Has my wife lost her horse today?

Xu Youlan gently grabbed the corner of Xie Xuan's clothes, her fingers unconsciously ravaged the piece of clothes.

She took a deep breath lightly and slowly, lowered her eyelids slightly, and smiled softly.

"...Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago," Xu Youlan said in a low voice, "It's just... I don't know how to tell you about such a thing."

Xu Youlan smiled wryly: "That's not something to make people happy..."

"So what?" Xie Xuan pressed his fiery palms tightly to her heart, and Xu Youlan raised her head to look at her in a daze. Stir warmly, "I am willing to let you be my girlfriend, not because you only have those things that make people happy."

"Whether it's sad or angry, everything about you is my unique treasure."

Xie Xuan took her slightly cool palm, wrapped her slender fingers carefully in the palm, wrapped her in his arms with both arms, and kissed her soft hair.

Xu Youlan raised her head, looked at her steadfastly, and suddenly smiled, the haze in Mao'er's eyes faded with the smile: "... When did you learn to say such things?"

"I didn't learn it," Xie Xuan shook his head, "I just met you, and it will happen naturally."

Xu Youlan raised her arms around her neck, raised her head coquettishly, and kissed Xie Xuan's soft lips carefully, the tip of her tongue traced her somewhat sharp lip line.

After exchanging a sweet wet kiss with Xie Xuan, her eyes were full of calm trust.

"You should have known about it a long time ago, right? About my own situation." Xu Youlan smiled, as if what she said had nothing to do with her, "Xu Youlan, 24 years old this year, both parents died."

"My father was a soldier and my mother was a flower arrangement artist."

"The soldiers are always away from home, so in the first few years of my life, my mother was always taking care of me." Xu Youlan lowered her head, playing with a lock of Xie Xuan's hair, "At that time, my mother I opened a small flower shop. When I was a child, I was always naughty, and I made trouble with her flower materials every day, but she was not angry. I secretly folded some flowers, and she took them and made them into a wreath for me. Wear."

"You think... At that time, children thought, of course, they would fold any flower, and the wreath they made in the end was colorful, and naturally it was not very beautiful."

"But that kind of life is always very happy."

"Although Dad doesn't go home very often, every time he does, he will bring some small gifts back." Xu Youlan smiled softly, and raised one of her hands, "...the best thing Dad gave me A gift that taught me how to be strong."

"I don't know where my father served as a soldier, and he never told me or my mother. My father said, I must protect my mother."

"So..." Xu Youlan looked at her palm, which has been carefully maintained over the years, and the thin calluses that were worn out at the beginning have almost faded away, "When I was young, I didn't have much time to play, except for studying. In addition, you have to practice martial arts every day."

"Practicing martial arts is very hard work, it takes a lot of time to build up, and it can't be done overnight. At that time, what I hated the most was doing stretching every day."

A small figure appeared in Xie Xuan's mind, pressing his legs bit by bit with a bitter face, full of reluctance, but in the end he would obediently complete the task.

"At that time, I thought, although practicing martial arts is very painful and hard, but one day I will be able to protect my mother well."

"Then...the year I was 14, ten years ago, my father died."

Xie Xuan's thoughts flashed like lightning, and suddenly a message flashed across.

...Ten years ago, the military, supernatural beings, kidnapping cases.

Xie Xuan was startled suddenly.

That is……

Xu Youlan went on to say: "At that time, I thought, if it wasn't because I was too weak, Dad would not have died.

Got it. "

"And..." Xu Youlan raised his head, the stars in his eyes sparkled, "The candy you gave me is really delicious."

Xie Xuan may not know it, but Xu Youlan knows it clearly.It was the two candies Xie Xuan handed over that brought her back to the world and made her feel clearly that she was still alive.

She laughed, Xie Xuan saw it in his eyes, but he could only feel a dull pain in his heart.

Xie Xuan reached out to caress her face.Xu Youlan's face is small, with delicate and beautiful features, and when her curly hair is permed, she is as delicate as a doll.A girl like this should be loved by thousands of people, but her Lanlan has nothing.

Everything about her was achieved bit by bit with her own strength.

"Later, I practiced martial arts well. Dad had a lot of comrades-in-arms who occasionally came to see me. I learned how to fight with them. No one in school dared to bully me, even the most powerful 'school bully' couldn't beat me. "

"At that time, I really thought... I could protect my mother."

Xu Youlan's voice suddenly choked up.

She knew that this matter had been hidden in her heart all the time, and it could only become a dark sore that festered and rotted in a corner that no one knew about.But when she decided to cut open the flesh and dig out the acne to expose it to the sun, she hesitated again.

