.

No matter how much I cried and prayed, Grandpa didn't wake up.

In the end, with the help of Grandpa Zhang, Grandpa was settled well.And I, once again became an unwanted child.

I didn't stay with Grandpa Zhang because I was afraid, and I was afraid that Grandpa Zhang would also be like Grandpa, because I would never wake up again.

In this way, I spent two years in the school, living with the school's security grandfather, helping to clean up during the day, and studying secretly.I know that only by being able to write and being educated can one not starve to death.Therefore, whenever I have time, I will stick to the teacher and learn a lot by cleaning the office.The teachers are very sorry for me.

I can understand their eyes, which are full of pity, sympathy, and pity.I don't like their eyes, but I have to endure such eyes.

In this way, I survived until I was ten years old, I knew a lot of Chinese characters, and I could do a lot of arithmetic, but I knew that this was not enough, I had to do something, but I couldn't do anything.

One day, when I was cleaning the computer room of the school, I saw something I had never seen before. I heard it was called a computer.

I couldn't clean this classroom before, maybe I was afraid that I would break it.Seeing this thing covered with a blue cloth is very mysterious.

I was very curious about this computer, so after a computer class, I turned it on secretly, and watched how the teacher pressed it several times by the bedside outside the classroom.

I followed what the teacher said, and actually popped up a page with Chinese characters that I didn't know all about.Honestly, it's called searching.

I typed a few times slowly and then shut down. I was afraid that the teacher would come back.

I just sneaked in and used the computer twice while cleaning.Until, one day, Director Li of the school told me that in the future, I can no longer disturb hygiene at school, because some parents of students have reported it.It is said that the school employs minors to work.

When I received this news, the school had already found someone to replace me. I knew that I was young and short. Although I was fatter than others, it seemed that being fat only brought me the capital to be laughed at by others.

After my repeated requests and the persuasion of my teacher who usually has a good relationship with me, the school agreed to let me live in the school.At least I have a place to live.

However, the most important thing is to find a job. The school only wanted me because I had done it in school before.When I was ten years old, I couldn't even find a job.

I have been walking on the street one by one, and the answers I get are all: "Kids, don't make trouble with me, go play somewhere else."

"What can you do at your age! Go, go, go!"

What I got was one white eye after another and the contemptuous eyes of others on the street. I am fat and short, and I will only be the focus of others' eyes on the street.

"Look at her, she's so fat! She's a fat girl!" A little boy about my age said to a friend next to me on the street.

"Yeah, she's so fat and ugly, my mother said I'm the most beautiful princess!"

I was right next to them and heard their discussion.Their eyes were full of sarcasm and disgust.I was suddenly very afraid of the way other people looked at me, very scared, very scared.

I looked around in a panic, always feeling that people on the street were looking at me and talking about me, and all the faces I saw in my eyes were looking at me distortedly, pointing at me, and I didn’t know what they were talking about. .

"Ahhhhh~~ Don't look at me! Don't look at me!" I fled from people's sight in a panic and hid in the corner of an alley.

Their sight is so scary!My heart was shaking all the time, so scared: "Grandpa, they are all looking at me, what should I do, grandpa"

I just kept squatting on the corner of the street, not daring to go out, because I was afraid of other people's eyes.

But, in this dark corner, I see the sunshine in my life...