Xie Xuan is not a supernatural being, she shouldn't be involved in the world of supernatural beings.

Xie Xuan has a beautiful and happy family, with parents and elder brother. Everything she has is what Xu Youlan has longed for over the years.

Because it was so beautiful and enviable, Xu Youlan was trembling and did not dare to destroy anything.

"That was the first time I knew what 'water and fire are merciless'." Xu Youlan pursed her lips, "...someone set fire to her mother's flower shop."

Xu Youlan will never forget that day.

She wanted to rush in to fight the fire in a panic, but was blocked by clusters of flames that suddenly burned violently.

"I didn't believe I couldn't save Mom, so I rushed in. But I was too late...I couldn't save anything. Mom didn't have one, not even a single flower."

All were burnt clean by the flames.

It was in the fire that burned everything that she awakened the third-level water ability.

But so what?

In the end, she had nothing to protect but herself.

The sudden awakening of the water ability allowed her to survive the fire unscathed, and also allowed her to see the culprit.

The little boy with dyed red hair squatted in front of the scorched door, Xu Youlan could hardly see his appearance clearly due to the backlight.

"Tch, they're all ordinary people..." The little boy said something she couldn't understand, "...there isn't a single person with supernatural abilities?"

"It's boring, it's boring."

The little red-haired boy left without saying that.

"Later... I found out that I'm afraid of fire."

Xu Youlan closed her eyes forcefully, gritted her teeth tightly, and refused to let herself cry.

"...At first, as long as I saw an open flame, I would vomit non-stop. In the worst case, I would wake up retching even when I dreamed of a fire at night. The doctor said it was a kind of disease, maybe I can overcome it and recover well, maybe it will be with me for the rest of my life.”

"...But I don't want to be a waste." Tears finally welled up, Xu Youlan put her face on Xie Xuan's shoulder in embarrassment, and soon wet a small piece of the clothes on her shoulders, "I forced myself Get used to it, I can't be afraid of fire, I can't shrink back."

"But," her fingers kept trembling, "that's too difficult... Xie Xuan, I can't do it."

The shadow formed by countless midnight dreams followed her like a shadow.Even though there is nothing unusual on the surface, Xu Youlan knows that it is always hiding in a dark corner, waiting for someone who can

Enough to give her a fatal blow.

Xie Xuan felt Xu Youlan's trembling.

She dissected everything about herself.

Be it darkness or fear, Xu Youlan has never shown weakness to others, but she is the only one who is willing to expose her old wounds to her.

In the past 24 years, Xu Youlan has lost many, many things.

Xie Xuan thought, can she use all her love to fill the void in her heart?

Xu Youlan is a very sensitive and fragile animal.But Xie Xuan knows that sometimes, she can also be strong and indestructible.

Xu Youlan is such a contradictory existence.

But it was also the same contradiction that made Xie Xuan deeply involved.

And Xie Xuan wants to let her know that besides the most fragile and soft side, she can also become indestructible.

"Lan Lan," Xie Xuan kissed the tip of her nose, a little cold, "Have you heard of memory overwriting?"

Xu Youlan looked at her blankly.

"Human memory is a very strange thing. What you want to forget is always deeply ingrained, but what you don't want to forget disappears without a trace." Xie Xuan raised his hand and carefully brushed the strands of hair on her temples. Tidy up bit by bit, "But...it can be overridden."

"If the memory of the fire pains you, then we'll cover it."

Xu Youlan stared at her blankly.

The corners of Xie Xuan's lips hooked up, and his right index finger was put on his lips: "Shhh—"

Xu Youlan let Xie Xuan lead her like a little marionette, and took her to the sofa to sit down.

Then Xie Xuan stood up, didn't know what to get, and came back soon.

She held a piece of paper with her fingertips, the surface was rough but very thin.

Xie Xuan's slender fingers kept flipping, and the paper quickly changed its posture in her hand, and finally it was gently held by Xie Xuan's fingertips.

It was a little paper rose.

Xu Youlan reached out to take it, but Xie Xuan avoided it.

"Let's replace all those with new memories." Xie Xuan's eyes were full of tenderness, and he smiled, "Okay?"

Xu Youlan nodded.

Xie Xuan snapped his fingers.

Flames burst from her fingertips.

Then the paper rose instantly burned, and the fire rolled over Xie Xuan's fingers, so dazzling that it was almost impossible to see.

Xu Youlan hadn't had time to scream out, but saw that the paper rose under the firelight turned into a red rose in full bloom in that instant.

And near Huaxin, there are two rings.

Xie Xuan knelt down on one knee and gently took off a ring.

"Lanlan, let's get married."